pink rabbits

anyway i’m reaching for the outstretched hand of the universe

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Life has been dreamy lately

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hello from J’s narnia wardrobe mirror

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arcade fire playing in the bookstore i’m in. why is this such a quintessential experience threaded throughout my life Lol

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Gorgeous

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i had a really really really really good day today and i was 100% pain free the entire time thank u to the psychedelic diet of acid and mushrooms while on holiday a few weeks ago. Life is so SO good sometimes- when im well enough to live it- that it almost doesn’t feel real.

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via

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nothing more satisfying than getting violently high in my bathroom at like 8pm after finishing training at the gym and i’m finally done w my day. i have worked extremely hard over the last three months and think maybe now im finally starting to see some kind of return on my investments. the re-discovery of Tiny pleasures !

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i stayed down on the peninsula where i ate my first dr seuss tab. i have been hit with a generational run of an afterglow-i immediately got back to melbourne and starting planning EU summer trip (!!!!) joined a new gym booked in to a pain management program at the hospital bought tickets to my first AFL game got a payrise gave a big work preso meeting new ppl making new friends

i have been waking real early and feeling brand new / Everything changes when u see it for yourself / potential counts for nothing until it’s realised

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Emotionally i’m in a pool with a gun

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i’ve just started reading jung. man & symbols. ive just woken up in the middle of the night which is very funny to me. so im now getting stoned at 2:48AM bc i can. Feeling less weighed down by negative metacognition this week

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its wild how chronic pain has totally and utterly disconnected me from desire in all of its forms. i can see and feel my life passing by me in real time. its hard to feel like there is anything worth living for when youre not well enough to enjoy it. i would love to experience melb in its totality, meet some new ppl, experience smthn new..... i cant even dream abt it anymore. blank-slated/ shellshocked.

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2009

Property of Enfield Tennis Academy

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very much looking forward to my last meeting of the day (in 15 mins), and then i’m going to get violently high, have a 30min hot shower, and then go to the pub and trivia w my friends!!!!! i don’t think i can express how excited i am to indulge in any kind of activity mid-week that isn’t going to a pain specialist appointment, the psychiatrist or the gym. i am ELATED

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i ate 5g shrooms on saturday night and solo tripped for the first time. it was extremely good for me. i have been able to let go, at least for now. the letting go. i have more questions than answers but jesus christ, doesn’t it feel good to be asking questions again, to have some kind of curiosity or wonder abt what’s around the corner, and the desire to keep looking for it. all of which has been devoid from my mind body and life for so many months now.

a body in motion stays in motion

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The Duality of Pain Meds

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babysitting !!!!