Hestia

​​“​​Flowers in her hair, flowers everywhere.”

[sajra-savera]

𝘽𝙚𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 0𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 1𝙨, 𝙄 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙖 𝙧𝙝𝙮𝙢𝙚. ᷒ ᷭ

matching themes with @mostest-smartest <3

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Hil!

I'm an INFJ-A and a CS student.

I'll post here literally any random thought that appears in my brain at 3 AM so expect the posts to be a bit unhinged. I'll also post some kind of poetry stuff or excerpts from books sometimes and if I'm motivated enough, I'll post updates about my academics too. Though I'm afraid that'll just majorly be me ranting about how the education system sucks. So yeah I guess that's it for now!

Languages I'm comfortable communicating in : Hindi, English, Gujarati, Korean (→ in the order of my fluency)

Hobbies : Travelling, Writing, Reading, Cooking, Editing, Playing sports, Checking out new music/movies/series, etc.

Currently watching : Are you sure? || Season 2

(Recs are always welcome!)

On repeat :

၇͜ᩘ 𔒌

[Tags I use and what they contain]

-> #posts : things I say that make little to no sense

-> #writings : words that I have written/words that I simply found amusing

-> #her : just mee and some other stuff maybe

-> #lyrics : pretty pretty lyricsss

-> #asks : you know what this will have, right?

-> #places : sneak peak of places I have visited

-> #studies : updates about my studies

-> #ask games : reblogs of ask games

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[sajra-savera]

saara skincare ek taraf aur rone k baad jo chehre par glow aata hai wo ek taraf😋

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baadal roz aa jate hai barish ghanta nahi hoti

[sajra-savera]

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3b2dRkyER3yMrTNRizYG7B?si=9knqMDloQaqF50zJdl4weg

YEYYYY SAVED!!

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OMG. THE OG BANGERRRRRR.

been so long isey sune huye🥹

[sajra-savera]

Okay, fine! I lied. Happy? It was just embarrassing to admit. But yeah, I do wish I had someone who’d spoil me sometimes. On days like this...and especially on nights like this.

And no no no! I don’t mean 'spoil me' in the sense of bombarding me with gifts and sweet nothings. At this point, those things actually make me furious... it feels like they’re doing it more for themselves than for me. I can see it. I can feel it.

Instead, I want to be spoiled by presence. I want someone who’d pat my head like I’m a kid while I pretend to be asleep. Someone whose warmth I could recognize anywhere. Someone who’d quietly slip their hand into mine the moment they sense my uneasiness or pull me closer subconsciously when the nights get cold. I want someone who’d prepare me a simple meal, the best they could manage, just because they felt like it.

I want someone who’d treat me like I need to be taken care of despite how much I claim otherwise. For once, I’d like to just take a back seat and watch someone try to make my life easier. Someone who says, 'I know you’re fully capable of doing things yourself, but let me help while I’m around, hm?'

It would be so nice to be taken care of without feeling guilty for it. To be shown a love through actions that won't be visible or believable otherwise. I want to be cradled. I want to be adored. I want to feel safe. I want everything this world could possibly offer me in the name of love...but not from a crowd. Definitely never from a crowd. Just one person. Only and only one.

[sajra-savera]

look I'll be honest... I don't think corporate life could be more hectic than the life I've been living lately. not sure how true this belief of mine would turn out to be tho-

[sajra-savera]

Your honour, pardon me for lmao 😞😞

jeon bokhi ggukie

[sajra-savera]

The official season to blast this song all day 😞✋🏻✋🏻

but yaha toh baarish hi nahi ho rahi😭💔

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not Haaland taking over my entire feed. lit in love with every single meme😭

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people be assuming I'm sad and depressed just cause I'm quiet in public while I'm lit having the best mf time of my life. like oh folks... you don't wanna know what's going on in this head of mine :)

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LMAOOOOOO😭😭😭😭😭

[sajra-savera]

idhar aao cutie meri new burgundy heels se aapki pitai kardu😋

[longseasons]

does anyone like me and want to understand me

[sajra-savera]

You could be the most capable, clever woman out there, but to most men, you’d just be a stupid slave meant to serve him warm meals and warm his bed. No life, no brain of your own, just a place for him to dispose of his anger.

[sajra-savera]

sorry. gotta go. ttyl. im busy being someone's fav maasi.