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i'm sitting in a bed in miami with my best friend and her boyfriend. i'm italian. i think i fell in love with a quasi-stranger from my class. maybe life is worth living.

ainhoa makes luz feel mature. what is more mature than knowing how to protect another person? an older one, a damaged one, too. if she can't take care of the kitchen, the next best thing is taking care of the chef, right?

luz makes ainhoa feel innocent. she had to grow up quickly, to run, to find an escape route whether it's in another city or another whiskey bottle. now, she doesn't have to run. she doesn't have to act mature.

#they're growing up together #luznhoa

grr i hate you so much. i want to know everything about you (to destroy you of course). i'll tell everybody how terrible you were in the past, except i won't, i'll protect your secrets and comfort you (out of pity). i feel weird things when i'm around you (it's hatred, right?)

#you're just gay #luznhoa #lottienat too tbh #lottienat

a thing i can't possibly fathom is how people don't make fun of the big white moose every single day. that thing is so fucking ugly it's hilarious for absolutely no reason. if i wasn't desperate to eat it like nat was i would've started pointing and laughing at it. i've been hysterically laughing at a twitter acc literally called bigwhitemoose96 for like twenty minutes now.

#rip big white moose you won't be forgotten #yellowjackets #natalie scatorccio

brainstorm time:

lottie and nat hook up in s3 and shauna finds out and tells nat "so that's how you were chosen to lead us, by getting into someone's pants, like you always do" and nat says "of course, now that jackie's gone it's up to her sidekick to call me a slut instead", one of those creepy vhs things appears and takes us back to the jackieshauna 1x10 fight.

it's lottienat, jackieshauna, jackie/nat foilcharacterism and natshauna power struggle all in one conversation.

#yellowjackets #lottie matthews #natalie scatorccio #shauna shipman #nat wasnt even there #she has no idea about the “sad little sidekick”#shauna may or may not choke nat after this #lottie may or may not stop her

i just watched the courtney eaton collider interview and the way she talks about the lottie-nat-shauna dynamic is so interesting to me?? because like yes i get it but also elaborate on that??

as courtney says, shauna listens, she barely speaks, she always listens and takes in and when she does things they're either secret (exhibit a, jackie's ear) or destructive (exhibit b, lottie's face) or both (exhibit c, jeff).

lottie talks, she spends words upon words to make everybody around her feel safe, to convince them to trust the wilderness.

nat does things, she hunts, she physically provides for everybody, she apologized to lottie while bandaging her wound, she is just someone who actually acts to fill what the team needs.

after the s2 finale, with lottie putting natalie in charge and shauna writing in her burn book, i feel like every single one of these roles will swap. and i have no idea how. i saw a map with lines connecting the three of them saying "homoerotic power struggle" and honestly those are the only words i can conjure to describe it.

#yellowjackets #lottie matthews #nat scatorccio #shauna shipman #shauna will shoot someone in s3 won't she

i just realized the magazines were lost in the cabin fire. they're all doomed.

#yellowjackets #hope somebody saved them #probably van #yellowjackets spoilers

a-b-o-v-eg-r-o-u-n-dr-a-d-i-s-h

I absolutely need all of Van’s little striped gay shirts

one very niche thing i love about the yellowjackets fandom is when misty is just drawn like this

#yellowjackets #misty quigley #the grimace shake one lives in my head

"they're my comfort characters" and it's two corpses and a schizophrenic cult leader

#lottie matthews #nat scatorccio #jackie taylor #yellowjackets

i just watched s2 e05 and i really need to ramble because??? lottienat is so???

they spent the entirety of s2 fighting over their beliefs about the wilderness, they had a hunting competition for crying out loud, only for nat to reveal, 25 years later, that they were both right. the wilderness did follow them, apparently. it was in them. except, nat was right about it being something to be afraid of.

everybody treated lottie like the messiah and nat like an heretic, even went so far as to thank lottie for the food nat hunted.

lottie gave the group hope, nat kept them grounded. lottie got them close to the wilderness, nat protected them from it. the group needed both. they have the same intentions, they're so similar yet opposites, and they bring each other's trust out. they saved everyone. they saved each other.

GOD do i love foil sapphics doomed by the narrative.

#lottienat #yellowjackets

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