golden child

I'm sixteen, feeling like i'm going on seventy and the whole world seems to know me better than I know myself. "If your eyes are on the ground when the night comes around, you only see the stars when they fall like rain"

[sbtjun]

BYS42 LETTERS

I have no intentions of writing the 14 letters with Jun (will do for Suzuran though), I wrote 3 so far on this account but if any of you want a letter coming from this account, just like this and I will write one!

[sbtjun]

@sbtkuon

Package type: Special Sender: Reika

Sir, you are under arrest! 

Why? Because you are too good looking! From the moment I saw you, you shot my heart and there was no going back. Are you going to take responsibility for it?

Am I being too forward? hahaha

What I’m trying to say is that I watched BYShow and fell for you from the first moment. You aren’t my favorite in the group yet (who it is, I keep it a secret~) but I wanted to show you support! Good luck second generation! Good luck Akamine-san!!

Reika

[sbtjun]

Letter to Komiyama Hiroyuki

@sbthiroyuki

Package type: Special (oshimen) Sender: Jun

Dear best friend,

First off, let me tell you that it was really weird and embarrassing to get in line to get you this stuff. But I said I would support you no matter what, right? I had to wear a mask, sunglasses and a cap. I probably looked even more suspicious like that but... I’m cringing. 

Did you get a lot of chocolate? You should share with me! Since I didn’t properly do it yet since we are both quite busy lately (wow I sound old...): I hope you become really successful in this year and your group has a great debut. I’m sure it’s not easy and sometimes you probably want to give up and wonder why you do this, but it has always been something you wanted to do, no? You should do it fully or you might regret it later! I know what I’m talking about and fame and attention will leave you empty at the end of the day. Just do what you enjoy and enjoy what you do. It’s what’s important!

I feel wise. Wow

Take care!

You fanboy, Jun

[sbtjun]

Letter to Aigasa Ryuu

@ryuusbt

Package type: Deluxe Sender: Maria

Dear Aigasa,

You’ve been an idol for 10 minutes and I’m already spending money to support you. I can’t believe how much they charge those poor girls to send you things. I hope you do get more than just chocolate out of it. There was even a line at the store for the BYS2 booth! Maybe I should start my own idol group and make buckets out of it... I’ll consider this.

Anyway, congratulations for making it in, yada yada yada. I really know why I’m doing this, but I felt like I needed to support you the best way I could. I’m sure many girls will claim they are your number one fans, but they are lying. Your number one fan is somebody who manages to stand you all day, every day of the year and still manage to love you at the end of it. I hope you know who that person is ^^

From the bottom of my heart, even if I don’t say it enough: I love you

- the one you can’t get rid of, even if you wanted to

PS: You look very good on TV

[sbtaimi-deactivated20170228]

[ line :: じゅん~ ] It’s not! I miss doing our homework together!  

[ line :: じゅん~ ] I know I’m still always bothering you in your class

[ line :: じゅん~ ] Please bear with me! wwww

[sbtjun]

[ ln :: nshn m ] you’re never bothering

[ ln :: nshn m ] I’ll try to stay longer after class

[ ln :: nshn m ] But... I could use some company right now

[sbtjun]

HEADCANON #2: DREAMY BOY NAKAJIMA JUN by CANCAM 

We had the pleasure to meet and interview the youngest Nakajima boy. It seems that since the last time we got to see him, he has grew in charms and beauty.

Q: It’s been a while, hasn’t been?

Jun: (laughs) Yeah... 

Q: What have you been up to? Your brother seems to be hitting big on TV while your sister is making a name for herself as a blogger

Jun: Honestly... I’ve just been trying to live the life of a normal student...

Q: But that didn’t last, right? Season 6 is coming

Jun: Yep

Q: How did it feel after a year to suddenly have all the cameras on yourself

Jun: Weird. I really enjoy the “regular” life and I felt awkward in front of the cameras at first. 

Q: You had become quite erased in the latest seasons of the show, will we get to see you more this season?

Jun: Maybe, maybe not. Honestly, since it’s a show about our family before everything else, we barely get to see the private matters of each of us. There’s a lot more going on in the backstage of the backstage. They would need more than one show to be able to show everything, but I’m not complaining. I think the public mostly wants to know about my parents and brother.

Q: I’m not so sure! You seem to have your own popularity going on

Jun: (laughs) I don’t know about that. I don’t get approached by people on the streets very often and the friends I have, I’ve known them since kindergarten. They are the ones who introduce me to new people, actually. Even in my class, I’m the guy who stays in his corner and barely knows and talks to anybody.

Q: That’s surprising! You’re really trying to blend in then... And what about girls?

Jun: Eh? Like... Dating?

Q: You seem to be surprised at the question. Yes, dating!

Jun: There’s no one honestly. I guess it feels empty and lonely, but that’s how things are.

Q: We hope you get meet a nice girl soon then!

Jun: Eh... That’s not really necessary (laughs)

Q: You don’t want to date?

Jun: Hmm... I’d rather spend time with my friends. 

Q: Well, you’re at that age. Things will change once you age!

Jun: Really?

Q: Maybe when you’re 35 years old. You still have time.

Jun: That’s a relief then (laughs)

Q: So, if not a girlfriend, anything you want to tackle on this year?

Jun: If you want me to say being more in the limelight... that’s definitely not it! I just want to keep living a normal life as a 16 years old. When I’ll turn 17, maybe things will change, we’ll see!

Q: If they do, give me a call and let me know!

Jun: I will!

[sbtjun]

We’re a symphony of the world gone wild

6 months. It had been 6 months and both of them knew they were running on borrowed time. Yet none of them wanted to say it first. How can something that had never officially started could end? Something that was once one thing and had changed completely to something else. Where she was once in control, he now was. Where she once could lead him like a puppy, he now held her heart in his hand. And they both knew he wouldn’t do anything good with it. 

He loved her. Or so he thought. He thought he once did. At least, there was a time he could get completely drunk from her eyes, from her lips, from her touch, from her thighs and everything in between. For he it had once been a game. He had been just a toy. 

                                    “It can’t keep going, you know...” she had once whispered against his skin.

                                                                                       “I know.”

Tables had turned. Months had passed. He wasn’t the defenseless and innocent kid she had expected. And suddenly, she was standing in front of him, defenseless, because her heart had weakened.

Nevertheless, it couldn’t keep going. 

A cold winter day was perfect to end something that had no name. They had both decided so. The only warm thing had been their bodies on that day. Her heart was stone cold. His mind was empty. 

                              “I’ll miss you...” he had whispered against her skin

She never replied, but her tears spoke for her. 

He would miss her. She would miss him. But something unnamed couldn’t keep going. 

*due to the original character leaving, I changed her to an NPC

[sbtjun]

[ line :: じゅん~ ] oiiiiiii, will I ever have the pleasure to hang out with you again? wwww just kidding, but I miss you though!

[ ln :: nshn m ] I’ll see you tomorrow at school? Is that enough? ^^

[ ln :: nshn m ] we’re almost done filming, I’ll have more time soon

[ ln :: nshn m] I miss you too

[sbtjun]

autumn class trip

[sbt-kaede]

Kaede had been looking forward the class trip ever since they handed out the sheets to ask parents’ authorization.  Thrilled, she believed it was a perfect occasion to make great memories with everyone.  She was getting along with all of her classmates, at least she believed so.  It wasn’t her first trip, but every time was so exciting anyways that it almost felt as if something really unusual was about to happen.  She was a bit late because she packed late at night and slept in a little too long so when she got on the bus almost everyone was already on and she greeted them joyfully, while she was looking for Jun.

No wonder he was so hard to find, sitting so far away in the back. She walked her way toward him between the students talking and laughing, not properly seated yet since the car wasn’t still moving.  When she landed herself gracefully next to him, she smiled happily and lift up the small bentô box she was carrying with her.  “Nakajima-kun!  Look, Umma made a small bentô for the both of us, she was afraid we would be hungry on our way!” She happily laughed.  She wished Jun would be more friendly with the other classmates too, but she never bothered him about it.  “Did you have a good night sleep?  I was so excited I couldn’t sleep until soooooo late!”  Kaede easily felt comfortable with everyone but he was one of her most precious friends.  If Aimi could have been with them, that would have been perfect.  However, she was ready to enjoy this trip to its upmost and she promised herself to make sure Jun would also have as much fun as possible.

[sbtjun]

It was almost striking how different Kaede and him were. And almost surprising that they could be close friends like that. Kaede resembled Aimi in many ways as they were both engaging and had a positive aura, while he always tried to disappear in the background (which was quite impossible considering who’s son he was and his height). “Oh! I hadn’t thought about packing any food... Thanks to your mom I won’t die of hunger today” He had no parents to look after him. Aiji and he were the ones in charge of making the food and obviously, this time, they had failed in planning things properly. 

Kaede was also much more talkative than him. And had a cute side of her. She was a bit like an elementary kid, both in personality and height. It was charming. “I slept alright.” Not that great, since he had the show on his mind, but he didn’t want to elaborate on the topic anyway. “You can always sleep during the ride. I heard it would take several hours to reach our destination.” Just with Tokyo’s traffic, it couldn’t be a short trip. Then they had to go to the mountains. “I brought a book to pass time.” He pointed to his bag. A book he most likely wouldn’t have time to read... 

[sbt-kaede]

Grab a Meal at AKB48 Cafe! ~ Aimi, Jun & Kaede

[sbtaimi-deactivated20170228]

She didn’t have time to reply to his first question when he asked about her hair. With a puzzled look on her face, she shook her head. “Eh? They grew longer, but no. Usually when I do get them cut and ask you if you notice anything, you wonder what I’m talking about…”, teased the girl. He was acting a bit weird these days. Whenever he behaved like that, she immediately thought he was being bothered by family matters, so she didn’t ask more about it. She shared a knowing glance with Kaede, as if saying “Boys”, but she didn’t voice it, because after all, Jun was a boy, but not like others. He was their friend first and foremost. “Ne Kaede, do you prefer a desert? I think I’ll have a cheese cake! If Oshima-san recommended it, I’m sure it’s good!”

[sbt-kaede]

“I really can’t decide! But… this strawberry cake… do you think that would be tasty?  Strawberries should always the right choice.”  Her eyes still looked at the menu and she felt so hungry she could eat every dish listed on it.  “Well that will do, we’ll just have to come back again!  Jina should also come with us three too.  That would be even greater.” She nodded to emphasize the fact that she finally made up her mind.  “I think we should do stuff like this more often, it’s nice seeing each others outside of school.” She really meant that, but she was thinking about something… maybe a little different, when they wouldn’t have to wear their school uniform and so that she could doll herself up.  She liked doing that.  She waved to the closest waitress so they could place their order in and so that she wouldn’t be able to change her mind.

[sbtjun]

Jun scrunched his nose. He couldn’t do anything else, because sighing would mean getting death glances from both girls. It was unfair that they could share their own little moment (that they thought he wouldn’t notice), but he couldn’t show his exasperation. At least, Jina wasn’t there, or it would be ever worse. Nevertheless, something was going on with Aimi. And somehow, he couldn’t keep his eyes off her. 

She was... pretty. Somewhat. Her bit the inside of his lip as the girls were talking about their own choice. He was listening to them, but also staring at his best friend. Was it creepy? 

He only looked away from her when the waitress finally appeared and took their orders. When she left, he picked up the conversation where it was. “Indeed, we need to come back with Jina..” The girl would be so upset to learn about their little outing done without her. “Speaking of Jina... has she told you anything...?” He started, very casually. If she had broke down the news of the show’s new season, he wouldn’t have to do it himself and explain why he would miss their birthday party.

[sbtjun]

SCHOOL MASTERPOST [Updated]

** If you don’t figure on the list and wish to, please send me a message! This is supposed to help plotting! Even if you haven’t plotted anything with anybody, you can ask to join a school to create more opportunities! **

Horikoshi Gakuen - private

Iwamoto Tomoe - 2nd year

Kiyomizu Seika

Seisen Private School - girls only, private

Ayase Erina - 3rd year

Morie Chiyo

Sato Rina - graduated

Unnamed High School 1 - boys only

Tezuka Masaaki - 3rd year

Unnamed High School 2 - co-ed, public

Aigasa Suzuran - 3rd year

Unnamed High School 3 - co-ed, private

Akamine Arisu - 1rst year

Hayashi Kaede - 1rst year

Himemiya Ayane - 2nd year

Nakajima Jun - 1rst year

Nishino Aimi - 1rst year

Takahashi An - 2nd year

Unnamed High School 4 - public

Akimoto Kazuko - 3rd year

Unnamed Prep School 1

Maki Aino

[sbtjun]

Twins at the Cafe

When Jun told Jina that he, Kaede and Aimi had dropped by the AKB Cafe after school, his twin became furious. Furious wasn’t exactly the right word, but she was disappointed that the three of them hadn’t invited her. Hours of sulking had resulted in Jun proposing to the girl to go to the cafe just the two of them. Even if the plan wasn’t as appealing as going with a bunch of people, Jina had ended up accepting the proposition.

The great thing about Jina was that her bad mood never lasted long when one tried to correct the situation that made her feel wronged. By the time they reached the cafe, the girl was already beaming and bouncing around excitedly. Just like many girls her age, Jina was a fan of the 48 groups. Or, to be more precise; fan of some girls in the 48s. Like this Paruru girl (what kind of name was Paruru anyway?)

The original plan was just to grab a meal and leave, but little did the boy know that there was a special event ongoing. As soon as Jina noticed the mic stand and karaoke machine, her eyes opened wide and Jun knew he was screwed. “Junnie~” She had pleaded. “If you want me to forget you guys went out without me, we have to do it!” Blackmailing. What had he done to deserve this.

Nevertheless, while they were waiting for their plates, the twins ended up on the little scene. “I don’t know any songs...” Jun useless said, since the girl was ignoring him and already picking a song. “You know this one for sure! ... 1 2, 1 2 3 4!” Sadly, yes he knew part of it. He rose the mic to his lips and mumbled “I want you, I need you...” He fumbled on the rest of the lyrics before shouting more clearly. “Heavy rotation.” The duet was more Jina singing excitedly (and getting all the old men present fired up) and him mumbling the song except for the parts he was sure of (which meant, not many). 

As long as Jina had fun, Jun was satisfied.

[sbt-kaede]

Grab a Meal at AKB48 Cafe! ~ Aimi, Jun & Kaede

Kaede and Aimi got the same idea right at the same time, they weren’t best friends for nothing, hence it is hard to tell who invited who first, but it was quickly decided that they would go together to the AKB48 Café&Shop to try the new meals on the menu.  And that plan also included their friend Jun, no matter what would be his thoughts about it.  It wasn’t rare for the three of them to hang out together, Kaede often thought that she couldn’t wish for better friends than these two ones.

As soon as the plan was settled, Kaede could have died, waiting for that day.  She usually wasn’t someone really patient, most of the time she would get excited about stuff and skip a few hours of sleep because she would look forward it.  As the three of them attended the same school, it was decided that they’d leave right after school altogether and directly stop by the Café.  Kaede already told her stepmother that she wouldn’t eat dinner at home that night.  Jun and her picked up Aimi in her classroom right when class was over and soon were they starting their journey.  As usual, Kaede couldn’t stop talking, seeing how excited she was.  Anyhow, who wouldn’t be happy to spend time with such friends?

They weren’t the only ones who got the idea to come right after school, so they had to wait a little bit before they get seated.  Kaede looked at the new items with curiosity and appetite.  However she couldn’t decide at all what she would like to try.

« Everything looks so good!  I can’t make my mind! » she said laughing. She was wondering if her friends had the same trouble as her to decide what seemed to be the most tasty item.

[sbtjun]

The question was; why him and not Jina? Jina was friends with both Kaede and Aimi, yet he had to be the one to be dragged along in such place. It was the second time in a year that he was forced into plans involved AKB48 and that didn’t make him too happy. The wasn’t much and even less positive things he could say about the so called biggest idol group in Japan. Nevertheless, he was here and he had something to tell his two closest friends. He looked up from the menu, glancing at Kaede, then Aimi. His eyes quickly fell back on his menu. Something about Aimi was making him slightly uncomfortable lately and he couldn’t pin point what exactly. But glancing back up at her again, he could tell that something about her had changed and he couldn’t tell what exactly. Maybe that was the reason he felt like that when looking at her. Was it her hair... He frowned. “Yeah it does... I think I will go for the curry rice.” He said slowly. “What about you Aimi?” And casually, he added: “Did you do something different with your hair?” He needed to know. He /had/ to know. But also, by focusing on the other girls, he didn’t have to focus on himself, he didn’t have to tell them what he dreaded to.

[wonhoforjackson]

run

[sbtjun]

autumn class trip

Jun had never been the type to get excited over class trips. Being stranded in the mountains or in the countryside with his classmates never exactly thrilled him, but for once, this trip was a good escape from reality. Season 6. Those two words were filling him with anger and despair. His whole family was a mess. Especially his parents. But he didn’t want to think about it anymore; he really needed those days away before coming back to his tensed household, his temperamental brother, sensitive sister and selfish parents. TV reality really wasn’t close to reality.

He sat down on the bus, as far back as he could. He didn’t have many friends in his class. Naturally, he knew all of them, but to say that they were all his friends was wrong. He was closer to a couple of guys, and quite distant from most girls except one. The teenager looked outside the window, actually wondering when the said girl would arrive, because the said spot was hers and no one else’s.

[jeonsshi-deactivated20220310]

[sbtaimi-deactivated20170228]

[ line :: じゅん~ ] Yeah! Tomorrow sounds great.

[ line :: じゅん~ ] Ah… I get it… you guys take care ><

[ line :: じゅん~ ] Have you heard about Nagisa recently? She won’t tell me why she quit… I don’t wanna insist but I’m worried…

[sbtjun]

« line :: nshn m » thank you!

« line :: nshn m » I heard yeah... maybe she didn’t like it? She was quite at the front uh? It’s surprising but she must have her reasons..