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Gato's Daki sale
Hello! I'd like to sell my two Strade and Lawrence daki cases and the cushion because I no longer have the space in my new home to keep them and I don't even put them on the cushion once :/ I thought it would be better to make a cheaper bundle for someone who might be interested. Europeans fellow only !
I live in France, and shipping costs will be lower than to Canada or the USA.
Feel free to contact me !
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Just a little vent art about how I feel right now with my body in pieces.
Grosstober 07 - suffocated Before the storm.
Grosstober 06 - amputation So that you can't run away.
Grosstober 05 - exposed guts There's something growing inside.
Grosstober 04 - decapitation Everlasting, True love, I am yours.
Grosstober 03 - slit throat Violent animals must be securely muzzled.
Grosstober 02 - stab wounds Before it kills you.
Grosstober 01 - bruises if you’re raised with an angry man in your house, there will always be an angry man in your house. you will find him even when he is not there.
Not dead ! Just incredibly exhausted. Struggling hard with my health at the moment. I will update this grosstober at my own pace this year.
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Tous les moulins de mon cœur
Chapter 3
TW : Violence, incredible cliffhanger
The characters belong to Gatobob.
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Mike was awakened by loud music. Brutal metal echoed loudly throughout the apartment, and his heart raced in shock and surprise. This is my music, he thought, still groggy with sleep and fatigue. It was indeed his fucking music, his playlist, screaming all the way to his room.
He caught his breath. His limbs were still sore from the night before. The cuts burned him, and the aches crept into him up to the back of his neck. The precarious position of his body and the impossibility of moving alone became real torture.
And above all, he was thirsty and hungry. His stomach twisted in pain. He realized he hadn't eaten anything since leaving the desert.
A vague concern crossed his mind. What if he just forgot him here? What if he was starving and thirsty? Impossible. However, far gone he was, Jace wouldn't have let such a thing happen. Judging by the light filtering through the curtains, it was probably already late in the evening. He had slept so long...
He was still deep in thought when the door swung open. He was so scared that he almost fell and took the chair in the fall. The thing inhabiting Jace's body grinned. « Hi buddy. Slept well ? »
Mike could barely hear her over the music. « What?? »
The other frowned and barely approached when there was a knock on the door. Mike sank back into the chair. This is my chance. Someone’s coming for me. I'm fucking saved.
« Jace » hesitated for a moment and left the room. But what if he was arrested? How do I explain that? Oh, I summoned a demon during a manhunt, and he's possessed my best friend ever since. Everything's fine. No problem.
The thing stopped short in front of his door and turned to him, looking grimly amused. « If you scream, it's your tongue that will say hello to the knife. Understood darling? »
Mike nodded slowly. He had no doubt what this creature was capable of doing to him. To him or to his neighbors. Not that he gave a damn, but the situation was a little out of control. His door was slammed shut, and he heard the front door open. The voices were muffled by the music, but that of his hippie neighbor reached him louder than the rest. « It's not an hour to blast up your fucking music! »
He had never seen this guy get upset in several years of living here. That said, he barely said hello to him in the morning when he left for work. « Jace » chuckled over the din. The door slammed again. The volume of the music finally lowered, and the pains in his head subsided as well.
He looked almost relieved when the creature returned to his room. They stared at each other for a long time, and the thing was the first to break the silence. He didn't feel authorized to speak. « Good boy… It could've gotten really messy. »
He questioned him with a brief nod of his chin. « Are you comfortable? »
Mike winced and looked away. The other ended up smiling even more widely. « You have the right to speak, huh. I'm not going to eat you. »
He approached, gripped his injured leg tightly with one hand. Mike hissed in pain. « I'm going to end up finding you really boring. »
He understood from the tone of his voice that this was not a good thing. He decided to change strategy and stared at him despite the pain and a few cuts that were starting to bleed again.
« No, I'm not well. I'm thirsty, I'm hungry, my back is fucking hurting, my ass too, and I have to pee. » He immediately blamed himself for being so cynical. That was how he behaved with Jace. Not with... That damn thing is stealing his body. But it was too late, and the rage flowed from his mouth like stagnant water. « I traveled in the trunk, you smashed my legs, and you're embedding yourself in my buddy's body. How do you think I feel? Think I'm having a fucking good time here, maybe? No. I'm terrified and so sick of this shit ! Free me so we can find a solution so that you can piss off someone else. »
It was more words than he had spoken in two days, and his throat was begging him to stop. He ended his tirade with a horribly harsh fit of coughing. Silence set in, and unease grew within him. It was as if the creature was taking the time to analyze every word. Was he talking to Jace inside? Mike didn't dare break the silence. Maybe this was his chance to get away. The thing clicked its tongue. « Don't move, I'll be back. »
Mike rolled his eyes when « Jace » turned his back on him. As if he could go anywhere. He took his pain patiently until the thing returned, ceremonial knife in hand. Mike jumped. Not that. Not again.
He was already certain that the scars on his legs would fester any moment now. They hadn't disinfected the blade after the sacrifice. His blood now mingled with that of other people. His cells and his essence embraced those of Jack and an innocent victim. Thus, he felt a little closer to them. Closer to the dead than to the living.
He had always taken great care to appear invisible to the eyes of the living. He was as discreet as a shadow and lived locked up within his four walls most of the time. He often worked at night. An easy job, not too annoying. Something to put money aside. He sympathized at concerts and found a few lovers from time to time. But everything looked bland compared to his friendship with Jace.
No taste, no flavor. They were all like ghosts. Mike bit his lip. If he hadn't withdrawn so much into himself, if he had bonded, perhaps he wouldn't have been abandoned to his fate today.
But there was only Jace. Always. And now there was no one. All alone.
The tape was cut, and his leg was freed. He had gone so long in his mind, attempting to flee from the upcoming pain, that he had not seen the thing do it. The tape pulled out a few hairs along the way, but that was nothing compared to the day before. He rested his aching legs on the ground. They were shaking, weak as cotton. It was his hands' turn to be freed, and he rubbed his irritated wrists. « Here, drink a little. I don't want you to dry out. »
He eagerly threw himself on the glass of water and gulped it down. The water dripped down his chin, and the thing that came to wipe him. It was too soft to be honest, and he backed away cautiously. « Can I eat...?
- Softer when you want something huh ? »
He offered him a candy bar. They didn't have anything better. They rarely do the grocery shopping, especially before leaving for their annual trip. The food struggled to pass the barrier of his throat and fell heavily on his stomach. « Jace » was still watching him very carefully. He seemed to be expecting something from him, and Mike stopped eating. « ... What? »
He hid his legs against him, in case the other wanted to hurt him again. « You're yelling about your friend, but you seem closer than that. Otherwise, he wouldn't be struggling in there so much. Really, really close... »
What seemed fascinating to the creature deeply bothered him. He preferred not to answer and evade the subject. Denial was sometimes very convenient. A small "friendly" slap waved his cheek. « Anyway, you can leave if you want. I never said you weren't allowed to leave...
- Really ? »
The hope in his voice made the twinkling green pupils glow. He scowled. « ... You lie. You're kidding me, you'll kill me if I go out.
- Won't you try your luck? »
He went behind the chair and rolled it forward so quickly that Mike tipped over and was forced to stand facing the door. The creature whispered in his pierced ear. « I'll stay there very quietly, I promise. It was just for fun, you know... I'm very grateful to you for freeing me... »
He touched a piercing in his ear with amusement. Mike stepped forward, a lock of black hair caressing the creature's palm.
It's a fucking trap. A trap, a trap, a trap. Stop being stupid.
He opened the bedroom door. Barely a few steps separated him from the corridor of the building. The apartment was not very big. He was good enough for both of them.
He’ll KILL you. He'll kill you and bury you, and you'll end up like Jack and everyone else in the desert. Run. Run. RUN.
The heaviness on his back was immeasurable. An invisible thread connected him to the bedroom. He didn't turn around. If he turned around, the spell would be broken. If he turned around, he wouldn't have the courage to run away. It seemed to him that the thing behind his back was moving, smiling even more. He’s coming for you.
Sulfur smell and deadly eyes.
He stopped breathing and rushed down the hall. The few meters seemed endless. He bumped violently into the door frame and tripped over a forgotten pair of sneakers. His mind was screaming to burst his eardrums.
RUN. RUN. RUN.
He was one step from the front door. His fingers were already looking for the doorknob.
Oh, and what about Jace then ?
« Mike ? »
The voice cut him off. He stood paralyzed, about to open the door. He could still tackle everything and leave. Get the police or some exorcists. Jace was doomed anyway.
He realized he was shaking, amost peeing himself. His vision was blurry. He rejected the idea with all his might. But the voice behind him had regained its natural accent. No longer honeyed, no longer dangerously cruel. Something more human.
It was just Jace's voice.
He let go of the doorknob and finally managed to turn around. Messy hair, big blue eyes—Jace gave him a stare devoured by incomprehension. Something like pain passed through his eyes. Mike opened his mouth, remained silent. He didn't know what to say.
And closed the door.
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Tous les moulins de mon cœur
Chapter 2
TW : Violence, blood, sexual subject.
The characters belong to Gatobob.
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Mike was floating in a cotton ocean. Lost in complete torpor, he let himself drift into nothingness. There was something comfortable and reassuring about the void. There was no pain, no fear. He let himself slide even deeper into the darkness. After a while of wandering, her back gently hugged the flat surface of the floor. He groped the surface. The sand slipped through his fingers, lodged under his black-painted fingernails. Distant sounds reached his ears. Laughs. They were laughing in the distance, sitting together around the camp.
The noise of the beers being uncapped made him thirsty. The laughter of the others made him envious. As stuck in the sand, he saw them from afar. He saw himself in the middle of the group. They weren't really friends. Absolutely not. But the excitement of the hunt and the rarity of the event made them more inclined to talk. Only Machete remained at a distance. Jak offered a coke rail which « Dragon » declined. They needed clear ideas for what was to follow. The sacrifice. Derek was bawling his exploits of the day out loud. He saw himself, He saw himself staring at « Dragon ». Seek his touch. Look for excuses. Get his attention. Impress him.
Mike bit his tongue so hard he felt the taste of blood flood his mouth.
He tried to look away. He wanted to sink deeper into the void. Where he would feel absolutely nothing. Where he could forget himself and all those missed opportunities.
He managed to let himself slide further.
A slap in the face brought him back to reality.
He growled an incomprehensible insult. His head was on fire. He was struggling to breathe, sweating profusely and his tongue felt like it was about to turn to ashes. He opened his eyes with great pain. His head was swaying, he took long seconds before realizing where he was. What position he was in.
His wrists were tied above his head with heavy tape. They rested on the back of his office chair, held back by some tie. His legs were raised, firmly taped on the armrests of the chair. He was in boxers and a t-shirt. The position was as humiliating as it was uncomfortable. Everything came back to him like a slap in the face.
« Are you comfortable ? » The voice came from behind him. Mike felt his blood run cold with anguish.
« Jace... ? » He called, with a faint hope. It was a misunderstanding, a fucking nightmare. His friend's voice answered with amusement. « If it makes you happy... »
Making him happy was probably the last of his intentions.
Jace walked around the chair and appeared in front of him, still sporting those unnatural green eyes. « You passed out in the trunk. Long road. You must have had heatstroke. Or did I hit too hard... Anyway, do you want some water ? »
Mike nodded softly, and Jace returned in no time with something to quench his thirst. Water dripped down his chin and he downed the glass in one gulp. It wasn't enough but he would be content with it for now. Jace stepped back. He looked at him, his face impregnated with a wide and terrible smile. A few minutes passed. Mike felt his blood pressure rise. Cold sweat rolled down his neck. The thing didn't seem to blink once.
His tongue dry, Mike attempted to say something. As long as it can break the leaden silence... « ...What do you want from me? I...I didn't think this was going to work okay? It was just bullshit...If you want more blood, I'm sure we can work out a deal... We'll do it for you, okay ? We'll kill some more if we have to! »
The creature nodded slowly, watching him intently. Then he let out a sordid, screeching laugh. Mike felt his hopes melt like snow in the sun. He sank a little deeper into the chair. The thing approached dangerously, almost pressed its forehead against his. It was Jace's face, Jace's smile. But everything was out of shape. « Thank for the proposal boy. I take good note of it. »
Mike felt him dig his fingernails into the tender skin of his legs. He gritted his teeth. « For now, I think I want to have a little fun. I stayed asleep for so long... » The scratch became a caress, went up too high on the inside of his thighs. Mike suppressed a horrified shudder. He convinced himself that it was horror.
It was weird seeing Jace act like that. His hands touch him like this. Their relationship had never been so... close. Apart of him wanted more. So much more. But it was more prudent to abstain. Ruining their friendship would have been the worst mistake.
Jace was his soulmate. A precious being in his life. Purely platonic, of course - putting aside the murders they committed together, the victims they fucked together. It was a very special friendship, that's all.
« You’re still with me buddy ? » A snap of his fingers in front of his eyes brought him back to sad reality. That thing wasn't Jace. It had simply taken his form. He tried to imprint the information into his head. « Can he hear me? »
The question was unexpected. The creature looked surprised and, after a silence, tapped its fingertip on its head. « Yes. He hears and sees everything. But he is too... Far away to act. He's a spectator, if you prefer. He doesn't have enough strength to fight. But he is still there. Inside. »
Mike was overcome with a surge of survival and bawled so loudly that he hoped to alert the neighbors. « Dude please ! Come back ! » The rest died in the back of his throat and became a vague sob. « Don't leave me like this… Come back Jace… Please, please, please... »
But Jace remained deaf to his call. The thing sighed heavily. « Shut the fuck up… I didn't think you would open it so much. You seemed like a pretty quiet guy... »
The other straightened up abruptly and left to rummage through the rest of the apartment. He heard him pass in the kitchen, in their bathroom. « Don't get me wrong, I usually love to hear them yelling and cry… But until I get a safer place, you're going to have to shut it up. »
He came back and stuffed a piece of cloth in his mouth, before securing it with tape. Mike tried to bite him but the man threw back his head with a weak slap. « There. Good boy. »
He rewarded him with a pat on the top of the head. « Good. I'm reassured. You're going to stay here for a while. I don't want you to tear your throat. Not like this I mean… »
Mike gave him a half-questioning, half-angry look. The man raised an eyebrow and stretched a smirk across his pale lips. « I told you, I want to have fun. In my own way. And you're a lovely candidate. »
Mike didn't immediately understand where he was talking about, but seeing him approach armed with the ceremonial dagger gave him a good idea of what awaited him. He tried to struggle, to move back while rolling the chair, but the creature grabbed his leg without any difficulty.
He shook his head, growled his panic through the fabric and the tape. He hoped to dissuade him with a look.
The tip of the blade dug into his calf. He jumped back. It sliced through the flesh, showing blood and muscle down the length of his leg. Tears welled up in his eyes. His leg burned violently. He had never particularly liked pain. Inflicting it on others was easier. More exciting. He had never wanted to end up on the other side of the blade. A few smacks during sex were enough. This was too much.
« C’mon ! You're not going to freak out just because of that, you're a big boy! I saw you doing those things in the cave. No fun swapping places huh ? »
Mike shakes his head. Maybe if he went his way, the thing would let him go. He was ready to humble himself for that. But the blade cut his skin to the ankle. He caught his breath, swallowed his saliva with pain because of the gag. He was hot. Her back was sticking to the desk chair from sweat.
« Hold on buddy. We're just getting started. » He barely gave him time to regain his composure and slid his tongue over the blood flowing from the wound. The hot, wet muscle wrung a complaint of pain from him. The tongue slowly moved up the wound. The creature growled, seeming to enjoy the meal. Maybe a little too much. Mike looked down and noticed his erection, horrified. He had seen Jace get hard before. It was not a first time. But knowing that it was for him… He was mortified. He twitched by reflex in the hope of avoiding the worst.
But the creature just cut him again. More lightly this time, all along his leg. The cuts were sometimes superficial and purely dedicated to hurting him, sometimes deeper to draw a little more blood out of him. Each time, he came to lick his wounds, shivering with pleasure. « Your blood is really good. You’re really good. »
It was a growl. A dull, cavernous rumble. It was obvious he was fighting his excitement, down there. When he attacked the other leg, Mike had already started to dissociate. The pain was relegated to the background of his mind. He already felt like leaving. The iron smell of his own blood flooded his nostrils.
It was a nightmare. No… It was deserved. It was revenge for all the souls he had buried in the desert. It made him laugh nervously which made the crouching thing in front of him smile. « He's begging me to stop, inside. It's crazy this...Connection you have. I saw it in the cave. It's like you two were one person. »
This was the case. At least there. In the desert. It was an opportunity to forget himself a little. To no longer be two but one. Him instead of them. Then they returned and plunged back into their daily life full of unspoken things. Mike would have given anything to get back to their stupid habits.
A hand brushed his hair back, tucking it behind his pierced ears. It wiped the sweat from his brow and stroked it almost tenderly. « I feel like the three of us are going to have a fucking good time. »
Gag or not, he had nothing to say. He just wanted to find Jace. The comfort of their sofa, the stupid shows they shared after work. Annoy him with his concerts, accompany him to his stupid game shops, paint his toenails when he slept. Mike realized he was crying again. He was sure Jace was too. Trapped inside his own head.
It was your idea.
It should have been me.
He remained inert until the other locked his door. He heard him move around the apartment, go to his room. No. Jace room. Take possession of it. Making himself at home. Mike allowed himself to cry harder until night falls.
Commission for @salem-kitsune
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