talking to the wind

//18+ blog ONLY!// //homosexual woman//same sex attracted//

[sarmatka]

INTRO🐅⚔️🌺

I'm not a radfem, I don't identify as any kind of feminist but I will support women and my own self interest. I'm 100% GCULTRA so if you're trans affirming, we can't be friends.

[sarmatka]

Leaving tumblr.

So yeah going to leave in hopes maybe I can start something new in life, focus more of my time on something else.

My main aim was to find someone here who can relate to me maybe make some friends but it failed. That's fine. I do feel incredibly lonely, there is truly only person who is like me and that's myself.

My childhood was fucked maybe that's why I find it hard to mature and face reality. I should be ok with just existing by myself but I find it hard because the role of a mature person was thrown at me too quickly. I can't quite cope with the lack of feeling of being taken care of by someone, I struggle to exist as an independent being. Ofc my parents fucked up big time and I will always hold it against them.

New year of my life has come and I still can't exist on my own because I'm missing what I was supposed to have as a child, feeling of closeness and safety that was taken away from me.

I'm hoping a miracle will happen. I really do. I want to feel good with myself and be ok without another. Idk what else to do but wish it for myself on my birthday.

Thank you

[sarmatka]

Something that doesn't make sense to me with feminists...

Dressing cute and pretty, sexy things and feminine things = patriarchy, rape culture, evil

Women having rape fantasies, reading fanfiction about getting raped kidnapped/abused = female sexuality, femalegaze, progressive

[torerasmuertas]

Seeing a TIM in the flesh is like seeing a skinwalker

[labryslesbian]

they’re so fucking ugly, it pisses me off when i have to look at them

[sarmatka]

similarities between being polish and lesbian are crazy tbh

- community is self hating

- we have to latch on to people and ideologies that hate us and deny we exist, we can't exist on our own

- attacked from every side

- our existence appropriated by movements that see us as subhuman yet elevate us when they need it, for their own gain

- simping for others and elevating others while hating ourselves

- nihilism, alcoholism, despair

[sarmatka]

I can't relate to anyone I feel dead inside

[sarmatka]

post your art

The ones at the bottom is old stuff, I'm still learning how to draw.

I can't show you most of it here bc it's literally not safe for work.

[sarmatka]

lmao found another retard saying that lesbians unlike other humans (esp those evil moids) are attracted to personality

Like majority of fakebians it is correct... it's so fucking over

[sarmatka]

I wonder if lesbian divorce rate isn't so high since majority of them are traumagays and after few years the trauma heals up a bit and they divorce so they can go back to cock.

Like most of them don't show strong sexual interest for women anyways while I think about pussy and tits everyday and most of the time.

I don't have a reason to doubt I'm a homosexual but many "lesbians" I see just have issues with men or gender dysphoria.

Most women also don't feel sexual attraction to women unless she reminds her of a man or can fullfil a male gender role. This is why so many "lesbians" are attracted to ugliness and male like looks.

[bibianmeowiw]

Female weebs and himejoshis please follow me

[sarmatka]

👆🏻

[sarmatka]

asian lesbian twt and chinese social media artists have much better content. a lot of women in the west who have art skills will pander or just not make any public art. i used to do fxf art but quit because i kept having feminist people harass me and claim i’m a trans or secretly a man.

majority of women don’t accept lesbians because they think finding boobs hot is evil patriarchy

Some of them. It's hard to find them and I usually assume it's men anyways at this point. Ik that's counterproductive but it would help if those artists were vocal about being women.

I know alot of chinese art that depicts male like bodies on women and is also anti erotic. Also thin/slender and very tall instead of showing curves which is a chinese version of masculinising women.

I'm not a chinese speaker or on any asian social media. Talking about the stuff I've seen. Some female manga artists I know have art that is nice to look at all tho sometimes I'm not sure if they're women.

[sarmatka]

I used to post on deviantart and most of my watchers were men who would also assume I'm a man, those who knew I'm a lesbian woman would pretend to be women and go into my dms to "roleplay".

[sarmatka]

asian lesbian twt and chinese social media artists have much better content. a lot of women in the west who have art skills will pander or just not make any public art. i used to do fxf art but quit because i kept having feminist people harass me and claim i’m a trans or secretly a man.

majority of women don’t accept lesbians because they think finding boobs hot is evil patriarchy

Some of them. It's hard to find them and I usually assume it's men anyways at this point. Ik that's counterproductive but it would help if those artists were vocal about being women.

I know alot of chinese art that depicts male like bodies on women and is also anti erotic. Also thin/slender and very tall instead of showing curves which is a chinese version of masculinising women.

I'm not a chinese speaker or on any asian social media. Talking about the stuff I've seen. Some female manga artists I know have art that is nice to look at all tho sometimes I'm not sure if they're women.

[sarmatka]

I looked up lesbian art on tumblr and in 99% of the cases I don't see any expression of sexual attraction or idealised female beauty in those pictures, proof that most "lesbians" are just autistic asexual feminists

[sarmatka]

I'm sick of traumagays and autoandros telling me which fictional depictions of women I can and can't enjoy (the more masculine or straight up chopped ones are ok, sexy feminine ones with big boobs and skinny waist are off limits)

[sarmatka]

Odin in norse mythology practiced magic which is a feminine thing to do, done mostly by women. Highest of the gods btw.

Yet women and some sexist moids are still seething bc I love firearms, I'm interested in wars, martial arts ect. call me a nazi, school shooter, "pick me", TIM... whatever.

I feel like being a feminine presenting woman and having some very masculine hobbies is pretty based actually. It does make me feel powerful in a way. And cute. Like I don't think it takes away my femininity either.

The only thing that is kinda hard about it is that it makes me feel lonely but I like the way I am.

[vevagear3]

Happy Pride month

[tomonohebi]