I’d like to take this and make it more creative.
Get help until you don’t feel that way anymore, get the fuck off the internet while organizations like Missing and Exploited Children get the CP off of the internet.
If you’ve been hurt by a pedo and therefore turned into one, whether POCD or without a compulsion, you are not at fault. You are worthy of love, but only if you fucking fix yourself. It is not okay to just be like “Well, this is my life now.”
Some of the antis want to genocide, imprison, lynch, and eviscerate you, if that doesn’t give you enough reason to want to change, then you’re doing it to yourself. You’re giving them a reason to hate you more.
If you’ve been hurt and you support them, girl/boy/nb peep, what the hell is you doing? By supporting them and not giving them tough love to get help, you’re breeding the ideal that it’s okay to want to fuck kids and I think you know it’s not.. like.. look at what you’re doing.
If you view CP even simulated, you’re contributing to the abuse. “Even simulated?” Yes bitch, even simulated, because if it’s made okay there’s going to be some sick fuck that says, “I can make that.. but real.”
There are many reasons why it is illegal in the USA to be with a child and the majority of it stems back to psychological trauma, physical trauma, and death (often due to young pubescent girls giving birth even though they only got their period once).
There are reasons why it’s bad, you know this. Don’t be fucking dumb and ignore it. Get help. If you absolutely think “I don’t need help with this, I can totally be a teacher and form young minds,” you deserve being shot into space without a rocket. You deserve to know that you have to potential to be dangerous, to ruin someone’s life because you love them and want to be with them.
Rape among adults is a grab at power and control. Raping a child could include this delusion that they want you to be with them.
If you’re a map, and a youngin approaches you online, BLOCK THEM. If they approach you in real life, WALK AWAY. If it gets to be too much, all you can think about, COMMIT YOURSELF TO A HOSPITAL.
It’s okay to admit what you feel is disgusting because even you know that it is.