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established in march 2017 written by sara, 30+ of age, gmt+1 zone selective, mature & triggering content previously known as utterxdesires

[sarawritesx]

open to males and females 30+

plot; ciri is a very successful lawyer and is deeply involved with current politics in the city. she's been seeing y/m on and off and they seem to get too comfortable around one another even though ciri thought it was only se/xual

For once, Ciri didn't have to rush in the morning. Her meeting was postponed for tomorrow and she had some time to spare, which was an odd thing to say for someone like her who always seemed to be nose deep in work. As she woke up after a very steamy night spent with the other, and not finding them in her bed, Ciri took some time to check her emails on the phone and take a shower. But as she went to the kitchen to brew herself some coffee, she found them there, finishing preparing coffee and breakfast. "Well, isn't this very... domestic."she murmured and took a seat at the tall chair by the kitchen isle, watching them move around. "You didn't have to do that, you know?"Ciri pointed out as she pushed her long dark hair back.

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The young woman’s response brought a knowing smile out upon Lucius’ lips, a chuckle following. “No, no, darling. I was being truthful. I make it a policy to never lie to beautiful women.” Even with his face mostly obscured by his mask, Lucius’ eyes shone as he delivered the compliment out of nowhere. Often, when it came to seduction, he was the stereotype of a French male. Red-blooded, with a high libido and a simple inability to stop himself from trying to charm his way into her panties. And, with just how tempting she looked already, Lucius knew he wouldn’t stop with the charm, even if he succeeded in seducing her. 

He chuckled again when she seemed to question whether his compliment was meant for her. “Yes, you,” he teased, his smile growing when she thanked him for being kind. As he continued checking her out, the young woman also clearly looked him up and down too, her appreciation making Lucius bask in the subtle yet clear admiration. When she asked what kind of vibe she gave out, Lucius thought about it for a moment. “Well, it’s clearly your first time. But don’t take that personally. Everyone new to these events has a certain aura about them, that they’re getting used to just how… open and extensive this party can be.” Pausing for a moment, a smile curled onto Lucius’ lips. “Other than that,” he continued. “I think you’re someone looking for a good time, and for new experiences… all of this may have you feeling more cautious right now, but with the right partner to show you… I think you’ll really come alive.” As he finished, Lucius clearly thought of himself as that partner.

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Viola liked his accent and manner of speaking, not shying away from giving the compliments that surely made her blush underneath the mask that covered the upper part of her face. She could only hope he didn't see just how much she blushed, but if he continued like this, there was no doubt the redness would spread all over her neck and collarbone. "Thank you, I appreciate your honesty."the young brunette mused, which was true, and even more so in such circumstances.

As he cleared the air by saying the compliment was indeed meant for her, what she was afraid of happened and she felt her neck burning up and Viola chuckled and looked away to take a breath and try to calm herself down a little. She was curious to hear what kind of vibe she gave out, and felt thankful he didn't solely focus on the fact she was new to this kind of events. Her dee blue eyes looked his way again, listening closely and as he went on Viola caught herself trapping the bottom lip between her teeth. "And would you be willing to do that? Show me and make me come alive?"the brunette asked as she took the last sip of her drink and placed it on the tray of the passing waiter. @smokecut

[sersh]

ALYCIA DEBNAM-CAREY attending the Zimmermann Summer Escape, June 3rd 2026

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Isaiah swallowed hard, his eyes dropping to where their hands were intertwined. Enzo's thumb brushing over his knuckles only made the ache in his chest worse. "They might," he admitted quietly. "That's the problem. I don't know." His voice cracked slightly as he laughed bitterly. "My parents they're my whole world, Enzo. Everything good in my life started with them. They've always been there for me, always loved me. And maybe they'd still love me after. Maybe nothing would change." He shook his head. "But what if it does? What if I'm wrong and one comment makes them look at me differently?" Isaiah rubbed at his eyes before looking back at him. "I know it probably sounds stupid. I know I'm a grown man. But I'm fucking terrified." The confession left him feeling exposed. When Enzo spoke about wanting a future with him, wanting to show him off, Isaiah's expression crumpled. He shifted closer, reaching up to cup his face. "Don't do that," he whispered. "Don't make me imagine a life without you." His thumb brushed gently across Enzo's cheek. "Because I can't." And that was the ugly truth of it. "The thought of losing them hurts. The thought of losing you," He swallowed. "I don't even know how I'd even survive that." Isaiah rested his forehead against Enzo's. "I don't want to hide you. That's the worst part. I'm not ashamed of you. I've never been ashamed of you." His eyes closed. "I'm just scared."

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"--- And you won't know until you actually face them."Enzo said, not really knowing what else to say. It was a complicated situation, and he knew he couldn't make the other face his parents if his fear was too much, but he also didn't know how long he could do things this way anymore as he felt as he was at the ends of his strength. "It doesn't sound stupid, no - if anyone understands, it's me. I've been there, in your position. And I wish I could... Encourage you enough to actually do it. But I'm afraid whatever I say might sound like I'm putting an ultimatum, and that's not what I want."Enzo huffed and looked at Isaiah once his hand was on his face, making him look at him. His words stung him, as Enzo didn't want it, either, he didn't want to imagine his life without his lover, but he also said what he said earlier very sane and firm - he'd rather suffer than stay hidden again. He kept quiet, but enjoyed the closeness of the other, the way their foreheads pressed against one another and Enzo closed his eyes, taking in a deep breath. "Fear has taken so much from you already and it pains me to see. I know you love me, as much as I love you. Please, don't get me wrong, it's not my intention to hurt you with my words or make you do something you don't want to - but I also have to think about myself."he mused and let his hand land on Isaiah's shoulder, giving it a squeeze and rubbing it affectionately.

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Lyndon laughed upon seeing how pleased Tara was that she’d been able to hide the secret from him. His amused smile softened when she spoke of their child having a brother or sister, the thought making him imagine them meeting for the first time. “So true, I can’t wait to see it,” he agreed, squeezing her hand in return. He chuckled in agreement when Tara suggested they order from the menu, her allusion to continuing the ‘celebration’ at home being one he picked up the true meaning of immediately. “Looking forward to it…” Lyndon told her, a suggestive hint about his tone, and of course he just had to wink back at her to show he understood. However, when the waiter arrived, Lyndon adopted a neutral face, as if he wasn’t just thinking about making love to his newly pregnant wife. 

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The dinner date went better than she could have imagined, both of them overjoyed with the news she shared of her pregnancy. Tara was so excited for the upcoming ultrasound visit to the doctor's office, and the fact that their little family was officially growing. The food was amazing, and Tara knew she'd definitely be recommending this place on her socials but she was happy to finally get out of here. Their driver Shane knew to take the fastest route home as the two of them were heavily making out in the back of the car by now, and thankfully, they were crossing their doorstep as Tara's lips were all over Lyndons, kissing him with so much love and passion. Dropping her purse and coat somewhere to the side on the floor, Tara's body pressed up against his. "Unzip me, baby..."she breathed against his lips, and broke the kiss to turn around and pressed her ass against him, head lulling to the side to give him access to her neck to kiss and devour on. @smokecut

[bollcks]

THE BOYS 4x05 | Beware the Jabberwock, My Son

[mikaeled]

Claudia Doumit as Victoria Neuman in The Boys S04E05

[sarawritesx]

Applied for the UK visa today, everyone keep fingers crossed, send good thoughts and manifest that I get approved cause I really wanna go see my brother and his family and attend the week/nds concert (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

[supfag-archives]

JACK FALAHEE

[spellbindingnights]

Alma nodded her head with a smile. "Alright, yes, that sounds good" she said cheerfully. "Oh my God" she chuckled at his story and shook her head slowly. "The first thing that came to my mind was not a dog but a dinosaur" she grinned happily. "We are not naming our baby Rex, so yeah" she hummed softly. "I was thinking that maybe a name that sounds good in spanish and in english? Like Martin or Maria... I'm not naming our baby Ashley or Dylan..." she scrunched up her nose at the thought of it. Nothing wrong with those names, but her heritage was important to her. "Oh my God, babe... you are such a girl dad, stop" she cooed softly, her eyes widening hopefully. The waitress approached to them and Alma smiled.

"Hi, I'd like a strawberry milkshake, a glass of water, curly fries and chicken fingers..." she said cheerfully before looking at Mike, and ignoring the eyes the waitress was making him.

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Michael nodded along as she spoke of baby names, and he agreed with her wanting name that would sound good in both languages. "We'll think about it, alright? I'm sure we'll come up with a few possibilities and then narrow it down."he said. "Hey, I can't help it, it's just how I feel. But as said, be it a boy or a girl, i'll be insanely happy."he mused with a smirk. As the waitress approached them to take the order, he looked at Alma with so much love and adoration, only looking away for a moment to give his order - chocolate milkshake, burger, french fries, onion rings, before his attention fully went back to the future mother of his child. "You think it's true when they say a mother eats for two when pregnant, or is it just a myth?"he asked with a light chuckle. @spellbindingnights

[materialistses]

Anya Taylor-Joy in Japan

[deepinthedarkworld]

Esmeralda looked up at the top of his head as he talked about his hair. Reaching out, she moved a few strands away from his forehead before her gaze once more locked with his. "I like it. Makes you look real handsome," she chuckled softly. Perhaps longer hair was a preference, though she couldn't really imagine him with shorter hair either. Cocking an eyebrow, she kept quiet as he continued to talk. He wanted to continue to get to know her, huh? "It's a lot of pressure," she admitted, shrugging lightly. She knew that making it in the world of dance would take a hell of a lot of work and she was ready for it. But there was so much more than the work behind it, too, think about. His laughter was contagious and she found herself laughing with him. "Yes, they do," she argued. "The drummer is just as important and people for sure notice. A good solo on the drums is so much cooler than guitar." In her opinion anyway. "I will make a sign for your first concert saying 'the drummer is the coolest one here. I want him.'" She pretended to hold up a sign between them, a grin on her lips. "People will be looking at you all night."

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Josh looked at her as she reached for a few strands of his hair and kinda toyed with them, it was a sweet gesture and he couldn't look away from her alluring eyes. "If you say so, the mess stays. Will not try to tame it ever again."he said with a chuckle. "I can imagine, yeah. Is there anywhere I could see you dance? Be it ballet or maybe at parties like this one? Although I haven't seen you hit the dance floor yet."Josh pointed out. He couldn't help himself but let out a heartfelt laugh at her whole little charade about the concert and making a sign for him. "Already staking your claim, huh?"he asked as he turned to face her properly as she sat on the counter. "Gotta admit, I like a girl who knows what she wants."he admitted and a little boldly placed hands on the counter on her sides, staying close to her but still giving her some space.

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"Do they tease you?" He rose his brows rather surprised, though there was a fond smile on his lips. It was a good thing he worked by himself and didn't have anyone around him teasing about how he would sometimes just get lost in Elisia's beauty as she walked past his shop. At her question, he nodded his head. "Sure" frankly, he would go wherever she wanted to. He only had eyes for her anyways. "Lead the way, pretty girl" he smiled.

"Well, let's just keep our fingers crossed" he didn't want to assume anything about tonight, but he did want to have some privacy with her and get to know her better. It was difficult doing it here in the club full of people.

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"Ah, a little, nothing I can't handle."she mused, and they did tease her a whole lot about Salvador, especially when she'd stay in front of the building to talk to him as long as she could. As he agreed to join her backstage, she took a hold of his hand and gave it a squeeze as she guided them through the crowd and past the couple of bouncers before entering the hallways with makeup and dressing rooms. The teasing started almost immediately, the girls waved at Santiago, saying their helloes and giving him a bit of the flirty eyes, but she couldn't blame them, he was a very handsome guy, very eye on the eye and such a candy the girls would like to nible on. But they also knew Elisia had her eyes on him first and the two have clicked so far. "The girls are in a really good mood."she told Salvador as group of teachers from the dance school approached them. "You know Gabby, Ella and Flor, when we came over for Ella's tattoo appointment ."she mused, and asked the girls if everything was alright, and they kept on reasuring her things were under control and she could call it a night, with their gazes on Salvador and giving him a wink. "Basta, chicas."Elisia chuckled as she spoke to the girls and let her arm wrap around Salvador's. "You think you'll survive for a minute so I can change and grab my stuff?"she asked him as her nails softly glided up and down his biceps. "Or you can wait for me outside, whatever works for you." @spellbindingnights

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"italy," lyra replied. "i'm not sure that counts as travelling though, given that i spent half my childhood there. although even if i hadn't, the food alone would be enough to convince me to keep going back." she smiled. "i was visiting my grandparents, which is probably the least adventurous answer i could have given someone who's travelled as much as you." as she listened to genevieve start reeling off a whole list of hobbies, her eyes widened slightly. whatever honest answer she gave now was going to be so boring in comparison. "i should probably lie because the truth is wholly underwhelming." her tone was light, but she was only half-joking. "i read when i can. i run. i do like to cook when i have the time for it but that's a rare occasion."

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"Sure it does count as traveling."Gen said right out of the bat, she did the same thing and went back to France and Spain a lot, two countries where she grew up and still had some family and friends at. "But that's so adorable - are you close with your grandparents?"she then asked, wanting to learn more about the other woman. It seemed like she minimazed many things that were happening to her in her life, but it only made Genevieve more curious and wanted to learn more. "Look, I know I named a lot of stuff but trust me, with how much work I have on my hands I don't get to do a lot of fun stuff. Not as much as I'd want to, at least."she shrugged and let out a soft sigh. "Running is cool. I used to run before, early in the mornings. Sometimes I do when I spend too much time working and realize I need to move my legs."she hummed. "What are those rare occasions? Like cooking for someone special or..."brunette asked her with a small smirk.

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Othello growled when he finally got Willa naked beneath him, the nightgown tugged off and tossed aside with her help. She pulled him back in for a heated kiss, which Theo returned, grunting and growling against her lips, his breath hot and hands firm as he ran them up and down her newly bare sides. As they pulled away for air, Willa asked him how badly he wanted her. It was a question Theo didn’t even need to think about. “So fucking much,” he growled, his eyes dark and touch firm upon her hips. That statement could’ve sufficed, but the passion and lust coursing through him made Othello add, “Every time I came to the hospital wing… I wanted to tear your scrubs from you there and then… fuck you hard and fast on the bed or the counter… make you cum over and over…” As he vividly confessed the depth of his desires back then, his cock straining against just the briefs he had on, Othello knew his admission spoke to the restraint that he’d held off all this time. “I used to dream about you in my cell… touching myself, so often…” 

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Willa could feel every part of him, his skin touching hers and her whole body heating up from the contact, his hard-on pressed in his briefs rubbing along her thigh, her hands touching wherever they could now that there were no restraints between them, no rules whatsoever. Hearing him answer her question made Willa moan and bite into her bottom lip. And he didn't hold back with describing exactly what he imagined while in prison, when he was at the hospital wing with her or alone in his cell. "Fuck, Theo... I thought about you, too, so much it drove me insane."Willa admitted, her hands coming down to pull at his underwear, trying her best to push them past his round ass and using her feet to push them further down his legs. "I need you so much, baby, I beg you..."Willa hummed against his lips and let her nails dig into his back as her own arched into him. "Please, Theo."@smokecut

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"it was a car accident," alex answered her quietly. "a bad one." he had spent days sitting at her bedside praying that she would wake up, imagining what it would be like when she did, but he had never imagined that when she did, he would be a stranger to her. "don't apologise." his words were firm but not unkind. he didn't attempt to move closer, being careful not to crowd her. "you're okay, you're alive, and you're safe. anything else is a problem for another day." the beeping of the ecg monitor snagged his attention - he had been listening to the steady rhythm that represented zaria's heartbeat for long enough that he immediately noted any change, and the rhythm was now becoming faster and uneven. when he looked back to her and saw her hand pressed against her chest, he realised what was happening. "hey, hey you're okay. relax, breathe."

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A car accident? Thought of that made her head hurt again as a sharp pain rushed through the back of it, and Zaria tried to remember what the hell happened to her. And she also tried to hold onto his words, that she was okay, alive and safe. Still, the confusion was present as she couldn't remember the car accident nor who the man sitting by her side is. The panic attack was fast approaching but there was something about his voice, some sort of distant familiarity that made her doe like hues look at him and listen closely to his words. Taking in a long breath and then letting out an even longer one, the beeping of the machines began to die down as she focused on her breathing and let her eyes on Alex. Some memories started to pour in, and she looked at her hand where the wedding band would usually be. "Who are you... to me?"she asked, because she could only assume but right now, everything about assuming terrified her. "Because last I remember is... uh, finalizing the divorce and celebrating with my friends - but I'd never get into the car drunk and... that doesn't explain you, here, I..."she bit into her bottom lip, too afraid to ask what date it was, too afraid of the answer.