Carpe Noctem Aeternum @salemdaydreams - Tumblr Blog

I don’t even know if I still have friends on here but wow, it’s been a while. A lot has changed. I’m going to be 35 in less than two weeks. The world is falling apart and the existential dread is real. I graduated college with a bachelors degree, got married, and I’m working on hitting another goal. I’ve come so far and I’m not giving up now. Thinking about posting more on this site. It used to help me a lot. I’ve had it for so long and I used to jot down random thoughts and wrote poetry. I’m glad I remembered I still had it.

Recent photo because it’s been a while.

📸 my good friend Amy

#modeling #witch city #salem #house of the seven gables #alternative #photoshoot

I forgot I had one of these lol

gumdrop-princess

me, most of the time

*whines* give me attentionnnnnn *rolls around*

salemdaydreams

“one day you’ll meet a girl who will talk about the world as if she’s lived a thousand lives and she’ll see things in such a different perspective that you’ll question everything you know. she’ll describe things in words you’ve never heard but they sound so beautiful coming out of her mouth that you’ll look them up and start using them yourself. she’ll be curious and have the wonder of a child and the phrase “curiosity killed the cat” will take on a new meaning when people tell her things she doesn’t wanna hear and it makes her heart break in half so you end up holding her and picking up the pieces. she’ll bring out a passion in you that no one knew you had and she’ll make you feel something you’ve never felt. she’ll hide her face when you see her with her hair up and no makeup and your voice will catch in your throat because she looks like the most beautiful woman in the world. she’ll act a little crazy and ignite a fire in your bones that burns so bad it makes you want to run for your life. Don’t. Don’t you fucking dare. Stare at her even if she’s so bright it burns, hold her close even though you’re terrified that if you touch her the wrong way she’ll break. Kiss her so hard that you see stars, trace the scars that litter her body, do not let her be ashamed. She makes you feel vulnerable, and it will scare the living hell out of you. You’re not used to being out of control, let the new experience teach you lessons. It won’t make you a hero to leave because you think you’ll break her, you are doing her no favors by killing something that hasn’t yet been brought to life. So do not run. Do not run away from what scares you because you have the potential to be so much more than a coward who breaks her heart. Love her for as long as the universe allows, because if you dont I swear you’ll regret it.”

— a.c.g (via r4dteens)

Not to be conceited, but I am this girl,and I swear that you’ll regret losing me.