with love Celi ୨ৎ

just a little girl in the fairy world ㅤᵕ̈ @celii20

[samarceli08]

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My name is Marceli, and I think I'm young to have so many problems.

I have dreams, to be an athlete or a model.

I joined ana because I was always an overweight child, and the feeling of losing weight and being treated well is incredible and makes you always want more.

I am currently 1.70 cm tall, approximately 50 kg and my goal is 45 kg.

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With love, Celi ୨ৎ

[flirtingwithselfdestruction]

[gallowsgiggle]

[sparkleejjumpropequeen]

[ninguemligaposts]

Se eu consigo suportar anos humilhantes num corpo miserável eu consigo suportar dias com a barriga cheia de água e sentir o estômago roncar com prazer, cabelo caindo, tonturas e pernas fracas. Eu sou capaz de suportar qualquer coisa pela Ana e como serei recompensado se ouvir ela dentro de mim me dizendo pra persistir até alcançar minha perfeição.

[zzeffawn]

[fatbttfly]

PLEASE GOD I CAN'T GET BETTER I CAN'T

[violealie]

don't eat until you...

paint nails or trim, buff, oil

complete all homework

studied for an hour

practice one hour of piano

walk for an hour

finish 50 pages of a book

complete 20 youtube videos

art project/hobby is complete 

ran 1 mile 

finish a TV show or movie series 

1 hour before an event/hangout

2 lbs is lost (for fasts)

room/house has been cleaned

have written two full journal entries

organize your to-do list or planner for the week

review your budget/spending for the week

complete one full practice/test worksheet

do a full stretch or yoga session

have drawn a full sketchbook page

gave a compliment or shown gratitude to someone

drink at least 2 full water bottles today

do 25 squats, 20 push-ups, 1-minute plank

visualize your dream life for 10 minutes

delete unnecessary photos

spent 30+ minutes fully offline

worn a cute outfit or put effort into your look

go through your closet and removed 5 items

complete your daily Duolingo / language goal

go the whole day without being negative

plan tomorrow in detail

[nanabaleia]

na minha opinião o auge da magreza é você parecer magra até de moletom

[cassie4736251hm]

You can always be thinner.... look better

ꔛ𓇢 𓆸

[whosporno-uburn]

100 Reasons To Be Th1n

⭒ To always be cold

⭒ To know anything being said about me behind my back is out of envy

⭒ To be too small to find anything at a store

⭒ To have people worry

⭒ To have people be jealous

⭒ To be able to wear bracelets as garters

⭒ To make him touch me gently

⭒ To make people think I’ll break

⭒ To never have to cover myself

⭒ To never be shamed for not looking put together

⭒ To feel my bones hit against each other

⭒ To change the dosage

⭒ To never hit fat

⭒ To always turn heads

⭒ To be able to say “I guess its just my metabolism” when asked how I stay thin

⭒ To never have gaps on button downs

⭒ To always be the smallest in a room

⭒ To never be offered someones leftover

⭒ To say “lets get something to share” and only eat 2 bites

⭒ To never feel greedy when eating at a function

⭒ To have a hunger high 24/7

⭒ To always feel my heartbeat

⭒ To never have to hide what I eat

⭒ To say yes to going out for food without feeling like a pig

⭒ To have people ask “are you sure you dont want something to eat” out of concern instead of malice

⭒ To be called fat as a joke and know its a joke

⭒ To have a hollow face

⭒ To always be hydrated

⭒ To make people think I eat clean

⭒ To feel the fat leaving my body every time I breathe

⭒ To never spill out of jeans

⭒ To always need a belt

⭒ To have tshirts fall off my shoulder

⭒ To look thin even in big clothes

⭒ To make everything around me look bigger

⭒ To move without a sound

⭒ To blackout

⭒ To be a lightweight

⭒ To be told to eat a burger

⭒ To be told I need help

⭒ To be told im beautiful

⭒ To feel beautiful

⭒ To actually accept compliments

⭒ To never feel like people are being nice to prove a point

⭒ To never think someone is being nice to laugh at me later

⭒ To walk away from any argument knowing they’re the bigger person

⭒ To never be asked out on a dare

⭒ To never be ignored by a group of guys

⭒ To make him concerned about my health

⭒ To be lightheaded

⭒ To see stars everywhere

⭒ To never want to sleep

⭒ To focus everything on school

⭒ To redefine what food is to me

⭒ To be in control of my health, mind, and body

⭒ To never wonder if Im being excluded because Im fat

⭒ To never be the one taking the group photo

⭒ To never make a boxspring creak

⭒ To never sweat

⭒ To walk slow and enjoy it

⭒ To breathe deeper

⭒ To love being outside

⭒ To never wondering if an outfit looks good or not

⭒ To train myself to never need to look at a nutrition label

⭒ To be able to wear everything I thrift

⭒To never be worried that im bring judged for what im eating

⭒ To always hurt

⭒ To never need makeup

⭒ To never need s*x

⭒ To never think an outfit would look better on someone else

⭒ To have my bones dig into everything

⭒ To barely raise the water in the bathtub

⭒ To never feel hot in the shower

⭒ To wrap my hands around my waist

⭒ To never drop a deuce lol

⭒ To say “do you want a cookie?” in an argument and someone get mad

⭒ To be on peoples minds

⭒ To shrink my stomach

⭒ To be so hungry that I dont know what it feels like to feel hungry

⭒ To always decline food

⭒ To be allowed to be picky

⭒ To never feel greedy

⭒ To save money

⭒ To make people kind to me

⭒ To make people think I hate junk food

⭒ To never need to step on a scale

⭒ To never purge

⭒ To never binge

⭒ To have more room on a plane seat

⭒ To never be judged for having a soda

⭒ To never need to be weighed at a water/amusement park

⭒ To never get stares of disgust

⭒ To never be though of as low brow

⭒ To be able to walk though a thin barred fence

⭒ To never worry if anything will break under me

⭒ To never worry that my old clothes will rip

⭒ To use less soap

⭒ To feel clean

⭒ To feel euphoric

⭒ To feel like who Im supposed to be

[ash-tarte]

Cara a pior sensação do mundo é ter que perder o peso que você já tinha perdido e por algum infeliz motivo ganhou de volta.

Quanta miséria, quanta decepção, quanto descontrole.

[marc1df0x]

🪽 To look good in jeans 🪽

☆

[thinlikehell]

Comece cortando

Corte os doces, as frituras, refrigerantes, massas, só não corte os pulsos.

Em uma semana seu rosto parecerá menor, em duas seu pulso parecerá menor, em três você terá acostumado com a nova rotina, em quatro seu estômago diminuirá e consequentemente a fome, em cinco semanas suas coxas estarão menos gordas.

Conte as calorias dos alimentos, conte os minutos fazendo exercicio, conte os números diminuindo na balança, só não conte para as pessoas o que você está fazendo.

Adicione cor ao seu prato, almoce salada, jante água.

Beba mais água, dois copos por dia é pouco, tente 5, depois beba mais 3 e mais 2 e mais 1, quando ver já terá bebido 11.

Lanche algo leve, que tal halls preta com água? O que acha? Parece delicioso, não? E é.

Esqueça o rodízio, hambúrguer, pizza, mas lembre de como era gorda no início e não jogue todo o seu esforço fora por tão pouco.

Cuide do cabelo, das unhas, da auto-estima. Você precisa se amar, não adianta ser magra se continuar se odiando. Compre roupas novas, escolha um short com uma numeração menor e faça dele sua motivação.

Lembre-se dos constragimentos que já passou por ser gorda, feche a boca. 1 dia sem comer não é nada demais, tente 2, se conseguir estenda para 3, que tal tentar 4? Ou 5? Quando seus músculos doerem e sua cabeça parecer explodir, beba mais água, tome dipirona.

Estômago roncando? É sede isso, beba água, chá quente, café puro. Tédio? Vá ver serie, escrever, ler, estudar. Além de linda e magra, será inteligente.

Restrinja as calorias, 2.000 é muito! 1.000? Melhorou, mas ainda assim é demais. Você não precisa de tanta comida, quanto maior o número de calórias ingeridas maior será o número que você vai ver na balança. Tente diminuir mais, que tal 500? Ainda parece muito, não é? Tente 200 e continue diminuido. 100 ta bom menina, pra que mais?

Não adianta chorar quando tiver uma compulsao, se lágrima queimasse caloria todas nós estariamos magras. Ao invés disso, vá fazer exercicio! Corrida, bicicleta, polichinelo, dança, futebol, vôlei, esportes são os que mais queimam calorias. Mas também faça abdominais, pra definir a barriga.

Em meses você estará tão magra quanto todas as outras. Estará linda. Mas não se preocupa, as vezes demora mais. Mas não desanima, eu acredito em voce, em nós. Com muito esforço vamos chegar na nossa meta. Tenha paciência porque nada acontece do dia pra noite.

[kate-jam-and-diamonds]

by Arthur Elgort, Nepal 1993

[dear-thaly]

Disciplina é fazer o que você não quer, para ter o que quer.

[ellyyi]