Part 9: The Iron and His Blossom
1656 LOCAL TIME: OSAKA, JAPAN - PRIVATE RESIDENCE
The air in Osaka felt heavier. The smell was thick with the scent of the sea and the frying oil of street food. It was a far cry from the high-pressure atmosphere of Seoul or the neon madness of Tokyo. We were staying at a traditional, private residence owned by Sana's family, tucked away in a quiet neighborhood where the only sound was the wind through the bamboo screens.
And so it begins. The agency has provided a physical therapist that would aid me in getting me back on my feet. Luckily, the doctors say that I should be able to walk and run with little struggle if I continue with therapy which is good news, but as of right now I hated it.
Recovery is not like those movie montages. It was grueling and painful. Each step I took was exhausting which slowly stripped my pride away. This new metal leg implant was also hard getting used to. It felt foreign and unnatural. Each movement felt robotic, and I struggled to use my leg normally.
I was in the sunroom, my forehead drenched in sweat as I tried to perform a simple leg lift under the watchful eye of the therapist. My tibia throbbed where the titanium plate had been bolted in, and my ACL felt like a frayed wire ready to snap.
"Try it again, Kyubok-san." The trainer said firmly.
I took a deep breath and then gritted my teeth. My face contorted as I tried forcing my leg to move. With each breath, I tried to reposition my leg, but it just wouldn't. After realizing that I was not making progress, I slammed my fist into the mat in frustration.
"Damn it!! It is not working!! It feels like body does not want to cooperate!!" I laid there on the mat looking defeated. The therapist tried comforting me with a couple of words, but was interrupted with a familiar voice.
"Let me help.." A soft voice interjected.
Sana was watching from the doorway. She walked over, kneeling beside me on the mat. Even with her natural face, she was still pretty. She was dressed in a matching tracksuit with her hair tied in a simple ponytail. She placed her hands gently over my thigh, right above the knee brace.
"On three, Kyubok-ah," she whispered, her eyes locked onto mine. "Focus on me, and not the pain. One... two... three."
As I lifted, I felt the warmth of her hands. It gave me motivation, a way to push past the pain. My leg rose an inch. Then two.
"There," she beamed, her smile more effective than any painkiller. "See? It just takes a bit of motivation from a different source." Sana leaned in to give me a kiss on the cheek.
The trainer still watching was impressed with the effect Sana had.
"Ah.. It is good to see that he is making progress. You have come a long way, Kyubok-san. We will pick it up tomorrow. Remember to rest your leg and stretch. Thank you for having me Kyubok-san and Sana-chan." The trainer bowed and picked up her belongings and exited the house.
Sana grabbed my crutches and assisted me with standing on my good leg. I winced in pain due to my torso not being healed fully, and Sana immediately noticed and looked at me directly with those beautiful brown eyes.
"Kyubok-oppa, are you okay?" Sana asked
"Yeah, I am. My ribs still hurt a bit, but it does not hurt as much since Tokyo. Thank you for helping me with my therapy session Sana." I leaned in to kiss her on the forehead as I finally got situated on my crutches.
Sana smiled upon receiving the kiss and lead me to the garden which would be her favorite spot in the house.
Sana sat me down on a bench and lowered herself to talk to me.
"I will be right back Oppa. I am going to change for dinner with my parents, okay?" Sana pecked me on the lips and disappeared into the house. I stretched out my legs and took a breath.
While Sana was changing, I stared at the fountain and took in the sounds of the water running through the courtyard. I took this time to think about how I ended up here. So many memories both good and bad, but I am where I want to be. Sana has been helpful throughout my recovery journey especially with daily tasks. I am thankful and blessed to have met her. She is the best thing to happen in my life.
Suddenly, Sana stepped out of the house, sliding the door shut behind her. She had changed into a light summer kimono, her hair pinned back with a simple wooden clip. She looked so much like the Osaka girl I was starting to know, and so little like the face on the billboards in Seoul and Tokyo.
In her hands, she also brought a tea set for us to enjoy.
"My parents will be here in two hours," she said, sitting down beside me. She didn't mind the rough wood of the porch. She just tucked her feet under her and looked out at the garden. "Are you nervous?"
"I'm a Delta Force Captain, Sana-ya," I said, trying to sound more confident than I felt. "I don't get nervous."
Sana let out a soft, melodic laugh and reached over, gently poking the spot on my arm that wasn't bruised. "Liar. I can see the way your breathing quickens with the mention of my parents."
I let out a long, defeated sigh and took a sip of the tea. "I'm terrified of them looking at me and seeing a broken soldier who failed. I was supposed to be the man who kept you safe. And now I am the helpless one. You have had to help me go to the restroom, change clothes, and bathe." I pause and take a breathe while admiring Sana who is looking at me. "It's ironic because now you are the one protecting me."
The playfulness left Sana's face. She moved closer, leaning her head against the famiiar spot on my shoulder that she always liked.
"Kyubok-ah, look at the garden," she whispered. "Do you see that maple tree?"
I looked at the small, twisted tree in the corner. Its trunk was scarred and bent, clearly having survived a storm or a bad season years ago.
"My grandfather planted that," she said. "When I was little, a typhoon nearly ripped it out of the ground. It was broken in three places. My dad wanted to cut it down, but my grandmother insisted on saving it. She told me that a tree that survives a storm is stronger than one that never felt the wind."
She took my hand, lacing her fingers with mine. "My parents aren't coming here to see a 'perfect' bodyguard. They're coming to see the man who protected their daughter no matter what. To them... and to me... the scars mean nothing because you... you are still here.. And that is all we want.."
I looked down at our joined hands. The cold Captain in Seoul would have seen these scars as exploits. But looking through Sana's eyes, I saw them as something else. They were a compilation of something greater. A history of two fates meeting.
"I don't know if I'll ever be the same as I was before Shibuya," I admitted.
"I hope you aren't," she replied, looking up at me with a smile that was both heartbreaking and beautiful. "The man before Shibuya didn't know how to let me hold his hand. I like this version better."
I leaned in and gave her a quick peck on her lips, the scent of her floral shampoo mixing with the smell of the damp earth in the garden. For the first time all day, the pain in my leg felt distant.
Sana smiled and returned a kiss back. "Mm.. that's more like it Oppa.." Sana said with her golden smile.
"Two hours," I muttered. "I guess I better start warming up those first impressions haha."
"Don't bother," Sana teased, standing up and reaching out to help me rise. "My mom is going to see right through it and hug you until your ribs pop anyway. Let's go get you a clean shirt."
We hobbled back into the bedroom, the wooden floors of the old house creaking softly under my uneven steps. Every movement was a battle against my mind and body. A sharp pain every now and then in my ribs with a dull pain radiating up my leg.
Sana led me to the edge of the bed and helped me sit. She went to the closet and pulled out a crisp, white linen shirt. "This one," she said, holding it up. "It's soft, and it won't rub against the bandages."
I reached for the hem of my sweat-stained t-shirt, intending to pull it off myself, but when I lifted my arm, I let out a low hiss of pain and dropped my arm back to my sides.
Sana immediately noticed and went over to me with a concerned face.
"Stop," Sana said softly. She moved between my knees, her hands gently batting mine away. "Let me help you."
She reached down and took the hem of my shirt. I had to duck my head as she carefully guided the fabric over my torso and then over my head. For a moment, I was trapped in the dark, the scent of her perfume filling my senses, before the light returned.
I sat there, bare-chested in the afternoon light.
The room was quiet, save for the sound of our breathing. Sana didn't immediately reach for the linen shirt. Her gaze lingered on my torso.
Although my body was built from my years of training, the scars of war from the past to the recent trauma told a story of a love that was unexpected. There were the fresh bruises from the iron pipe, the white medical tape binding my ribs, and the older, jagged scars from bullets, burns, and stab wounds that I'd carried long before I ever met her.
Sana did not say anything at first. She bit her lip a bit and then reached out, her fingertips ghosting over a scar just below my collarbone. "I used to be so intimidated by these," she murmured, her voice barely a breath.
"These aren't just physical scars... They are also memories..." She trailed off in a soft breathy voice that had a hint of acceptance.
"They're the price of admission," I said, my voice rough.
"Well, you've paid enough," she replied. She picked up the linen shirt and began the slow process of dressing me.
It was a strange and humbling experience. I was a man who had dressed himself in tactical gear in the back of moving vehicles. I have also prepped for missions in total darkness with nothing but the moon lighting our path. Now, I had to sit still while she carefully guided my arm through the shirt sleeve.
She leaned in close to button the shirt, her focus unhindered. As she reached the middle buttons, her knuckles brushed against my skin. I watched her face, the way her tongue poked out slightly in concentration, the way her eyes softened every time she checked to see if I was wincing.
"Sana-chan.." I whispered.
"Hm?" She didn't look up, her fingers working on the cuff of my arms
"You don't have to do this. You're an idol. You're supposed to have people doing things for you."
She finally looked up, her hands resting on my chest. "Kyubok-ah, out there, I'm a product, a performer, and a dream. But right now, I'm just a woman taking care of her man. And honestly? This is the most 'real' I've felt in years."
As she finished the last button, she leaned in with her hands caressing the back of my head, pressing a soft kiss on my cheek where it met my jawline, claiming her territory.
"There," she said softly, smoothing the linen over my shoulders. "You do not look like a bodyguard or a soldier tonight. Just a normal man and most importantly... Just a handsome man coming to dinner with me.
I looked at myself in the standing mirror across the room. She was right. The linen hid the bandages, and the soft color made me look less like a weapon and more like... someone who belonged in a home.
She stood up and gestured to lean on her shoulder. "Don't thank me yet. You still have to survive my mother's cooking. That's the real endurance test."
That evening, the "mission" became significantly more intimidating. Sana's parents arrived for dinner.
I was propped up on the sofa, my leg elevated, wearing a clean linen shirt Sana had picked out for me. When the door opened, I tried to struggle to a standing position as any man should when greeting your partner's parents. Sana noticed my struggle and pushed me down with a firm hand on my shoulder.
"Sit," she commanded with a wink.
As she brought her parents in, I heard her welcome them with the sounds of her mother and father giving her a long deserved hug. Eventually, I heard footsteps leading towards me with Sana leading her father to greet me.
Her father, a man with broad shoulders and a gaze that reminded me of my old Delta instructors, walked in first. He didn't say a word. He walked straight up to me, his eyes scanning my cast, my neck scars, and finally, my face.
The silence was louder than the darkest of nights in the desert.
Then, he bowed. Deeply. "Thank you, Kyubok-kun," he said in a voice thick with emotion. "Thank you for bringing my daughter home."
Sana's mother followed, but she didn't bow—she went straight for a hug, nearly knocking the air out of my fractured ribs. "Our hero! Sana told us everything. You are far too handsome to be getting hit with iron pipes, Kyubok-kun!"
The dining room was filled with the savory, sweet aroma of Kansai-style sukiyaki. I sat on a cushion at the low table, my leg stretched out awkwardly beneath it. The linen shirt Sana had helped me into felt like a second skin, but my nerves were still as tight as a tripwire.
Sana's father sat across from me. He was a man of few words, but beneath his silent persona was a man who loved his daughter so much. Her mother was a whirlwind of energy, placing dish after dish in front of me as if she were trying to build a fortress of food. I can see where Sana got her personality from.
"Eat, eat, Kyubok-kun!" Sana's mother urged, her eyes crinkling with a warmth that felt like a hug. "Sana said you lost weight in the hospital. We cannot have our hero looking thin!!"
"Thank you, Minatozaki-okasan," I said, bowing my head as best I could with my taped ribs. "It looks and smells incredible."
I reached for my chopsticks with my right hand, but as I tried to steady the bowl of rice, a sharp tremor ran through my arm. I tried to pick up the rice, but due to the nerve damage in my arm, it was impossible. The ceramic bowl rattled against the wood table.
I felt the heat rise to my neck. I was a man who could hit a target from five hundred yards without second guessing, and now I couldn't even hold a bowl of rice in front of Sana's parents.
Before I could apologize, Sana reached over. She didn't make a scene of it. She simply took the bowl from my hand, set it down, and began to prepare a piece of beef dipped in raw egg.
"Kyubok-kun is a stubborn man," Sana teased, looking at her parents with a playful roll of her eyes. "He thinks he can do everything at a hundred percent even when he is down. Don't mind him."
She held the chopsticks up to my mouth, her eyes fixed on mine with a quiet, steadying command. "Here, take a bite now," She whispered.
I took the bite. It was the best thing I had tasted in years. The beef was not overcooked and melted in my mouth basically. The raw egg added a savory flavor that complemented the tenderness of the meat.
Sana's mom, also wanting to break the silence, came over behind me and rested her hands on both of my shoulders, a sign that she understood my situation.
"Ah!! Why are we making him suffer.. Please... Let us know if you need anything Kyubok-kun. It is the least we can do for you." Sana's mom replied.
"Ah.. thank you.." I bowed.
Sana's father, who had been silent the entire time, finally cleared his throat. He poured a small cup of sake and slid it across the table toward me.
"Sana tells us you served with the US Delta Force. How long have you served?" He said. His voice was deep, like the rumble of a distant engine. "She also told us that you served with... Jinyoung-kun."
The mention of Dex made the air in the room go still. Sana's hand tightened on her own chopsticks.
"I served in the military for 8 years, and the last 5 of those years were in the Delta Force. And yes, I did serve with Jinyoung-kun," I replied, meeting his gaze. "He was the best man I ever knew. He was practically my brother."
He nodded slowly, his eyes dropping to the scars visible at my collar.
"When Jinyoung died, we worried for our daughter. We saw the light go out of her. She was a shadow of her former self for a bit." He paused, looking at Sana, then back at me.
"But since you arrived... that shadow is long gone. I do not care about your rank or the medals you have won. I care that when my daughter was in danger, you gave your body so that she could keep her soul."
He reached for the cup of sake. "Most importantly, I am happy that my daughter has found someone who loves her as much as Jinyoung did. I could not be even more happy for you both." Sana's father flashed a small smile.
He lifted his own cup. "To your health, Kyubok-kun. And to your speedy recovery. You are a guest in this house, but in this family... you are the man who has returned to our daughter when she needed you the most. Thank you, Kyubok-kun."
I felt a lump in my throat that no amount of sake could wash away. I lifted my cup with a steady hand, the tremor finally silenced by the weight of his words.
The steam from the shabu-shabu rose between us, carrying the scent of dashi and home. As I sat next to Sana with her parents across from us, I told them stories of my missions and my adventures with Jinyoung. Sana's mom also had a fair share of stories about Sana.
Sana's mother leaned forward, a mischievous glint in her eyes that I now recognized as the source of Sana's own playful spirit.
"You know, Kyubok-kun," her mother began, ignoring Sana's immediate groan of anticipation.
"Sana wasn't always the poised woman you see on those posters. When she was six, she decided the neighbors weren't seeing enough of her talent. She used to set up a plastic stool on the sidewalk and perform for the postman."
"Mama, please!" Sana protested, her face blooming into a bright, beautiful shade of crimson. She tried to cover her mother's hand, but her father just laughed, nudging my shoulder.
"And the 'Great Escape'?" her father added, his eyes twinkling for the first time tonight. "Do you remember that, Sana-ya?" Her father recalled as he teased Sana with that slight giggle which caused Sana to pout in protest.
"She packed a backpack with nothing but a stuffed animal and a single pack of crackers. She announced she was moving to the city to be a star. She made it exactly to the end of the block before she realized the crackers were gone. She was back home in ten minutes, asking if dinner was ready."
I laughed, a deep, genuine sound that felt like it was clearing the last of the desert dust from my lungs. I looked at Sana, whose head was tucked into my shoulder to hide her blushing face. "So, the determination started early?"
The laughter at the table softened then, shifting into something more reverent. Her mother's expression turned tender as she reached across the table to brush a stray hair from Sana's forehead.
"It did," her mother said quietly. "People see the music videos and the lights now, but we remember the phone calls from the trainee dorms in Seoul. She called us every night sometimes crying because her feet were bleeding from dance practice, or because she was so lonely she could barely breathe."
Sana's father nodded, his voice dropping an octave. "We told her she could always come home. Every single time she called, we said, 'Sana, the door is open.' But she would just sniffle, wipe her eyes, and say, 'Not yet, Papa. I haven't shown them everything I can do yet.'"
I looked at Sana. She wasn't blushing anymore. She was looking at her parents with a raw, quiet pride. I felt a surge of admiration that caught in my throat. I had spent years being trained to endure physical pain and psychological warfare, but she had done it all on her own, fueled by nothing but a dream and a refusal to quit.
"She has a different kind of strength," I said, my voice raspy but steady as I looked at her parents. "In my world, we call it 'unbreakable resolve.' I used to think I was the one protecting her. But listening to this... I think I'm the one who needs to keep up."
Sana looked up at me then, her eyes shimmering in the warm light of the restaurant. She squeezed my hand under the table—a firm, grounding grip.
"We're just two stubborn people, Kyubok-oppa," she whispered so only I could hear. "That's why fate brought us together."
After dinner and cleaning up, Sana's parents finally said good-bye with final hugs and wishes that could keep going and going. It will not be the last time I will see them for sure.
The house was quiet now. A quiet that was soothing and comfortable. The sound of owls in the far distance with the bamboo in the courtyard brushing against each other flourished the quiet life we had been living. Sana had helped me back to our room where the air smelled of tatami and the late-blooming jasmine from the garden.
I sat on the edge of the all-too-familiar futon, the exertion of the day finally catching up to me. My leg was throbbing, a dull, pulsing reminder of the titanium beneath the skin, and my ribs felt like they were being squeezed by an invisible hand.
Sana knelt before me, her movements fluid and practiced. She reached out, her fingers nimble as she began to unbutton the linen shirt she'd put on me only hours before.
"You did so well tonight," she whispered, not looking up, her focus entirely on the buttons. "My father hasn't talked that much since we were at Tokyo Dome. He really... he really admires you Kyubok-oppa..."
As the shirt fell open, I winced, the cool air hitting the bandages. Sana stopped, her hands resting on my chest. She looked at the purple bruising that had started to yellow at the edges. Without a word, she leaned forward and placed her lips to my collarbone where she gave a slow but tentative kiss that could heal the monster I was. I felt her hands snake around my neck and then she rested her chin in the crook of my neck and shoulder.
"I'm sorry that you're in so much pain. I wish I could take it all away for you," she murmured against my skin, her body warm against my bandaged chest.
"It's all worth it," I said, my voice thick. "Every bit of it."
I pull back slightly and my arms found its way to cup Sana's face.
I lifted her face so I could truly see her in the night. They were wide, amber, and filled with a reflection of the moonlight coming through the screen. There was no "Idol" here. No mission to complete. No schedules to attend to. Just two people under the moonlight.
I pulled her closer, and she didn't resist. She stepped smoothly into the space between my knees, her movement liquid and effortless. Her arms found their way around my neck, her fingers trailing warm up the back of my hairline, anchoring me to her. There was no hesitation left between us, no lingering shadows from Tokyo—just a quiet, unspoken understanding of what we both wanted.
As if pulled by the same irresistible gravity, we dove into each other's lips.
When my lips met hers this time, there was no fear of brittle ribs or fragile glass. It wasn’t the hesitant, bruised kiss of the hospital room—it was a deep, unhurried, and desperate claim. A surrender to everything we had almost lost.
She felt it instantly. With a soft, breathless gasp against my mouth, her lips parted for me, inviting me in.
I drank her in—the warm, lingering sweetness of sake, the subtle tang of cherry gloss, and the familiar, heady scent of her perfume that had haunted every sleepless night in that hospital room. It was intoxicating, pulling me under until the rest of the world dissolved completely.
My hand glided slowly down the small of her back, fingers gathering the fine silk of her yukata, gently drawing her flush against me until there was no space left between us. I could feel the soft, supple curve of her waist, the steady flutter of her heartbeat, and the radiating warmth of her body sinking into mine. In that quiet room in Osaka, away from the stage lights and the guards outside, she wasn't an idol, and I wasn't a shield. We were just two people holding on to each other as if the night could fade away if we let go.
Suddenly, Sana shifted her body and moved to sit on my lap. I did not feel any pain when she moved. It felt like my body was responding to Sana's touch. For a man who had spent the later part of his life in adrenaline and instincts, the sensation of a woman being this intimate with him was pure sensory overload.
She broke the kiss for a second, her breath hitching as she buried her face in the crook of my neck. "Kyubok," she breathed, her voice trembling. "For a long time, I thought I'd never feel like this again. I thought the part of me that could love someone was buried months ago."
"I thought so too," I whispered, my lips brushing her ear. "But you didn't just find me, Sana. You brought me back into reality and showed me how beautiful love can be."
She pulled back just enough to look at me, her hands trembling as she reached for the tie of her yukata. The soft silk slowly falling from her shoulders and laying on top of her breasts. I caught her wrist, my eyes searching hers.
"Sana... you don't have to. I'm a mess right now. The scars, the limp... I don't want you to see me like this..."
She silenced me by placing a finger over my lips. "I don't see a mess, Kyubok. I only see you.. You are perfect..."
She let the silk fabric slip from her shoulders, finally letting it pool around her waist. She moved with a grace that was hers and hers alone, settling into my lap with a carefulness that respected my injuries, yet a closeness that left no room for doubt. The moonlight bathed her in a silver glow, accentuating her curves while she leans in again to seal our fate.
Her bare skin pressed against my chest, warm and alive, her nipples hardening into peaks that brushed my chest with each breath. I released her wrist, my hands sliding up her arms to her shoulders, feeling the silkiness of her flesh under my calloused palms.
She shivered, not from cold, but from the spark igniting between us. Our lips met again, softer at first—a gentle press that deepened as her tongue slipped past my teeth, tasting of sweet tea and unspoken promises.
"Kyubok," she murmured against my mouth, her arms wrapped around my neck with her body slowly grinding against my crotch. Eventually her hands found their way to scars on my back.
She traced them with her fingertips, not flinching, but revering—like mapping a landscape she cherished. "These marks… They're proof of your strength. You're so brave, so unbreakable. I love how you've fought for us."
Her words hit me like a balm, easing the doubts I'd carried. I groaned, the sound low and ragged, as she pushed the bandage fabric aside and leaned down to kiss one scar, her lips soft and lingering.
"Sana… you make me feel whole again," I whispered, my voice thick with emotion. "But I don't deserve this—"
"Shh, you do," she countered softly, her eyes locking onto mine with fierce tenderness. "You're my hero, Kyubok. Every scar tells me how much you care. Let me show you."
Heat pooled in my gut, my cock stirring beneath the thin barrier of my pants, pressing up against her thigh as she shifted in my lap. She felt it, a small smile curving her mouth before she nipped at my collarbone, her hands roaming lower to unbuckle my belt.
"Look at you, already so hard for me. Your body knows exactly what it wants, just like I do. You're perfect, Kyubok, every inch of you." She whispered with that saccharine voice that poisoned every doubt I had.
"Sana… your words… they're driving me crazy," I admitted, my breath hitching as she freed me, her palm wrapping around my hardening length, stroking from base to tip with a firmness that made my hips buck involuntarily.
"You're already so ready for me," she whispered, her breath hot on my neck, her grip tightening just enough to draw a hiss from me. "God, your cock feels amazing in my hand—thick, pulsing. I could worship this forever. Tell me how it feels."
"Like fire… like you're owning me," I rasped, nodding as she pumped me slowly, her thumb circling the head to spread the bead of pre-cum there. "Sana… keep talking like that, and I won't last."
Sana grabbed her yukata and threw it to the edge of the futon, revealing the full expanse of her body—curves softened by the night, her pussy bare and glistening with arousal as she rocked against my thigh. I cupped her breasts, thumbs flicking over her nipples until she arched into my touch, a soft moan escaping her.
"Touch me everywhere," she urged, guiding one of my hands down her side, over the dip of her waist, to the heat between her legs. "Yes, just like that—your hands feel so good. You make me feel safe and desired all at once."
My fingers found her slick folds, parting them to circle her clit with gentle pressure. She gasped, her head falling back, exposing the elegant line of her throat. "Kyubok, you're incredible," she praised, her voice breathy. "The way you touch me… no one else could make me this wet, this needy. You're my everything."
"And you're mine," I growled softly, leaning in to suck at the pulse there, tasting salt on her skin as I dipped two fingers inside her, feeling her walls clench around the intrusion. Wetness coated my hand, her hips grinding down to take me deeper, matching the rhythm of her strokes on my cock.
"Sana… fuck, you're so wet," I rasped, curling my fingers to hit that spot that made her tremble. She rode my hand, her breaths coming in pants, her free hand bracing on my shoulder for leverage.
"Don't stop—your fingers feel so good inside me. Keep doing that- ah fuck! I love how you take care of me," she moaned, her praises fueling the fire in my veins. The garden's night sounds—crickets, distant wind—faded, replaced by the slick sounds of her pussy on my fingers and her firmer grip on me.
"I want you so bad..," I said, my voice rough with need, but she shook her head with a wicked smile, sliding down my body instead.
"Not yet—let me take care of you first," she replied, her lips brushing the tip of my cock before she took me into her mouth, sucking slowly, her tongue swirling around the head. The wet heat enveloped me, and I threaded my fingers through her hair, careful not to push.
"Sana… oh god, your mouth…" I groaned, hips twitching as she bobbed deeper, hollowing her cheeks.
She pulled back just enough to murmur, "You taste so good, Kyubok. Your cock throbs like it's made for me. You're holding back so well, but I want all of you." Then she dove back in, taking me to the back of her throat with a hum that vibrated through me.
"Can't… hold much longer," I panted, but she released me with a pop, climbing back up to straddle me.
She positioned herself, lifting her hips with that innate grace. The tip of me nudged her entrance, and she sank down inch by inch, enveloping me in her tight heat. We both stilled, savoring the stretch, the fullness—her walls fluttering as she adjusted to my girth.
"Fuck.. You are so tight," I breathed. She started to move, rolling her hips in slow circles that ground her clit against me. "And your cock… it's filling me so perfectly. You're so big, so right for me. Ride with me, my love—show me your strength."
I began moving my hips upwards into her, matching her slow but deep rhythm against me. Each contact against her spot elicited a moan that pierced the air like a bullet. I felt her clench around me which drove the need to push her further.
"Sana, you're killing me," I whispered, gripping her ass, mindful of my limp but driven by need, thrusting up shallowly to meet her.
The pace built gradually, her bounces turning deeper, faster, the slap of skin on skin mingling with our moans. Sweat slicked our bodies, her breasts heaving as she rode me, nails digging into my shoulders. I captured her mouth in a bruising kiss, tongues dueling as the pleasure coiled tighter.
"Harder, Kyubok—don't hold back," she demanded, her voice husky, slamming down to take me fully. "Fuck me like you mean it. I can feel how much you want me."
Her words fueled my desire to claim her. I pushed her off which caused her to yelp in surprised. I rolled Sana onto her back and settled between her spread thighs, gliding my cock over her clit.
"Ah- Please put it in!!" She whined, feeling my slick cock stimulate her clit and folds.
I grabbed my cock and aligned it with her wet cunt. I gave her a nod, and I could not deny those beautiful brown eyes any longer as I finally penetrated her in one thrust that was followed by a gasp that was so heavenly.
"Fuck... Sana.. You feel so good under me..." I panted as I paused to gave her time to adjust to this position
"That feels so good..." She moaned.
We stayed there for a couple of seconds and that was when she said the words that ignited the primal drive to take her like she wanted.
"Kyubok-ah... Fuck me like I am your's. Make me never forget this night for the rest of my life." She said with that seductive sweet voice that never leaves my thought.
And with that I bottomed out and began moving at a pace like lightning. The new angle let me sink deeper, my hips pressing flush against hers with every thrust.
"Fuck, Sana," I groaned, driving into her with long, powerful strokes. My hands gripped her thighs, pushing them wider as I fucked her into the futon. Each thrust made her breasts bounce, her nipples hard and flushed.
"Ah!! Fuck! Fuck! You fuck me so good! Keep going!!" Sana yelled, letting her moans flood the air to the point where the whole neighborhood could hear us.
From this position, I could see everything—her flushed face, parted lips gasping for air, the way her dark hair spread across the pillow like a halo. Her body looked incredible laid out beneath me, skin glistening with sweat, tits jiggling with every brutal thrust I delivered. Her stomach tensed and relaxed with each impact, her hips rolling up to meet mine.
Sana's legs were wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer. "Yes—deeper, Kyubok. Pound me like this." Her pussy clenched around my cock, slick and hot as I slammed into her again and again.
I leaned down, sucking one nipple into my mouth while my hips kept their relentless rhythm. The wet sounds of our fucking filled the room—skin slapping skin, her moans growing louder with each thrust.
"You're so fucking tight," I growled against her breast, teeth grazing the sensitive peak. My cock throbbed inside her, every stroke pushing me closer to the edge. Sana's hands clawed at my back, her body arching up to meet mine.
"Harder," she begged, her voice breaking. "Fuck me harder, Kyubok."
I gave her what she wanted, hips snapping forward with brutal force. The bed frame slammed against the wall as I fucked her without mercy, my cock stretching her open with each punishing thrust. Sana's pussy fluttered around me, her walls gripping tight as her orgasm built.
"Cum on my cock," I demanded, one hand sliding between us to rub her swollen clit. "Let me feel you."
Her climax hit hard—her whole body seized, pussy spasming wildly around my length. "Kyubok-ah! Fuck—I'm coming!" she cried out, her release soaking my cock as she shook beneath me.
The tight grip of her cunt dragged me over the edge. I buried myself deep, groaning as I came, thick ropes of cum flooding her pussy. My hips jerked with each pulse, pumping her full until it leaked out around my cock.
We stayed locked together, breathing hard, my cock still twitching inside her cum-filled cunt.
Eventually I collapsed against her, still joined, our hearts thundering together. For a long moment, we just breathed, the world narrowing to the press of her skin on mine, the sticky warmth where we connected. Gently, I eased out of her, a soft whimper escaping her lips at the loss.
"Shh, I've got you," I murmured, reaching for a nearby cloth from the bedside—dampened earlier with cool water. I wiped her gently between her thighs, cleaning the mix of our cum with tender strokes, my touch light to avoid soreness.
"That feels nice," she sighed, nuzzling into my neck as I moved to her face, dabbing away the sweat on her brow. "You're so gentle now… my protector in every way." Her voice clearly coarse from all that screaming.
I smiled, pressing a kiss to her forehead before tending to myself, then pulling her yukata up to drape loosely over us like a blanket. "And you're my heart," I replied, wrapping my arms around her, mindful of my injuries but holding her close. She traced lazy patterns on my chest, over the scars she'd kissed earlier, her touch soothing the faint ache in my leg.
"Did I hurt you? Is your leg okay?" she asked softly, her eyes searching mine in the dim light.
"The pain is nothing compared to the fun just now," I assured her, stroking her hair. "You make it all fade away."
"That's good..." She trailed off. The tiredness was slowly comsuming her as I pulled up the other sheets to cover our deed.
"Stay like this? Just us, in this moment?" I said as I wrapped our bodies together.
"Always," she whispered, curling into me as sleep tugged at the edges. The garden's scent lingered, wrapping us in peace, our bodies cooling but souls forever warmed by the night.
She was curled tightly against me, her head resting in the nook of my shoulder, her breath steady and warm against my skin. I turned my head to look at her, and even in the dim moonlight, I saw her eyes find mine instantly. She didn't say anything at first—she just smiled, a soft, radiant expression that made all the titanium and scars feel worth it.
Nothing else could bother us anymore. The agency, the fans, the iron pipe, and the ghosts of the past have faded into the background. On a quiet night in Osaka, surrounded by the history of her family and the scent of the garden, I finally let go.
When I closed my eyes that night, I was reminded that the old me was left behind in that rainy alley in Shibuya.
I wasn't just her shield or a soldier protecting an asset. I am also a man cherishing his beloved like any other person would.
As I held her in the dark, I knew that I would spend the rest of my life making sure I was worthy of the love that Sana has given me.