My Shining Moment, Forever ♥

nerdfighter | science geek | fangirl | has weird unrelated fandoms from k-pop to science vloggers

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Damn these Thilbo feels ><

I.can't.... whyyy TT_______TT

I was so thankful Peter Jackson added the last talk with Bilbo and was getting my hopes up that at least Thorin wouldn't die but why whyy would you do this to me :'(

Martin Freeman facing a best friend's death, just like in Sherlock

I cry every time :'( I ship Johnlock too! ok at least Sherlock didn't really die

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A subject I take teaches me to look at things from other perspectives and tells me that there is justification to all opinions and arguments. So right, while I may be tweeting "EverLasting Friends? More like Extremely Ludicrous Fanatics who expect their idols to expose everything about themselves & never get married" I'll now try to understand those who are really upset and see if I can put things into perspective for them.

Back when I was 12 years old, I was as crazy as you guys. I had that kind of love towards my bias too. I dreamt of marrying him, planning my life such that I can one day go to Korea and meet him. I didn't want him to be with anyone else, or I'll get mad. I thought he was perfect for me, and I for him, and we were made for each other.

But then think about it again. Doesn't it just sound utterly stupid, or if not, maybe unrealistic will do? Granted, there is 0.(insert infinite number of 0)1% chance of it happening. After all, I can't say that it's absolute zero. But really, are you going to spend your whole life and money and time on fighting for that chance? Is it worth it? Don't you have other goals in life? Not to mention there are thousands of other people who are working towards that same goal as you, and in this case there is only one idol.

And even if, though really unlikely, one day it really happens, you get together with your idol. Yay, you get the guy of your dreams. Do you honestly think that you will end up happy? To tell you bluntly, you barely know your idols. You don't know what kind of person they are in real life. You may think you do but you really don't. There is always a private life about idols they don't reveal. That is why it is also plain ridiculous to expect them to expose everything about themselves. Just take yourself as an example. Do you yourself want the whole world to know EVERYTHING about you? And don't forget their idol duty - perhaps only 3 hours they can spend with you each day, they can't reveal your relationship to the public (or you'll get bashed by others like you) and they may have filming with other actresses which involves intimate relationships. Dating an idol is really not as all rosy as you think.

Now to those who just want to keep the idols to themselves and don't want them to get married. I appeal to you to think again. Do you really love your idols? You claim you do, but why do you not want to see them happy? Do you wish to see them grow old all alone and single instead? I honestly am very very worried of this I just wish they can get married soon because it is high time. Worse, you ask them to get out of the group just because of their marriage. sigh, whatever happened to OT13? so he no longer deserves to be part of the group just because he's married? May I ask then why did you respond to Shindong differently last time?

I know it's hard to accept. I know it hurts. But how much longer do you want to live in delusion? They are going to get married sooner or later (I hope). Even if it's going to be with you, then this is addressed to the other 999 who's going to be heartbroken then. If you love him, let him go and be happy. It's okay to be sad, but don't go around bashing him or her. We are his EverLasting Friends right? We love him no matter what, till forever. If he finally finds happiness, we should be happy for him. So yeah, go ahead wipe those tears and blow your nose, but stop there and after that wish him happiness.

Hope this helps.

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Vic bought strawberry donuts and came to Inkigayo >< awwww my feeeeels xD and look at Zhoumi's post - 2 hearts! <3<3 sorry if I'm inferring too much but seriously these two are more than friends! haha and honestly I was happy hearing about KhunFany because of course I'm happy for them too but also bcs that means more chance for ZhouToria~ hehe :D

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Poor Henry and Zhoumi :'( I thought at least if they don't know about the stupid petition they won't be hurt. But it turns out they must have known.. :(( Why does Eunhyuk have to beg for ELFs to love HenMi. Why can't we as ELFs love them instead of spreading hate.

"Doing Super Shows with them, and watching them wait for hours in the waiting room after performing only 3-4 songs made us sad. And knowing that they want to stand with us on stage instead of feeling lonely, we thought it`d be nice to bring them up for not all Super Junior stages but ones we.interact with fans. so we brought them up. We hope you all wil have same feelings as us, and look at them with warm hearts, and cheer for them." -NKsubs

Why does Eunhyuk love the two members more than we ELFs do? Why can't you guys think of their feelings! As for using sapphire blue as fan colour for Henry's solo promotion, it's not even your business if you're not a string in the first place. It's up to us strings to decide what colour we want to use. Think of strings and honeys too. You don't wanna see them we do. It's not like their presence is ruining the stage so why. Do you know how it feels to be a string or honey and only getting to see your bias for 20 minutes out of the whole super show if they didn't appear in other performances? Not like we don't love the other members but as much as we do we would like to get to see more of our bias. No you don't know how it feels because you guys don't even love these two and you don't care if they don't appear and you don't give a damn about their feelings.

And if you can still claim that at least Eunhyuk said they are not official members of SJ and only SJ-M. It's because if they do become members of SJ fans like you would complain to SM again.

I'm so glad me along with some other people around screamed "Trap! Trap!" just now such that Henry feels like Singaporean ELFs love him. Do you know how unloved he feels he is? Do you know how much he appreciates every single one of his fans just because he knows it's all hard to earn. I suggest opening your heart to them and you'll see they deserve to be in SJ just as much as the 'official' members.

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Just saw this from arirang showbiz korea. AWWWW <3 <3

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Amber's instagram "Me and snoopy at music core~ good job today!" ggaaaahhh my HenBer feeellllss satisfied finally after so long XD HOW TO LIKE THIS PHOTO MORE THAN ONCE ><

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Victoria gave Zhoumi a birthday present~ my life is complete XD LOL jk I still wanna see them get married XD

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couple post - same photos and format xD these two are tooo cuteee~ >///<

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Zhoumi: "will you marry me today?", questioning Vic Victoria smiling *nods nods* can't.take.this my OTP awwwwww >< get married already you two!!

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        Shang Lin and Ya Yin's date~ awww sooo sweeeet I want BTS >< bet they were really having fun XD

am using text post bcs they won't upload in the photo post T^T why do you hate me so much tumblr....

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Why can't Victoria and Zhoumi have only one couple name I have to track all MiToria, ZhouToria and QianMi ORZ

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idiots ((ʕ *°▽°*ʔ八ʕ *°▽°*ʔ))

omg this is soooo sweeeet look at the whole thing they just look like a couple really my OTP <3 LOL when Vic said Zhoumi's ear is not pretty xD Mi was like "WHAT?!" LOLOL 

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My mind is bombarded with ZhouToria

thanks to When Love Walked In. I'm so deprived now that the drama's over that everytime in the car or on my bed I just go imagining BTS of the drama where Zhoumi and Victoria are together. I imagine the scenarios, how awkward it must be and yet they may really like each other inside just not confessing it

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The part of When Love Walked In where I cried most

basically because Shang Lin has been sacrificing himself from the beginning to the end of the drama (he's like my favorite character so glad Zhoumi is acting as him), and this must be the happiest moment for him :') I was overwhelmed with sympathy when he talked about how Ya Yin must have hated him and I was just so happy when she found out I didn't even spazz about my OTP >< LOOK AT HIS FACE THERE he was perhaps too surprised to even be happy about it if it is really Shang Lin he might not even wash his face for years after that T^T

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listening to this, and reminiscing those years with Hangeng around..

“好想再回到那些年的时光”

"再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你，紧紧抱着你"

我们都在等待你们再相遇的时候 :'(

video by RaiChanXD

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ZhouToria is earning shippers~ ^^

Thanks to When Love Walked In and the duet in SMTown SG <3

I started shipping them ever since that episode of Korean Impression when he brought her and everybody was shipping KhunToria then such that ZhouToria didn’t even exist :( I used to call them MiToria but I guess ZhouToria is going to be the more used name. I love KhunToria too, but here are some reasons why I prefer ZhouToria~ 1. they can speak more comfortably in Chinese and have the same culture/traditions 2. they’re from the same company 3. they look so comfortable together 4. Vic can officially “oppa” Mi xD 5. being biased, Mi has better voice that can sing Vic to sleep just like her ideal type

they just look so good together argh this feeeels ><

I couldn’t help replaying this part in the drama

I was literally screaming watching this thinking they really would kiss ggaaaahh I really really wish there’s a BTS for this :< he was really cute when he said sorry though :3 the real kiss (in Vic’s dream) isn’t as sweet because he was wearing a mask and it just changed person all of a sudden :( still wish there’s a BTS though it must be so awkward for them hehe xD

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you know you're HenBer deprived when you see Amber uploading a photo of Henry sleeping and you start imagining them sleeping together :3