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[dontsurvivelive]

Crushing

It was a crush. It was a simple and unexpected crush. I never would have guessed that this was going to happen, but that’s what crushes are, right? You never see them coming and all of the sudden it hits you square in the face and by then, there’s nothing you can do about it. You either pursue your crush, make yourself get over it, or you continuously tell yourself that it’s nothing. I wish I had a choice when it comes to my crushes. When I crush, I crush hard. There’s always something that happened that makes me always want more. Sadly though, not once have me and my crush ever gotten together. Not. A. Single, Time. But I was with someone for a good 4 months before we had to call it off due to distance. I didn’t crush on him before we started dating. He took me to a dance and then he pursued me and I fell for him. We were good. But there wasn’t that instant connection that I had with so many others before him. Now? Now, I’m crushing on someone else. He’s someone I want to be with. He’s someone I want to spend all my time with. Here’s the catch tho… he’s talking to his ex again. Pretty sure they’ll be back together officially real soon here so why am I crushing on someone who is almost taken? idk. I have no freaking idea. Why am I putting myself through this kind of misery? Because when I’m with him, everything seems to fade. We connect. We’re like one person. We’re always on the same page and we’re constantly together. Us being more than friends is always an option because I feel like what we have isn’t just felt by me. But am I going to try and get over this? damn right. Is it going to be easy? hell no. But you know what? I’m sick of letting my crushes, crush me. 

[dontsurvivelive]

The sky scorched red as I felt my heart burning for him, It showed anger, for I knew he was no longer mine, But as time passed, the red became a soft purple And my anger dwindled to a soft hum, for I was content, Because when I was looking at the only star in the day, I forgot about the billions of stars that made my nights brighter. Yes, he was my sun And like the sun, he will forever impact my life, But he is only one star, of plenty within my universe.

words from the soul (via dontsurvivelive)

[dontsurvivelive]

what if…

It’s nights like these where you’re all I ever think about. When you’re always on my mind and all I can do is wonder about all of our what ifs. What if I never left? Would we still be happy? What if we tried harder at fighting the distance? Would we still be together? What if we met sooner? Would we be stronger? There are so many questions running around my head and I don’t have any answers. I don’t know. I don’t know the answers and I wonder… do you? Was it easy for you to move on and find someone else? I know you have someone in your life now. Someone who replaced me once I was gone. Someone that makes you happy. But as happy as I made you? That’s the question now isn’t it? I miss us. I miss what we had when the future was promising and all I could see was us. Our future. A life where I would be happy and around my family. But it would also be a life where I never would have met the people I’ve met in Wyoming. The same people that I could also see a future with. People that I believe will be a part of my life for a long time. I wonder which life I would be happiest. I always say, “everything has changed, yet I am more me than I’ve ever been.” I believe that 100%. I love who I am and who I’ve become, but I wonder… who would I be if I stayed behind? I know I definitely wouldn’t be who I am now. I wouldn’t be the strong and open minded woman I’ve become. My eyes have been opened to so many different things and I’m happy. Do you think I could’ve been happier with you? Would I be content and loving my life? Or would I be regretting my decision to not leave? I’m not gonna lie, you made me happy. Very happy actually. You made me feel as though I was beautiful and that I was worth it. But then you didn’t fight for me and all of that left. It disappeared along with the promising future I had envisioned for us. I told you my options and that the opportunity to play golf at the next level was now an option and you acted like you were happy for me, when in reality you didn’t want me to leave. I could see it in your eyes and hear it in your voice. You continue to say how proud of me you are, but I can see it in your eyes. You didn’t want me to leave. You didn’t want me to risk what we had, but you also didn’t want to be the reason I turned down such a big opportunity. You were trying to do the right thing, but you didn’t know that you were slowly breaking my heart. You began to distance yourself and that hurt me. I thought we could’ve fought the distance and gone far together, but you never gave us that option. And it hurts to think about because I was ready to give myself to you. I was ready to fight for us, but there wasn’t going to be an “us” if I was the only one trying. It stung when we broke things off, but I knew it was for the best. I began to have more fun in college and my eyes opened to all of the possibilities. I met someone after we broke up. He was everything to me. We could’ve been a hit, but a few months into thinking that we could seriously be the power couple, I was cut out of his life for a week. That one hurt too. We’re just friends now. And I guess I’m okay with that, but I wonder with him too. I wonder what we could’ve been if he wouldn’t have cut me out. We could’ve been good. You and I could’ve been great, but you never gave us that chance and it broke my heart. So now I’m just laying here… wondering, “what if.”

[dontsurvivelive]

Everytime our lips touched, my knees would go weak and my legs would go numb. That was how strong it was for me. You were affecting every part of my body by only touching one. I remember the first time it happened. You were leaving for a week and there was no way of communication where you were going. The night before you left, you came to my house at 11 pm, even though it was late and your friends wanted to go home. You came anyway. We talked, we laughed, and we hung out with your friends. It started to get late so you began walking me to my door. We whispered our feelings and quietly laughed at the stupid things that we did that night. We had to stay quiet because we knew that on the other side of that door was my father. I hugged you, telling you how much I was going to miss you and that I would see you in a week. As I began to peel my body away from yours, you grabbed my waist and pulled me back. You looked me in the eyes and then leaned down for our lips to touch. We kissed. We kissed so passionately that I had to tell myself to breath because I kept forgetting. I ran my fingers through your hair while you kept your hands on my waist, keeping me close. We pulled apart and I didn’t wanna let you go. I hugged you one last time before I walked into my house. I had no idea that you had that kind of power over me. I was scared, but the way you made my heart race and made every place you touched feel like fire, made me want to risk everything for you.

[extramadness]

[rostii]

i imagine getting my own place all the time and going down to the grocery store early in the morning before everyone else and to the coffee shop and having a really small place with wide windows and lots of plants and shelves of books and a tiny kitchen where i can make tea and noodles and a bed with a pile of blankets and just a place i can make uniquely my own or maybe a place i could share with someone but i just think about this place a lot idk

[samalieprom]

Its adorable watching him do his homework. The way he sticks his bottom lip out when he's thinking is too much for me to handle😭

[undertheniall]

i can assure you, it’s been too long since you’ve seen this masterpiece !

[ludwigplayingthetrombone]

i dropped off my resume at this place at 1:15 and got called for an interview at 1:45 holy dang

[aughtpunk]

Today I got interviewed, hired, and then given a dollar raise and a better store location because the interviewer “liked my attitude”

REBLOG FOR GOOD JOB GETTING KARMA COME ON GRAB A PIECE

[only1600kids]

Me: *makes a small irrelevant mistake*

My Brain, banging pots and pans together: YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUC

Me: *makes huge mistake that will directly affect my future horribly*

My Brain, lounging on a lawn chair with shades on: ….acknowledged

[teenagerposts]

someone else: *makes a mistake*

me: don't worry buddy! it is not a big deal! we can fix this! we'll figure it out!!

me: *makes a mistake*

me: i am irredeemable worthless garbage and i want to die

[surprise-adoption]

Bottle rocket under ice

[overtheunderpass]

rad 

[edwardspoonhands]

I’m pretty sure that the reason the ice fractured into six slices is the same reason snowflakes are often six sided and it has to do with the shape of a molecule of water and I just think that’s so freaking cool.

[opulene-archive]

How would it even stay lit though?

[orangejuiceaholic-deactivated20]

!!!!! it IS actually because of the structure of water molecules! Water molecules are fuckin weird, as are lots of other liquid substance molecules, because theyre shaped like fuckin HEXAGONS! hexagons are those weird, six-sided shapes that re very sturdy, but they dont tend to sit very well when stacked together. thats why, when you fill up a glass of water to its full capacity, it can go OVER the brim a little and not spill over. It’s also why water beads.

anyway, so since water is essentially made up of a gazillion little hexagons, it tends to gather into larger hexagons as it shapes together. this is not visible unless the water is in a solid form, aka ice. when the water is split, it tends to crack around the established hexagons. that bottle rocket exploded in the PERFECT place to show this phenomenon and its geeking me out.

ALSO! the bottle rocket stays lit because the fuse was definitely waterproof and made with magnesium and an oxidizer of some sort. this means that they will burn underwater because they dont need the oxygen from the air to stay lit. thats so fucking weird isnt it. im tipsy and its the 4th of july. sorry for the science haha

[inside-us-only-stars]

Don’t you dare apologize for science

[extramadness]

[hedonist--poet-deactivated20240]

January 1st 2018 is a Monday. A fresh week, a fresh month and a fresh year. If you want to start over I don’t think you can possibly find a better time.

Hira (via hedonistpoet)

[extramadness]

[extramadness]

[diaryofasocialintrovert]

we are young, we play our music loud,drink until we can’t stand, we sneak out, get grounded, fail tests, run wild, we make friendships that only last a month, lie about where we are, cry in the bathroom, try new things, sleep for hours, binge eat, go through lovers like we go through our expensive clothes. we are young,we are the corrupted youth. we are the hated generation,but they forget who raised us.

diaryofasocialintrovert (via diaryofasocialintrovert)