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all of which to say i am a big fan of the los angeles kings, new jersey devils, and scuderia ferrari and williams racing. my favorite hockey players are anze kopitar and luke hughes !
my hope is, eventually, to write fic over here â my specialization being in original character fiction. until then, i am happy to float around reblogging fic and gifs from everyone here :) . a general rule of thumb is that this blog will likely have 18+ content , so tread with that in mind!
yeah so because people are cowards who don't want to confront their own words im just gonna make my own post:
max is not just whining about the regs and he is not holding the sport hostage by saying he may not want to race under them much longer. put aside the fact that these regs suck for the purposes of pure racing. we have had a majority unified grid against these regs which has just been nailed home by the fact that the ollie bearman could've been KILLED because of them.
it's a point you've already heard, but it's true. max has been preaching against these regs before he ever step foot in the car, but don't just take his word for it!! take 2x wdc fernando alonso. take reigning wdc lando norris. nearly every driver, from proven race winners to rookies and including 7x wdc lewis, has complained about losing power in places where they shouldn't. and again. a 50g crash just because ollie had to take emergency evasive action against franco with a low battery. this goes beyond whether or not the racing is good under the regs. it's a genuine safety concern!!
max should not have to lay down and die about these regs when they have proven to be dangerous. if a 4x wdc with more racing knowledge in his little finger than you've got in your whole body is saying that there is something wrong with these changes, how about you sit your ass down and listen?
I donât know how to say this eloquently enough for it to make sense, but there comes a point in every hockey fanâs life where you have to make peace with the majority of players in the sport and on your team being conservative. If theyâre American, theyâre likely Trump supporters. If theyâre Canadian, they would likely vote for him if they could (just ask Gretzky). Even the PWHL isnât immune from terfs and MAGAs.
There also comes a point in every hockey fanâs life where you decide that loving the sport, even if it doesnât love you back, means wanting to make sure that hockey really is for everyone. Itâs not letting the conservatives force you out of your fandom just so that a right-leaning space becomes even more of an echo chamber. It means doing your part in growing the game and making it a safe place for all.
And yeah, itâs not all rainbows and butterflies. The reality is nothing like the fics we read and write on here (which are fictional for a reason ⌠because the fiction is meant to be enjoyable), but that doesnât mean hockey isnât for you! It doesnât mean you have to stop cheering. It does however mean that you quickly come to understand that you canât place players on a pedestal.
Thatâs the reality of being a hockey fan.
So believe me, I know. Iâve lived it for twenty years. And itâs not pretty. But it is getting better, and I like to believe that one day hockey really will be for everyone.
LEWIS HAMILTON | X7 WDC (in/sp)
"Don't ever compare me to anybody else. I'm the first and only Black driver that's ever been in this sport. I'm built different." - Lewis Hamilton
summary: after a legendary prank war gets officially banned, you and Carlos, your rival campâs infuriatingly competitive head counselor, are forced to team up for the sake of peace
pairing: rival camp counselor au Carlos Sainz x reader
warnings: swearing, use of y/n
word count: 12k
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No one remembers exactly how the prank war started.Â
Some say it began in 1994, when a Cedar Ridge camper accidentally flipped a canoe carrying Maplewoodâs camp director. Others claim it was the Great Canteen Heist of â99, when Maplewood counselors, dressed in Ridge sweatshirts and fake mustaches, broke into Cedar Ridgeâs kitchen and replaced all the peanut butter with mayonnaise.Â
Ask either side and the story changes. Names grow more dramatic. The stakes get bigger. There was a rumor, once, about a goat in a staff cabin and a karaoke machine rigged to play nothing but Nickleback.
Either way, itâs tradition now.Â
The rivalry has rules. Unspoken, sacred, passed down through whispered warnings and hand-scrawled manuals. There are teams, tallies, and a deeply unofficial Prank Scoreboard, stored in a locked Google Doc accessible only to the oldest counselors - those who have earned the password, survived shaving cream warfare, and lived to tell the tale.Â
Camp Cedar Ridge vs Camp Maplewood.Â
Lake rivals. Banner enemies. Glitter war veterans.Â
And now?
Now, it was a year after the infamous Kool-Aid Lake Incident, which turned half the waterline neon cherry red and prompted a county-wide investigation and a very serious camp director ceasefire.Â
âNo pranks this summer,â the directors had said.Â
âWeâre watching you,â they had said.Â
âEspecially you, y/n.â
To which you, senior counselor, and unofficial Maplewood prank captain, had smiled sweetly and said,
âOf course. Scoutâs honor.â
You had never been a scout.Â
Across the lake, Carlos Sainz stood ankle-deep in the lake water, skipping stones and squinting at the Maplewood shore like it might explode at any second.Â
He didnât trust the silence.Â
It had been three whole days since either camp started their sessions. Three days since anything had gone wrong. No fire alarms. No dyed marshmallows. No surprise inflatable sea creatures floating onto the dock with cryptic messages tied to their necks. And that could only mean one thing:
You were up to something.Â
And if you werenât?
Well. Then he would be. Someone had to keep things interesting.
Carlos bent down and selected a smooth, flat rock, the kind you learn to spot after enough years as a lake rat. He flicked it low and sharp across the water. One, two, three, four, five skips - then a clean plunk.
âFive,â he muttered. âStill better than Lando.â
To his left, a voice called out through the stillness, syrupy sweet and unmistakable.Â
âCareful, Sainz. Skip like that too close here, and Iâll have to report it as an act of aggression.â
He turned slowly.
You were standing at the edge of your dock - arms crossed, sunglasses pushed up into your hair, a red lollipop hanging lazily from the corner of your mouth like the worldâs most chaotic campfire villain. The golden hour hit your shoulders like a spotlight.
âLook who finally decided to show face.â Carlos called, shading his eyes.
You gave him a lazy two-finger salute. âWhat can I say? Laying low. Being good. You should try it sometime.â
He arched an eyebrow. âYou? Being good? You once filled our shower house with live crickets.â
âAllegedlyâ you shrugged, letting your lollipop click between your teeth.
Carlos waded deeper into the lake until the water hit just below his knees, toes sinking into the squelchy muck. The sun glinted off his wet calves. âYou know what your problem is?â
âOh, please enlighten me.â
âYouâre too quiet this year,â he said, narrowing his eyes at you like you were a suspicious animal. âToo polite. Itâs unnerving. I donât trust it.â
Your eyebrows lifted, mock-innocent. âThis is the first time youâve seen me this summer.â
âExactly,â he said, nodding slowly. âItâs weird.â
A pause stretched between you - tense, but not hostile. Like seconds before a canoe tips. You twirled your lollipop between your fingers. He flicked another stone, deliberately avoiding your gaze.Â
Then, you said, too casually, âDid you get the marshmallows I sent over last night?â
Carlos frowned. âWhat marshmallows?â
A grin slowly crept onto your lips. The dangerous kind. The kind that usually ends with someone covered in molasses.Â
From somewhere back at Camp Cedar Ridge, a bloodcurdling shriek rang out.Â
âTHESE ARE FILLED WITH KETCHUP-â
Carlos froze.Â
You dropped the bare lollipop stick onto the dock.Â
It bounced once, then rolled to a stop at the edge.Â
By the time he turned back around, you were already gone.Â
Carlos didnât react right away. He didnât scream. Didnât shout across the lake. Didnât storm over in the Cedar Ridge motorboat and demand vengeance.Â
No.Â
He just stared at your abandoned lollipop stick from the edge of the dock, like it held ancient secrets. Not angry. Not shocked.Â
Then, he smiled.
âGame on.â
The next morning at the Maplewood morning lineup, things were⌠suspiciously normal.Â
Too normal.Â
The sun was too bright. The air too still. The campers too well-behaved, standing in mostly straight lines with suspiciously innocent faces.
You were halfway through leading the âBanana Songâ with a group of second-grade campers - complete with full hand motions and a tragic commitment to interpretive dance - when the whispers started.Â
At first, you ignored them. Kids whispered about everything - cryptids in the lake, secret tunnels under the arts barn, whether or not Camp Director Ryan was married to the raccoon that lived in the compost bin.Â
But then Lucy, your co-counselor, tugged on your sleeve, mid-banana peel charades, and whispered:
âY/n,â she hissed. âLook.â
You turned.Â
And your soul left your body.
Your drama cabin - your kingdom - was completely covered in Cedar Ridge green.Â
And not just like, a tasteful splash.
No.Â
Drenched.Â
Streamers cascaded down from the roof like a waterfall of tacky betrayal. Pine needles were arranged into a horrifyingly accurate representation of the Ridge logo. Green glitter had been poured across the welcome mat. There was even a plastic moose head - god knows where he found it - nailed above the door like some woodland mafia warning.Â
But that wasnât the worst part.Â
The worst part was the statue.Â
Right there on the porch stood a paper mache version of you - arms wide, lanyard swaying, hair too big, and in one triumphant hand: a giant plastic bottle of ketchup.
And across the chest of the statue?
âMAPLEWOODâS MOST WANTED: CONDIMENT QUEENâ
You stood very still.Â
Lucy gasped. One of your second graders yelled âOH MY GOD SHEâS BEAUTIFUL.â Ella had to turn away, clutching her clipboard to her face.Â
You clapped once, slowly. âOkay,â you said, voice flat. âOkay.â
It wasnât rage that boiled up next. It was something worse.Â
Respect.
Ella whispered, âThatâs⌠honestly, kind of good.â
You were already marching toward the porch.Â
The mooseâs glassy eyes watched you. Judging.Â
Taped to the door was a single sheet of white paper, bordered with cartoon clip-art laurels, written in comically fancy cursive:
A peace offering. And a warning. Love, Carlos
Later that day, you spotted him across the lake.
Carlos Sainz. Lifeguard chair throne. Aviators. Posture of a man who knew exactly how smug he looked and was thriving on it. He was eating a popsicle. Probably your favorite flavor. His feet were kicked up. He looked so relaxed.Â
You hated him.Â
You marched all the way to the end of the Maplewood dock and cupped your hands around your mouth.Â
âYou think youâre funny?!â
Carlos barely glanced over his sunglasses. âI know Iâm funny.â
âThat statue doesnât even look like me.â
âIt deeply does.â
You shook your head. âThis is war.â
He shrugged, casual as anything, âYou started it.â
âAnd Iâm going to finish it.â
He leaned back in his chair, smile curling like smoke. âThen stop yelling across the lake and come prove it.â
A dangerous silence settled on the dock. The kind that came before thunderstorms. Or glitter bombs.Â
You almost jumped in a canoe. Almost paddled across and knocked that smug little popsicle out of his hand.Â
But instead?
You grinned.
âTomorrow,â you called. âCheck your bunk. Iâm feeling inspired.â
And then, with a dramatic hair flip and a flare of a girl with a reputation to maintain, you walked away.Â
Carlos didnât respond.Â
But from his lifeguard chair, he saluted you.
In your cabin, you were busy plotting like a woman possessed.Â
Your notebook, once dedicated to camper skit ideas and themed dance playlists, had become a war manual. A full page was already labeled âRevenge.â Underneath: a bulleted list of potential weapons:Â
Fake centipedesÂ
Real crickets (borrowed from the Nature hut, if Oscar looked the other way)
Fart spray
One Cedar Ridge hoodie that youâd been saving since last yearâs color wars
Ella walked in halfway through your brainstorming session, took one look at the chaos, and muttered âIâm both terrified and proud.â
You didnât look up. âThatâs the correct response.â
âAre those⌠blueprints?â She askedÂ
âTheyâre schematics,â you said seriously. âIâm an artist.â
âYouâre unwell.âÂ
You were. And you were thriving.Â
Because this wasnât just payback anymore. This was personal. Carlos had declared war on your creative soul, defamed your drama cabin, and worst of all - gotten a laugh out of you.Â
That couldnât go unpunished.Â
Before you could continue scheming though, the door to your cabin slammed open, Lucy running in.Â
âY/N,â she began, slightly out of breath. âRyan wants to see you in his office. Heâs pissed.â
You froze.Â
Pen halfway through your bullet point for âGlitter Bomb (eco-friendly, but emotionally devastating).â
âDid he say why?â you asked, even though you already knew.Â
Lucy nodded, wide-eyed. âHe said to bring the notebook.â
Ella let out a gasp so dramatic it couldâve won a Tony.
âThatâs code red,â she whispered. âThat's confiscation level angry.â
You stood up slowly, spine straightening like a soldier marching to her doom. âOkay,â you said. âOkay. This is fine. Weâve been here before.â
Ella blinked. âHave we?â
You ignored her.Â
Notebook tucked under your arm, you made the walk to the camp office like a criminal heading to court.
Only, instead of lawyers there were laminated posters about migratory birds and a bulletin board announcing âWorm Composting Wednesdayâ. Instead of security guards, two chipmunks sat perched on the wooden railing, chittering in what sounded suspiciously like judgement. You could swear one of them shook its head as you passed.Â
The air was thick with pine and the faint smell of citronella. Somewhere in the distance, a child was crying over a spilled bug jar, and a counselor was trying to console them with string cheese. Classic.Â
You adjusted your hoodie - the one still faintly glittered green from Carlosâs âpeace offeringâ and climbed the creaky steps like you were walking the gallows.Â
And waiting for you at the top?
Camp Director Ryan.Â
Mid-forties. Perpetually sunburned. Looked like heâd never fully recovered from the Great Salsa Spill of â07. Wore the kind of socks that screamed âI gave upâ and sandals that screamed louder. He was the kind of man who clapped before meetings and said things like âsynergyâ and âletâs circle backâ with no irony. He also cried every year during the end of camp slideshow, especially during the photos of lost water bottles and friendship bracelets.
He was already standing when you opened the screen door, arms crossed over his clipboard like it was a riot shield.Â
âSit,â he said like heâd already given you a thousand chances too many.
You sat, stiff as a rake. The notebook thudded in your lap like it knew it was guilty.Â
He pointed at it. âIs that the war journal?â
â... Itâs a planner.âÂ
âItâs a manifesto.â
âItâs color-coded.â
âY/N.â
You sighed and slumped further down. âFine. Itâs a war journal.â
Ryan took a deep breath, the kind that said heâd warned you. Many times. In many staff meetings. With many laminated visual aids.Â
âYou canât just break into Cedar Ridge,â he began slowly, like he was trying not to raise his blood pressure. âYou cannot stuff ketchup into marshmallows, dip them into hot sauce, drench the box in fart spray, and replace them with the campâs supply of regular ones.â
âTechnically,â you said, âI didnât break into Cedar Ridge. I walked over there. And I didnât replace them. They stocked the supply shelves themselves. I just⌠altered the box.â
âY/N.â
Before you could defend your âculinary masterpieceâ further, the screen door creaked open again. Â
Carlos stepped in like he owned the place, smugness wrapped around him like a towel at swim check. He was wearing the standard Cedar Ridge staff shirt - wrinkled, somehow freshly sun-kissed - and still faintly sparkling. He looked at you like he was enjoying your downfall like popcorn at a movie.Â
Maisie, the director of Cedar Ridge, followed him inside with the energy of a woman who had once run a Fortune 500 company and now had to deal with glitter-based warfare between two overgrown campers.Â
Carlos didnât say a word. He just looked at you.Â
Smug. Smirking. Somehow slightly glittery.
You immediately narrowed your eyes. âDonât know who did the glitter, but you look better with the sparkles.â
He smiled, all teeth. âYou should try fart spray sometime. Itâs⌠eye-opening.â
Ryan groaned into his clipboard.
Maisie snapped her fingers once, sharp and clean. âEnough. Sit.â
Carlos flopped down next to you, legs out like he was lounging poolside, not at a disciplinary hearing. He elbowed your notebook with mock curiosity.Â
âIs this the recipe book?â he whispered.Â
You deadpanned, âItâs your diary.â
Ryan clapped his hands once, loudly, the way camp directors do when theyâre two seconds away from losing their minds. âLetâs get something straight. This ends now.â
Maisie leaned forward like she was prepping for a TED Talk titled We Are So, So Tired. âIf I find one more plastic insect in my counselor cabins, I will be calling the board of directors and requesting the counselor mixer to be banned permanently.â
You gasped. âYou wouldnâtâ
Carlos looked delighted. âWait, thatâs an option?â
Ryan shot both of you a look. âGuys.â
Maisie turned on you like a missile. âWe are on thin ice after last yearâs lake incident. And you-â she jabbed a finger at your notebook - âyou are writing things down. In ink.â
âItâs erasable gel pen,â you muttered. âIâm not an animalâ
Carlos choked on a laugh and looked away like he didnât want to encourage you. He failed.
âThis is supposed to be a summer of unity,â Maisie said, pacing now. âPeace. Shared programming. A joint talent show.â
You blinked. âIs that why weâre here? Because if this is about the talent show, Iâm not letting Ridge do a campfire dubstep remix again, Iâm pulling the power cord myself.â
Ryan pinched the bridge of his nose, muttering something about early retirement.
Carlos, still reclined, added helpfully. âLook, if she apologizes, Iâll consider calling a temporary ceasefire.â
You turned your head slowly. âOh, youâre funny.â
Maisie sighed, rubbing her temples. âYou two clearly have built some kind of⌠prank feedback loop.â
Ryan added âA toxic escalation spiral,â like he had practiced that phrase in front of the mirror.Â
Then came the worst part.
They both stared at you. Then at Carlos. Then at each other, like some camp-director unity.
Finally, Ryan said, âSo hereâs whatâs going to happen.â
You and Carlos both sat up straighter, sensing doom.
âYouâre going to co-lead the joint-camps campfire at the end of the summer.â
Your jaw dropped. âWhat?â
Maisie smiled, the type that should come with thunder. âShared programming. Team bonding.â
Carlos leaned forward, looking personally betrayed. âAbsolutely not.â
âThis is your punishment.â Ryan said flatly.
You looked at Carlos. He looked at you.Â
Equal horror. Equal panic. Equal loathing.
And something else, sharp and electric.
Carlos muttered, âIâd rather be set on fire.â
âIâll light the match,â you added, leaning toward himÂ
Maisie didnât blink. âDo not make us regret this.â
Ryan added âAnd if either of you brings glitter, fart spray, or ketchup to that campfire, I will have both of your lanyards revoked.â
You opened your mouth.
He held up a hand. âDonât test me, Condiment Queen.â
The sky was turning that perfect inky blue that only happened at camp - that strange, suspended hue where day hadnât quite ended but the stars had already started to arrive, scattered like confetti across a construction paper sky. The pine trees lining the clearing stood like cardboard silhouettes, sharp and still, and the smoke from the fire curled upward in slow ribbons, as if even it was eavesdropping.
The fire crackled in the center of the Maplewood counselorsâ circle, low and lazy, throwing golden light onto your annoyed scowl in dramatic, theatrical shadow.
You dropped onto a log with a sigh so pointed it couldâve popped a canoe. Your legs stretched toward the fire. Your hoodie, still thoroughly ketchup stained, radiated chaos. Crumbs from your earlier emotional support granola bar tumbled into the dirt like tiny casualties.
âDid they arrest you?â Lucy asked, already passing you a sâmore like it was contraband.
âThey wanted to,â you muttered, grabbing it, âbut I charmed my way out.â
âLiar,â Ella said from your other side. âI heard Ryan yell âCondiment Queenâ from the office.â
âAnd he called you a âtoxic escalation spiral,ââ Jo added, trying very hard not to laugh and failing spectacularly.
You bit into the sâmore. âTheyâre making me co-lead the end-of-summer campfire.â
A beat. The wind rustled the trees. Somewhere in the distance, an owl hooted like it too was invested.
Then Jo, flatly: âWith Carlos?â
You groaned, dragging a hand down your face. âObviously.â
That was all it took.
Screams. Actual, delighted, banshee-level screams from every girl around the fire. Lucy grabbed Joâs sleeve like she was watching the end of a rom-com. Ella clutched her marshmallow stick like it was a bouquet. Jo lay backward on the log with a sound of pure evil joy.
âNo,â you said firmly. âStop. Whatever is about to happen - stop it.â
Ella was grinning wide enough to split the sky. âYou two co-leading a campfire is either going to end in a marriage proposal or a court case.â
âMore like a forest fire,â you muttered, biting into what was left of your graham cracker like it had personally wronged you. Â
But they were all giving you The Look⢠now. That very specific expression that meant you were about to do something stupid and they were about to make it stupider.Â
âYou know,â Lucy said, drawing the words out like a dare disguised as a thought, âif you really wanted to get him backâŚâ
âNo,â you said instantly, holding up a finger.Â
âWhat if,â Jo pressed on, eyes practically glowing, âinstead of just pranking himâŚâ
âNope.â
âYou emotionally compromised him,â Ella said with a mouthful of chocolate.Â
You stared. âYou want me to seduce Carlos Sainz.â
âWeâre just saying,â Lucy shrugged, âif youâre already being forced to co-lead the campfire, you might as well win on every level.â
âExactly,â Jo agreed, tossing a pinecone into the fire like a blood offering. âHe called a ceasefire if you apologized. But what if instead of surrenderingâŚâ
â... you made him fall for you,â Ella finished, the firelight catching in her eyes like she was plotting arson.
Someoneâs marshmallow caught fire. No one noticed.Â
You crossed your arms tightly. âThatâs not how war works.â
âThat is exactly how war works,â Lucy said. âItâs psychological warfare.â
âItâs romantic sabotage,â Ella whispered like it was sacred.
You opened your mouth to object. Closed it. Opened it again.
Then sighed. âYouâre all completely unhinged.â
Jo grinned. âAnd yet⌠youâre considering it.â
You stared into the fire. It snapped softly, a spark jumping toward your boot. In your head, you saw Carlosâs lifeguard lean. His maddening smirk. That godforsaken moose head on your drama cabin.
Heâd called you Condiment Queen and made it sound like royalty.Â
You looked back at your friends, shook your head once, and then said:
âFine. Letâs do it.â
Screams again. Lucy shrieked loud enough to disturb the bats. Ella immediately pulled out her little notebook - the actual war journal now, apparently - and began sketching out a betting pool. Jo tossed another log onto the fire like she was summoning ancient trickster spirits.Â
And you?
You sat back, stuck another marshmallow on a stick, and roasted it slow, steady, with the calm of someone plotting emotional ruin.Â
Because the war wasnât over.Â
It was just going undercover.Â
Carlos was not pacing.Â
He was walking. Thoughtfully. Purposefully. Strategically. Just⌠around the edges of the Cedar Ridge staff cabins. For the fourth time. Maybe fifth. It didnât matter.
And maybe muttering. Maybe it was low. Maybe dramatic.
But it wasnât pacing.Â
Because pacing meant nerves. It meant weakness. Confusion. Emotional disturbance. And Carlos Sainz - decorated prank captain, lifeguard god, three year winner of âMost Likely to Steal the Spotlight at Color Warsâ - was absolutely, undeniably fine.Â
Totally fine.Â
Except he wasnât.Â
He stopped in front of Cabin Cypress. Frowned. The âTEAM RIDGEâ banner was tilted by, like, two degrees. Unacceptable. He adjusted it to a perfect 90-degree angle, stepped back, scowled at it again⌠then muttered âCondiment Queen,â under his breath like it was a curse. Or worse - a compliment.
Because he could still see you.Â
The office. The ketchup streaked hoodie. The smug little tilt of your head. The way you twirled that pen like you were planning war crimes. The way you said he looked glittery. He had looked glittery, thanks to whatever sabotage glitterbomb youâd detonated that morning - but the worst part wasnât the glitter. It was the fact that when you smiled at him, all sharp and victorious, he liked it.Â
Carlos ran a hand down his face, like he could wipe the memory off it. No luck.Â
He turned on his heel, marched toward the edge of camp, and collapsed dramatically on the bench behind the boathouse. It was his thinking spot. Far enough from the cabins that no campers would find him, and the only witnesses were the frogs and the moonlight.Â
The lake stretched out in front of him, glassy and black and all too quiet. The same lake where youâd yelled at him. Twice. The same lake where heâd saluted you like an idiot.
He groaned and flopped backward. The stars stared down at him like they were waiting for updates. Â
âCo-lead the end of summer campfire,â he muttered under his breath, voice thick with disbelief. âWith her.â
The words sounded like a threat. A punishment. An act of administrative vengeance. Or possibly divine intervention. Either way, it was a disaster. A sparkle-coated, marshmallow-stuffed, slow motion emotional catastrophe.Â
It was also, maybe⌠a little exciting?
Which was deeply concerning.Â
Carlos wasnât used to people matching him. They usually followed. Laughed. Occasionally rolled their eyes and cleaned up after him. But you? You came for his throne. Youâd put centipedes in his cabin and ketchup in his marshmallows and walked away with glitter in your hair like it was your signature scent.Â
He didnât trust it.Â
He didnât trust you.Â
And that was the problem.Â
He wanted to.
âYouâre spiraling,â a voice said behind him, loud, British, and far too smug.Â
Carlos didnât even flinch. Of course it was Lando. His co-counselor, best friend, and all-around annoying voice of reason.
âGo away, Lando.â
Lando sat anyway, plopping onto the bench like he lied there. Which, honestly, he kind of did. âYouâve done five laps around camp in the last hour and adjusted every single team flag.â
âThey were crooked.â
âYouâre crooked.â
Carlos glared at him. âDo you need something?â
Lando shrugged, tossing a pebble toward the dock. It landed with a soft plop. âSo. Campfire co-leader, huh?â
Carlos groaned and slumped lower on the bench. âItâs a death sentence.â
âSheâs kind of cute when sheâs threatening your life, though.â
âI will drown you.â
Lando grinned. âYou saluted her. From the lifeguard chair. Thatâs like flirting in counselor code.â
âThat was mocking.â
âIt looked like yearning.â
Carlos threw a stick at him. Missed. Lando didnât even blink.Â
âSheâs planning something,â Carlos muttered. âI can feel it. That walk away? That was a villain exit. She probably has a whiteboard. Thereâs definitely a color-coded timeline.â
âYou sound like you want to be a part of it.â
Carlos paused. Blinked up at the sky.Â
He did want to be a part of it.Â
Not the war - okay, yes, the war - but also⌠the way you lit up when you were scheming. The fire in your voice. The way your eyes sparkled even brighter than the dumb stuff he poured on the drama cabin. He wanted to see what you looked like when you werenât mad at him.Â
He wanted to know what made you laugh.Â
Which was stupid. And reckless. And exactly what Lando saw written all over his face.Â
âOh my god.â Lando whispered. âYou like her.â
âNo I donât.â
âYou do. Youâre doomed mate.â
Carlos groaned again, louder this time, and let his head thunk back against the boathouse wall.Â
âI hate this summer,â he said.
âYou donât,â Lando replied, smug. âYou love it. You love a challenge.â
Carlos closed his eyes. Saw you again, laughing with a marshmallow stick in one hand.Â
He opened his eyes.
Then sighed.Â
âFine,â he muttered. âIf itâs war⌠Iâm not losing.â
You woke up the next morning with a sugar hangover, a suspicious glint in your eye, and a fire in your soul.
Your hoodie still smelled like wood smoke and betrayal. Somewhere in the tangled mess of your comforter was your notebook - the infamous war journal - now flipped open to a new page. Glittery annotations sparkled in the corners. A hastily drawn pink highlighter heart around the phrase âOperation: Emotional Annihilation.â There were three increasingly aggressive doodles of Carlos getting pelted with marshmallows, one of which now had devil horns and a speech bubble that just said âlol.â
You stretched, yawned, and stared at the ceiling beams above your bunk. Birdsong drifted in through the screen windows. Somewhere in the distance, a bugle call blared too enthusiastically for this hour.Â
Right. Today was the day.Â
You had agreed to seduce Carlos Sainz.Â
Okay. That was⌠not technically what they said. They said âemotionally compromise,â âwin the war with your heart,â and âweaponize the campfire glow,â but the subtext was clear. You were going to flirt. Charm. Distract.Â
And, if you were being honest?
You were maybe, slightly, looking forward to it.
âY/N,â Ella whispered, poking her head around the cabin divider. âIs today the day?â
You blinked. âThe day for what?â
She gasped. âYou forgot? You promised to start psychological warfare this morning.â
âI didnât promise,â you mumbled, sitting up. âI said fine, letâs do it and then passed out on a log while someone lit a marshmallow on fire and Jo tried to baptize it in Sprite.â
Lucy rolled over in her bunk and grinned into her pillow. âSo is that a yes?â
You sighed, shoved off your blanket, and stood. âYeah, itâs a yes.â
Thirty minutes later, you stood in front of the mirror, the absolute picture of casual devastation.Â
Youâd found your least condiment stained shirt - a soft vintage camp tee knotted at the waist. Your hair was braided into two impossibly effortful Dutch braids that took three tries, two brushes, and a brief spiritual crisis. A touch of camp-safe tinted lip balm graced your lips that wouldâve made your campers scream if they noticed. (They would. They noticed everything.)
âYou look like a girl about to ruin a lifeguardâs life,â Jo said approvinglyÂ
âI feel like a girl about to get written up againâ you mutteredÂ
Lucy tossed you a banana from the dining hall stash. âBreakfast of champions. Now go. Find him. Smile. Use that weird laugh he likes.â
âHe doesnât like it.â
âHe mentioned it.â
âThatâs not the same thing!â
They all pushed you out the cabin door anyway.Â
Carlos was, of course, exactly where you expected him to be: perched in his lifeguard chair like a smug, sun-kissed gargoyle, sunglasses on, Gatorade in hand, watching the lake like he owned it.Â
That sight made your jaw clench. And maybe your heart flutter. Unfortunately.Â
You took a breath, then another.Â
Then strolled down the gravel path like you didnât have a military-grade emotional ambush loaded in your arsenal. Like your hands werenât slightly clammy. Like your brain wasnât screaming abort mission while your friends hit behind a canoe shed for backup.
Carlos noticed you immediately. He sat up straighter - subtly, almost imperceptibly. But his head tilted. His lips curled, barely. And when you stepped onto the Maplewood dock, he pulled his sunglasses down his nose like he was starring in a romcom you didnât ask to be cast in.Â
âMorning, Maplewood,â he called.
You gave him a lazy, sunshine-sweet smile that felt like slipping on armor. âHey, Ridge Boy.â
He blinked. Once. Good.
âBeautiful day,â you said casually, like you didnât have a journal labeled How To Emotionally Destroy Carlos Sainz With Charm Alone.
Carlos narrowed his eyes. âAre you⌠being nice to me?â
You tilted your head, lips parting in mock innocence. âWhat, I canât enjoy shared programming and promote cross-camp unity now?â
He stared at you like heâd just walked into a Twilight Zone episode. âNot without something exploding in my bunk.â
You laughed - not your real laugh. The other one. The soft one. The one they told you to use. Carlos froze like heâd just glitched.
You leaned slightly forward, smile growing. âGuess you bring out my nicer side.â
Carlos stared like youâd just sprouted fairy wings. Perfect.Â
You popped the banana open, took a bite, and winked. âSee you at the campfire planning meeting,â before turning on your heel and strolling away like a girl in full control of her narrative.
(You looked back. One glance. Very discreet. Worth it.)
Carlos was still watching. Still stunned.
At the edge of the woods, Ella and Lucy emerged from behind the canoe shed, jaws dropped.Â
âWhat the hell was that?â Ella asked
âPhase one,â you said, brushing imaginary dirt off your sleeve. âConfuse the enemy.â
âPhase two?â Jo asked, appearing out of nowhere.Â
âMake him want to lose.â
The joint-camp staff lodge smelled like sunscreen, dry-erase markers, and unresolved tension.
You walked in exactly three minutes late - not enough to be rude, just enough to make Carlos look up. Which he did. Instantly. His head snapped up like a deer in headlights, only more tanned and possibly having an internal crisis.
Good.Â
You wore your nice shorts. The ones with the slightly rolled cuffs and the tinny embroidered stars on the back pocket that screamed coming of age movies. Your hoodie was unzipped just enough to show the glitter paint stain youâd strategically smeared to look like an accident. Your walk was casual. Breezy. Full of righteous âIâm definitely not trying to ruin your lifeâ energy.
Carlos, to his credit, looked like he had been electrocuted.Â
He was slouched in a mesh camp chair, sunglasses perched on his head, a pen twirling between his fingers. His posture screamed âI donât care.â His eyes said, oh no.Â
âHey,â you said, sliding into the seat beside him without waiting for an invitation.Â
âHi,â he replied warily, like he was waiting for cockroaches to fall from the ceiling.
At the front of the room, Maisie and Ryan stood like two long-suffering sitcom parents, faces drawn with equal parts fatigue and the quiet prayer that maybe this time theyâll behave.
âThank you both for showing up,â Maisie said with a tone so flat it couldâve been an ironing board. âWeâre here to start planning a peaceful, meaningful, non-combustible end of summer campfire. Which you two,â she added, pointing with a laminated flowchart like it was a weapon, âare leading together.â
You smiled sweetly. Carlos stared straight ahead like he was bracing for impact.Â
Ryan passed out the meeting agenda like it might defuse something. You took one. Carlos didnât.
âDonât need it,â he muttered. âCampfireâs simple. Fire, songs, sâmores, bedtime.â
âWow,â you said, faux-impressed. âSuch vision. Such leadership.â
He finally turned to look at you. âDonât start.â
âIâm being nice,â you replied, voice dipped in honey. âYouâre the one being suspicious.â
Carlos narrowed his eyes. âYou have an agenda.â
âI have laminated ideas,â you corrected
You held up a glossy print out labeled: Theme: âTwo Camps, One Heart.â Complete with pastel stars, doodled campfires, and a tagline underneath in bubble letters Activities for Unity, Not Arson!
Carlos actually blinked. âYou made a mood board?â
âYes,â you deadpanned before leaning in just slightly, your smile curling like smoke. âDoes that intimidate you, Sainz?â
There was a moment - an actual moment - where he stared like he forgot how eyes worked. Like the pen in his hand no longer mattered and the air in the room had just changed flavor.
âNo,â he said finally.Â
But it didnât sound convincing.Â
Ryan clapped his hands like he was trying to summon divine patience. âOkay. Letâs pick songs. The campers will go around and share things theyâve learned, and youâll both close the evening with a speech.â
Carlos raised his hand lazily. âCan mine be a monologue about personal betrayal and condiment trauma?â
You bit back a laugh. Barely.Â
Maisie pinched the bridge of her nose. âIf either of you improvises a bit about fart spray, I swear-â
You waved a dismissive hand. âOf course not. This is about healing. Harmony. Growth.â
Carlos stared at you again, squinting like he was trying to crack a code. âDid you hit your head?â
You beamed. âJust discovered a new perspective.â
Ryan passed out the song list. You reached for yours, and your hand brushed Carlosâs.
Static. Actual static. Like the gods of teen romance had leaned over and whispered yes, this is the moment. Both of you froze.
You looked at him.Â
He looked at you.Â
The paper sat between you like a ticking bomb. You snatched it a beat too late, your fingers suddenly traitorous.
âSorry,â you said quickly
âNo, itâsâŚfine.â
Maisie kept talking, something about timing the sing-along and the optional tambourine distribution, but your brain had fully static-dialed. Because Carlos still hadnât looked away. And not in the usual Iâm studying your weaknesses way. This was different.Â
He was watching you like you were a puzzle he hadnât planned on solving, but wanted to.
You turned back toward your sheet, willing your heart rate to chill out and your face not to betray the wild, reckless smirk threatening to break through. Because you had a plan. You were executing the plan. And Carlos was folding faster than a soggy camp map.
He leaned a little closer. âSo whatâs the real plan?â
You blinked, all wide-eyed innocence. âYouâre going to have to be more specific.â
âAre you trying to kill me slowly or just drive me insane?â
You hummed thoughtfully. âCanât it be both?â
Carlos made a noise under his breath - somewhere between a groan and a very soft curse in Spanish - and slouched even deeper in his chair like gravity had suddenly doubled just for him.Â
Maisie gestured at the whiteboard. âOkay, letâs start mapping out roles. Carlos, youâll handle fire safety and supplies. Y/N, youâre in charge of storytelling and camper engagement.â
You perked up. âCan I use a puppet?â
âNo,â Ryan and Carlos said in sync.Â
After a beat, Carlos shot you a sideways glance. âWhat kind of puppet?â
You leaned over, stage-whispering, âA squirrel with a tragic backstory and a penchant for dramatic lighting.â
He closed his eyes like he was in pain. âI take it back. The glitter was nothing. This is psychological warfare.â
âGlad youâre finally catching up.â
Maisie moved on to logistics. Ryan handed out folders with individual assignments. You spun your pen in slow circles, trying not to smirk. Because somewhere between the puppets and the paper-touching and the word âintimidate,â you spotted it:
Carlos was starting to crack.Â
Just a little. Just enough.Â
His posture was off. His questions were different. He hadnât called you a nickname related to condiments in twenty minutes, which had to be a record.Â
Jo had been right.Â
You didnât need to win the war with fart spray or fake snakes in the shower drain.Â
You just had to smile. Charm.Â
And let him fall on his own sword.Â
Carlos reached for his folder, glanced at you again, and muttered something you barely caught:
âYouâre dangerous.â
You leaned back in your chair, let the overhead fan ruffle your hair like a breeze of victory, and replied, âI know.â
After the meeting, Carlos was back in his lifeguard chair.Â
Alone. Supposedly in charge. Supposedly watching the lake for rip currents, paddle board mishaps, and rogue noodle fights.Â
Instead?Â
He was watching the path that led back to Maplewood.Â
His clipboard - meant for sign-outs and emergency contacts - was hanging uselessly at his side, pages fluttering in the breeze like even they had given up on pretending he was doing this job. His Gatorade sat forgotten and sweating in the cupholder. His sunglasses were on, but only because he didnât trust his face to not betray him.Â
Because he was unraveling.Â
And it all started with that damn look you had given him in the lodge.Â
That smile. That ridiculous, sunshine-wrapped, just for him smile. The one you delivered like a grenade with glitter on the pin. And then the soft laugh. The hair. The stars on your back pocket. The wink on the dock.Â
You winked. At him. Like this was a game only you knew the rules to, and heâd already lost.
And now, he was suffering.Â
He stared blankly at the lake. Two campers were attempting to stand up paddleboard while playing âchicken fightâ with pool noodles - something that should have had him on his feet, whistle in hand, barking safe boating practices like usual. But he barely glanced at them. Â
Not his jurisdiction. Let them fall.Â
He had bigger problems. Internal ones.Â
You were being nice. Not fake-nice. Not truce-nice. Genuinely nice. Like a dangerous new flavor of war, one he hadnât prepared for. Not one prank. Not one confetti bomb. Not a single centipede in his bag.Â
Just smile-laced sabotage.
Carlos groaned, running both of his hands through his hair.Â
Sheâs in your head. Get it together, man.
This wasnât supposed to be complicated. This was supposed to be a prank war. A summer long, sparkle streaked, marshmallow stuffed battle of wits. You were rivals. Sworn enemies. A dramatic cautionary tale for future counselor mixers.Â
You werenât supposed to⌠glow like that. Or sit beside him smelling like campfire, strategy and some kind of mystery shampoo that made his brain short-circuit. You werenât supposed to lean in close and ask if he was intimidated, like you knew he was.Â
Carlos tilted his head back, eyes closing behind the sunglasses. He let the sun beat down on his face and tried to breathe.Â
It didnât help.Â
He could still hear your voice. Still feel your fingers brush his. Still see that damn glitter stain on your hoodie like a secret code.Â
And the worst part?
You hadnât even really started yet.Â
He knew it. Could feel it. The way you smiled too easily. The way you didnât argue. The fact that you brought a laminated mood board. In the way you leaned back like you already owned the battlefield. He could feel it in the air - electric, tense, and terrifyingly exciting.
Carlos hated not knowing what was coming next.Â
Carlos loved not knowing what was coming next.Â
You were going to kill him. And he was going to thank you for it.
Carlos adjusted his sunglasses and slumped back into the chair like it could hold his spiraling dignity.Â
âIâm so screwed.â
The next morning, you were elbow-deep in a pile of glitter. Actual glitter. Weaponized, industrial-strength, emotionally compromising glitter.Â
It covered the floor of the Maplewood rec room like someone had tried to reenact Frozen with a Broadway sized vengeance and a very aggressive arts budget. Every step left a trail. Every breath stirred up a sparkle cloud. Your shoes had given up somewhere around minute twelve, now permanently dusted in silver like tragic little disco ghosts.Â
And the culprit? He had just walked past the building.Â
You didnât even hesitate.Â
You stormed out to the porch, slammed the door open with enough force to rattle the screen, and shouted into the sunlight like an underpaid goddess of vengeance.
âSainz!â Your arm sliced through the air like a traffic officer from glitter hell. âGet in here, now.â
Carlos turned like he knew he was guilty of something. (He was.)
Within moments, he stood in the doorway, arms crossed over his chest like they were armor, hair still damp from the lake, a tank top sticking to him in a way that was somehow criminal and distracting.
His gaze swept over the wreckage.Â
The floor was a catastrophe of sequins and sparkle fallout. The craft bins had been raided. Two glue sticks lay melted in surrender. And there you stood in the middle of it all - fists on hips, glitter on your face, holding the empty tub like the ghost of crime's past.
He blinked. â...What the hell happened here?â
You glared. The kind that had sent fourth graders into apology spirals moments earlier. âYou happened.â
Carlos raised a skeptical eyebrow. âIâve been on lifeguard duty all morning. Very peacefully not causing this.â
âYet somehow, youâre still the root cause,â you snapped, marching toward him with the rage of someone whoâd cleaned the same two tiles eight times. âApparently, you told Cabin Bearly Behavinâ that the âglitter rainâ prank from last year was âhistorically significant.ââ
He grinned. âI said it was iconic. Which is true.â
âCarlos.â
âY/N.â
You narrowed your eyes. He smiled wider.Â
And then, of course - he stepped inside.Â
One step. Crunch. His flip-flop immediately coated in silver and blue sparkles. He looked down at it, mildly impressed. âWow. Itâs like snow. If snow wanted to ruin your laundry forever.â
You shoved the empty glitter tub at his chest with no ceremony. âYouâre helping.â
Carlos hesitated like youâd just asked him to recite Shakespeare in a canoe. âMe? Why?â
âBecause itâs your fault. Because these are your campers. Because I donât want to be forced into another painful meeting with Maisie and Ryan.â
He snorted. âIs that a threat or a love letter?â
You hurled a damp sponge at him. Missed. It landed with a sad, flopping slap against the doorway.Â
Carlos sighed dramatically, then kicked off his shoes and crouched beside you. âFine. Whatâs the plan, boss?â
You blinked.Â
Carlos Sainz. Prank captain. Waterfront menace. Maplewoodâs #1 enemy combatant. Kneeling beside you with a dustpan in one hand and smile that felt dangerously like truce.Â
â...Start with the corner,â you muttered. âWork clockwise.â
He nodded solemnly, crawling to the far side of the room. âYouâre the artist. Iâm just the janitor.â
âYouâre a menace.â
âSame thing,â he said, voice too soft.Â
You didnât look at him. Couldnât. Not with the way his shoulder brushed yours every time he scooted closer. Not with the way he hummed while he worked - off-key and annoyingly charming.Â
Somewhere around the fifteen minute mark, you reached for the same glitter pile and your hands touched. Again.Â
You froze. So did he.Â
The moment stretched.
Glitter clung to your skin like stars, clung to his knuckles like confetti. It wouldâve been cinematic - silent tension, sparkling touch, unspoken emotions - if he hadnât opened his mouth and said:
âIf you cry, do your eyes shoot glitter now?â
You punched him in the shoulder. Lightly. Maybe too lightly.Â
He laughed, low and quiet, and didnât move away. His eyes sparkled worse than the floor now.
Something dangerous. Something hopeful.Â
âI hate you,â you whispered.Â
He winked. âSure you do.â
You didnât finish cleaning the floor.Â
But you did laugh.Â
And when he finally left - hands covered in glitter, hair dusted like a disco ball, that smile still lingering - you stared at the closed door longer than you meant to.Â
Maybe this wasnât war anymore. Maybe it never had been. Â
You were supposed to be setting up for tomorrowâs improv games. That was the plan. The chalkboard said âDrama Block Prep - 10am,â and you had every intention of actually doing your job. But instead?
You were sitting center stage in the drama cabin. In a tragic puddle of tulle skirts, pirate hats, crumpled scripts, a rhinestone tiara, and one plastic sword that kept jabbing you in the thigh like it had a vendetta.Â
You stared at your war journal like it had personally betrayed you
Because, in a way, it had.Â
The page titled OPERATION: EMOTIONAL ANNIHILATION stared back at you - half covered in fingerprints, annotated with Lucyâs handwriting in neon gel pen (âWeaponize the Dimplesâ), and a crumpled sticky note from Ella that read: Make him beg.
You frowned at it. Hard. Then let your head fall back against the platform riser behind you with a theatrical sigh that wouldâve made your campers proud.Â
You were supposed to be prepping. Organizing.Â
Instead, you were thinking about him.
Carlos.Â
Stupid lifeguard. Stupid perfect eyebrows. Stupid way he looked at you during the meeting like youâd rewired the entire emotional infrastructure of camp with a single smile.Â
It was supposed to be a game. That was the rule. You flirt, he folds. You wink, he spirals. Youâre in control. Youâre holding the reins.Â
Except⌠it didnât feel like that anymore.
It felt messier. Realer.
Like the script had gone rogue.
You slammed the notebook shut and shoved it under a pile of costume capes. Maybe forever.
The worst part?
You liked the way he watched you now.Â
Not the usual rivalry glare. Not even the condiment fueled panic. But something else. Like he couldnât figure you out. Like he wanted to. Not to win. Not to prank. Just to know you.Â
Which, to be very clear, was not the plan.Â
You groaned again, dragging yourself flat on your back across the paint-splattered stage. The floor was warm from sunlight bleeding through the dusty window panes. Above you, the wooden ceiling beams were covered in graffiti - years of camper signatures, inside jokes, doodles, âCamp 4evr <3â and one âI kissed Tommy here!!!â circled three times in pink Sharpie.Â
You shouldâve been at dinner.Â
But instead you were here, curled into the safe chaos of the drama cabin, wondering when exactly your heart started confusing the battle with butterflies.Â
Somewhere outside, a whistle blew. Another activity rotation.Â
You covered your face with your hands and muttered, âIâm so screwed.â
Then, the door creaked open.Â
You sat up fast, hair full of static.
Carlos stood in the doorway, one arm braced on the frame like he wasnât sure if he was invited in. No sunglasses. Just his stupidly handsome, slightly confused face, framed by the setting sun and the faint echo of dodgeball whistles in the distance.Â
âWas looking for the band room,â he said, voice half-teasing. âGuess I took a wrong turn and found the⌠emotional battlefield?â
You blinked. âWhat gave it away? The abandoned tutus or the fact Iâm lying on the stage like a post-show ghost?â
Carlos stepped in slowly, eyes skimming over the wall of old costumes, the faded show posters, the paint-stained risers. He looked a little out of place here - all camp tan and lifeguard cool - but something about him softened in the space. Like heâd walked into your world, and for once⌠wasnât trying to win.Â
âThis where you do all your plotting?â
You shrugged. âOnly when I need a break from my bunk and Iâm trying not to rethink all my life choices.â
He nodded, then crossed the room like it was no big deal. Like stepping onto your stage wasnât sacred. Like maybe he already belonged there.
He sat beside you on the floor, arms resting on his knees. One of them bumped yours. You didnât move away.
Silence settled between you. Not awkward. Not tense.Â
Just⌠full.Â
Then he said, softly, âYouâre different when youâre not trying to win.â
You turned to him, eyebrow raised. âIs that an insult or a compliment?â
Carlos smiled. A small one. The kind that didnât hide behind jokes.Â
âItâs⌠interesting.â
You didnât have a snarky reply for that. Not this time.
Because your chest was doing that fluttery, traitorous thing again. The one that had nothing to do with war strategy and everything to do with him.
He looked down, then back at you. His voice dropped, like he was almost afraid of the words:
âYou know, whatever game this is - you donât have to play it.â
That stopped you. Just for a moment.
Because you felt it too. That quiet shift. That steady unraveling of whatever truce youâd pretended to negotiate. Somewhere between the glitter cleanup and the shared laughter and the way his eyes lingered on you just a second too longâŚsomething had changed.Â
You didnât want to win anymore.Â
You didnât want a prank, or a victory, or even the thrill of the back-and-forth.
You just wanted to feel this.
Whatever this was.Â
You looked down at your hand resting on the floor between you - fingers stained with marker ink, glitter still clinging to your knuckles from earlier. He looked too. And then slowly, carefully, he reached over. Barely touched your pinky with his.Â
It was the softest truce in the history of war.Â
And you let it happen.
Later that night, the fire crackled like it knew something. Like it was in on the secret.
It wasnât the end of year campfire that you and Carlos still had to finish planning. This one was scrappier. Unofficial. A kindling pile slapped together by a handful of over-caffeinated counselors who had managed to wrangle a fire permit and a Bluetooth speaker that only worked when held at a weird angle.
The kids were loving it. Sticky hands, smoke-sweet laughter, impromptu group songs that devolved into half-sun chaos. Someone was passing around a bag of off-brand marshmallows and claiming they were âvintage.â
And yet⌠none of that was what you were focused on.
You were supposed to be. Your job, technically, was to supervise the chaos from the sidelines and redirect campers before they set themselves on fire or broke into an interpretive dance routine involving sparklers. You had a group of kids behind you rehearsing a dramatic retelling of Shrek using Shakespearean monologues and pool noodles. They were thriving.Â
But your eyes werenât on them.Â
They were on him.Â
Carlos was crouched low by the woodpile, coaxing a flame back to life with practiced ease. His forearms flexed as he added kindling. His nose scrunched when a puff of smoke hit him. His voice carried just enough over the crackling logs that you could hear it - warm, real, and unguarded.Â
And he was laughing.Â
Really laughing. The kind of laugh that took up space. Easy. Effortless.Â
And you were caught.Â
Your eyes didnât just drift - they clung. Every time he moved. Every time he looked like the boy you used to compete against and the man you couldnât stop seeing now.Â
He caught you staring.Â
Of course he did.Â
Carlos looked up, caught your eyes across the flickering flames, and for a moment, the rest of camp didnât exist.Â
Not the fire. Not the kids. Not the years of pranks or the glitter still buried in his hair.Â
Just you and him.Â
He tilted his head slightly, like a question.Â
You didnât answer it aloud. Didnât wave or smile or raise a brow. You just stood. Quietly. Like gravity had shifted and your feet knew the way before your mind did.
You passed Jo on the way out of the circle. She gave you a confused look. You shrugged. Then you veered off the path - past the giggling campers and flaming sâmores sticks - until you reached the trail just beyond the tree line.Â
Carlos met you there less than a minute later. Like he knew.
No words at first. Just the rustle of branches. The warmth of the fire still brushing your back. And him.Â
Closer now.Â
âYou okay?â he asked, voice low and rough from smoke and something else entirely.
You nodded. âJust needed air.â
He quirked a brow. âYouâre outside.â
You smiled. âThen maybe I just needed you.â
The air shifted. It was subtle but electric. A hush that wrapped around your bones and made your breath catch.
Carlos took a half-step forward.
âYou keep doing that,â he said, almost like a warning.
âDoing what?â you asked, heart already racing.
âMaking it impossible to know whatâs real anymore.â
You didnât answer right away. Instead, you reached out - gently, fingers brushing the edge of his Ridge hoodie sleeve - and looked up at him with all the caution youâd dropped somewhere in the drama cabin.Â
âThis is real.â
He stared at you. Silent. Searching.Â
Then, slowly - like he was afraid to spook the moment - Carlos leaned in.Â
He didnât kiss you. Not yet.
He rested his forehead against yours. Hands on your hips, grounding you both. Close enough to feel the words you hadnât said yet. Close enough that you could kiss him if you wanted.Â
You did want to.Â
But you stayed there. Held together in the almost.
But moments at camp always ended.Â
A branch snapped somewhere up the hill.Â
You both turned. Footsteps. Voices.Â
âCarlos?â Lando called. âYou still on fire duty? That kid just roasted a marshmallow on a stick of deodorant.â
You both jolted back a little too fast - like guilty teenagers, not rival counselors approaching something dangerously beautiful.Â
Carlos ran a hand through his hair, already stepping back into his role. âDuty calls,â he muttered, eyes darting toward the trail, voice lower now, quieter.Â
You nodded, arms folding across your chest, like if you squeezed hard enough you could hold the moment in place.Â
He looked at you one more time. Like he wanted to say something else. Like there was something else. But he didnât. Couldnât. Because the second pair of footsteps was getting closer.Â
So instead, he gave you one last look. One that said this isnât over. One that said Iâm trying.
And then he turned. Jogged up the trail. Disappeared into the smoke and voices and distant crackle of deodorant-fueled destruction.
And youâŚstood there.Â
The sounds of camp swirling back in - guitar chords, cicadas, the telltale shriek of someone falling into the lake.
And just like that, the moment closed. Folded. Filed away in a corner of your chest labeled âalmostâ
You exhaled, slow.Â
Then turned, ran a hand down your face, and walked back to your campers. Back to the noise, the stage, the safety of pretending it was all just drama.Â
Even if your heart knew better.Â
A few days later, it was just past curfew.Â
Carlos knew he shouldnât be out there. Curfew wasnât optional. The lake was off-limits. He was technically breaking at least three camp rules just by being on the dock alone.Â
But he couldnât sleep. And the water always calmed his head. At least, it used to.Â
Now it just made him think about you.Â
He was sitting there - hood up, arms draped over his knees, sneakers half untied - when he heard soft footsteps behind him. He didnât turn. Didnât want to get his hopes up. Didnât think it would be you.Â
But then you spoke, voice smaller than usual. Tired. Honest.Â
âDidnât think youâd be here.â
He exhaled, just barely. âWasnât expecting you either.â
You sat next to him without another word. Legs stretched out, your toes brushing the surface of the water, sweatshirt sleeves pulled down over your hands. You looked like the kind of tired he felt - deep, summer-worn, and tangled in something he hadnât let himself name.Â
The silence wrapped around you like a blanket. The sky was navy and spangled. Music drifted from someoneâs forgotten speaker in the Ridgeâs rec shed. Crickets filled in the spaces neither of you were ready to speak into yet.Â
Carlos turned his head.Â
And there you were - sitting beside him, not looking at him, but not far. You hadnât come to win a round or start a war. Youâd come as you. Soft. Still. The way he hadnât been able to stop thinking about it.Â
He swallowed hard. âThe other night,â he said. âAt the drama cabinâŚâ
You nodded. âYeah.â
Carlos hesitated. His fingers curled into the worn fabric of his hoodie. âWas that real?â
His voice didnât sound like his own. Too quiet. Too raw.Â
You looked out at the lake. At the reflection of the moon across the water, stretched and fractured but still glowing. He wondered if thatâs how this felt to you too - imperfect, uncertain, but still bright.Â
âIt felt real,â you said finally. âBut I donât know what we do with real. Not here.â
Carlos leaned back on his palms. His shoulders ached from lifeguard duty, from not sleeping, from pretending this hadnât changed everything. âYeah. Me either.â
You turned to him. âDo you want it to be real?â
He didnât hesitate. âI think it already is.â
That felt like the closest thing to a confession heâd ever said out loud. But it was the truth. God, it was the truth.Â
You leaned into him then. Just your shoulder, warm and barely there, pressing against his like it belonged. He didnât move. Couldnât. Just adjusted so your knees brushed, and let his pinky touch yours - so light he wasnât sure youâd feel it.
You did.Â
âWhyâd you leave?â you asked, voice even softer. âThat night.â
Carlos closed his eyes for a second. âSomeone was about to set themselves on fire.â
âNo,â you said, a hint of a smile pulling at your lips. âI mean really leave.â
He let the silence hang.
And then, quietly, painfully honestly, he said, âBecause if I didnât, I think I mightâve done something stupid.â
You shifted. âLike what?â
Carlos didnât answer.Â
Instead, he reached for your hand. Finally, slowly. Like it was the most delicate thing in the world.Â
And when your fingers curled into his like theyâd been waiting all summer to do exactly that - he knew.Â
âI wanted to kiss you,â he said, barely above a whisper.
You looked at him.Â
And then you did.Â
No teasing. No performance. No sparkly distractions.Â
Your mouth on his. Soft. Steady. Sure.Â
Carlos kissed you back with everything he didnât know how to say.
And for the first time, it didnât feel like a game.Â
The final campfire planning meeting was held in the staff lodge like usual, but it may as well have been on a different planet.Â
Outside, the late afternoon sun filtered through the old cabin windows, casting soft gold light across the scuffed wood floors and dust-speckled air. The fans hummed lazily overhead, pushing around warm air that smelled like pine needles, whiteboard markers, and the last days of summer.Â
But inside?
Everything felt heavier now - sharper and strangely softer all at once. Like the entire summer had been leading here, collecting moments like embers until it was impossible to pretend the fire hadnât already caught.Â
There was no tension. Not really. Not anymore. But not exactly peace either.Â
You walked in before Carlos this time.Â
Clipboard hugged to your chest. Hoodie sleeves pushed to your elbows like you meant business. Your hair pulled back into one of those practical, messy twist things you did when you were stressed or focused or pretending not to think about the boy you kissed on the dock a week ago.Â
The boy you hadnât really talked to since.Â
Not properly. Not like that.Â
Carlos came in two minutes later.Â
Not late. Just⌠not early.Â
His steps were slower than usual. Not cocky. Not casual. Simply quiet. Like he was measuring each one. Like something was balancing inside him, delicate and maybe a little dangerous.Â
He gave you a look when your eyes met - brief, unreadable, but full of too much for a single second. The kind of look that didnât need translation.Â
We need to talk.
You didnât answer. Not out loud. Just blinked.Â
After.
He nodded. Once.
Maisie and Ryan were already there, halfway buried beneath a sea of color-coded schedules, supply lists, and clipboards that made the staff table look like a bureaucratic battlefield. A stack of sticky notes fluttered as Ryan rearranged a packet of skit sign-ups.
âAlright,â she said, voice somewhere between pep and despair. âThis is it. Final meeting. Forty-eight hours until the campfire. Youâve both survived. Iâm amazed. And I need fifteen minutes of actual adult behavior before my sanity combusts like last yearâs marshmallows.â
You nodded, lowering yourself into the seat beside the dry erase calendar. You uncapped a pen, mostly for something to hold.Â
Carlos sat across from you, dropping into his chair with less flair than usual. Less anything. Still watching you.Â
Ryan, oblivious, flipped his clipboard like it was a mission briefing. âSo we got the opening welcome. Camper gratitude circle. Unity skits. Sâmores, obviously. And closing remarks.â
You tapped your pen to the clipboard. âCarlos does fire safety and announcements. Iâll handle transitions and storytelling.â
âAnd the final speech?â Maisie looked between you both.Â
There was a pause.Â
You glanced at Carlos. He was already looking at you. And then he smiled - small, real, the kind that tugged somewhere just behind your ribs. You smiled back before you could stop it.
âWeâll do it together,â you said.Â
Ryan blinked. âLikeâŚalternate lines? Joint monologue?â
Carlos shrugged. âWeâll figure it out.â
âGreat,â Maisie said, already marking something in red on her list. Clearly choosing to pick her battles. âLast thing - can you guys meet me at the campfire site tonight? Just to walk through lighting, timing, camper rows, all that?â
Carlos looked at you again. A question. Not a challenge.
You nodded slowly.
âYeah,â you said. âWeâll be there.â
The firepit was quiet. No kids. No extra staff. Just the soft crunch of pine needles under your shoes as you stepped into the clearing, lantern in hand, the trees around you whispering with late-summer wind.Â
It smelled like smoke and the end of something.
Carlos was already there.Â
Heâd stacked the extra benches like he said he would, arranged the logs in a near-perfect circle, and checked the kindling twice. The firewood sat in a neat pile off to the side, untouched, waiting for a spark that hadnât quite arrived yet.Â
He crouched by the pit like it meant something. Like if he lined everything up just right, maybe he could control the outcome. Or at least, delay the inevitable.
You stepped closer, tucking your hands into your sleeves. âHey.â
Carlos looked up. The sleeves of his hoodie were pushed to his elbows, and his camp badge was hanging crooked from his drawstring. His hair looked like heâd run a hand through it more than once. His cheeks were flushed, not from the heat - there wasnât any - but from something else.Â
âHey,â he said, voice low. Gentle. âThanks for coming.â
You sat on the edge of the nearest bench, feeling the weight of the space around you. It was familiar and foreign all at once - like everything else between you lately. âI said I would.â
âI know.â He sat too, a few feet away. Close enough to feel the warmth if there had been a flame. âI wasnât sure if that still meant anything.â
Silence.Â
Then, you asked quietly, âWhy wouldnât it?â
Carlos looked away for a second, jaw tight. âI donât know. Maybe because Iâve been pretending too well. Like I could keep things simple if I just kept smiling and didnât say anything real. Like everything didnât change after the drama cabin. After the dock. After you kissed me like that,â He exhaled. âI donât know what weâre doing anymore. And I hate not knowing.â
You stared straight ahead, but you didnât shut down this time. âI was scared to know.â
His brow furrowed slightly, shoulders tense with things he hadnât said yet.Â
You swallowed, heart in your throat. Your voice was thinner. âThe plan was to win. To get in your head, mess with your ego, play the long game. But it stopped being funny. It stopped being a game.â
Carlos blinked like he hadnât expected you to say it out loud. Then he let out a short, almost broken laugh. âGood. Because Iâve been losing so hard it stopped hurting.â
You cracked a smile despite yourself, then bit it back, looking down at your lap. The pine needles shifted gently around your feet with the breeze.
âCarlosâŚâ you said, meaning a hundred different things.
But he beat you to it. He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. âI like you.â
You looked up carefully. No smirk. No joke. The truth, out in the open.Â
âNot in just a camp crush way. Not because weâre good at teasing each other or because you look annoyingly hot when youâre mad at me.. I like you in a way that ruins games. That way that makes me forget to win.â
Your throat tightened, eyes stinging.Â
He kept going. âYou make everything feel more alive. Even when weâre throwing condiments at each other. Especially when weâre not.â
You breathed in. Let it fill your lungs and shake your ribs. âI was so busy trying to control it. The story. The outcome. Us.â
Carlos turned slightly, watching you. âAnd I was just trying not to lose you.â
That was it. That was the moment it cracked. The walls youâd spent summers perfecting, stacking higher with every prank and every teasing smile. They dropped. Quietly. Completely.Â
You moved closer. Not dramatically, but enough that your knees touched. Your hand found the bench between you.
âI like you too,â you said, the words trembling but true. âIn the way that terrifies me.â
Carlos didnât breathe for a beat. Then he smiled - real and open and full of something fragile and warm. Like he couldnât believe youâd just handed him that piece of your heart.
âYou think itâs too late?â he asked
You shook your head. âItâs camp. Itâs never too late. Just dramatic enough.â
He laughed, low and fond. And then, with a certainty you hadnât seen before, he reached out. Slid his hand into yours.Â
No explosions. No fireworks. Just steady and sure.Â
You leaned your head on his shoulder, eyes slipping shut for a moment. The trees rustled above. The firepit stayed cold. But something else - something that had been stuck and waiting - finally felt like it was catching.Â
Setting up for the fire could wait.Â
You had already found what you needed.Â
The clearing was buzzing before the fire even caught.Â
Campers swarmed in waves - laughing, clinging to each other, chasing the last seconds of summer across the pine-lined field like they could hold it in their hands. Maplewood and Cedar Ridge campers mingled like there hadnât once been a very real marshmallow-stick rivalry between them. They darted between benches and counselors, arms slung over shoulders, shirts covered in signatures and Sharpie hearts. Flashlights flickered like fireflies, and the air was thick with the kind of chaos only summer could make beautiful.
Counselors trailed behind them with flashlights and folding chairs, guiding and grinning and pretending they werenât just as wrecked by the closing of another summer as the kids were. Ella was gathering marshmallow skewers, dramatically arguing with Jo over which flavor of sâmores was superior. Lucy had a clipboard of her own, checking off names with tears already pricking at the corners of her eyes. Lando was in the middle of a circle of younger kids, passing out glow bracelets like they were ancient artifacts.Â
The sky was painted with that last stretch of golden twilight, streaks of peach and pink bleeding into the dark. The stars were only just starting to blink to life, shy behind the last scraps of sunlight. But the air was thick with that end-of-summer hum - heavy with nostalgia, soft with almost-goodbyes.Â
You stood at the edge of the circle, clipboard forgotten in your hand, your breath caught somewhere between nerves and wonder. The benches were full. The fire pit was loaded. The kindling waited.Â
And Carlos was beside you.Â
Not in front of you. Not across the fire. Not smirking behind a prank or a too-loud joke. Just beside you.
His shoulder brushed yours lightly as he leaned closer, voice low enough that it felt like something secret. âReady?â
You nodded. Not because you were. But because it was time.Â
He lit the match.Â
The fire caught slow and bright, curling up from the kindling like a secret, casting light across every face in the circle. The kids oohed and clapped. A few counselors high-fived behind the benches. Lucy wiped her eyes and pretended it was just allergies.Â
Carlos stepped forward. âAlright, alright,â he said with his best impression of Ryan. âHousekeeping first - no hair in the flames, no sticks as weapons, and please do not eat ten marshmallows and then cannonball into the lake.â
Laughter rippled through the crowd.Â
âAnd if you do,â you added, stepping up beside him, âmake sure itâs at least entertaining. Youâve got, what, eighteen hours left of camp fame?â
More laughter. But it softened quickly, gentled by the glow of the fire and the quiet understanding that this was the last time youâd all be here like this.Â
Carlos glanced at you, a silent ready?
You nodded.Â
Together, you stepped forward. You hadnât memorized the speech. Hadnât even kept the draft you scribbled on the back of an old drama script. But this? This felt right.Â
âThis summer,â you started, voice even, âwas a mess.â
Snickers. Jo elbowed Ella lightly.
âA beautiful, chaotic, glitter-coated mess,â Carlos continued, deadpan. âWith more mosquitoes and sunscreen mishaps than anyone predicted.â
âAnd more memories than we can count.â
The silence that followed wasnât empty. It was full - of meaning, of breath held tight in chests.Â
Carlosâs voice lowered, serious but warm. âYou made art. You made friends. You made disasters in the dining hall. And you made this place feel like home.â
You looked around at the flickering faces. âWe watched you grow. And fall. And get back up. We saw when you laughed until your face hurt. When you cried because goodbyes feel big. When you sang too loud, or fell off the paddle board, or froze on stage. And we are so, so proud of you.â
Lando cleared his throat behind the snack table. Not subtly. Lucy handed him a tissue without breaking eye contact with the fire.
Carlos continued. âWe talk a lot about what you leave behind here - on stage, in the cabin walls, in the ridiculous inside jokes and prank wars. But the truth isâŚâ
He paused. Then looked at you again. âThe truth is, you take it with you too.â
You smiled quietly. âCamp doesnât just end. It echoes.â
You both stepped back then, letting the silence breathe. The fire crackled. Sparks rose like tiny ghosts into the dark.Â
Then came the camper gratitude circle.Â
Campers, one by one, stood up. Some with practiced speeches, some barely able to talk through their tears. They thanked bunkmates, counselors, best friends, secret crushes. A Cedar Ridge camper admitted heâd never felt like he belonged anywhere until this summer. The fire seemed to lean in, listening.Â
After that came the skits.
Cabin Wood You Believe It reenacted the infamous blackout night with bathrobes and glow sticks and a truly cursed Pop-Tart stunt. Ella joined in with a melodramatic narrator voice that made the older campers howl. Jo and Lando brought out guitars for a song they swore they wrote themselves (they didnât), and somewhere around the chorus, half the staff had joined in - off-key, too loud, perfect.Â
Marshmallows were passed. Coco burned tongues. Faces glowed. Laughter mingled with tears.Â
And when the last verse of the final camp song drifted into the night, when the fire burned low and the stars blinked overhead like they were watching too, Carlos reached for your hand.Â
Just there. Steady. Grounding. Like heâd done it every night.Â
No one cheered. No one pointed.Â
But Lando winked from across the circle.Â
And Lucy smiled through her tears.Â
You leaned against Carlos gently, his thumb tracing the edge of your wrist, grounding you to the moment.Â
The fire was dying, but the light in your chest wasnât.Â
Summer was ending. But something else had just begun.Â