Atihkin

[samovine]

Close enough welcome back sam winchester

[samovine]

No you don't understand i desperately need jared padalecki to bulk up like this again (supernatural szn 5 and 7 era).

[samovine]

Realest take ever if you ask me: i can never get myself to watch swan song because it's too damn painful. I mean I've watched it obviously as i watched the show in progression chronologically but swan song will never be the episode that i pick out of the torrent of spn episodes to watch while I'm sitting down to have lunch or something. And it's not painful in the 'it makes me ugly cry like gotf or One Day (the reprised tv show version) kinda way'. It leaves me irritated. I feel sick and not in a cathartic way. Sam has been manipulated and crapped all over for the better part of 2 seasons by everyone he trusts and he decides to throw himself into a galaxy pit with the devil and a superpowered knobhead to be fucking tortured and ripped apart and dean just........ lets him? I mean obviously he's heartbroken a zillion ways to sunday but he still........... lets him go through with it?!?!? the only reprieve that i get from all this is that soon afterward, after sam comes back soulless and then soul-ful or whatever Dean quite literally never lets/allows/sanctions him to do anything sacrificial for the good of others whatsoever. Correct behaviour from the brotherhusband.

[flowersintheimpala69]

I can’t get over how absolutely terrified and frozen in fear Sam is by his vision of the cage. His little shuddering breaths.. omg

[samovine]

I just rewatched the episode where Charlie dies and I can say it with my whole CHEST that her death was completely on her. And it was crazy that the narrative and dean somehow managed to make it Sam's fault. Charlie was a GROWN ASS woman in her 30s (no less!) who decided that she'd rather run off to some no name motel to crack her stupid code than be in the safety of that weird (but cozy! but safe!) dungeon where Castiel, rowena and her were being housed by sam. All because rowena was being annoying???

I mean if the writers wanted to kill her off that bad - kill her in a plausible way? And better yet if they wanted to peg it on sam that bad I'm pretty sure they could have put their heads together and created a scene where it would have made sense to blame sam for her death.

I mean off the top of my head they could have just had the bad guys go to the stupid dungeon and kill her there. Pretty sure the stynes could have found a crack in the warding or some crap. Would have made a lot more sense to blame sam. Like rowena and cas would have held their own and poor Charlie died. That would be a 1000 times better than the nonsense that ensued in canon.

She knew the risks and she knew what she was doing.

[sdfrot]

samdean | labor

[samovine]

#ughh #samdean #you'll have to pry this edit away from my rotten wiry fingers #batteredbabysam

[blacknidstang]

All i ever wanted was for Dean to know what happened to Sam in 5x03,,, the violation, Sam spitting out the blood.. i needed dean to at least KNOW

[samovine]

Please tell me which fics please please I've read a couple but i want more🙏

[sdfrot]

samdean | diet mountain dew

[samovine]

I live and die for whump!sam you see. I refuse to believe that there isn't a HUGE HUGE demographic of the spn-enjoying population (likeme) that randomly happened upon the abnormal incestuous brothers show, but was hooked and then stayed and went cuckoo for cocoa puffs for the show due to Jared Padalecki's stellar WHUMP acting.

Like this man made me sympathise, nay EMPATHISE and EXCUSE Dean's Winchester macabre obsession with possessing his baby brother's body and soul.

[samovine]

I mean let's be REALLY real though, with the way they set up Mary Winchester on supernatural, there was no way they could have legitimately brought her out of the woodworks and NOT have it fall flat on their faces.

She was almost this Saintly Figure this Paragon of Motherly Love and Sacrifice and then she is NOT.

Obviously cause the the writers had Amara RIP her out of some near perfect heaven where she hangs out with John and baby sam and little dean for eternity,

And then is thrust into this Dumpster Fire earth that dean just saved from getting nuked by making god and his sister see the winchester way, 'thou shalt love thy brother as thyself' which is absolute bars btw!!

Because didn't God's son HESUS! write that down for us?!

I mean dean on many levels expected her to get RIGHT BACK into her Role as Mother Mary and was super pissed that she was just weirded out by two (more like one?!) grown dude(s) and way too much testosterone for her own comfort.

[samovine]

The reason wincest WORKS and is valid and the people who like it are not insane/incestuous (even though some losers *read hellers* may disagree) is solely because of jared and jensen and THEIR dynamic and the energy they put into THEIR characters.

Also read: these characters who are brothers are FICTIONAL. They are not Real People.

Anyone who has siblings can attest to the fact that regular run-of-the-mill normal siblings do not act like Sam/Dean in any way. Not even close. Canon salmondean relationship weirdness/gencest/weirdcest crawled so that fanon wincest could walk. Why is this hard to wrap your head around. People who enjoy/ship wincest are not gross incestuous fucks. They are people who read into the subtext (and sometimes even the in-your-face text) on a Gothic horror show about Super Weird brothers cruising through the American country to kill things that go bump in the night.

Because really, do you and your brother/sister run around doing absolutely everything together? Do you self insert yourself into your sibling's life because you want to have the absolute final say about their actions and decisions?? Forsake multiple romantic relationships in favour of being with each other??? Coop up, isolate yourselves and play house with each other and compare yourselves to married couples/people in relationships???? because if you do, YOU ARE WEIRD much like sam and dean.

Real non-incestuous siblings are usually Normal About Each Other. Get that through your thick skull.

Calling wincesties incestuous is YOUR weirdass incest projections. The call is coming from inside the house.

[samovine]

See i KNOW that ptolemaea is so intensely sam coded but the first part of the song, with the man speaking, which goes like-

Please tell me im not the only one who thinks this first part actually SOUNDS like sam winchester? It always crosses my mind when i listen to the song. How the guy going

'you love blood too much,

but not like i do

not like i do.'

sounds EXACTLY like sam winchester (specifically s4/5) or jared padalecki?!? because it really does sound like him please tell me you guys hear it too.

I'm sorry if it's already been discussed and a consensus has already been reached and I'm just late to the party. Also i never use Spotify and tumblr doesn't seem to have apple music so here's this for no reason-

[shadystranger]

“all i wanna say is you're my weak spot, you are” “no, you don't mean that we - we are family” “I know”

[samovine]

Inject this directly into my veins pls.

[odesofmeddea-deactivated2024121]

i really think that wincest community doesn't speak enough about soulless!sam's homewreckerer era when he appeared all toned up and predatory in dean's the mother of a beautiful boy ben happily married to lisa life and was the reason why lisa instantly knew it's over... like it's just canon

[samovine]

Believe me I love love love lateseasons sam but every time i rewatch seasons 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 and even sometimes s8 SAM, i realize i will never again witness the deerpretty!big brown-eyed baby brother that had dean (and me) fawning over him like he was a virginal tragic damsel to be kept safe (and also nonconned/atticwifed). It physically, physically pains me that I will never witness the beauty of a young jared padalecki on my screen ever again.

This is also in light of Jared being confirmed for being on S5 of THEBOYS. Haven't watched it but whatever they do they better make him hot or i istg i will RIOT.

Putting these absolutely GORGEOUS gifs here because season 7 sam has the tightest chokehold on me. SEND HELP pls.

Ugh look at himmmm!!!!

[samovine]

In honour of spn 15x20 and the anniversary of the finale being my birthday:

Sam Winchester is a tragic character and you cannot convince me otherwise. Everyone talks about the finale and how Dean didn't deserve to die. Sure but can we stop for a second and fully grasp how depressing it is to be damned to live? After your ENTIRE FAMILY, your whole support system vanishes, your found family or whatever, all DEAD. (don't tell me about that cop lady i can't remember her name atm) Your mother your father your BROTHER all dead. Years and years and years worth of memories and emotions and sacrifice and- You're just supposed to carry it all? Can you imagine that? The burden of it all? The angst the pain the suffering??

What kind of legacy is that? To live a life of constant painstaking reminiscence? To live in the shadow of somebody's demise? Of so many people's deaths?

That blurry wife and dean junior family wasn't some kind of respite for sam. To live despite it all isn't for SAM. It's not HOPE idk what IT is.

I will never forgive Supernatural for supplying the incest brothers with the same ending as the brothers from another CW show (derogatory) *cough cough tvd cough*. Sam and Dean's codependency and unnatural incestuous love deserved so much MORE.

They deserved to go out like Butch and Sundance in a blaze of glory.

See i get you can't give them both a 'happy ending' or whatever. I mean it started off as a Gothic horror show and they had to 'stay with the program'. But you could have them BOTH go out batshit crazy.

Dean Winchester did not spend years and years of his life and relationship with his brother(wife) moulding him from somewhat belligerent little brother to resigned-kicked- -puppy wife, for the narrative to just turn around and be like - ukw??? Sam lives another bunch of decades and has this weird imitation family where his wife is a blurry tradwife who also happens to go off and leaves Sam with the fruit of her loins. I refuse to believe that he was able to live a FULL life after Dean died. No way he did.

You don't spend that much time of your life with another person, let alone your own flesh and blood brother who you had an irrational erotic codependent relationship with, and then turn around and just live even remotely peacefully.

The narrative doomed Sam by making him live a long life. That's a tragic life to live.

I would have much rather preferred Sam dying right there alongside Dean.

There ain't no me if there ain't no you.

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Fair warning I haven't actually watched the spn finale i just know everything what with having casually been watching this show since school really and I REFUSE to watch it until-

1. I'm in a good place (mentally).

2. I'm back in uni for postgrad.

[rowenagirl]

dean being like hey ezekiel i feel kinda guilty that I snuck you into Sam's body without telling him I feel like I'm a bad person 🥺. gadreel voice Worry Not, Comrade. Thou Art a Pure And Noble Soul. and dean's like ok ❤ yay ❤