#sicknotweak

[lady-ronin]

Late post-seizure pic, I had one on Sunday and recovery can be a touch slow for me. It was minor, but it's always frightening. Slowly decompressing. ❤️ #SickNotWeak #seizureawareness #Stress #MentalHealth #Selfie #effyourbeautystandards https://www.instagram.com/p/CF1C4p4nctu/?igshid=w41i01vcp1w7

[tinylymie]

Things i’ve learned while being ill

*feel free to add any of your own

never take your health or anything for granted

life is unfair, but that’s just how it is

If you want anything in life, even if it’s just peace of mind, you have to put the work in and do it yourself

most doctors really don’t know everything there is to know about health and illness

regular people think they know everything there is to know about health and illness

people’s true colors come out, you’ll loose a lot of people you thought were your friends

Diet changes can help, but is not a “cure”

Never have very high expectations (health or life wise) or you’re going to always be disappointed

it’s not your fault you’re sick, it’s not your fault you’re sick, it’s not your fault you’re sick

celebrating even the smallest accomplishments is more then okay

if no one is around to be proud of you, be proud of yourself

when all else fails, listen to stand up comedy for soul-healing laughter * credit: @meatless-grandma *

you can’t sit around waiting for a “miricle” It’s just not realistic..

[the-mira-life-project-mtf]

Flu Said: Tag...your it! (My MtF~HRT Journey)

Nothing like a ‘be lazy all day’ day, except I could go without the chills, vomiting and GI nightmares!

Thank the lord it isn’t that Corona Virus!

Already 7 dead in my state...god bless their souls.

[healinghealthy]

Going to have to put a pause in the shred.

I've caught what my son had, I'm losing my voice, my throat is raw and I'm coughing a lung up.

So I'm going to have to stop the shred until I'm feeling better. I'm not going to make myself more ill just to keep going. That would be worse than just taking a step back for a week and making self care a priority.

It can wait, my progress won't just disappear over night because I'm not constantly working out. I am bummed out by having to stop but it can't be helped.

I'd rather make sure I'm healthy first and able to put in my all.

[kawaii-girlxo]

[moomkin77]

One good thing about being sick is that you just don’t care. Trip on something? Eh, whatevskies. Someone gives you a weird look cause you look like death walking? Screw them, you’re too sick to deal with that crap. Someone tries to mug you? Just keep on walking, apathetic to the entire world cause who cares? Not you, that’s who. You are on a mission, whether it’s to get through that next class, go get something to eat, or just get to your room so you can crash, and in the grand scheme of all that, nothing else matters.

Stay strong in these trying times of sickness, friends.

[thesupersarcasticstoner]

Boxing day flare... Sick... Send good vibes please. Any messages to help me get through this would be greatly appreciated.

[sadspacecookie]

Powerless

It's the kind of mood when nothing matters anymore. You are just so tired and done with everything, you just stop caring. Laying on the floor, exhausted, beaten by life. You have no strength to do the art that always helped in crisis times, no will to write, so you push through and force the words out of your mouth onto paper just so you feel a little bit less useless. You want to do things, want to be great, but are just a prisoner of your twisted mind. You try to get attention, try to look for purpose, but it's fading. You feel guilty for acting as such a drama queen, such a baby, so annoying and useless for anything but beatings and a dumpster for other people's emotions. When in public you wear a mask- always smiling clown, who's always okay, who's default emotion is happiness. For wearing the mask everyone does start to treat you like a clown, they believe your fake smile, the overly sweet kindness of a person who's always willing to help, or at least acts like that. They think it's because you're thick skinned- they insult you, destroy you, burn, break, bend, torture. All that just because they know you'll keep smiling at them, you'll keep pretending. They want you to break, but it's too late because you're already broken, nothing can make it worse at this point. They want you to fall apart, to show the ugly side that hides under the mask, but you're not like that, you can go on forever- that's what makes you such a great actor after all. You're a phantom hiding in the shade of a huge Paris theater. You hide, and cry and secretly love, but nobody needs that pathetic love of yours- they seek to fulfill their own desires, they have no time to listen, no time to love, to care, to help... Sometimes a thought creeps in, it's scary, dark, destructing. It wants to end you, leave you burn... But no matter how loud and attractive the idea sounds now, you close your eyes, take a deep breath, you remember all the good, bad, sweet, bitter, loving, hating, brave, frightened, crazy, calm and most favorite moments that life gave you. It helps, because now you want to go on, now you have a will to live. Those moments. You want more, only by living you'll get more of those moments, only then you can stick to them. They save, protect you, keep you sane. You're feeling again, maybe not the happiest, not the brightest, but you're feeling, you're alive, you're important. You remember that time you laughed at a stupid joke, smiled at a cute dog passing by, couldn't hold back the tears of happiness because someone you loved finally got better and you were worried sick they never would.

Get better please, become someone's reason to live and smile.