Jonathan Good

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Jesus, people still following this shit.

I came for the old stuff.

And I guess it's a good time to remind you that I'm now over here. [x]

But not you porn blog. You stay right there. Yeah. I see you. DNW.

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Anyway, message if you want to continue or whatever. Have a fantastic day/life.

Later~

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Breaking Point || Jon/Colby

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"I don’t think that… you’ll always be perfect to me." He said quietly, taking a deep breath. "I just… I keep thinking. About him. And how he’s all big and mighty and fuckin’ gorgeous… and the stuff he said. Me not givin’ you what you need…" He sighed, instantly nuzzling into the hands on his face as he tried not to let the tears pricking his eyes fall. "I guess I’m just all fucked up… you know how I get. Insecurity’s come creepin’ in." He shook his head, meeting the other’s gaze dead-on. "So I guess I keep lookin’ at you and feelin’ disgusted with myself." He confessed, shrugging slightly as he stood up. "But I want to shower with you. I want to spend every moment I can with you."

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"He may be good lookin', but his fuckin'..personality is ugly as hell. Look how he treats the both of us.. And, hey.. You're way more fuckin' gorgeous than he is. To me, you're perfect. You give me all I've ever wanted, all I've ever needed.. I may have let him do things.. But nothing compares to how good I feel with you and it's not even just about the sex. So stop that." Thumbs rubbed over the younger man's cheeks, light blues locked on brown ones before pressing his lips to the other man's. "I feel just as disgusted with myself, so I guess I get it, but.. You really shouldn't. Anything that asshole said, just.. Forget it, baby. Today's gonna end all that and.. We can move on. Now come on, noodle legs. Gonna carry you to the shower." He gave Colby a playful smile, hoping to get him to cheer up just a little at least as he lifted him from the bed and into his arms. "Oh, baby.. You better start eating, starting to feel light as a feather."

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Breaking Point || Jon/Colby

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As he realized that the other planned to shower separately from him, he felt a pang of something that made him uneasy. They’d showered together every day for the past month, and things had changed. Shaking his head, he moved a little towards the end of the bed, looking up at Jon with furrowed eyebrows. “Did you not want to…” He stopped the question, his voice so small that he was pretty sure the older man hadn’t heard him anyway. Frowning, he simply nodded quickly, sucking on the inside of his cheek to keep from losing it again over something silly.

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"I-I.. W-What?" He wasn't sure if he'd heard correctly, but he answered the other man based on what he'd assumed. "No. I mean.. Yes, I do. I just.. I didn't know if you'd want to is all. I mean, some times I swear I catch you.. looking at me like.. Like I'm disgusting. I don't want to force you to keep doing things that you may not want to do is all. I'd love to shower with you, baby. Don't ever think I wouldn't.. I just don't want to see that look again. I know I deserve it, but it still hurts." He sighed, shaking his head as he watched the younger man, knowing he'd upset him. He leaned down, forehead pressing against his lover's as hands moved to cradle his face. "Hey.. I'm sorry, okay? I want you to shower with me, alright?"

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Breaking Point || Jon/Colby

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He smiled, pressing his chest up against the other one. Nodding quickly, he licked his lips. “I… I’ll be here. My legs feel like jell-o after last night’s work out, anyway.” He sighed at the kiss, his eyes fluttering shut for a moment, trying to find comfort in it and succeeding mostly, making him feel a little relieved. “You can come with me next time… you know me, I get carried away when I’m in the zone.” He tried to keep his tone light, not wanting to admit that he’d spent all night pushing himself, using all of the hurt and anger he felt to drive his body harder. As Jon moved to grab the phone, he moved with him, not wanting to leave his side. He pressed his cheek to the older man’s shoulder blade, resting as he ordered all of the Iowan’s favorite breakfast items, making a small smirk play on his lips.

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Once he finished ordering, he set the phone down and turned his attention back to Colby with a smile. "There. All of the best. We've got..thirty minutes. Should be enough time to shower, but if you want to wait until I'm done then.." He bit down on his bottom lip, swallowing hard, still not knowing if the other would be able to handle being enclosed in the small shower with him after everything. "..I-I won't be too long. That way I can help you get into the bathroom. Not letting you walk with jell-o legs. Not even if you fuss at me about it." His lips curved a bit giving the hint of a smirk before he kissed his lover's forehead and forced himself to get up from the bed, his eyes on the younger man as he stretched a bit.

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Breaking Point || Jon/Colby

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He looked up at his lover, shrugging softly. “I can try… just don’t know how my stomach’ll like it. But for you.” He gave him a small smile, watching him carefully as he continued to comb through the silky tresses. “Hey, you need your energy, too. Don’t want you passin’ out mid-match.” He laughed, hoping the blonde hadn’t witnessed anything too out of the ordinary while he was sleeping. “I’ll eat if you promise to sleep at some point today.”

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He leaned into his lover's hand, groaning softly and pulled him even closer. "Fine. Shower, food, and then I'll take a nap. Just for you. Okay? Will you stay with me today? I don't want to wake up and you're gone to the gym again.. I was worried you'd work yourself too hard and get hurt. At least, let me come with you next time. I promise I'll stay out of your way.. Won't even know I'm there." Leaning down to kiss the younger man's shoulder, he lingered a moment before grabbing the hotel phone to order from room service.

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Breaking Point || Jon/Colby

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Forcing his tired eyes to open, he moved up a little, his grip tightening on the other’s arm. “No, no, I’m up…” He mumbled, curling his body up closer to the other man’s. “Not sure if I’m ready to give you this back yet, though.” He smirked as the other flexed, a tired groan leaving his throat as he let go, sitting up to raise his arms in a stretch. “Coffee. No food yet. Not sure I could…” He bit his lip, trying to shake off the almost constant feeling of nausea that’d been washing over him for the past two days. “Just not feeling too good.” He said with a shrug, turning to look at the blonde, a hand coming up to run back through short, curly locks. “Did you get any sleep, baby?”

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A yawn fell from the blonde, moving his arm to pull the other close instinctively. "I guess I can..let the coffee thing slide this week since.. Yeah. Okay. Will you at least try to? Just a little food.. I'll just order one plate and we can share, but I'd really like it if you ate today.. You're going to need your energy for the show, Colby." He sighed heavily, shaking his head only to turn back when fingers ran through his messy hair. "No. I couldn't. I just..watched you."

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Pretty sure showing you the surroundings of where our wedding is going to be taking place is something you'd like to see. Aha the ceremony is going to be taking place outside, you know that already, no worries the weather will be stunning.

This is the front view of the Buffalo Mountain Lodge. Can probably have a look around later aha, sneak away from the guesst. But yeah just showing you quick pictures of the place so you can get an idea, kay?

This is towards the back, where our ceremony will be seen.

And this is where the party will be taking place at. It's nothing big, nor is it small. But honestly do think it's a good enough place to have all our friends join us. 

Hope you're alright with this ,babe. If you have ideas that you want to share, tell me, kay?

These pictures are great, babe. I.. Had no clue how nice this all was going to be. Spring time's gonna be perfect up there. I can tell. It's beautiful as hell. It's all perfect the way you're showing me. Honestly, I wouldn't have been able to do any better..so please continue. It's wonderful all that you've already done so far. I love it. I love you.

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Breaking Point || Jon/Colby

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It had been an emotionally and physically exhausting few days. Emotionally, Colby was sick of all the crying and thinking and wondering, his mind stirring up the most awful of memories and triggers. Physically, he was strung out on no sleep, trying to keep himself awake because whenever he closed his eyes, he saw Joe’s hands all over his lover, and that was enough to put him in the bathroom all night, heaving up his fears.

Finally, though, after an extremely hard workout with all of this on his brain, he’d been able to come back and immediately fall asleep, his body too tired to go on. Even when unconscious, his brain still sought out his boyfriend, arms wrapped tight around the other man. At the bang, his eyelids fluttered, his sleep interrupted as he opened brown orbs to look up at the blonde next to him. “Wutizzit?” He slurred, his voice thick and sleep-laden. He cleared his throat, bringing a hand up to rub at one of his eyes.

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He turned to look at the younger man, frowning as he moved down to lay with him, hand rubbing at one of the other man's arms. "Nothing, baby.. Just another stupid message is all. Sorry I woke you. It's still early if you want to get some more sleep, I know how tired you must be. If not, I'm gonna need my arm back so I can go start the shower." He gave the younger man a small smile, flexing the arm in his lover's grip a little. He wasn't too sure how affectionate he could be without making his lover uncomfortable, but he'd been dying to at least try and see how far he could go. He was pretty sure that the images and videos that Colby had seen would definitely still be fresh on his mind and tonight would be even worse for the both of them. "Do you want me to order something for breakfast or..?"

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Breaking Point || Jon/Colby

Some would call it blackmail, others would just say "Go Ahead," and not really give two shits about whatever it was that was being used against them. Jon was stuck between hurting his boyfriend and exposing his most private matters all because of one man, one he'd thought had been his friend and had loved him at one time. Now it was just getting too deep and the other man had gone behind his back with photos, letting the love of his life in on his dirty little secret. It wasn't that he'd wanted to cheat on Colby, but he really hadn't been given time to figure anything out. He was afraid that the videos and pictures would not only be seen by fans, but that he'd end up losing his job and most importantly his lover. Things he'd done in the privacy of his own bedroom, in hotel rooms and other places.. All on the verge of being released unless he did every single thing that Joe had wanted him to do which included sleeping with him. It hadn't been like before when he'd sort of given in and unadmittedly enjoyed it, it disgusted him. He felt sick every single time the Samoan's skin touched his own in an intimate setting, but he couldn't show it. He had to go on with it, being forced to do all the things he'd done prior to being involved with Colby. It had been acceptable then. Hell, he'd enjoyed it then, but not now.

Not while his boyfriend lay in bed and waited on him, not when he was breaking the trust he'd been working so hard to get back since that one kiss and the accidental phone call when he'd gone to end things. He knew what he had to do now. After almost losing Colby yet again, he knew that he had to do something to end all of it, but he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to do it or that he'd get caught and end up regretting it. After a quick discussion with Colby, he finally felt a bit more prepared for it all. He was ready to get things over with and move on with his life. He had to get that phone and he knew he'd have to do something drastic to make sure it would work. He hated the fact that he'd have to use himself as the distraction and that Colby would have to be the one to grab the phone, but there really was no other way around it. There really wasn't much time to arrange for any of this to happen at home, so Jon figured that the best time to do anything about it was on Sunday after their pay per view show. They'd all be in the same place at the same time and it was soon, which had been what they'd both wanted to begin with.

Sunday morning was sort of like it usually was, Jon hadn't slept much, but he'd been watching the younger man beside him who'd finally gotten to sleep a few hours before. He moved a hand to brush the matted hair off of Colby's face, leaning in to kiss his forehead. As much as he wanted to move to get ready for today, he couldn't really pull himself from bed and it was even more difficult with arms clinging to his bicep tightly. He gave a half smile to the sight of the sleeping man beside him, wishing he'd been better to him and that they didn't have to do what they'd discussed tonight. Turning to reach for his phone, he frowned at the unread message from Joe. [text]: Don't forget tonight, baby. Keep me waiting and I'm sending this out to everyone we work with. -image attached- He shook his head at the picture of him naked and sprawled out on the bed, a tie around his neck and each of his limbs. He didn't even bother to reply, shutting the phone and slamming it down a bit harder than intended to as he rubbed at his face with his free hand, grumbling to himself and hoping that he hadn't woken the younger man next to him.