genuflecting ghost

nsfw obviously.

[satyricplotter]

✸ the triumph of pan, nicolas poussin (1636)

hello! welcome!

this is satyricplotter, my NSFW, x reader sideblog, styled so after secretive plotter from omniscient reader.

i am an adult. you can call me percy. any pronouns are fine. i love nicknames, also.

i do not have a dni, but i reserve the right to block you for whatever reason i should wish to, as we all should. i don't mind spam liking! if you are a minor, please don't follow me and don't interact with my explicit content. there will really be quite little here to interest you.

THIS IS A DARK CONTENT BLOG. i don't recommend you follow if you do not want to see any of the following: incest, dub and non con, somnophilia, teenage sex, age gap. others may apply. you can always ask to tag anything not in here. and while i do welcome genuine, mature conversation about these topics, i am not interested in discussing my own morality for indulging in them.

✸ main fandom: dc -- batman -- robins

i mostly write for dick, jason and tim. you can very easily persuade me to write for any member of the batfam or any of their close friends, if i have not done so already. i don't do requests per se, but if you throw a concept at me, i'll give you my thoughts on it :)

→ other fandoms: svsss, orv, mcu!spidey, assorted manga and manhwa (u can ask)

→ a note on reader's gender identity: i try to leave it as gender neutral as possible so as to make it easier to self-insert, but in sexual contexts i will probably specify the genitalia involved. i don't use agab language to tag and i also usually do not assign any gender to the reader while writing, regardless of pronouns or genitalia, unless i'm gendering them socially for the purposes of the narrative.

housekeeping:

✸ tagging system (includes character tags)

✸ text post tag

✸ writing tag (no masterlist, sorry!)

✸ ao3

asks are tagged sp. ask. i often forgo tagging triggers unless it's the theme of the post, but i am open to tagging upon request (for anything, really).

[satyricplotter]

hello! do you mind sharing your pinterest? i'm so intrigued. plus i vibe with the visual aspect of pinterest as a starting point for writing too!

hi!!! i totally would except i've been using my personal account and it has like my full government name on it (okay so not really but very identifying info and also irls lol). let me migrate my relevant boards to another account and i'll link that one when i'm done. were you wanting to see any specific fic board? i can get that one going first if you wanna

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anybody on the project hail mary train? if so happy pride

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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this would happen to tim

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whenever I think about Jason and family there’s always an anger towards his father figure. He’s angry at his bio dad for leaving, he’s angry at Bruce and his inflexibility when it comes to morals (and therefore him). That one comic where he saves that kid and gives him his helmet revolves around his anger towards a father figure abusing their son.

But with moms? Idk. There’s like, a sadness and idealization towards his mother figures that isn’t there with all the other orphans in the family. We don’t get much of Catherine but it’s clear he loves her a lot, Nocturna is redeemable in his eyes, even Sheila is someone he jumps in front of knowing he’ll die.

I’m just rambling at this point.

oh for sure. This whole thing about Jason with parents is so interesting to me... I can never quite make up my mind around it. There's a lot of external factors I guess that we can use to explain why it is the way it is (this double play of like mother absent/good, father present/bad), but I'm really curious about how HE thinks about it. Like, all of Jason's feelings towards fathers are so much more immediate to us (and to him too, I think) because of Bruce. The father-son relationship is much more prominent for each of their characters, and like a good 60% of Jason's motivation in general. I also think there's a lot of like gender stuff going on, with like the fridged mothers BUT all of those women are SO much more complex than like, Mary Grayson or Martha Wayne (with exceptions). So the external stuff is fun, but I'm really eager to crack Jay's head open and see what's going on there.

I think you're right that the anger, first for Willis and then for Bruce, helps a lot in keeping his relationship to fatherhood/his fathers relevant and alive. It's such a visceral, immediate feeling, and it stick and needles in a way that pure sadness doesn't. It incites action. So then fatherhood becomes an ongoing issue, something to resolve, because Bruce is there to maintain that connection alive. And also I think because of the gender mirroring (how can I be a man if nobody is teaching me to be a man? (Willis) + what sort of man can I be if I cannot be your son because I have done the one thing you do not do? (Bruce), which is closer or more apparent to him than with motherhood and femininity. My theory here is if Bruce had never appeared in his life, his parental issues would be falling heavyyyyy on mother stuff, and Willis would sort of meld into the background.

Because like, canonically, he's got some stuff going on with his mothers. I think the root origin of it IS Catherine: her kindness towards him, her failure to shield him from the worst of the world, and the harrowing tragedy of her death (and its circumstances). To him, the mother is the person who is always trying their best and who loves him unconditionally despite their glaring flaws, and that DOES include all the times they hurt him. It certainly informs his relationship with Sheila: he wants that back, whatever he had with Catherine, the intangible, unchangeable core of it which has to be persist despite Sheila clearly doing wrong by him, because that's what a mother is. It cannot be any other thing because then. Then, what? He loses Catherine again? It's unabidable.

I don't know if the idealization persists because he doesn't get another mother after Catherine, not really. When you lose a parent young, particularly when their loss changes your life radically (and I do think her loss is far more devastating that Willis's in the long run), it's so easy to 1) forget what your parent really was like as a person, because you never met them as an adult, and 2) to pin all your hopes and longing and failures and anger on their loss. This, I think, is in some way deviated by Bruce (because he is a decently good parent, I think, at first), but it is ALSO active by the time Jason dies. But then the trauma of his death and Bruce's betrayal to their relationship as father and son is so large, it interrupts it entirely, and then replaces it. I wonder if he'd never died, whether Jason would've grown up, like. Seeking a mother. Maybe sleeping around a lot with women. Living up to the Wayne son reputation. Interesting to think about a Jason like that.

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also may i rec:

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[satyricplotter]

jason todd mommy kink send post

[biglittlebaby]

You and @lushberrys need to be friends

[satyricplotter]

starting the jason todd mommy kink canon by 2030 project whos with us

[lushberrys]

jason todd having a mommy kink is so real i just know his eyes get all hazy when you pull your shirt up and he gets a bit stupid and hazy seeing your boobs.

thinking about the first time you lift your shirt and show him and how absolutely dumbfounded jason is. you pull your shirt over your head after a hot makeout sesh and all he can do is stare and go

“., woah, wow… heh,”

his mouth just got so dry and his dick just got 10 times harder than before, its aching at this point.

poor baby who just gets so so stupid at the sight of pretty tits. no thoughts except being a good boy.

he's absolutely in awe that he gets to see your tits on the first place but then you're calling him your "precious baby boy" and "you've been so good for mommy, haven't you?" and he's instantly full of heart eyes with a dopey smile on his face

his favorites are "my big man" and any variation of "sweet/precious baby boy"

he also almost cums in his pants when you tell him, "remember your manners, say thank you mommy"

[satyricplotter]

your post about dick and omtsy!reader jumping on the chance to become blood related siblings is so. #yeah #incestwins

read that initially as incest twins and i was like oh they'd be thrilled. they'd be so game. it's weird enough as is they'd be thrilled to retroactively be in the womb at the same time. womb to tomb sweetheart and all that (#sorry mr barnes). it would be like a marriage to them except it's better than marriage because there's no divorce for being blood related. they would be carrying each other in their veins all the time forever and ever. the horrible infection you risk every time pumps you full of cum and plugs it in is not the same thing. it just gives you such a good claim for being part of this world for real, and it brings like an undeniable, material claim to your relationship, like both your siblinghood AND romantic attachment can be all in your heads but that will show up in your lab tests. he can put that on the fridge with a magnet.

[satyricplotter]

whenever I think about Jason and family there’s always an anger towards his father figure. He’s angry at his bio dad for leaving, he’s angry at Bruce and his inflexibility when it comes to morals (and therefore him). That one comic where he saves that kid and gives him his helmet revolves around his anger towards a father figure abusing their son.

But with moms? Idk. There’s like, a sadness and idealization towards his mother figures that isn’t there with all the other orphans in the family. We don’t get much of Catherine but it’s clear he loves her a lot, Nocturna is redeemable in his eyes, even Sheila is someone he jumps in front of knowing he’ll die.

I’m just rambling at this point.

oh for sure. This whole thing about Jason with parents is so interesting to me... I can never quite make up my mind around it. There's a lot of external factors I guess that we can use to explain why it is the way it is (this double play of like mother absent/good, father present/bad), but I'm really curious about how HE thinks about it. Like, all of Jason's feelings towards fathers are so much more immediate to us (and to him too, I think) because of Bruce. The father-son relationship is much more prominent for each of their characters, and like a good 60% of Jason's motivation in general. I also think there's a lot of like gender stuff going on, with like the fridged mothers BUT all of those women are SO much more complex than like, Mary Grayson or Martha Wayne (with exceptions). So the external stuff is fun, but I'm really eager to crack Jay's head open and see what's going on there.

I think you're right that the anger, first for Willis and then for Bruce, helps a lot in keeping his relationship to fatherhood/his fathers relevant and alive. It's such a visceral, immediate feeling, and it stick and needles in a way that pure sadness doesn't. It incites action. So then fatherhood becomes an ongoing issue, something to resolve, because Bruce is there to maintain that connection alive. And also I think because of the gender mirroring (how can I be a man if nobody is teaching me to be a man? (Willis) + what sort of man can I be if I cannot be your son because I have done the one thing you do not do? (Bruce), which is closer or more apparent to him than with motherhood and femininity. My theory here is if Bruce had never appeared in his life, his parental issues would be falling heavyyyyy on mother stuff, and Willis would sort of meld into the background.

Because like, canonically, he's got some stuff going on with his mothers. I think the root origin of it IS Catherine: her kindness towards him, her failure to shield him from the worst of the world, and the harrowing tragedy of her death (and its circumstances). To him, the mother is the person who is always trying their best and who loves him unconditionally despite their glaring flaws, and that DOES include all the times they hurt him. It certainly informs his relationship with Sheila: he wants that back, whatever he had with Catherine, the intangible, unchangeable core of it which has to be persist despite Sheila clearly doing wrong by him, because that's what a mother is. It cannot be any other thing because then. Then, what? He loses Catherine again? It's unabidable.

I don't know if the idealization persists because he doesn't get another mother after Catherine, not really. When you lose a parent young, particularly when their loss changes your life radically (and I do think her loss is far more devastating that Willis's in the long run), it's so easy to 1) forget what your parent really was like as a person, because you never met them as an adult, and 2) to pin all your hopes and longing and failures and anger on their loss. This, I think, is in some way deviated by Bruce (because he is a decently good parent, I think, at first), but it is ALSO active by the time Jason dies. But then the trauma of his death and Bruce's betrayal to their relationship as father and son is so large, it interrupts it entirely, and then replaces it. I wonder if he'd never died, whether Jason would've grown up, like. Seeking a mother. Maybe sleeping around a lot with women. Living up to the Wayne son reputation. Interesting to think about a Jason like that.

[satyricplotter]

jason todd mommy kink send post

[perleore]

ꮼ premature ejaculation with inexperienced!jason todd (18+)

He's hovered over you, his deep green eyes fluttering closed as the head of his cock tentatively brushes along your slick folds. The slow drag is torturous, this drawn-out tension that's got you on edge, but he freezes up, too wrapped in his own doubts. Panic twists in his gut. This already feels too fucking good, way too intense for someone like him who's barely dipped a toe into this.

"Come on... ‘s okay baby. You can put it in," you gently urge, your voice a raw whisper of desperation, but his thoughts are a whirlwind, second-guessing every move. He jerks his head side to side, refusing.

“Can’t yet…” his face buries into the curve of your neck, a soft whimper escaping as he nudges the tip against your opening. It teases right at the edge, slipping in just a fraction and your walls instantly squeeze and gush around it, but he pulls back every time.

A frustrated whimper escapes you. "Jay, why are you holding back so hard?" Your fingers slide up the smooth expanse of his bare back, nails slightly scratching the scarred skin. He quakes at the touch, leaning into it like a lifeline.

"I can't... fuck, ohmygod..." he stammers as your hands soothe him, making his throbbing cock twitch against you. Hot tears start splashing onto your skin, right at the collarbone. "Don't wanna screw this up and hurt you. I'm not... I don't even know if I can do it right."

"What'd really hurt is you stopping yourself from feeling good ‘cause you’re scared," you soothe, tugging him down until his weight settles against you, arms looping around his neck in a firm hold. "You know I love you, Jay."

Your soft encouragement shatters his fragile control, sending him tumbling over the brink. His cock twitches wildly, barely notched at your opening, as thick, erratic spurts of cum erupt from him—coating your cunt in sticky warmth, some dribbling inside just a fraction. He gasps, body jerking in clumsy spasms, face burning with shame as the pathetic reality hits: he's spilled everywhere without even getting started, like some fumbling kid who couldn't hold it together. Humiliation floods him, cheeks flaming red, a choked sob bubbling up because he feels so small, so utterly inadequate in this vulnerable strip-down of himself.

"Oh shit—sorry, fuck—"

You silence him with a gentle press of lips to his, palms framing his flushed face, thumbs sweeping away the tear tracks streaking his cheeks. "No, don’t be sorry. ‘Can always try again, hm?”

[satyricplotter]

same anon as the ask you just answered about the thematic analysis/Dick grief appeal, just wanted to say thank you for the time you took to answer it so thoroughly. I will be reading it with vigor alongside my morning coffee; life is good. I hope you likewise have a wonderful day mwah

Thank you for asking! It was a lovely question, it made me think about something I very rarely verbalize. Writing is very intuitive to me, but that's an intuition shored up by all the stuff I take in and the ways I've been trained to think, and it was nice to like, take a step back and consciously acknowledge that. It IS a very different process from writing fiction to actually producing my own historiography and sometimes I forget.

I hope it wasn't too convoluted (felt like it was slipping out of my hands by the end there lmao) and that you liked it :) oh and that your coffee was good. thanks for taking an interest!!!! i love youuu

[satyricplotter]

and IF they ran into a magic ritual that could make them blood siblings they'd take that opportunity in a heartbeat btw

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i think also the concept of not ever answering a thematic question you posit in the text is, like, cool. once more to see you is stronger to me if i do not pontificate on the root of incest and its social role, but let it dangle between the things i care more about, which is like the permeability between form and content or the tensions between discourse and praxis. the more you fulfill the form of Wayne Son and Daughter, the more the tension between What You Say vs What You Do (and the ever present public/private) makes the incestual contradiction necessary. the hypocrisy should be self evident

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also frankly if im so sincere one motivator here for me was my distaste for found family as a trope bc it reduces people to their Role, which is often gendered so egregiously you're like what sort of 50s TV ad did i walk into. so i was fully saying like okay let's make that real then, if you play the role, is that what you become? and me pushing against that was saying Sure, but you cannot deny everything else. You Will be Mother, but an imperfect one, the only one you can be, because you are human first

[skytouches]

“Finally, Some Concrete Career Advice” by Natalie Shapero, published by The Rumpus

[satyricplotter]

i think also the concept of not ever answering a thematic question you posit in the text is, like, cool. once more to see you is stronger to me if i do not pontificate on the root of incest and its social role, but let it dangle between the things i care more about, which is like the permeability between form and content or the tensions between discourse and praxis. the more you fulfill the form of Wayne Son and Daughter, the more the tension between What You Say vs What You Do (and the ever present public/private) makes the incestual contradiction necessary. the hypocrisy should be self evident