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So many words flutter and collide in my m ind yet i cant seem to make any sense of them. So I tend to talk and emote in pictures, snaps of life that inspire. Submit your art here and ill love and promote it like my own. I love talking about everything and nothing at all so shoot me a message. 25 years old. Female.

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I got married. I have a beautiful son. Life gets better.

God it’s been years since I’ve voiced what’s going on in my life. And I feel like honestly it’s because nothing much has changed. It’s like I keep reliving the same mistakes over and over again. Inviting the same fucked up people back into my life countless times and why? What purpose does it serve? Because it surely doesn’t make me feel any better. Quite the opposite. I’m so tired of it so god damn tired. I just want happiness. And I guess that’s really why I didn’t write. Cuz it always come back to happiness too. What is happiness? Is anyone happy? Is it a fruitless fight trying to find it? Probably. I’m tired of living my life through a screen or an app. I’m tired of looking for others approvals. I’m ready to live intentionally again. Every god damn moment will have a purpose. I’m 29 years old. Almost 30. It feels unreal it really does. It feels like time hasn’t moved but the world has completely changed somehow. I’m tired so tired I can’t seem to sleep it’s like I’m afraid I won’t be able to fall asleep so I just worry myself into staying up for days. I don’t feel well. I just want to sleep.

Randomz from the last year https://www.instagram.com/p/CX7HSegPAiIfrpALkvsPB3a-tSRm88SeUB63UE0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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2020 NODSQUAD Where y'all at?

So... I realized that a lot of nodsquad/opiate related blogs that I follow on here have been inactive for a long time or have been straight up deleted. The nodsquad tag and similar tags of this category, as well as the nodsquad official blog that helped people connect with each other back in the day, are also basically dead.

I remember that when I first started taking drugs, there was a much bigger, active nodsquad community here on Tumblr. With this post, I hope that I can round up the remaining active opiate blogs on here and also new dopeheads who just started using Tumblr that are looking for new friends.

So, if you're taking opiates and want to connect with fellow users, reblog this post so we can find each other!