oh. wow. lovely.

i don't know why i am the way i am.

[sayswow]

                                                  i’m thinking of leaving school,                                             growing a beard && joining the circus.                              

                                     indie cassie from skins 1st gen. read important.

[babyyeah]

[iyiswii-deactivated20200112]

[sayswow]

hazedsea:

effy doesn’t say anything as she follows cassie   —-   if there was one of her brothers friends tha was just as messed up as she was, it was probably cassie.   she’d found the blonde a lot easier to be around, than say, michelle.  god, she fucking couldn’t stand michelle sometimes.  the younger stonem sits across from cassie, mimicking her position.     ❛       bored.  tony’s fucking michelle.  wanted someone to hang out.     ❜  

“cool.” she likes the company. the reason behind it is irrelevant. her attention is soon turned back to the bowl in front of her. after a few moments, she speaks, with little emotion in her voice towards the statement. “michelle proper loves tony.” she does. cassie’s seen it. but she’s also seen tony, and that’s where the blonde becomes uncertain. “it’s cute. don’t you think? love.” 

[sayswow]

like for a short starter

[krimsonbeetles]

I’m like a balloon, if someone doesn’t hold my string I’ll float away.

Michael Alig, Party Monster (via ben-franklins-kite)

[angstmemes]

insecurity / body image starters

this meme contains triggering material such as mention of body image issues

“You’re just saying that to make me feel better.” “How often do I need to tell you how amazing you look, before you’ll believe me?” “I’m honestly one of the dumbest people alive.” “I can’t do anything right.” “I look so fat in this. I look fat in everything.” “I can’t eat that, it’ll make me even fatter than I already am.” “You can treat yourself every once in a while. A cupcake isn’t going to kill you!” “You can’t go out looking like that, you look ridiculous.” “You look way too skinny in that dress. You need curves to wear something like that.” “I don’t understand how you can just walk around like this. Those trousers are way too tight on you.” “You look like a skeleton. You should get some meat on you before everyone starts thinking you’re sick or something.” “No, no, you can’t wear that. You’re too short.” “You’re going out in THAT?” “I can’t let you wear that, you look ridiculous.” “Oh my god, you’re so fat.” “You need to lose a few pounds before you can get away with those jeans.” “Ew, you’re so skinny that you look sick…” “You should try dieting.” “How much do you weigh?” “You’ve gained even more weight, haven’t you?” “You’re skipping a lot of meals. Are you alright…?” “You’d tell me if you were skipping meals on purpose, right?” “Why are you trying to lose weight? You’re already really thin.” “If you want to get a girl / boyfriend, you’re going to have to do something about the way you look.” “Do you think I’m happy looking like this?” “Stop exaggerating, you look fine.” “You’re not fat!” “You’re so lucky that you’re so skinny! It must be so easy being you!” “Everyone’s insecure about their body, so stop being so precious about it and get over yourself already.” “Everyone is beautiful in their own way. You just need to find confidence in yourself.” “I tell everyone they’re beautiful, but I can’t tell myself the same thing.” “I’m pretty sure they were laughing at me. I guess I shouldn’t have dared to leave the house in something ‘sexy’. It doesn’t suit me.” “Why are you so afraid of showing yourself? We’re friends, I won’t judge you for anything!” “Is that a birthmark? It’s… big.” “There’s nothing wrong with your face or your body. You’re just you and people should learn to accept that. You included.” “Were you crying? Why?” “I saw what you wrote down… Do you really believe you’re that ugly?” “Don’t listen to them! They’re just trying to rile you up!” “I’m not going to tell you that you’re not fat, because you are. But I will tell you that you’re gorgeous.”

[maybesunny]

ℒund - 破碎 (Broken)

Can you break my bones Will you tear my skin Can you taste my lust Can you feel my sin

[sidjenkinskins]

[sayswow]

“you’re here JUST in time.” that’s all she says in lieu of a greeting before turning on her heel and walking back into the dark room. it smells of matches, alcohol and a hint of the lavender incense that has been left burning in the corner. she goes back to her position of sitting cross legged on the floor.  “what do you need? wait. shut the door. there can’t be ANY light in here.”  -  ( @hazedsea SC. )

[sayswow]

wpkowalski . 

Wyatt frowned, just for a moment before reverting back to his smile. “It’s…it’s not as good as I thought it would be, y’know? I don’t know.”

“oh. maybe you need to think about what success is. you might not actually have it yet. maybe you’ve just.... sold a bunch of books.” she shrugs, and continues to grin brightly. “do you have a pen?” 

[sayswow]

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[adriansydney]

no i can’t wait to start again. when the darkness and unknown become your friend. no, i can’t wait to start again. 

[gummyghouls-blog]

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I am doing just fine, thank you I know how much you like to keep in touch So you can talk about it.

[sayswow]

wpkowalski . 

“I hope so?” Wyatt said, though his tone suggested it was more of a question than a statement. “I mean, I’m sort of successful so I must be doing somethin’ right.”

             that’s enough to make her smile again as she shrugs, “my friend thinks you’re good. he’s a dick - but he’s got a good taste in books. --- so what’s success like?” 

[skinsdailly]

[sayswow]

wpkowalski . 

“Heh, yeah.” Wyatt smiled, laughing somewhat nervously. “I’m, uh, Wyatt.” He laughed nervously again, “Though, I guess you already knew that, right?”

        “totally. yeah.” no. at least not off of the top of her head. eyes are averted - she’s not the BEST liar. nor does she care about trying to be. “are you any good?”