his name is god

samaru heiwajima. no relation to shizuo heiwajima 31 6'2" brazilian murderer confident playboy egotistical partier impulsive a lowly moth love struck broken liar

[samabbu]

samawho

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:((((((((((((((((((((((((((( so bummed I lost this when my hard drive crashed 

[samabbu]

logging back onto tumblr after all of this time makes me wanna cry

[samabbu]

|| *whispers* I miss you...

:( I miss you so much too. I miss this place. 

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 Shizuo just heard as the other male told him a little bit about himself. He noticed he didn’t get into details. Well, the blond wasn’t an open book himself. In fact, he was most likely to not open up with people other than Celty and Tom. He would be reservated even around his brother to not cause him any concernments. Kasuka had already a fairly busy life. But it wasn’t about Kasuka now.

"Brazil… Huh? I’ve heard it’s a nice place." He murmured keeping his gaze on their way, but still listening to whatever the other had to say. "I’ve heard there’s a lot of wild in there too." Though the time he heard about it was at a history class and the teacher was probably talking about something that happened 500 years ago. However… Sometimes it would appear something on television about Amazon Rain Forrest… It was in Brazil, right? Was the whole country like that? Not like he ever held interest in other countries, but knowing someone from there mad it inevitable to wonder about how the place he lived was like. Well, perhaps it was none of his business anyway. 

That was stupid, thinking that much about a country he barely heard about. But for some reason that guy awaken a curiosity he didn’t even know he had. Wait…The world cup will be in Brazil this year. Shizuo wasn’t a fan of football at all, but there were people talking about it everywhere, so he couldn’t help but to know that useless information. Perhaps that’s why he got curious. The name probably just sounded familiar. Those guys speak spanish, right? Well, it didn’t matter. It wasn’t like he knew any spanish anyway.

[samabbu]

   Samaru couldn't really say much about the country. Sure, he was born there but he left before he was even finished high school. He didn't even have time to make much memories. He did remember the scenery, his house, and the heat but that's about it. 

   As a child, he spent a lot of his time exploring the places around his house rather than being inside of the house itself. It was a simple home with two floors and three bedrooms, one for his parents, one for himself, and a nursery that was always under construction, never quite complete until months before he ran away. His parents were always trying for a second child but had no luck. Despite such unfortunate events, they still made Samaru feel like he was enough for them. They constantly told him that they wanted a little girl because Samaru would make the best big brother. 

    Months later, when Samaru just turned thirteen, his parents finally managed to successfully get pregnant. That's when it clicked, when he realized that he wasn't enough for his parents. All of their time was devoted to this baby who wasn't even born yet, or so Samaru thought. They loved him, with all of their heart and then some more but he was too blind. When he ran away, they were absolutely heart broken. They lost their baby once it just reached the third trimester, just two weeks after they lost their first child. To this day, they probably still mourned their lost children. Samaru refused to believe such a thing. Samaru refused to think about his family anymore. 

    "Were you born here, then?" Samaru questioned after swallowing the sudden lump that formed in his throat. He was willing to do anything right now to divert the focus  of his mind. 

[k-orekuta]

"With a mouth like that, I am genuinely surprised your knees aren’t bruised."

[samabbu]

      "With a mouth like this, I can do a lot of things."

[samabbu]

thefabulouslindalinda replied to your post: k-orekuta replied to your post: "Sama...

↑↓ — “Hehe~ Samantha?” The hypocrisy of laughing at this has not yet occurred to him.

      "Only Tom calls me that, and it's going to stay that way."

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k-orekuta replied to your post:

"Samantha, Samantha. Will there ever be a time you aren’t on your knees?"

"Never when you're around, big boy~"