[sappho147]

no matter how normal i get and no matter how much happier i become there will always be a suicidal sixteen year old self harming inside of me :(

[leehallfae]

“i think there’s something about being a young woman that feels very murderous. that’s what i was trying to get with a song like ‘dream girl evil.’ it can be dangerous for people to think you’re incredibly nice. when you get, ‘you’re an angel,’ that seems like such a high place to fall from. when i see messy or violent or terribly behaved women, especially young women, there’s a liberation. to not have to try and survive by being good.”

— florence welch on her song “dream girl evil”

[toothachebench-deactivated20221]

Sun Bleached Flies

Handmade Collage, Beauty No. 7, 2022

Available for purchase

[sappho147]

Why does nobody talk about the culture shock of no longer wanting to die

[eveninglesbian-deactivated20180]

I am so afraid that I am going to waste so much of my life being sad when I should be living. And not just living, but living vibrantly and loudly. I want to read more, travel more, learn more and talk to more people without feeling held back by the confines of my body. I no longer want to feel like I am drowning, sinking, falling or being swallowed up whole by something monstrous. I want to feel alive, lovely and brilliant, even for a moment

[figdays]

Babuschka Cat Prints // SelynnDraws

x • x • x • x • x

x • x • x • x • x

[sappho147]

i was new shiny toy but he will be her forever👎

[sappho147]

realising you will always be her opportunity to rebel or her experiment never who she dreamt of having as a child or who she wants to bring home to her family

[sappho147]

how do i get over being assaulted :(((((((( i hate myself i feel gross and scared

[sappho147]

I LOVE THIS GIRL SO MUCH SHES SO PERFECT

[pitseleh333]

from this ask polly

[sappho147]

anyway i fucking love her !!!!!! everytime i think of her stomach does backflips

[sappho147]

i love her so much she makes me feel so safe and happy

[sappho147]

you fire off missiles because you hate yourself but do you know you’re demolishing me ?

[sappho147]

turning straight girls me in my hey mamas era 💪😈💯

[sappho147]

me when we confessed we like each other

[sappho147]

unsure if im just in a silly goofy mood or it’s my meds but i am so weirdly happy and i am only going to listen to poker face by lady gaga for another hour !!!