don't you get it?
I already have everything else.
The reason I am chasing after you
is because your eyes are too simple to see the brilliance that I polished you with that day in the darkness
your ears too dull to hear the waterfall I poured into your mouth
your hands too rough with the world to feel the love that you yourself possess
because I loved you first.
Stop chasing after these mad answers,
and quit trying to understand ME.
What you need to know Ive already told you
what you need to see I paint for you everyday
in the sky
on the grass
under the depths
through the waves of sound you encompass
and everything is evident that I do not wish to conceal.
During these 27 months inside of you
I see you've begun to realize the expanse of my emotions.
Sometimes I cry too.
You notice my rain when your siblings don't and you ask my opinion like a true daughter;
dont think I cant see your motives, though.
I know you want to change, I can feel it
you want to feel, I can help you change
you want to blossom too quickly yet
just be patient.
Everything is under control, just wait.
Your motives are pure and your dreams are mine
but your wish for a lack of time is disgusting.
I will always love you and I will always be here waiting for you to turn your head back towards the sky and smile and cry at the sight of my face.
I will always want you and listen to your thoughts without judging you because I made you, after all, and your mind is the most precious pattern I wove, after your delicate soul.
You will never understand, nor will you catch even a short whiff of the fragrance I am deeply breathing inside of you.
