it's been 5, maybe 6 months since my ex boyfriend and I broke Up and I'm still too scsred to tell him that I'm really still in love with him and that everything in me literally cried for him. I want his beard on my face and I want his hands on my thighs. I want his lips to travel from my nose to my lips. I want his curly hair in between my fingertips. I want his laugh in my ears and his smile in my eyes. I'm so in love with him, I want to still be the one he comes to and I wanna love him and hold him and let him know that I know bad things happen but I'll always be there to protect him and let it get me before it gets him. I'd take all the bullets in the world for him, and cross into places far beyond my boundaries and comfort zone just to see him smile at my again. being in love with the same person for 2 years does a lot to your heart 😔
