messed up girl in a messed up world

23 years old from West Sussex in England. instagram: saskiarebeccacole27 :) twitter: saskiarebecca94

[saskiarebeccacole]

Just written myself up this diet and exercise plan for tomorrow until Christmas eve, need to fucking stick to this. I am the fattest fucking thing and I know mum will force me to eat so much on Christmas day and I have no self control so I’ll just binge. I am having a burrito on Thursday which I know is a lot of calories so I will make up for it by trying to do 15 minutes running on the spot as extra. Feel so bad for drinking alcohol fri, sat and sun night but alxcohol numbs everything and I will hopefully have burned off some of the calories. I will try and carry on with a similar diet plan from boxing day, but in the new year I will be working full time during the day so will need to find extra time to exercise. D;

[serious]

[dreams-over-reality]

[frail-cat]

I’m disgustingly repulsive and deserve to be hurt

[amutualddiction]

[books-n-quotes]

Do not expect people to tell you the truth because they also lie to themselves.

Don Miguel Ruiz, The Four Agreements (via books-n-quotes)

[theanimalmemes]

isn’t it pathetic how we waste so much time on certain people and in the end they prove that they weren’t even worth a second of it

@sexual-texts (via sexual-texts)

[skinyb0nes]

It’s time to get serious now.

If I want to be a skinny girl, I have to start acting like a skinny girl.

Starting Monday this is my new diet plan. I want to be as small as I can possibly be by Christmas and I think this will seriously help me. I have left the 25th to the 29th blank as I will be at home then and until closer to the time I cannot be sure on how restrictive my calorie intake can be.

I will weigh in each day and write down my weight. I’ll tick off if I completed the fast and I’ll write underneath my calorie limit how much I have consumed.

Alongside this I will; • drink 3L of water a day • drink 2 cups of green tea, one in the morning and one before bed • walk for at least 30 minutes a day • burn more calories than I consume • 50 sit ups and 50 squats in the morning and before bed

I am fasting until Monday when this diet starts.

Anyone wishing to join me on this give me a message maybe? Please post updates on Tumblr, use the tags #skinyb0nes and #christmasfix where I’ll reply to posts and reblog them!

We can do this.

I can do this.

[thegoodvybe]

[saintserah-deactivated20200321]

I like those people you can joke around with and then have a deep conversation with.

[minuty]

If you have to beg someone to be in your life, they don’t deserve to be there.

Mandy Hale (via minuty)

[plsingly-deactivated20251210]

[missingyouonly]

:(

[notgoodenoughnotthinenough]

me: *doesn’t eat for three days*

family member i haven’t seen for two years: you’re a lot fatter than you were last time i saw you, try going on a diet love.

[suicidalnixi]

[suicidalnixi]

I didn’t know how broken I was, until every time I laughed I wanted to cry

(via suicidalnixi)

[queerlysad]