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collective name: Río
collective pronouns: it/its/they/them
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he wants to make friends lol
we are not doing okay everything is horrible and dark and twisty and our protector feels like they failed us but we don’t think that bc none of us could’ve seen that coming. heart is aching with sm weight sometimes i feel i cant breathe. it hurts so much we just want it to stop
5/5/22 dissociative seizure
we have been constantly slightly dissociated for a while, but today it started progressing to almost a full blackout. but instead we ended up having two dissociative absent seizures back to back. they lasted about 30 seconds each, it started with losing leg and partial arm mobility, they all went numb and we couldn’t move. then our head hung back while the absent seizures took over. it felt like everything was being muffled and we weren’t here and we couldn’t move. it’s absolutely debilitating. afterwards all our muscles felt weak and it took a lot more energy to move, we were extremely fatigued. we’re still recovering from the fatigue, but much less dissociated.
I'll show YOU a "SPRING FORWARD"
hello everyone we’re back and better!!!
some updates:
we started testosterone injections!! (hrt) soso happy we’re finally getting what we need to medically transition :] (trans ppl r still valid whether they go on hormones/get surgery or not!!!)
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we’re getting stronger in physical therapy!! we can walk longer distances w out as much chronic pain, and our muscles feel tighter ! plus our PT found that the cause of our pain may be bc our kneecaps aren’t in the right position so they recommended we see an ortho specialist (bone doctor) who can refer for us to get an MRI if they see fit!
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all in all we’re doing better mentally and physically so yayyyyy
BIG TW FOR MENTION OF R4P3, TR4UMA RELATED K1NKS, P3D0PH3L14
i did not think we would have to say this. but DO NOT INTERACT if your account is nsfw. especially if you have tr4uma related “k1nks”. i put that in quotes because i am referring to things like r4p3 k1nks, ddlg, etc. those are not valid k1nks.
trust me we understand that responses to tr4uma can vary widely and you can’t control how you react. but if you find yourself s3xu4lly attracted to r4p3, p3doph3lia etc then you NEED to get help. you NEED to understand it is a problem. if you actively encourage yourself and telling yourself it’s okay you need to know you could not be more wrong.
go get help, don’t become part of a community that literally s3xualizes vulnerable people including CHILDREN.
and please, don’t follow system accounts. you are exposing already traumatized individuals to extremely triggering content, and could even cause panic attacks, dissociative episodes, or worse.
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unfortunately we just encountered this ourselves and had an intense panic attack. our littles feel unsafe, we are having flashbacks, and feel like we can barely move.
we will be taking a hiatus while our protector and caretaker try to calm everyone down. we don’t know when we’ll be back but for now we’re kind of just trying to not end up in another psych ward.
thank you for reading - sanrio sick system
i dont really care about how much amnesia you experience or what your headcount is or how overtly or covertly you present naturally or what diagnosis you have or not or how fleshed out each alter is or if you're heavy in something or not. all i know is that it's pretty awesome what your brain did to help you survive whatever it is that you went through. whether it's did or osdd or pdid or udd — your brain did what it could to keep you alive and functional and i think that's cool as hell. nevermind the technicalities because i doubt you were considering the diagnostic criteria for did vs osdd vs pdid vs udd when you were a child dealing with trauma.
this community tends to be did centric and it's very easy to forget that did is not and will never be the default system experience and we really need to let go of that way of thinking because it harms those in the community with protection mechanisms that aren't "i blacked out and now im in my car with no memory of anything".
c'mon. brains are more creative than that.
non-did systems are just as valid as did systems are and the way your brain helped you survive is not to be discredited simply because the media likes the appeal of one disorder over the other. plz dont be afraid to hold did systems accountable when they fail to include systems without did (ex. osdd1, pdid, udd, etc.).
non-traumagenics and supporters dni
hai every1 its azriellll >:P -🦴
i love systems
💛 systems who can’t remember their trauma
💛 systems who remember it well
💛 systems with lots of introjects
💛 systems with no introjects
💛 small systems
💛 large systems
💛 systems who use plural terms
💛 systems who use singular terms
💛 systems who never seem to know who they are
💛 systems who split a lot
💛 systems who hardly split
💛 systems still going through trauma
💛 systems who are recovering
💛 systems who want to integrate
💛 systems who want healthy multiplicity
💛 systems who don’t know what they want
💛 systems with unconventional methods of communication
💛 systems whose switches are difficult
💛 systems with lots of comorbidities
💛 systems who fight a lot
💛 systems who are just figuring themselves out
💛 old systems
💛 young systems
💛 poc systems
💛 nonhuman heavy systems
💛 systems who have “unusual” triggers
💛 systems who switch a lot
💛 systems who switch hardly at all
💛 systems who switch fluidly
💛 systems who are doing their best
💛 systems who are allowing themselves to rest
💛 systems 💛
Fictives are valid.
Fictives can form due to the brain feeling someone else could have handled trauma better.
Non-humans are valid.
Non-humans can form due to an attachment to something and/or being dehumanized to such a strong degree.
Persecutors are valid.
Persecutors are alters that are so traumatized and either need a vent or believe reenacting trauma will help the system. There are also other reasons.
Littles are valid.
Littles form from trauma from the childhood. It would make sense that there are, well, children.
You know what's not valid?
Non-traumagenic systems. Period.
You can have a system and not know your trauma, but you can not be a system without trauma.
There isn't a lot of research because it can't happen, period. There isn't a lot of research that isn't biased either.
If you are a non-traumagenic system you are either misdiagnosed or don't know the trauma.
By being a "proud non-traumagenic system" you are invalidating years of medical research and millions of systems.
And I've been told I'm "invalidating a system" but here's the thing.. you aren't a system. Woah, shocker /s
if that doesn't make sense: Like claiming you ate an apple and showing off your orange rinds, pointing and saying it's an apple. Sure, you ate a piece of fruit, but it is most certainly not an apple-
Again, you can have something else, you can be confused. That's alright, but what's *not* alright is ignoring how the disorder works to continue being something you're not.
While I'm at it, system hopping can't happen either.
Y'all need to stop like what ✋😆
Let's stop making a literal medical diagnosis a debate from a community of non-medical professionals 😃
-Soup
hi just a reminder:
if you have a problem with self-diagnosed folks but you refuse to acknowledge extreme lack of access to mental health resources for most people, then YOU are a shitty & classist person. Not everyone has access to mental health care, especially those who are in poverty or in positions of trauma where they cannot access help.
People in poverty deserve to access community resources & support relating to their needs. If you treat your doctor's note as an exclusive club membership, it's pretty obvious you don't actually care about the mental health of other people.
the littles are going on an irl playdate today!! we’re lucky enough to have an irl friend who age and pet regresses :] we’re gonna color and watch cartoons and play!!! /pos
tw below for p3d0ph3lia
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DNI with this post or our blog if you are in or support OR are even neutral to ddlg, abdl, ageplay etc.
why? YOU SHOULD NOT BE S3XUALLY ATTRACTED TO CHILDLIKE THINGS REGARDLESS OF HOW OLD YOU AND YOUR S3XUAL PARTNER(S) ARE.
sum1 pls buy pacis and bottles from our little’s wishlist they will not be quiet ab it /lh /hj
I DID THE CALCULATIONS if i go to bed at 2am and wake up at 9am i’ll still get 8 hours of sleep 💯💯💯