Sav

The war did not end. It is inside of me.

[emiliaclarke]

phoebe tonkin photographed by justin campbell, nyfw september 2014

[refusetoshine]

Australia represent at the #versusversace show tonight! @phoebejtonkin is kinddddddd of everything. #nyfw #phoebetonkin

[haydenxshepherd-blog]

Yeah, I’m a nice guy. Nice guys may not finish first, but I would rather be a nice guy than a douchebag any day. That’s not who I am.

[sav-howell]

Does douchebag at least look a tiny bit sexy on me? Otherwise I’ll have to completely rethink this.

[sav-howell]

You. Do you— know? Why should I be surprised. This whole town probably knows.

[haydenxshepherd-blog]

I know, and no, I wasn’t compelled.

[sav-howell]

So what, your just nice? Spoiler alert: the good guys don't win. It's kind of the whole reason I switched teams.

[sav-howell]

[lukatrevino-blog]

Savannah…{he gently grips her arm}—Just so you know, I don’t want to change you, and even if I could,…

[sav-howell]

Just because I’m happy around you most of the time doesn’t mean I’m a happy person. It just means you make me happy. — I used to believe happiness was a choice but I don’t think I believe that anymore. I just want you to be happy, okay? I’m just waiting for you to get that and get away from me before something stupid happens like I get hopelessly attached to you. Because it's kind of a thing that I do.

[sav-howell]

[sav-howell]

{quietly} Please don’t look at me like that.

Like I’ve severely disappointed your expectations or hopes of who you want me to be, okay? I can’t even impress myself. I don’t really have room to make friends or even small talk okay? I don’t have the heart, if I have one at…

[sav-howell]

Who sent you? Steven? Decided if someone could melt my cold maybe I’d finally forgive him?

{mutters to herself, amused} you’ve probably been compelled.

[haydenxshepherd-blog]

Compelled? Seriously?

[sav-howell]

You. Do you-- know? Why should I be surprised. This whole town probably knows.

[sav-howell]

[sav-howell]

{quietly} Please don’t look at me like that.

Like I’ve severely disappointed your expectations or hopes of who you want me to be, okay? I can’t even impress myself. I don’t really have room to make friends or even small talk okay? I don’t have the heart, if I have one at...

[sav-howell]

Who sent you? Steven? Decided if someone could melt my cold maybe I'd finally forgive him?

{mutters to herself, amused} you've probably been compelled.

[lukatrevino-blog]

And what am I doing that’s so new?  Not noticing how you’re feeling?  We both know that is not the truth.

What’s wrong?

[sav-howell]

You can’t change me. You know that, right? Good company doesn’t make someone good. — Nevermind. I.. Don’t remember how you take your tea. Milk? Sugar? {goes to the fridge}

[haydenxshepherd-blog]

That’s what I thought.

[sav-howell]

{quietly} Please don’t look at me like that.

Like I’ve severely disappointed your expectations or hopes of who you want me to be, okay? I can’t even impress myself. I don’t really have room to make friends or even small talk okay? I don’t have the heart, if I have one at all.

[fckshaw]

I can’t believe it’s possible to sound and look that stupid.

[sav-howell]

Maybe go empty your bladder without addressing me, thanks.

[haydenxshepherd-blog]

Not the one I was talking about.

I was talking about the one who— y’know what, nevermind.. Forget it Hazel. Sorry for almost walking into you.

[sav-howell]

[lukatrevino-blog]

Since when are you extremely rude without any provocation?

[sav-howell]

Well if you get to try something new then don’t I?

Why? You don’t like it?

[lukatrevino-blog]

Considering you’re standing right next to where they are I figured I might as well ask.

But seeing as you are obviously in a horrible mood, I can get it.

[sav-howell]

You noticed my mood. Hm. Since when can you take a hint?

[haydenxshepherd-blog]

Thank you for your permission to throw my trash away?

Could you maybe stop being such a bitch, Hazel? This isn’t the girl I met when I first moved here, and honestly, I liked her better. 

{throws his coffee cup away}

[sav-howell]

You don’t know me, Thomas. You like that girl better because she wasn’t talking she was kissing and there’s certainly a difference.

[lukatrevino-blog]

To pass me that teabag?

[sav-howell]

Can you not walk over and get it yourself?

[fckshaw]

I don’t know, for you to get out of my way?

[sav-howell]

Sorry, I didn’t realize your three hundred pound ass couldn’t get around to the stall. {moves away from the sink and blow dries her hands}

[haydenxshepherd-blog]

Yes, there is, but I needed to throw something away, and the garbage can is on this side of the sidewalk. 

Are you finished questioning me about why I was walking on this side of the sidewalk or would you like to continue, poutypants?

[sav-howell]

Well there it is, staring you in the face. Go ahead and throw it away.

I’m not pouty, I just don’t see why people feel the need to address me. Like at all. Can they not? —- Bye.