Made to be unmade

Amateur photographer. Ex-Sabbat. I do not like landlords. I do not care about your clan unless you are Tremere in which case I hope you get better soon. My sideblog is more popular, but if you like it here I cannot stop you. (RP blog)

[sal2mander]

Intro

"Sal" | they/them, she/her | Aromantic

Asks are open. Sal does not know you unless you make yourself known to them. They will not be as nice as at @high-humanity-reminders but they are pretty civil. This blog is to roleplay less over at the other blog. Character info below the read more.

Clan: Salubri

Predator type: Consensualist

Sect: Ex-Sabbat, now firmly autarkis.

Appearance: Youthful, maybe nineteen? Lives in hoodies and jeans that are slightly too large. Hair too long to be comfortable and at the same time too short to be tied, in the color of potatoes. Typically wears a hoodie and some jeans, maybe a beanie. The third eye is typically covered with a hydrocolloid patch to catch tears and vitae.

History: Having escaped the drafts due to disability, young "Sal" was found by their sire, ghouled and schooled in the ways of being a Kindred for about a year. Their Embrace was traumatic, and the lack of sire to discourage them afterwards led them to join the Sabbat and travel with them.

After leaving the Sabbat their interest in mathematics and computers technology was piqued. They have been working in many startups since, with self-improvement as a side hustle. Nowadays they are operating a text-based hotline, and they just made a blog to help other Kindred with their Humanity. In their rare free time, they can make convincing fake IDs, but it is not cheap.

[sal2mander]

Survived Valentine's Day. I was at some aromantic's unhinged rant that they tried to keep educational.

They were trying to keep on track but I could see the signs of low blood sugar, the pallor that was both in their face and fingertips, the slight sweatiness, the shakiness. Not quite ketosis though, they did not smell like markers at all. I saw how they flinched at the sight of cookies though. Either a ghoul or someone really unwell.

I liked the presentation despite the presenter looking unwell. It was about aromanticism. I felt seen as someone who is aromantic.

[sal2mander]

They had bat earrings tonight. Camp!

Twitchier than yesternight.

[gangreltgirlsnuffclub]

cag i hauvevtheir nubmnber

[sal2mander]

You are in the city also. I am experiencing a craving for talking to them when they're less weakened. There will be a crocheting event on Tuesday.

[sal2mander]

Survived Valentine's Day. I was at some aromantic's unhinged rant that they tried to keep educational.

They were trying to keep on track but I could see the signs of low blood sugar, the pallor that was both in their face and fingertips, the slight sweatiness, the shakiness. Not quite ketosis though, they did not smell like markers at all. I saw how they flinched at the sight of cookies though. Either a ghoul or someone really unwell.

I liked the presentation despite the presenter looking unwell. It was about aromanticism. I felt seen as someone who is aromantic.

[sal2mander]

They had bat earrings tonight. Camp!

Twitchier than yesternight.

[sal2mander]

Survived Valentine's Day. I was at some aromantic's unhinged rant that they tried to keep educational.

They were trying to keep on track but I could see the signs of low blood sugar, the pallor that was both in their face and fingertips, the slight sweatiness, the shakiness. Not quite ketosis though, they did not smell like markers at all. I saw how they flinched at the sight of cookies though. Either a ghoul or someone really unwell.

I liked the presentation despite the presenter looking unwell. It was about aromanticism. I felt seen as someone who is aromantic.

[gordiicore]

[thinblood-dairy]

can my beast not yearn for a second

im trying to be an adult

[sal2mander]

Unfortunately one cannot avoid the Beast's horrible cravings and unpredictable emotional states. Even when satiated, it will return to bite horribly sooner or later. Good luck with trying to adult, I believe in you.

[oli-disaster]

mutuals im making hot chocolate and spiritually handing it out to you all

[oli-disaster]

extra important day today

[sal2mander]

Finally some more sunlight. Finally the constant crisis of the christian holidays is over.

I am full like a tick because someone bled out on me and I was not able to help. It feels gross.

I am also so sleepy.

[gangreltgirlsnuffclub]

For crimbo i bougt azriel a big toikey

[sal2mander]

It sounds lovely. Did you actually buy it? I think I saw you scuttling out of the Crimbo market recently

[sal2mander]

Finally some more sunlight. Finally the constant crisis of the christian holidays is over.

I am full like a tick because someone bled out on me and I was not able to help. It feels gross.

I am also so sleepy.

[sal2mander]

I hope when his family saw his body, they were horrified at what they had done to him.

[sal2mander]

Finally some more sunlight. Finally the constant crisis of the christian holidays is over.

I am full like a tick because someone bled out on me and I was not able to help. It feels gross.

I am also so sleepy.

[high-humanity-reminders]

This is my yearly reminder to the neonates and fledglings of our society: Putting straight alcohol in the blood punch is NOT the same as drawing blood with a high alcohol content directly from the source. Your elders have drank worse, I can STILL taste radium from back in my day. But please do NOT spike the blood at your holiday gatherings, you will cause even more problems for your Sires and perhaps your Primogen.

Sounds like an issue for those who are not working these holidays.

I agree that there is a difference. If you add alcohol it will denature the proteins and change the texture, which is going to make it more unpleasant to drink. Also the resonances are not the same.

You are adding alcohol in the percents, and unless you're drinking from a Slavic alcoholic in his sixties (I had the displeasure of once, never again), the alcohol content is unlikely to reach one percent.

If you have any alive friends who are lonely, reach out to them. They will appreciate it.

[tomhoppusdelonge]

[me, fumbling a social interaction] oh lovely. another haunting addition to the collection

[high-humanity-reminders]

Hot cocoa E>

[lagergrenprince]

Formally apologize for my absence. One of my reactionary friends introduced me to a kind of game called a "paradox grand strategy". I have neglected both this account and everything else important to me in my life. I am however rapidly approaching enlightenment on the topic of medieval digital LARPing!

[sal2mander]

At a risk of sounding cringe,

Are you winning, kid?

[lagergrenprince]

no :(

[swamp-hermit-antitribu]

She has won chess games via m-making the enemy pieces disappear yes yes. The good thing about cainites, mmm...we just dispose of everything in the following even, thus eating the pieces are a m-master strategy yes yes.

[sal2mander]

Bella, I am disappointed.

It would be such an embarrassment if a piece got stuck.

[swamp-hermit-antitribu]

😢 ...It will still be aborted in the morning yes yes, and if she didn't win- she wouldn't be able to buy her friend his harpsichord, indeed...

[sal2mander]

I guess. It still is not pleasant to swallow something that was not meant to be eaten.

I hope he is enjoying his harpsichord at least.

[lagergrenprince]

Formally apologize for my absence. One of my reactionary friends introduced me to a kind of game called a "paradox grand strategy". I have neglected both this account and everything else important to me in my life. I am however rapidly approaching enlightenment on the topic of medieval digital LARPing!

[sal2mander]

At a risk of sounding cringe,

Are you winning, kid?

[lagergrenprince]

no :(

[swamp-hermit-antitribu]

She has won chess games via m-making the enemy pieces disappear yes yes. The good thing about cainites, mmm...we just dispose of everything in the following even, thus eating the pieces are a m-master strategy yes yes.

[sal2mander]

Bella, I am disappointed.

It would be such an embarrassment if a piece got stuck.

[lagergrenprince]

No, actually. It is master class orthodox strategy to eat your opponents. Source: am ventrue

[sal2mander]

How did we jump from eating non-food items to murder in the span of one reblog chain?

You disappoint me.

[lagergrenprince]

Murder?

[sal2mander]

Ah. The sex innuendo flew right over my head. Once again I forget people can want to do that. Gross.

[sal2mander]

I would not advise this to anybody, but something about being able to drink less life from others feels unreasonably rewarding. If this is my mental health issues from when I was properly alive again, I will get so so sad.

It feels like I have a clear attainable goal and things feel like they are falling into the right spots because I spend less time wanting. It is almost intoxicating! And so deeply worrying.

[lagergrenprince]

Formally apologize for my absence. One of my reactionary friends introduced me to a kind of game called a "paradox grand strategy". I have neglected both this account and everything else important to me in my life. I am however rapidly approaching enlightenment on the topic of medieval digital LARPing!

[sal2mander]

At a risk of sounding cringe,

Are you winning, kid?

[lagergrenprince]

no :(

[swamp-hermit-antitribu]

She has won chess games via m-making the enemy pieces disappear yes yes. The good thing about cainites, mmm...we just dispose of everything in the following even, thus eating the pieces are a m-master strategy yes yes.

[sal2mander]

Bella, I am disappointed.

It would be such an embarrassment if a piece got stuck.

[lagergrenprince]

No, actually. It is master class orthodox strategy to eat your opponents. Source: am ventrue

[sal2mander]

How did we jump from eating non-food items to murder in the span of one reblog chain?

You disappoint me.