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So, I don't know if anyone else has this, but when I hear certain songs, I get triggered. No, not like "dat boi" Like memories and feelings that flood back so hard that they feel like they did the first time that you had them.

sammycumpston

Dear MS, f*ck you

Today is one of the worst days I’ve had in a long time. Between having to be up early to go to a study (that I got $10 for at least) but learned I might have an eating disorder, Driving through flooding parts of Pittsburgh, Paying multiple parking tickets, And having to withdraw from school for the umpteenth time, Its just been a fan-f*cking-tastic day.

My body won’t work very well today and not only is my body not working, the depression set in super bad today.

I hate withdrawing from school. I hate it. It feels like I’m giving up on my dreams. It’s the only school I’ve ever felt comfortable in. And I have to leave. I hate this. This is just f*cking annoying. Wrong. Not cool. I don’t know what else. Sure, it will be fine in a few days. But right now, it hurts. Really bad.

Dear MS, f*ck you

Today is one of the worst days I've had in a long time. Between having to be up early to go to a study (that I got $10 for at least) but learned I might have an eating disorder, Driving through flooding parts of Pittsburgh, Paying multiple parking tickets, And having to withdraw from school for the umpteenth time, Its just been a fan-f*cking-tastic day. My body won't work very well today and not only is my body not working, the depression set in super bad today. I hate withdrawing from school. I hate it. It feels like I'm giving up on my dreams. It's the only school I've ever felt comfortable in. And I have to leave. I hate this. This is just f*cking annoying. Wrong. Not cool. I don't know what else. Sure, it will be fine in a few days. But right now, it hurts. Really bad.

Welp, I’m now traumatized.

Saw a picture of myself and it hurts. Cause that’s not who I am. Or what I think I look like. Just makes me hate myself.

Meh.

Seriously. Fuck some of this shit sometimes. I do the Cize video until my legs go numb. Heh. I feel like I'm not even doing anything. I look like a fucking derp trying to do this stuff cause my legs can't do it. Ugh. I just fell into a bad self thing tonight. It's shitty. I can't do something so I have to modify it. Which is okay right now, right? Right. *sigh*

This is what it means to really be an ally.

I love that everytime I want to put on make up, I can't because I'm sick or have no energy...

#Ms #Ms is a bitch #tired

Why do I feel like no one cares? I'm not sure cause people say they do? Interesting.

Sometimes I take pretty pictures.

#Solomansisland #Fun #Cousins #photography #black and white #Love #Pretty #outdoor #photos #retro #Sailboat

I don't know why... I'm built so fly... Oh my! Oh Hai, I'm that guy. Built so fly in a silk bowtie. Don't know why I'm built so fly. Oh mai...

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Here are the things that are covered in today’s Regularity:

INTRODUCE YOURSELF: Create a minute long video that introduces yourself as an artist here on hitRECord. CONTRIBUTE HERE

HITRECORD MIXTAPE: Curate an album of 5 great songs that you think should be included on the first ever hitRECord Mixtape. You can also create the 5-10 second long episode intros. CONTRIBUTE HERE

EVERYONE’S REGULARITY VIDEOS: You could recommend a record, highlight a challenge, or turn us on to a certain project we haven’t heard of. Just shoot a video and CONTRIBUTE HERE

sammycumpston

I'm not sure why I haven't committed to this more...

Its good to be back

I went through hell this year. Where were you when I needed you?

My love <3

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