It is like, I have had to grieve your death for the last year and some months. but you really aren’t gone permanently from this earth and no one else has to know what it is like to live without you, just me. I lost my best friend, and my heart has never been so broken. It is like I lost a part of myself; I keep wondering when the pain will reside.
So many things have happened I just want to tell you about. There have been many times I have wanted to call, and just feel a pang in my chest when I realize you wouldn’t pick up.
Simply put, I miss you. I miss you more than I have ever missed a person.
And I would give just about anything for things not to be this way.














