The stars poured faith;

And the sun thou goest bold, lovely flower of fire, gently sowing forth dreams, gold-adornéd; Thou fearest no path briared and thorny.From end unto end, frontier mound unto mound, On the breezes renewal is borne now, And, embracing the soul, without limit or bound, Mother-joy for the better day born now.

[samtoaa]

tamsusvilkas​ :

Toris was a mess, entangled in his sheets and putting his face between his pillows. The anger migraine was pounding deep in his head, making so difficult to think. He could feel his thoughts come undone, replaced only by the infernal pain seeping through.The migraines were only part of something greater, something that Toris kept to himself. This turmoil, this pain, all caused by things that he couldn’t control. Well, that he himself couldn’t control without others speaking for his behalf. It’s becoming too much. And he hated it all.The pain was even more horrid today. He couldn’t look or even do his paperwork as he felt only pain, and the resulting anger from said pain, consume his body. It was somehow a miracle that he didn’t get reprimanded for his lack of action and by doing the bare minimum, he was able to spend the rest of his day in his room recovering. So he laid there, his eyes closed and his curtains drawn, waiting when the pain and anger would die down. 

It seemed he was close to sleep, as he felt his body relax and his scrambled thoughts becoming into meaningless words, until he heard a knock and his door opening. He only knew who it could be, and with her soft statement, Toris opened his eyes as he saw Nastya sit down on the corner of his bed. 

He let his hand relax, a sense of relief washing over him as her pinky interlocked his. Her hands were cold, but it didn’t bother him. He moved his head from the pillows and allowed himself to relax, as the both of them sat in silence. Even with no words, there was comfort in the silent solace between them. A comfort that Toris wanted so badly as he felt the bottled anger inside him dying down. But he knew that this peace wouldn’t last. 

Of course he asked her to stay. But her response caused a needle of guilt to  pierce him. He knew the danger of being caught. And he definitely knew the dire consequences that they would get from him. But he wanted this peace, the silent sanctuary they have created to not end. For he knew that the anger would rise again and begin anew. 

 But still, he can’t force her to stay. It wasn’t right. 

“ I know, but it might not hurt to stay for a few more minutes. If we’re quiet, they won’t catch us. ” His voice came out in a soft whisper, his eyes looking up to hers. “ Besides, I think everyone else is asleep. ” At least, he’s hoping that everyone is asleep. 

It’s moments like these where she wished they were children again, free to do whatever they want; without a fear in the world. Had she known that the world would be so cruel to them, maybe, she might have been nicer to Toris. At least, she was trying to make it up now ... even in the most discreet ways as possible with fear washing over them. 

Maybe today will be the day she builds up the courage to stay. Yes, it shall be the day as Nastya decided to herself while her all fingers interlaced with his, followed by a gentle squeeze. Toris was right, everyone was asleep, they would never know they were together. The night was young! As long as they were quieter than mice, then everything will be alright, right? 

“ Yes, you’re right.” It was hard to say no to such pleading eyes, she couldn’t help but sigh as she wanted to be near Toris more than anything at this moment. She was unsure if he was a desperate need of comfort, it would be selfish, but she needed him so. Yet she found herself inching up his bedside, laying next to him, facing him as she watched his chest rise every so often. “ I am hoping for a beautiful summer, ” She whispered, “ Maybe this year, you can finally catch my wreath on Kupala. ”

[faememes]

Send 💋 + a number for a type of kiss

Butterfly kiss

Romantic kiss

Teasing kiss

Passionate kiss

A peck

Sweet kiss

Forehead kiss

Ticklish kiss

Steamy kiss

First kiss

[samtoaa]

@tamsusvilkas said :  stay here with me

Maybe, she was was tired of watching the snow gently kiss the ground; for Nastya felt nothing but ailment as she observes the snowflakes dancing along with the wind. Her head was pressed against the cool window as she huffed, watching her breath stain the glass as her finger tracing an indistinguishable figure upon it. It was one those nights; a sleepless night filled with wonder and thoughts — she wondered if there was ever going to be a chance to stop thinking  — that would be nice. 

As her body felt the discomfort of warmth throughout, she felt her heart race in a state of panic. Despite her, her emotions were unmoved  — a soft frown, eyes pointed towards the ground and a relaxed posture. Even with her frigid manner, she thought that maybe ... she should ask for help, comfort perhaps. She quietly and quickly rose from the windowsill and grabbed for her robe and slippers. It didn’t take long for her to quietly exit her room to walk ten steps towards the door of a familiar face. 

A gentle knock, but an intruding entrance  — it was a force of habit at this point. “ Toris ... it’s me. ” Nastya whispered as she looked around the darkened room, making small footsteps towards his bed. “ I won’t stay long, ” She quietly mentioned as she found his bed, sitting near the edge; fumbling her hand till she found his; as she wanted to interlock her pinky with his. 

This was the only time she felt fragile around Toris, it was oddly comforting enough. Her barriers and her heart warmed in the dark night since it was only them and nobody else. They both existed in silence and it was blissful to simply exist together without words. That was until she heard him say, stay here with me.  Her heart beats faster; feeling that it might escape her chest. He knew that was risky and she knew she was too afraid to, she was sure Toris knew that as well. 

“ You know I can’t. ” She answered. 

[daffodilemma]

I mean, I’m not saying I’m immortal, but any bullet that has ever been fired in all of history has never hit me

[samtoaa]

             PERMANENT STARTER CALL

Hello !! This is my permanent starter call for Nasty Nastya. The lengths and types of starters will vary & probably be delayed since I am on a semi-hiatus status (as of 9/9). Though Nastya deserves loves and she’s fun to roleplay with, so I hope your muse has a good time with her!

Please like this for a starter from Anastasiya

[aftresources]

𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭  \  sentence starter pack,  i.  feel free to change wording  \  pronouns as you see fit. 

don’t go. 

please, don’t go. 

it hurts. 

this hurts. 

we can’t be friends. 

you shouldn’t be here. 

stay here with me. 

it doesn’t feel like you care. 

i can’t feel your heart. 

i’m so alone. 

i need you here, with me. 

there’s nothing left. 

we’re up in flames, the both of us. 

it all comes crashing down. 

i don’t know what to do. 

you won’t go with me? 

why don’t you stay here? 

i’m going alone.

my heart’s broken. 

they broke your heart. 

where did this come from? 

how did you get this scar? 

who is {name}? 

what are you saying? 

i shouldn’t have come here. 

it’s like we’ve become strangers. 

who hurt you? 

who did this to you? 

please, don’t ignore me.

please, say something. 

is there something i should know?

i’m not leaving you here. 

you can’t do this to me. 

after all that we’ve been through… 

there’s something you need to know. 

[tiny-loudness]

What I really like about the Belarusian language is that it differentiates between love in general and sexual/romantic love: любоў is what you feel towards your favourite things and people and каханне is love to your significant other. As far as I know this difference exists in Ukrainian but doesn’t exist in Russian. 

[kieraknightley]

Hollywood is just like high school. The popular people only like the other popular people. And the thing is, some people aren’t nice, or they’re nice, but only to your face, not elsewhere.

[leememes]

(MOSTLY)   ANGSTY   DRABBLE   PROMPTS    |    QUOTES   FROM   PINTEREST  .

“   i   don’t   want   us   to   be   strangers   again  .   ” “   i   am   a   horrible   person  and   i   don’t   know   how   to   change ,   not   even   for   you  .   ” “  if   i   hurt   you ,   it’s   not   my   fault  .   i   warned   you  .   ” “   i   want   to   forget   everything   about   you ,   so   i   can   get   to   know   you   all   over   again  .   ” “   it   was   nice   to   hear   your   voice   again  .   ” “   please   don’t   forget   me   and   all   the   things   we   did  .   ” “   maybe   someday   we   will   be   two   people   meeting   again   for   the   first   time  .   ” “   nothing   makes   me   happier   and   nothing   makes   me   sadder   than   you  .   ” “   i   am   so   tired   of   their   stories  .   let’s   write   our   own  .   ” “   sorry   i’m   so   hard   to   deal   with   sometimes  .   ” “   i   like   it   when   you   smile  .   ” “   i   hope   you   understand   how   much   our   little   talks   mean   to   me  .   ” “   you’re   beginning   to   feel   less   like   a   friend   and   more   like   home  .   ” “   how   can   i   tell   you   the   truth   when   i   don’t   know   which   version   you   want   to   hear  ?   ” “   if   i   don’t   leave   now ,   i   will   never   get   away  .   ” “   i   broke   my   own   heart   before   you   could   do   it   for   me  .   ” “   in   loving   me,  you   hold   a   knife   at   my   throat.   in   loving   you,  i   tell   you   exactly   where   to   cut.   ” “   i’d   never   lie   to   you  .   ” “   it’s   not   an   easy   thing   to   admit   when   you’re   wrong ,   and   that’s   why   i   won’t   do   it  .   ” “   please   don’t   leave   me   alone   again  .   ” “   the   horror   you   have   seen   is   not   who   you   are  .   ” “   why   do   good   intentions   always   turn   out   bad  ?   ”

[samtoaa]

             PERMANENT STARTER CALL

Hello !! This is my permanent starter call for Nasty Nastya. The lengths and types of starters will vary & probably be delayed since I am on a semi-hiatus status (as of 9/9). Though Nastya deserves loves and she’s fun to roleplay with, so I hope your muse has a good time with her!

Please like this for a starter from Anastasiya

[lonelycigs]

― Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)

“Please just let me keep this memory, just this one…”

[samtoaa]

             PERMANENT STARTER CALL

Hello !! This is my permanent starter call for Nasty Nastya. The lengths and types of starters will vary & probably be delayed since I am on a semi-hiatus status (as of 9/9). Though Nastya deserves loves and she’s fun to roleplay with, so I hope your muse has a good time with her!

Please like this for a starter from Anastasiya

[apollon-hyakinthios]

experimenting w my art style and feeling semi-pleased with it

[tyblacktorn]

@mythonetwork: trial 4: water spirits & creatures: rusalka

A rusalka is a female water spirit in Slavic mythology and folklore. The soul of a young woman who had died in or near a river or a lake would come back to haunt that waterway. This undead rusalka is not invariably malevolent, and would be allowed to die in peace if her death is avenged. Her main purpose is, however, to lure young men, seduced by either her looks or her voice, into the depths of said waterways where she would entangle their feet with her long red hair and submerge them. It is also believed, by a few accounts, that rusalki can change their appearance to match the tastes of men they are about to seduce.

[samtoaa]

( i’m going to celebrate nastya’s birthday early because her actual “birthday” is when I move back for college so ya girl will be busy ) 

[samtoaa]

Nasty Nastya strikes again; reply to this

Hearing her phone ding with Toris’ customed ringtone, Nastya immediately but lazily picked up her phone and chuckled at the message she saw. Her message was a pretty decent attention-getter, she just hopes Toris doesn’t get any wrong ideas about her. She just wanted to poke fun at him, that's all. 

( text: свет звезд ): Nothing ( text: свет звезд ): After your meeting, you should come outside so I can kiss you. 

@tamsusvilkas

[daffodilemma]

I mean, I’m not saying I’m immortal, but any bullet that has ever been fired in all of history has never hit me