I BUILT MY HOUSE ON SAND , HOPING IT WOULD STAND THE STORMS THAT COME MY WAY / AND NOW I'M LEFT TO FACE THE WEIGHT OF MY MISTAKES AND A CHANCE TO START AGAIN .
. . . i have love inside of me . some place far far away .
i . i am mutuals only! please be patient with me IC and OOC . that means writing-wise, IMs, discord, asks, etc. I am not and will not always be in the mood for chatting or writing.
ii. there is a lot of content i won't interact with for my own comfort / triggers / etc . please don't be offended if i don't follow back, as the reason could be something as simple as i don't jive with the series you write from !
iii . i will be primarily writing in part 2 (aka shippuden) / blank era for my main verse , but all verses are accepted !
iv . in regards to shipping, i am multi-ship and open to being ship - exclusive . i like to be friends with my ship partners and put a lot of work and development into my ships , and really wanna dig into what love means for gaara in different aspects of his life ( romantic or otherwise ) . i portray him as biromantic asexual :)
v . there WILL be triggering content on this blog ! i will tag everything that I can think to tag , but if you'd like something specific tagged , please just shoot me a message ! i'm not here to make anyone uncomfortable .
some topics that may be mentioned or alluded to in some manner are as follows : demonic possession , hallucinations , paranoia , trauma and ptsd symptoms , child neglect/abuse , allusions to self-harm ( this theme will remain non-explicit ) , murder , intrusive thoughts and compulsions , and dissociation / depersonalization .
note on these topics and gaara's character : i understand these topics are intense and should be handled with great care and understanding . without any depth , i have experienced / closely witnessed and studied / gone through extensive years of therapy for many of the aforementioned topics , and while i am no professional , and am prone to making mistakes , i am somewhat familiar with the concepts and will do my best to capture gaara in a manner that i deem respectable both to his character and real people who struggle with symptoms similar .
vi . ultimately i'm here to hang out and have fun and not take things too seriously . thanks for reading , and i hope we can get to interacting soon !
“no, no, there’s no mission. i’m here independently.” it’s possible she should’ve notified ahead of time that she’d be stopping by suna on her way out of the continent, but in her defense… she hadn’t known she would be. stopping by, that is. for how long she’s been planning her departure, the actual execution’s been predominantly improvised so far.
“you didn’t have to go out of your way to come greet me, you know — i know what a kage’s daily schedule looks like — but… thanks. it’s good to see you.”
❛ i see . ❜ the dry air zaps what sweat forms from the heat before it has a chance to truly exist in this world . the desert can be quite perilous at times , but , after uncovering many types of terrain through his travels , he finds it suits him best . still , not many find comfort in relating to the harshness of the climate in the ways that he does , nor have they shared the experience of growing up in it , so he oft sheds a bit of sympathy toward those who travel here . especially those from konoha ; they have always proven strong and loyal allies . ones he feels he owes a great deal of debt to .
❛ please , don't concern yourself with my duties . i assure you , my time is yours . ❜ he offers her a smile , as if to say ‘ it’s nice to see you , too , sakura . ‘ without the formalities . ❛ i can only assume your travels were long . if you have the time , i have some tea and melon waiting at the office . ❜
August ended with a subduing breeze and autumn unhurriedly arrives. Like the indigo shadows of the bare beginnings of branches, waving. Like specks of gold gradually crowding our mirrors of puddles, till we lose sight of ourselves. Cold fingers reach out to us—but warm, forever still, is the sun.
Promise me, that when the fall does make it to us, you’ll stay besides me, celebrating the sleepy conclusion of all living things.
🐝 * ― 𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. ( some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action. )
[ wipe ] sender wipes away receiver's tears
[ hurt ] sender hurts receiver with words
[ lonely ] sender finds receiver alone in a dark room
[ wounded ] sender patches up receiver's wounds
[ crying ] sender finds receiver crying
[ help ] sender runs to receiver when they scream for help
[ nightmare ] sender wakes receiver up from a nightmare
[ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying
[ hold on ] sender pulls receiver into their arms
[ anger ] sender takes their anger out on receiver
[ argue ] sender gets into a heated argument with receiver
[ scared ] sender scares receiver
[ sick ] sender cares for receiver while they are sick
[ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something
[ fight ] sender gets into a physical fight with receiver
[ comfort ] sender tries to comfort receiver
[ blood ] sender notices that receiver is bleeding
[ collapse ] sender collapses into receiver's arms
[ pressure ] sender puts pressure on receiver's wound
[ slap ] sender slaps receiver in the face
[ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack
[ lie ] sender catches receiver in a lie
[ sobs ] sender sobs uncontrollably while receiver holds them
[ hiding ] sender finds out that receiver has hidden an injury from them
[ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out
[ chin up ] sender lifts receiver's chin to stop them from hiding their tears
[ fears ] sender talks to receiver about their fears
[ scream ] sender screams at receiver
[ coping ] sender teaches receiver some coping mechanisms
[ loss ] sender is there for receiver after they've lost someone important to them
[ needs ] sender asks receiver what they need
[ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver
[ bruises ] sender finds bruises of unknown origin on receiver
[ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain
[ hospital ] sender wakes up in a hospital bed and finds receiver sitting by their bedside
[ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds
[ calming ] sender tries to calm down receiver
[ inspection ] sender holds receiver's face while inspecting an injury they got
[ rescue ] sender carries receiver to safety
[ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body