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Idk am i the only one who periodically has just THERE IS NO WAY OUT HOW DO I GET OUT OF HERE? HOW DO I GO THERE? And “there” is just like. ??? An amalgamation of everything i thought could be a nice place to be impractically. I can’t be a bird?

#back 2 tumblr 2 type put thoughts when i should be journaling but cant bc i actually need to be working 🫶🏻

Lmfao tho

Keep wearing ur mask

#managed to avoid it for THREE years. i almost made it 4 and fucking. of COURSE. coughing my lungs out now. amazing!!!!

anarchopuppy

I, a hearing person who likes subtitles just as a preference, shouldn't have to read a subtitle that's obvious nonsense, go back a couple seconds, and listen again in order to figure out what's going on. An accessibility feature should not be the most half-assed part of a professionally made production. Scripted media has absolutely no excuse for not having subtitles or having subtitles that aren't perfectly verbatim. Professional captioning services should be ashamed of the shoddy work that they put out. Captions should be treated as a part of the production, just like filming, editing, audio balancing, etc - and anything that releases with missing or bad captions should be seen as unfinished

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Adding to that, [speaking in a foreign language] shouldn’t be a valid caption

TELL ME WHAT THEY’RE SAYING, YOU ASSHATS

No because when did i make the shift from suffering at the mortifying ordeal of being known into the desperation for someone to see all of me and know me from my same internal perspective?

#not in a you see me way but in a. yoh have experienced my thought patterns and understand how i am #this #i am unwell i fear

sateurn

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These sobs really limited my tags?????

I have so many more thoughts this is so so much less than 1/2. Broski. Big dislike

sateurn

Further things

#because basically in summary. the lack of payoff makes the show a trash heap (we love you s1 and 2 you live forever in my heart). i need #someone to watch it so i can talk about it at length. BUT i cant recommend it to anyone. bc lack of payoff.#BUT what the show could have been??? the questions from early on that yearn to be answered? the ‘what could have been’ is my favorite show.#i loved the ham i loved the outrageous costuming (practical always > cgi as far as realism #tho hopefully practical isnt quite as dangerous any more) and it had so. much. potential.#but the ‘twists’ if you can call it that coming from left field 24/7 and being inconsistent with established character-world-etc etc? it #just tanked it :-/ which is really unfortunate bc it had a take that felt new to me even 20 years after airing. had a good dynamic. lost it #all 😭😭😭😭 and also. random addition bc im too defeated by the 30 tag limit to elaborate as much as i want #when dylan got confirmation that sarah moved on and started smoochin on anything that moved? tanked the character. i LOVE a good himbo but #you cant just make him my dad u know? like?? keep it to YOURSELF. absolutely lost me on the selling of him as heroic/sticks to his moral #standard. bc he wasnt himbo-ing he didnt lean fully into himbo so it was just gross #(differently i do take issue w the casual mysogyny/etc throughout [harper] but like i ignored it for story. then then trashed the STORY. BRO

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These sobs really limited my tags?????

I have so many more thoughts this is so so much less than 1/2. Broski. Big dislike

#its ‘i watched a tv show and i need to talk about it in the tags of this site im not on anymore’ time #ty to the void for always accepting my thoughts <3 #so honestly its just me thinking about the andromeda tv show. i just finished it and it left me destitute bc i clung onto the first 2 season #s as a basis and had ten thousand questions i *assumed* would be resolved. spoiler alert: they were nto #not*. and the coda addition helps but like. not enough. it explains some of the #oh fyi if anyone is reading or cared there will be spoilers #anyways it explained some of them ex for the cosmic engine bit. seemed pretty relevant and then was never mentioned again #i also MUCH prefer that version of trance — i had speculation she was a sun avatar which i took as confirmation when i finally noticed her #tattoo when harper used it to remind himself he put that data in the sun etc etc but i much prefer the sun-as-consciousness-astral-poject-#ing-slash-dreamjng-itself-a-body / being a little devil. i think that feels much more true to what we got in worldbuilding early on and tbh #the bar is on the floor bc any explanation would be better than what we got. also im sorry but s5 i trusted SO hard that that whole virgil #vox bit in the finale was insulting. couldnt even tie up the loose end you invented at the last minute????? MY god. i understand getting you #r budget halved but like. broski. it would have been better to ignore it at that point imo.#anywhoodle. i also have just ISSUES w the lack of resolution & not doing justice to literally any character #listen. why would you sink SO much effort into tyr just to have honestly what i feel is a disrespectful end to that character. like #tyr required me to do a LOT of thinking bc i sympathized with his position in exile etc while thinking also bro thats real fucked up. bro #stop thats fuckinng e*genics again dude. tbh with the entire species (im not looking up how to spell that rn) bc like the foundation of #their entire race is e*ugenics. (sorry censoring bc im in the tags just venting about tv) which obviously is a terrible idea but i think the #so it was like i am fundamentally against the concept but in show universe theg obviously did it etc but for me provided such a huge like #context to the universe. i fundamentally am not on board with all the commonwealth stuff like yeah i get it the magog are bad and scary but #like the neitzcheans (sp??? idc) are also Right There bein scary. then theres the ‘enhanced’ debate re dylan beka etc that like. is the same #but ‘’different’’ i guess. 🙄 anyways that is just to point out like. the level of thinking this show put me through just to blindside me w/#no resolution. i had SO much hope. tyr selling iut to the abyss is disrespectful to all of the established work the actor did for him and #to the character as well even if i think the ideology is icky. he was shown to be even less and less self-centric survival guy as it went on #and also tbh i didnt understand the him stealing his kids dna thing. i really thought that was gonna gi in a different less bs direction #okay also while im here can i just say. that tyr and dylan had THE most romantic tension to me. everyone else felt very friendshipy and i am #NOT one to usually fall into a ‘they obviously should be together’ pipeline that the writers dont make themselves. but the back and forth (#and intense eye contact) had me sitting there like. it was made in 2000 i know they wont do it but for not doing it they sure did! not that #i think they’d make a good couple (they would not) but that there was definitely something there on the dl you know? something more than #‘mutual respect’ you feel? and tbh! they also ruined the tyr beka thing by making her the matriarch. big ew huge ick.

sateurn

God not to reenter this phase of my life but i need to rant into the void bc i dont know anyone irl who has seen dr who i can rant to.

As much as i hate and i HATE losing rose. So much. That shit hurted. Im always so sad but then ✨martha✨ comes in. And i LOVE martha. Adore her. Cant believe i made it this far without her. Every time!

sateurn

Continued thoughts

#I THINK the reason i loathe 11 so is that i watched like 3 seasons of him or whatevrr tf and he didnt talk about rose at aLL and i Did Not #Like That At All. anyways

God not to reenter this phase of my life but i need to rant into the void bc i dont know anyone irl who has seen dr who i can rant to.

As much as i hate and i HATE losing rose. So much. That shit hurted. Im always so sad but then ✨martha✨ comes in. And i LOVE martha. Adore her. Cant believe i made it this far without her. Every time!

#my controversial opinion is that the show gets bad the second they switch to the 11th doc.#like i liked rory and…. karen gillans characters name that i forgot.. as well but like 11?#DULL. imo. Cant get into him. i respect that he tried and was very popular but like he really had to follow david tennant #and thats just impossible to do well.#no but seriously im watching dr who again bc i ran OUT out of tv and hbo max took away my comfort shows #so here i am in a dr who phase again. but this time i actually have to watch all of 11 so i can get to Old Man and Woman and then ill be #caught up for new doc #ANYWAYS. pls ignore this i wish i could set posts to private LMAOOOO

Hello need to complain in tags again ✨💜

#when i feel like im about to post on my Name Brand Social Media that i am about to lose it. i come here instead 💜✨ uwu #no but really i am having. a crisis (like i do every day) because HOW am i supposed to live still when i cant ✨ get ✨ a ✨ job ✨#like i have the degree. i have the relevant experience for entry level position. i have the portfolio. i have???? all the stuff they said i #would need to have. but NO positive responses. 6 (if im being generous) interviews in 7 months. all ended in rejections.#‘you are a really strong candidate though so we will keep you on file’ no u wont lmao #i did find a typo in my resume tho so 🙃 maybe thats The Reason tm #like literally so desperate for work i was about to start my own business which i am like. fundamentally against but u know. DESPERATE.#except surprise now that its at the point where i would have to post about it & actively seek work—i am paralyzed. because i DONT WANT TO #OWN A BUSINESS AND DO THAT KIND OF STUFF. i literally hate it here

Psa to companies rejecting me: trying to sound sympathetic just comes off as condescending pls stop

#yes i only come here to complain!!! no i do not have healthy outlets!!!#yes it has been 7 months since i graduated with a total of 6 interviews if i am being generous with that word & countless #literally countless rejections #sometimes within an hour of applying!!!!#its fun!!! side note: when did you start to need a (useless) masters degree for a JUNIOR position?

Latest crisis: apply for job, go through 2 of the best interviews ive ever had (i didnt even fuck it up!!!) they LIKE my portfolio (which is kinda messy tbh) ,,,,,,,,, they say no!!!!!!!

#coming off of the back of yikes probably 75 MINIMUM other rejections (the number is that low to account for the jobs that dont take the time #to actively reject me but that just ghost me instead!)#its a *great* time to desperately need a job after completing your degree except apparently you have NO prospects :+)#its complaining time again <3 sending this to the VOID so i dont scream while my aunt is on a call

Dear my friends & mutuals still on this app: i miss you!

I do not know your new urls. I may not remember your name. BUT i remember the icons you had in like 2015 😭😭😭😭

I am constantly absent from this website and i am so sorry for not keeping up. Please just know i think of you!!! And am hoping for good things for you.

And I’m still here if u ever want to catch up or like. Let me know your new usernames 😭💜💜💜💜