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Blessed

Just today just now I am feeling soooo thankful sooo blessed for everything. For my son. For this life. For every people in my life. Thanks a lot God. Thanks a lot Allah.

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New Start?

It’s Bengali new year today. Last year’s new year was a disaster. I cried so hard so much that I vomited few times. It was my son’s first Bengali new year. I didn’t want it to be like that. I didn’t want today to be bad too. That’s why I didn’t talk to anyone. Now at 9 pm today I’m realizing I’m not doing anything better. I have waited too long for people to change and nothing happened. So from…

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Will be back.... soon

Will be back…. soon

A piece of me died somewhere between Atlantic Ocean and Lake Ontario. My heart was shattered into million pieces somewhere in the sky when I was leaving Newfoundland. The relationship between me and my husband was fading somewhere far when he was coming to me here in Toronto. Now I feel dead inside. He feels empty too, I can tell. Was it only because we left Newfoundland for work? For a better…

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To have a baby or not?

Few years back I often thought why people do have babies? My husband absolutely doesn’t want any kids (ever), and me is “not right now, may be later” type of person. So when I asked random people why they wanted kids, they had different perspectives, some were cute, some were somewhat selfish. Some of them wanted to have babies because they were already in their 30s and time was running out, some…

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Giving up… on Everything Is it gloomy or beautiful? Depends on your mood, huh? I see so much pain and sadness here. As if you are suffocating and all you want is to breath!

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I am back!

It’s time to write again. It’s time to let my feelings speak again. It’s time to be heard… again!

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A date with myself It's been a while since my last post! So many stories to tell! Just a treat to myself to say goodbye to my last few months single life!

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I DID IT Yes!!! Today I'm really happy that I completed it. Thank you my friends for encouraging me and tolerating my posts. Lots of love :)

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English!

Day 99 of 100 Happy Days: Yes, the main reason I started this blog was to handle my depression. Another reason was to improve my written English. It is a hard process when there is no one to point out your errors and you are doing same mistakes over and over. I will try all over again to improve my English. Friends, do you have any idea or suggestion how should I do that?

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Valentine's Day?! Huh?!

Valentine’s Day?! Huh?!

Day 98 of 100 Happy Days: My last year’s post on Valentine’s day. This year we are not even in the same city!  Well… That really doesn’t matter. Yesterday I told him that every night is a date night as long as we are having dinner together, we are happy and enjoying each other company! 

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Color of Spring Day 97 It is first day of spring and my Facebook is flooding with yellowish pics. We used to wear yellow shares, yellow flowers as ornaments and lots of bangles. Everyone is celebrating the day back home, and I'm shovling snow in Canada.. 😂

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Stay Strong… No Matter What (Words to myself) Day 96 To all beautiful and strong ladies out there....

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Current Mood Day 95 When you have tons of work to do but you are tired as hell....

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Mother...

Mother…

Day 94 This picture broke my heart today. “This photo won the award for best photo of the decade and led the photographer into depression. The Cheetahs chased a mother deer and her 2 fawns (baby deers), the mother could’ve easily outrun Cheetahs but instead she offered herself to Cheetahs so that her kids can manage to run to safety. In the picture she is seen looking at her babies running safely…

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That’s what women do! Everything! Yes! We do everything in our power and still people say we are not doing enough! Day 93

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Marriage is Hard

It is… It is a life long process to understand. Partners need to keep trying to make their married life better….. Specially when the time seems hard. What’s your way to handle tough situations with your partner? I think being less emotional and more logical is the best way. I’m working hard on it. Day 9

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Union Station Roaming in this unknown city..... Day 91.... (9 more days)