Neo

The Ace of Spades The Death Card

[scalpel-sewist]

Character Info + Ref ~ Tags ~ BFY + Boundaries

Yeah yeah I know I technically have an account already for my creations to fight and all that, but someone I know forced me to make an alt.

Names Neo and I'm mainly going to use this account to talk to people and show off my creations in a less violent light. No I'm not putting warnings on my babies. If I go missing for a bit you can just assume I'm in a therapy appointment or something like that.

oh, go and follow @rosethornprincess she's the reason I'm even here

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Can I speed up the process a bit and just drink straight up embalming fluid.....

nah Peirce would find a way to bring me back just to kill me again

[gorydreamer]

Random TWST oc facts

Edward actively tries to look unattractive because he doesn't like dealing with people

Sabre has a small bit of fae genes from her paternal grandmother who she never met

Bryony is a year behind his twin Roman due to being expelled early in his 2nd year at NRC, so he has to retake it at RSA

Helios's hands are covered in burn marks from mishandling his unique magic

Roman may seem close to its mother, but the love is now only surface level and the two are quite distant after the incident

Neo, despite being extremely allergic, will still eat chocolate and then whine about the effects

Aether practices playing the harp all the RSA campus, usually while sitting under a tree for some shade

Hickory is probably one the very few select Ignihyde students that despises carbonated energy drinks and prefers coffee

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Edward has an account now.

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The Mother and Father forgive me for what I will say if he dares approach me.

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where are you getting your shirts

I have more.

Mary despises this one.

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Got a new shirt.

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ugh

I feel sick

I think it's getting worse but I can't tell anymore

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*ding!*

Hey! Vivi! You doing alright? I haven't seen you on as much ^^;

@p0megrave-official

Neo was doomscrolling when he got the notification. He stares at it, waiting for it to go away. One moment passes, then a few more. It takes him a total of seven minutes before he opens the text. It takes him another five to send a response.

im fine pierce.

ive been tired is all.

dont worry.

i think i used too much magic during my bot battle.

ill be back tomorrow.

He's lying and he knows it.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce bit his lip, sitting up in bed and swinging his legs over the bed.

Cant sleep. Mind if I stop by? I'm on campus this month.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo reads the message three, four, five times. Of course his friend would want to stop by. Neo found himself typing before thinking.

sure.

dont let riddle catch you.

[p0megrave-official]

hah! I never get caught!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo chuckles quietly at the message before turning off his phone. He sits up and looks around his room, noting the mess. He sighs before grabbing his pen. He flicks his wrist with a mumble of his unique magic to bring a few of his creations to life. May as well have them clean up a bit while be waits. Neo ignores the small stab of pain in his fingers. It felt like he pricked all his fingers with his needles.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce grabbed some of his essentials: phone, snacks, key, pen. He knew something was wrong with his friend, Idia would most likely let him off for this. Especially if it's Vivi lf all people.

He left the dorm after messaging Idia, not waiting for the ok. It wouldn't be that long of a walk.

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Neo waited patiently in his bed, watching his creations scurry around to clean up. He glanced to his side at Bubby, staring at it as if the other would spring to life without his help. Why couldn't he bring himself to bring her to life as well? The other was built to help him after all.

He opened his phone back up to scroll through his feed. He needed a distraction...

[p0megrave-official]

after at least 10 minutes, a knock was at his door, nice and soft. Pierce had arrived at his door, he brought snacks as well.

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Neo debated on having one of his creations open the door, but he decided against it. He pulled himself out of his bed, letting the blankets fall onto the floor. He didn't even bother fixing himself a bit before opening the door to Pierce.

"Hey..."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce brushed his hair out of his eyes and gave Neo a warm, soft smile. He was right, Neo wasn't doing alright. Luckily he was here to try to fix that!

"hey, vivs. Can I come in?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo let Pierce touch his hair, an action he'd usually sneer at. He nodded slightly and stepped to the side, holding the door open for Pierce to step in. The creations that were activated skittered over to greet him. Neo flicked his wrist and the creations fell limp.

"I forgot they were on."

Liar.

"Just step over them. I'll put them away later."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce came in and sat down, "tell me, spiderlily, what's going on...if its to sensitive and you wish to not tell me, perhaps i can provide a distraction?"

He was good at distractions, he's a streamer, many people watch him for a distraction. But he wanted to focus on Neo right now, he needed Pierce.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo closed the door and clicked on his lights, only then noticing they were even off at all. He stood in place and simply stared at Pierce for a moment. He eventually looked away and began scratching his arm, a nervous habit? He hasn't done it before...

"It's nothing for you to worry about. Just used a bit too much magic."

You're lying. Neo gripped his pen, twisting it so Pierce couldn't see his magestone.

"I'll be okay in a few days. Like nothing happened."

[p0megrave-official]

"dear, lets start with something. Come here, lets clean off your makeup, it'll irritate your skin. Have you eaten today? And don't lie to me, please. I'm sure I can find something if that's the problem. And..." His eyes flickered to the scars as he carefully pried Neos hands from his arm, "lets tend to these, ok?"

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The moment Pierce touched Neo's hand, he adjusted his hold on his pen to grip the magestone in his fist. His entire body was tense enough that he was shaking. He thought about Pierce's questions, debating on his answer...

"Mary was with me so I had a bit of lunch, but nothing else."

You aren't telling him everything.

"My arms aren't that bad. They're just irritated from my shower."

[p0megrave-official]

"Well, we still can take care of them. I don't want you to keep hurting, my dear. Come, let's clean your makeup off first. " He stood and led him to the bathrooms and took out his makeup remover wipes he always carried. "Close your eyes."

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Neo stared at Pierce for a moment. You don't deserve this. He nodded just slightly and closed his eyes. Selfish. Neo leaned into Pierce's touch as the other cleaned his face.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce finished the left side and gave him a gentle peck on his left temple, then finished the right side and gave him a peck on the right temple. He took a small hand towel and wet it with room tempature water and gently wiped it on bis fave to get rid of the feeling of the remover.

"No makeup tonight...nkw how about some snacks? I know it isn't exactly a meal, but these ones are.. better than usual gas station ones."

In his bag, he had packed some of his homemade pastries and such.

"Have you taken care of your tape yet?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stayed quiet the entire time he was being cleaned up. Even his mind stayed eerily silent. Without the makeup to cover them, his eyebags were fully visible. He wasn't sleeping well. Neo's ears just slightly perked up at the offer of snacks.

"Snacks sound nice. And I still have another day with my tape... I think."

[p0megrave-official]

"lets take off the tape and make sure you stretch." He hummed, leading him back to the main part of his room. "We can turn on a show or movie too, if that helps."

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"Sure... Oil's in nightstand..."

Neo's voice had fallen to a mumble. He didn't have the energy to properly speak anymore. He fumbled with taking off his shirt so Pierce could get to his trans tape. The edges were peeling and had dirt, indicating they've been worn longer than recommended. How long was he planning on rotting in his room...

[p0megrave-official]

his face fell as he carefully tended to the tape, removing it carefully and applying the oils, "oh, πολυαγαπημένε μου...why didn't you come to me?" He whispered. He should have noticed this. Pierce was a terrible boyfriend...how could he have just...overlooked this?

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"You didn't need to worry."

Neo looked down at the ground. He tightened his hand around his pen again, a part of him hoping it either broke or hurt him.

"It's not as bad as it looks. You caught me on a bad day."

[p0megrave-official]

his lip quivered as he tried not to tear up. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one hurting. It was Neo in pain. Pierce always was a crybaby at his core.

"My dear...it looks...it looks like its been like this for weeks...love, please, what happened?"

His voice shook and heald so much concern for the other.

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Neo's voice grew stern and he bared his teeth he spoke.

"It's nothing Pierce."

Neo refused to make eye contact with the other. He felt blood in his palm, likely from the jagged ends of his pen. He pulled himself away from Pierce to shove his pen into his nightstand, wiping his hand on his pants.

"Just used too much magic, like I said before."

[p0megrave-official]

the damsel fell silent, looking away. Sevens he was so worried, but if he pushed more, he could ruin everything. Or...or neo would leave him like his past boyfriends. 'God why was he so worked up over some guy?' Might be what that rude part of his brain may be huffing.

He put his hands in his lap and didn't speak until he knew Neo wouldn't snap.

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Neo sighed as he looked down at his bloodied hand. There wasn't much thankfully but it was still dirty. He waited a moment before slightly holding out his hand to Pierce.

"If you want to help me then... can you clean my hand?"

It wasn't said like his usual self, not snarky nor plain. He was almost confused, like he wasn't sure of himself for once. Neo was off. This wasn't like him...

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce looked up and waited for a moment as if it was a trick question. When he was sure there was no catch, he gently took Neos hand and found a clean cloth to wash off the wound and clean it. He did so silently still, feeling as though perhaps Neo didn't want words right now.

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Neo watched as Pierce cleaned off the dried blood, the injuries having already scabbed over due to being small. His gaze isn't all there, like his mind is somewhere else. Tell him.

"Pierce..? I think... I'm not okay. I'm scared."

[p0megrave-official]

"i....I know...i think youre.... i....we're gonna figure this out. We can see if Idia knows anything that may help. We're gonna figure this bout, Neo...I promise on my life we will figure this out." He whispered, trying to not rush to the worst possibilities. There has to be a way to find a cure to whatever his boyfriend had.

It can't be another blot sickness. Having been sick himself...that was hell on earth...

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Neo goes to take a step towards his nightstand and almost topples over, holding onto Pierce so he wouldn't fall. He clung to him like his life would depend on it. Neo struggled with balance but he's never almost fallen from it.

"Fucking damnit. Pierce, look at my pen. Since I'm apparently incapable of grabbing it myself."

He attempted to laugh at his self deprecation, but it came out more like a cough.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce took a shakey breath before breaking into loud sobs. He can't lose Neo, he cant. He pulled him into a tight hug. How long had he been suffering before this?

"I-Idia can find you the best doctors. H-hes, like, super rich! He can hire all of them. W-we'll stop it before it gets too bad, ipromise."

He truely believed Neo's life was in hjs hands, that if he blotted he'd surely die. He didn't let go, as if his partner could die right here at any second.

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"Pierce... Pierce I doubt they can stop it. It's gone way too far by now. It's not your fault."

Neo managed to pull away just enough to open his nightstand and pull his pen back out...

"I mean, I doubt this is fixable. I don't even know why I feel like shit. So much keeps happening and I feel like I'm gonna drop dead at any moment."

[p0megrave-official]

"please don't say that please please don't tell me that please. I'm not gonna give up! I-i got better, there's hopes for you. W-we judt gotta-i-y-" He was gonna throw up. This wasn't happening. This was a terrible terrible nightmare. He was gonna wake up, take Idia and Neo to lunch, they were gonna study together. Then they'd have their weekend movie nights like usual. Neo would be ok.

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Neo watched Pierce begin to break down right in front of him. He held back his unease at the sight and pulled Pierce into a tight hug. He buried his face into the crook of Pierce's neck, letting himself take in the other comforting scent.

"I accepted it a while ago. I'll survive, I'm sure. I trust you guys to bring me back when it happens. It seems my meds are keeping it back for a bit..."

[p0megrave-official]

"no! No no no! No we can fix it. Y-yer gonn' die an' I won' be able t' save ya'!" He stammered, hyperventilating. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one newding to be saved, it was Neo! He should be calling Idia right now and demanding doctors!

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Neo pulled back and held Pierce's face. His grip was a bit harsh, his nails digging in a bit, but it was somehow an attempt at a comforting hold. Neo made sure the other was looking him in the eyes before speaking.

"Do you think I'd trust you if I didn't think you could save me? You, Mary, and Idia are the only people in this shithole school I can trust at this point."

[p0megrave-official]

"please don't die please. Please I'll fix it all." He begged, looking right at him. The nails were grounding to him...he didnt care about the small pain thst came with it.

[scalpel-sewist]

"I don't want to die."

The words felt like acid in his mouth. A week ago he would've gagged at the thought of not accepting what was coming to him. Maybe he has gone soft.

"I won't die because I trust you guys. Maybe it can be stopped but I trust you to save me if it happens."

[p0megrave-official]

"I will I will I will I will I will I will...I won't be able to forgive myself if i cant." He sobbed, praying to whatever deity would hear him. Any of them. any deity who could spare him mercy and save Neo.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo pulled Pierce back into a tight hug, holding onto him like he'd disappear if he let go.

"Stay the night..?"

His voice was barely audible. A whisper that wouldn't have been heard had his face not been next to Pierce's.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce wiped his eyes and nodded, great sevens he was a mess. He was going to offer earlier before this how funny Neo had to offer it to him. Fuck Riddle if he got on his ass about this, he wouldn't understand.

"Mmhm." He hummed.

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Neo smiled, an honest to sevens smile, and hugged Pierce tighter. He planted a soft kiss on Pierce's jaw. It was the closest Pierce ever gets to a thank you.

"You can borrow one of my shirts to sleep in... And I'm expecting this one back, ya know."

[p0megrave-official]

he sniffled and laughed a little, "ah man, I was looking forward to keeping another one."

Despite the situation at hand, his heart still got giddy from his kisses. It was like their own secret language.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo chuckled softly as he pulled back. He wiped away Pierce's tears before giving him a kiss on the nose.

"Alright, you know where my shirts are so go on and grab us a pair. I doubt I can trust my legs."

[p0megrave-official]

"ive got it, love."

[scalpel-sewist]

*ding!*

Hey! Vivi! You doing alright? I haven't seen you on as much ^^;

@p0megrave-official

Neo was doomscrolling when he got the notification. He stares at it, waiting for it to go away. One moment passes, then a few more. It takes him a total of seven minutes before he opens the text. It takes him another five to send a response.

im fine pierce.

ive been tired is all.

dont worry.

i think i used too much magic during my bot battle.

ill be back tomorrow.

He's lying and he knows it.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce bit his lip, sitting up in bed and swinging his legs over the bed.

Cant sleep. Mind if I stop by? I'm on campus this month.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo reads the message three, four, five times. Of course his friend would want to stop by. Neo found himself typing before thinking.

sure.

dont let riddle catch you.

[p0megrave-official]

hah! I never get caught!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo chuckles quietly at the message before turning off his phone. He sits up and looks around his room, noting the mess. He sighs before grabbing his pen. He flicks his wrist with a mumble of his unique magic to bring a few of his creations to life. May as well have them clean up a bit while be waits. Neo ignores the small stab of pain in his fingers. It felt like he pricked all his fingers with his needles.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce grabbed some of his essentials: phone, snacks, key, pen. He knew something was wrong with his friend, Idia would most likely let him off for this. Especially if it's Vivi lf all people.

He left the dorm after messaging Idia, not waiting for the ok. It wouldn't be that long of a walk.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo waited patiently in his bed, watching his creations scurry around to clean up. He glanced to his side at Bubby, staring at it as if the other would spring to life without his help. Why couldn't he bring himself to bring her to life as well? The other was built to help him after all.

He opened his phone back up to scroll through his feed. He needed a distraction...

[p0megrave-official]

after at least 10 minutes, a knock was at his door, nice and soft. Pierce had arrived at his door, he brought snacks as well.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo debated on having one of his creations open the door, but he decided against it. He pulled himself out of his bed, letting the blankets fall onto the floor. He didn't even bother fixing himself a bit before opening the door to Pierce.

"Hey..."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce brushed his hair out of his eyes and gave Neo a warm, soft smile. He was right, Neo wasn't doing alright. Luckily he was here to try to fix that!

"hey, vivs. Can I come in?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo let Pierce touch his hair, an action he'd usually sneer at. He nodded slightly and stepped to the side, holding the door open for Pierce to step in. The creations that were activated skittered over to greet him. Neo flicked his wrist and the creations fell limp.

"I forgot they were on."

Liar.

"Just step over them. I'll put them away later."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce came in and sat down, "tell me, spiderlily, what's going on...if its to sensitive and you wish to not tell me, perhaps i can provide a distraction?"

He was good at distractions, he's a streamer, many people watch him for a distraction. But he wanted to focus on Neo right now, he needed Pierce.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo closed the door and clicked on his lights, only then noticing they were even off at all. He stood in place and simply stared at Pierce for a moment. He eventually looked away and began scratching his arm, a nervous habit? He hasn't done it before...

"It's nothing for you to worry about. Just used a bit too much magic."

You're lying. Neo gripped his pen, twisting it so Pierce couldn't see his magestone.

"I'll be okay in a few days. Like nothing happened."

[p0megrave-official]

"dear, lets start with something. Come here, lets clean off your makeup, it'll irritate your skin. Have you eaten today? And don't lie to me, please. I'm sure I can find something if that's the problem. And..." His eyes flickered to the scars as he carefully pried Neos hands from his arm, "lets tend to these, ok?"

[scalpel-sewist]

The moment Pierce touched Neo's hand, he adjusted his hold on his pen to grip the magestone in his fist. His entire body was tense enough that he was shaking. He thought about Pierce's questions, debating on his answer...

"Mary was with me so I had a bit of lunch, but nothing else."

You aren't telling him everything.

"My arms aren't that bad. They're just irritated from my shower."

[p0megrave-official]

"Well, we still can take care of them. I don't want you to keep hurting, my dear. Come, let's clean your makeup off first. " He stood and led him to the bathrooms and took out his makeup remover wipes he always carried. "Close your eyes."

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stared at Pierce for a moment. You don't deserve this. He nodded just slightly and closed his eyes. Selfish. Neo leaned into Pierce's touch as the other cleaned his face.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce finished the left side and gave him a gentle peck on his left temple, then finished the right side and gave him a peck on the right temple. He took a small hand towel and wet it with room tempature water and gently wiped it on bis fave to get rid of the feeling of the remover.

"No makeup tonight...nkw how about some snacks? I know it isn't exactly a meal, but these ones are.. better than usual gas station ones."

In his bag, he had packed some of his homemade pastries and such.

"Have you taken care of your tape yet?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stayed quiet the entire time he was being cleaned up. Even his mind stayed eerily silent. Without the makeup to cover them, his eyebags were fully visible. He wasn't sleeping well. Neo's ears just slightly perked up at the offer of snacks.

"Snacks sound nice. And I still have another day with my tape... I think."

[p0megrave-official]

"lets take off the tape and make sure you stretch." He hummed, leading him back to the main part of his room. "We can turn on a show or movie too, if that helps."

[scalpel-sewist]

"Sure... Oil's in nightstand..."

Neo's voice had fallen to a mumble. He didn't have the energy to properly speak anymore. He fumbled with taking off his shirt so Pierce could get to his trans tape. The edges were peeling and had dirt, indicating they've been worn longer than recommended. How long was he planning on rotting in his room...

[p0megrave-official]

his face fell as he carefully tended to the tape, removing it carefully and applying the oils, "oh, πολυαγαπημένε μου...why didn't you come to me?" He whispered. He should have noticed this. Pierce was a terrible boyfriend...how could he have just...overlooked this?

[scalpel-sewist]

"You didn't need to worry."

Neo looked down at the ground. He tightened his hand around his pen again, a part of him hoping it either broke or hurt him.

"It's not as bad as it looks. You caught me on a bad day."

[p0megrave-official]

his lip quivered as he tried not to tear up. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one hurting. It was Neo in pain. Pierce always was a crybaby at his core.

"My dear...it looks...it looks like its been like this for weeks...love, please, what happened?"

His voice shook and heald so much concern for the other.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo's voice grew stern and he bared his teeth he spoke.

"It's nothing Pierce."

Neo refused to make eye contact with the other. He felt blood in his palm, likely from the jagged ends of his pen. He pulled himself away from Pierce to shove his pen into his nightstand, wiping his hand on his pants.

"Just used too much magic, like I said before."

[p0megrave-official]

the damsel fell silent, looking away. Sevens he was so worried, but if he pushed more, he could ruin everything. Or...or neo would leave him like his past boyfriends. 'God why was he so worked up over some guy?' Might be what that rude part of his brain may be huffing.

He put his hands in his lap and didn't speak until he knew Neo wouldn't snap.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo sighed as he looked down at his bloodied hand. There wasn't much thankfully but it was still dirty. He waited a moment before slightly holding out his hand to Pierce.

"If you want to help me then... can you clean my hand?"

It wasn't said like his usual self, not snarky nor plain. He was almost confused, like he wasn't sure of himself for once. Neo was off. This wasn't like him...

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce looked up and waited for a moment as if it was a trick question. When he was sure there was no catch, he gently took Neos hand and found a clean cloth to wash off the wound and clean it. He did so silently still, feeling as though perhaps Neo didn't want words right now.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched as Pierce cleaned off the dried blood, the injuries having already scabbed over due to being small. His gaze isn't all there, like his mind is somewhere else. Tell him.

"Pierce..? I think... I'm not okay. I'm scared."

[p0megrave-official]

"i....I know...i think youre.... i....we're gonna figure this out. We can see if Idia knows anything that may help. We're gonna figure this bout, Neo...I promise on my life we will figure this out." He whispered, trying to not rush to the worst possibilities. There has to be a way to find a cure to whatever his boyfriend had.

It can't be another blot sickness. Having been sick himself...that was hell on earth...

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo goes to take a step towards his nightstand and almost topples over, holding onto Pierce so he wouldn't fall. He clung to him like his life would depend on it. Neo struggled with balance but he's never almost fallen from it.

"Fucking damnit. Pierce, look at my pen. Since I'm apparently incapable of grabbing it myself."

He attempted to laugh at his self deprecation, but it came out more like a cough.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce took a shakey breath before breaking into loud sobs. He can't lose Neo, he cant. He pulled him into a tight hug. How long had he been suffering before this?

"I-Idia can find you the best doctors. H-hes, like, super rich! He can hire all of them. W-we'll stop it before it gets too bad, ipromise."

He truely believed Neo's life was in hjs hands, that if he blotted he'd surely die. He didn't let go, as if his partner could die right here at any second.

[scalpel-sewist]

"Pierce... Pierce I doubt they can stop it. It's gone way too far by now. It's not your fault."

Neo managed to pull away just enough to open his nightstand and pull his pen back out...

"I mean, I doubt this is fixable. I don't even know why I feel like shit. So much keeps happening and I feel like I'm gonna drop dead at any moment."

[p0megrave-official]

"please don't say that please please don't tell me that please. I'm not gonna give up! I-i got better, there's hopes for you. W-we judt gotta-i-y-" He was gonna throw up. This wasn't happening. This was a terrible terrible nightmare. He was gonna wake up, take Idia and Neo to lunch, they were gonna study together. Then they'd have their weekend movie nights like usual. Neo would be ok.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched Pierce begin to break down right in front of him. He held back his unease at the sight and pulled Pierce into a tight hug. He buried his face into the crook of Pierce's neck, letting himself take in the other comforting scent.

"I accepted it a while ago. I'll survive, I'm sure. I trust you guys to bring me back when it happens. It seems my meds are keeping it back for a bit..."

[p0megrave-official]

"no! No no no! No we can fix it. Y-yer gonn' die an' I won' be able t' save ya'!" He stammered, hyperventilating. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one newding to be saved, it was Neo! He should be calling Idia right now and demanding doctors!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo pulled back and held Pierce's face. His grip was a bit harsh, his nails digging in a bit, but it was somehow an attempt at a comforting hold. Neo made sure the other was looking him in the eyes before speaking.

"Do you think I'd trust you if I didn't think you could save me? You, Mary, and Idia are the only people in this shithole school I can trust at this point."

[p0megrave-official]

"please don't die please. Please I'll fix it all." He begged, looking right at him. The nails were grounding to him...he didnt care about the small pain thst came with it.

[scalpel-sewist]

"I don't want to die."

The words felt like acid in his mouth. A week ago he would've gagged at the thought of not accepting what was coming to him. Maybe he has gone soft.

"I won't die because I trust you guys. Maybe it can be stopped but I trust you to save me if it happens."

[p0megrave-official]

"I will I will I will I will I will I will...I won't be able to forgive myself if i cant." He sobbed, praying to whatever deity would hear him. Any of them. any deity who could spare him mercy and save Neo.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo pulled Pierce back into a tight hug, holding onto him like he'd disappear if he let go.

"Stay the night..?"

His voice was barely audible. A whisper that wouldn't have been heard had his face not been next to Pierce's.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce wiped his eyes and nodded, great sevens he was a mess. He was going to offer earlier before this how funny Neo had to offer it to him. Fuck Riddle if he got on his ass about this, he wouldn't understand.

"Mmhm." He hummed.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo smiled, an honest to sevens smile, and hugged Pierce tighter. He planted a soft kiss on Pierce's jaw. It was the closest Pierce ever gets to a thank you.

"You can borrow one of my shirts to sleep in... And I'm expecting this one back, ya know."

[p0megrave-official]

he sniffled and laughed a little, "ah man, I was looking forward to keeping another one."

Despite the situation at hand, his heart still got giddy from his kisses. It was like their own secret language.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo chuckled softly as he pulled back. He wiped away Pierce's tears before giving him a kiss on the nose.

"Alright, you know where my shirts are so go on and grab us a pair. I doubt I can trust my legs."

[scalpel-sewist]

*ding!*

Hey! Vivi! You doing alright? I haven't seen you on as much ^^;

@p0megrave-official

Neo was doomscrolling when he got the notification. He stares at it, waiting for it to go away. One moment passes, then a few more. It takes him a total of seven minutes before he opens the text. It takes him another five to send a response.

im fine pierce.

ive been tired is all.

dont worry.

i think i used too much magic during my bot battle.

ill be back tomorrow.

He's lying and he knows it.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce bit his lip, sitting up in bed and swinging his legs over the bed.

Cant sleep. Mind if I stop by? I'm on campus this month.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo reads the message three, four, five times. Of course his friend would want to stop by. Neo found himself typing before thinking.

sure.

dont let riddle catch you.

[p0megrave-official]

hah! I never get caught!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo chuckles quietly at the message before turning off his phone. He sits up and looks around his room, noting the mess. He sighs before grabbing his pen. He flicks his wrist with a mumble of his unique magic to bring a few of his creations to life. May as well have them clean up a bit while be waits. Neo ignores the small stab of pain in his fingers. It felt like he pricked all his fingers with his needles.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce grabbed some of his essentials: phone, snacks, key, pen. He knew something was wrong with his friend, Idia would most likely let him off for this. Especially if it's Vivi lf all people.

He left the dorm after messaging Idia, not waiting for the ok. It wouldn't be that long of a walk.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo waited patiently in his bed, watching his creations scurry around to clean up. He glanced to his side at Bubby, staring at it as if the other would spring to life without his help. Why couldn't he bring himself to bring her to life as well? The other was built to help him after all.

He opened his phone back up to scroll through his feed. He needed a distraction...

[p0megrave-official]

after at least 10 minutes, a knock was at his door, nice and soft. Pierce had arrived at his door, he brought snacks as well.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo debated on having one of his creations open the door, but he decided against it. He pulled himself out of his bed, letting the blankets fall onto the floor. He didn't even bother fixing himself a bit before opening the door to Pierce.

"Hey..."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce brushed his hair out of his eyes and gave Neo a warm, soft smile. He was right, Neo wasn't doing alright. Luckily he was here to try to fix that!

"hey, vivs. Can I come in?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo let Pierce touch his hair, an action he'd usually sneer at. He nodded slightly and stepped to the side, holding the door open for Pierce to step in. The creations that were activated skittered over to greet him. Neo flicked his wrist and the creations fell limp.

"I forgot they were on."

Liar.

"Just step over them. I'll put them away later."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce came in and sat down, "tell me, spiderlily, what's going on...if its to sensitive and you wish to not tell me, perhaps i can provide a distraction?"

He was good at distractions, he's a streamer, many people watch him for a distraction. But he wanted to focus on Neo right now, he needed Pierce.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo closed the door and clicked on his lights, only then noticing they were even off at all. He stood in place and simply stared at Pierce for a moment. He eventually looked away and began scratching his arm, a nervous habit? He hasn't done it before...

"It's nothing for you to worry about. Just used a bit too much magic."

You're lying. Neo gripped his pen, twisting it so Pierce couldn't see his magestone.

"I'll be okay in a few days. Like nothing happened."

[p0megrave-official]

"dear, lets start with something. Come here, lets clean off your makeup, it'll irritate your skin. Have you eaten today? And don't lie to me, please. I'm sure I can find something if that's the problem. And..." His eyes flickered to the scars as he carefully pried Neos hands from his arm, "lets tend to these, ok?"

[scalpel-sewist]

The moment Pierce touched Neo's hand, he adjusted his hold on his pen to grip the magestone in his fist. His entire body was tense enough that he was shaking. He thought about Pierce's questions, debating on his answer...

"Mary was with me so I had a bit of lunch, but nothing else."

You aren't telling him everything.

"My arms aren't that bad. They're just irritated from my shower."

[p0megrave-official]

"Well, we still can take care of them. I don't want you to keep hurting, my dear. Come, let's clean your makeup off first. " He stood and led him to the bathrooms and took out his makeup remover wipes he always carried. "Close your eyes."

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stared at Pierce for a moment. You don't deserve this. He nodded just slightly and closed his eyes. Selfish. Neo leaned into Pierce's touch as the other cleaned his face.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce finished the left side and gave him a gentle peck on his left temple, then finished the right side and gave him a peck on the right temple. He took a small hand towel and wet it with room tempature water and gently wiped it on bis fave to get rid of the feeling of the remover.

"No makeup tonight...nkw how about some snacks? I know it isn't exactly a meal, but these ones are.. better than usual gas station ones."

In his bag, he had packed some of his homemade pastries and such.

"Have you taken care of your tape yet?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stayed quiet the entire time he was being cleaned up. Even his mind stayed eerily silent. Without the makeup to cover them, his eyebags were fully visible. He wasn't sleeping well. Neo's ears just slightly perked up at the offer of snacks.

"Snacks sound nice. And I still have another day with my tape... I think."

[p0megrave-official]

"lets take off the tape and make sure you stretch." He hummed, leading him back to the main part of his room. "We can turn on a show or movie too, if that helps."

[scalpel-sewist]

"Sure... Oil's in nightstand..."

Neo's voice had fallen to a mumble. He didn't have the energy to properly speak anymore. He fumbled with taking off his shirt so Pierce could get to his trans tape. The edges were peeling and had dirt, indicating they've been worn longer than recommended. How long was he planning on rotting in his room...

[p0megrave-official]

his face fell as he carefully tended to the tape, removing it carefully and applying the oils, "oh, πολυαγαπημένε μου...why didn't you come to me?" He whispered. He should have noticed this. Pierce was a terrible boyfriend...how could he have just...overlooked this?

[scalpel-sewist]

"You didn't need to worry."

Neo looked down at the ground. He tightened his hand around his pen again, a part of him hoping it either broke or hurt him.

"It's not as bad as it looks. You caught me on a bad day."

[p0megrave-official]

his lip quivered as he tried not to tear up. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one hurting. It was Neo in pain. Pierce always was a crybaby at his core.

"My dear...it looks...it looks like its been like this for weeks...love, please, what happened?"

His voice shook and heald so much concern for the other.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo's voice grew stern and he bared his teeth he spoke.

"It's nothing Pierce."

Neo refused to make eye contact with the other. He felt blood in his palm, likely from the jagged ends of his pen. He pulled himself away from Pierce to shove his pen into his nightstand, wiping his hand on his pants.

"Just used too much magic, like I said before."

[p0megrave-official]

the damsel fell silent, looking away. Sevens he was so worried, but if he pushed more, he could ruin everything. Or...or neo would leave him like his past boyfriends. 'God why was he so worked up over some guy?' Might be what that rude part of his brain may be huffing.

He put his hands in his lap and didn't speak until he knew Neo wouldn't snap.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo sighed as he looked down at his bloodied hand. There wasn't much thankfully but it was still dirty. He waited a moment before slightly holding out his hand to Pierce.

"If you want to help me then... can you clean my hand?"

It wasn't said like his usual self, not snarky nor plain. He was almost confused, like he wasn't sure of himself for once. Neo was off. This wasn't like him...

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce looked up and waited for a moment as if it was a trick question. When he was sure there was no catch, he gently took Neos hand and found a clean cloth to wash off the wound and clean it. He did so silently still, feeling as though perhaps Neo didn't want words right now.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched as Pierce cleaned off the dried blood, the injuries having already scabbed over due to being small. His gaze isn't all there, like his mind is somewhere else. Tell him.

"Pierce..? I think... I'm not okay. I'm scared."

[p0megrave-official]

"i....I know...i think youre.... i....we're gonna figure this out. We can see if Idia knows anything that may help. We're gonna figure this bout, Neo...I promise on my life we will figure this out." He whispered, trying to not rush to the worst possibilities. There has to be a way to find a cure to whatever his boyfriend had.

It can't be another blot sickness. Having been sick himself...that was hell on earth...

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo goes to take a step towards his nightstand and almost topples over, holding onto Pierce so he wouldn't fall. He clung to him like his life would depend on it. Neo struggled with balance but he's never almost fallen from it.

"Fucking damnit. Pierce, look at my pen. Since I'm apparently incapable of grabbing it myself."

He attempted to laugh at his self deprecation, but it came out more like a cough.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce took a shakey breath before breaking into loud sobs. He can't lose Neo, he cant. He pulled him into a tight hug. How long had he been suffering before this?

"I-Idia can find you the best doctors. H-hes, like, super rich! He can hire all of them. W-we'll stop it before it gets too bad, ipromise."

He truely believed Neo's life was in hjs hands, that if he blotted he'd surely die. He didn't let go, as if his partner could die right here at any second.

[scalpel-sewist]

"Pierce... Pierce I doubt they can stop it. It's gone way too far by now. It's not your fault."

Neo managed to pull away just enough to open his nightstand and pull his pen back out...

"I mean, I doubt this is fixable. I don't even know why I feel like shit. So much keeps happening and I feel like I'm gonna drop dead at any moment."

[p0megrave-official]

"please don't say that please please don't tell me that please. I'm not gonna give up! I-i got better, there's hopes for you. W-we judt gotta-i-y-" He was gonna throw up. This wasn't happening. This was a terrible terrible nightmare. He was gonna wake up, take Idia and Neo to lunch, they were gonna study together. Then they'd have their weekend movie nights like usual. Neo would be ok.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched Pierce begin to break down right in front of him. He held back his unease at the sight and pulled Pierce into a tight hug. He buried his face into the crook of Pierce's neck, letting himself take in the other comforting scent.

"I accepted it a while ago. I'll survive, I'm sure. I trust you guys to bring me back when it happens. It seems my meds are keeping it back for a bit..."

[p0megrave-official]

"no! No no no! No we can fix it. Y-yer gonn' die an' I won' be able t' save ya'!" He stammered, hyperventilating. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one newding to be saved, it was Neo! He should be calling Idia right now and demanding doctors!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo pulled back and held Pierce's face. His grip was a bit harsh, his nails digging in a bit, but it was somehow an attempt at a comforting hold. Neo made sure the other was looking him in the eyes before speaking.

"Do you think I'd trust you if I didn't think you could save me? You, Mary, and Idia are the only people in this shithole school I can trust at this point."

[p0megrave-official]

"please don't die please. Please I'll fix it all." He begged, looking right at him. The nails were grounding to him...he didnt care about the small pain thst came with it.

[scalpel-sewist]

"I don't want to die."

The words felt like acid in his mouth. A week ago he would've gagged at the thought of not accepting what was coming to him. Maybe he has gone soft.

"I won't die because I trust you guys. Maybe it can be stopped but I trust you to save me if it happens."

[p0megrave-official]

"I will I will I will I will I will I will...I won't be able to forgive myself if i cant." He sobbed, praying to whatever deity would hear him. Any of them. any deity who could spare him mercy and save Neo.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo pulled Pierce back into a tight hug, holding onto him like he'd disappear if he let go.

"Stay the night..?"

His voice was barely audible. A whisper that wouldn't have been heard had his face not been next to Pierce's.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce wiped his eyes and nodded, great sevens he was a mess. He was going to offer earlier before this how funny Neo had to offer it to him. Fuck Riddle if he got on his ass about this, he wouldn't understand.

"Mmhm." He hummed.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo smiled, an honest to sevens smile, and hugged Pierce tighter. He planted a soft kiss on Pierce's jaw. It was the closest Pierce ever gets to a thank you.

"You can borrow one of my shirts to sleep in... And I'm expecting this one back, ya know."

[scalpel-sewist]

*ding!*

Hey! Vivi! You doing alright? I haven't seen you on as much ^^;

@p0megrave-official

Neo was doomscrolling when he got the notification. He stares at it, waiting for it to go away. One moment passes, then a few more. It takes him a total of seven minutes before he opens the text. It takes him another five to send a response.

im fine pierce.

ive been tired is all.

dont worry.

i think i used too much magic during my bot battle.

ill be back tomorrow.

He's lying and he knows it.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce bit his lip, sitting up in bed and swinging his legs over the bed.

Cant sleep. Mind if I stop by? I'm on campus this month.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo reads the message three, four, five times. Of course his friend would want to stop by. Neo found himself typing before thinking.

sure.

dont let riddle catch you.

[p0megrave-official]

hah! I never get caught!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo chuckles quietly at the message before turning off his phone. He sits up and looks around his room, noting the mess. He sighs before grabbing his pen. He flicks his wrist with a mumble of his unique magic to bring a few of his creations to life. May as well have them clean up a bit while be waits. Neo ignores the small stab of pain in his fingers. It felt like he pricked all his fingers with his needles.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce grabbed some of his essentials: phone, snacks, key, pen. He knew something was wrong with his friend, Idia would most likely let him off for this. Especially if it's Vivi lf all people.

He left the dorm after messaging Idia, not waiting for the ok. It wouldn't be that long of a walk.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo waited patiently in his bed, watching his creations scurry around to clean up. He glanced to his side at Bubby, staring at it as if the other would spring to life without his help. Why couldn't he bring himself to bring her to life as well? The other was built to help him after all.

He opened his phone back up to scroll through his feed. He needed a distraction...

[p0megrave-official]

after at least 10 minutes, a knock was at his door, nice and soft. Pierce had arrived at his door, he brought snacks as well.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo debated on having one of his creations open the door, but he decided against it. He pulled himself out of his bed, letting the blankets fall onto the floor. He didn't even bother fixing himself a bit before opening the door to Pierce.

"Hey..."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce brushed his hair out of his eyes and gave Neo a warm, soft smile. He was right, Neo wasn't doing alright. Luckily he was here to try to fix that!

"hey, vivs. Can I come in?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo let Pierce touch his hair, an action he'd usually sneer at. He nodded slightly and stepped to the side, holding the door open for Pierce to step in. The creations that were activated skittered over to greet him. Neo flicked his wrist and the creations fell limp.

"I forgot they were on."

Liar.

"Just step over them. I'll put them away later."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce came in and sat down, "tell me, spiderlily, what's going on...if its to sensitive and you wish to not tell me, perhaps i can provide a distraction?"

He was good at distractions, he's a streamer, many people watch him for a distraction. But he wanted to focus on Neo right now, he needed Pierce.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo closed the door and clicked on his lights, only then noticing they were even off at all. He stood in place and simply stared at Pierce for a moment. He eventually looked away and began scratching his arm, a nervous habit? He hasn't done it before...

"It's nothing for you to worry about. Just used a bit too much magic."

You're lying. Neo gripped his pen, twisting it so Pierce couldn't see his magestone.

"I'll be okay in a few days. Like nothing happened."

[p0megrave-official]

"dear, lets start with something. Come here, lets clean off your makeup, it'll irritate your skin. Have you eaten today? And don't lie to me, please. I'm sure I can find something if that's the problem. And..." His eyes flickered to the scars as he carefully pried Neos hands from his arm, "lets tend to these, ok?"

[scalpel-sewist]

The moment Pierce touched Neo's hand, he adjusted his hold on his pen to grip the magestone in his fist. His entire body was tense enough that he was shaking. He thought about Pierce's questions, debating on his answer...

"Mary was with me so I had a bit of lunch, but nothing else."

You aren't telling him everything.

"My arms aren't that bad. They're just irritated from my shower."

[p0megrave-official]

"Well, we still can take care of them. I don't want you to keep hurting, my dear. Come, let's clean your makeup off first. " He stood and led him to the bathrooms and took out his makeup remover wipes he always carried. "Close your eyes."

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stared at Pierce for a moment. You don't deserve this. He nodded just slightly and closed his eyes. Selfish. Neo leaned into Pierce's touch as the other cleaned his face.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce finished the left side and gave him a gentle peck on his left temple, then finished the right side and gave him a peck on the right temple. He took a small hand towel and wet it with room tempature water and gently wiped it on bis fave to get rid of the feeling of the remover.

"No makeup tonight...nkw how about some snacks? I know it isn't exactly a meal, but these ones are.. better than usual gas station ones."

In his bag, he had packed some of his homemade pastries and such.

"Have you taken care of your tape yet?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stayed quiet the entire time he was being cleaned up. Even his mind stayed eerily silent. Without the makeup to cover them, his eyebags were fully visible. He wasn't sleeping well. Neo's ears just slightly perked up at the offer of snacks.

"Snacks sound nice. And I still have another day with my tape... I think."

[p0megrave-official]

"lets take off the tape and make sure you stretch." He hummed, leading him back to the main part of his room. "We can turn on a show or movie too, if that helps."

[scalpel-sewist]

"Sure... Oil's in nightstand..."

Neo's voice had fallen to a mumble. He didn't have the energy to properly speak anymore. He fumbled with taking off his shirt so Pierce could get to his trans tape. The edges were peeling and had dirt, indicating they've been worn longer than recommended. How long was he planning on rotting in his room...

[p0megrave-official]

his face fell as he carefully tended to the tape, removing it carefully and applying the oils, "oh, πολυαγαπημένε μου...why didn't you come to me?" He whispered. He should have noticed this. Pierce was a terrible boyfriend...how could he have just...overlooked this?

[scalpel-sewist]

"You didn't need to worry."

Neo looked down at the ground. He tightened his hand around his pen again, a part of him hoping it either broke or hurt him.

"It's not as bad as it looks. You caught me on a bad day."

[p0megrave-official]

his lip quivered as he tried not to tear up. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one hurting. It was Neo in pain. Pierce always was a crybaby at his core.

"My dear...it looks...it looks like its been like this for weeks...love, please, what happened?"

His voice shook and heald so much concern for the other.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo's voice grew stern and he bared his teeth he spoke.

"It's nothing Pierce."

Neo refused to make eye contact with the other. He felt blood in his palm, likely from the jagged ends of his pen. He pulled himself away from Pierce to shove his pen into his nightstand, wiping his hand on his pants.

"Just used too much magic, like I said before."

[p0megrave-official]

the damsel fell silent, looking away. Sevens he was so worried, but if he pushed more, he could ruin everything. Or...or neo would leave him like his past boyfriends. 'God why was he so worked up over some guy?' Might be what that rude part of his brain may be huffing.

He put his hands in his lap and didn't speak until he knew Neo wouldn't snap.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo sighed as he looked down at his bloodied hand. There wasn't much thankfully but it was still dirty. He waited a moment before slightly holding out his hand to Pierce.

"If you want to help me then... can you clean my hand?"

It wasn't said like his usual self, not snarky nor plain. He was almost confused, like he wasn't sure of himself for once. Neo was off. This wasn't like him...

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce looked up and waited for a moment as if it was a trick question. When he was sure there was no catch, he gently took Neos hand and found a clean cloth to wash off the wound and clean it. He did so silently still, feeling as though perhaps Neo didn't want words right now.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched as Pierce cleaned off the dried blood, the injuries having already scabbed over due to being small. His gaze isn't all there, like his mind is somewhere else. Tell him.

"Pierce..? I think... I'm not okay. I'm scared."

[p0megrave-official]

"i....I know...i think youre.... i....we're gonna figure this out. We can see if Idia knows anything that may help. We're gonna figure this bout, Neo...I promise on my life we will figure this out." He whispered, trying to not rush to the worst possibilities. There has to be a way to find a cure to whatever his boyfriend had.

It can't be another blot sickness. Having been sick himself...that was hell on earth...

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo goes to take a step towards his nightstand and almost topples over, holding onto Pierce so he wouldn't fall. He clung to him like his life would depend on it. Neo struggled with balance but he's never almost fallen from it.

"Fucking damnit. Pierce, look at my pen. Since I'm apparently incapable of grabbing it myself."

He attempted to laugh at his self deprecation, but it came out more like a cough.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce took a shakey breath before breaking into loud sobs. He can't lose Neo, he cant. He pulled him into a tight hug. How long had he been suffering before this?

"I-Idia can find you the best doctors. H-hes, like, super rich! He can hire all of them. W-we'll stop it before it gets too bad, ipromise."

He truely believed Neo's life was in hjs hands, that if he blotted he'd surely die. He didn't let go, as if his partner could die right here at any second.

[scalpel-sewist]

"Pierce... Pierce I doubt they can stop it. It's gone way too far by now. It's not your fault."

Neo managed to pull away just enough to open his nightstand and pull his pen back out...

"I mean, I doubt this is fixable. I don't even know why I feel like shit. So much keeps happening and I feel like I'm gonna drop dead at any moment."

[p0megrave-official]

"please don't say that please please don't tell me that please. I'm not gonna give up! I-i got better, there's hopes for you. W-we judt gotta-i-y-" He was gonna throw up. This wasn't happening. This was a terrible terrible nightmare. He was gonna wake up, take Idia and Neo to lunch, they were gonna study together. Then they'd have their weekend movie nights like usual. Neo would be ok.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched Pierce begin to break down right in front of him. He held back his unease at the sight and pulled Pierce into a tight hug. He buried his face into the crook of Pierce's neck, letting himself take in the other comforting scent.

"I accepted it a while ago. I'll survive, I'm sure. I trust you guys to bring me back when it happens. It seems my meds are keeping it back for a bit..."

[p0megrave-official]

"no! No no no! No we can fix it. Y-yer gonn' die an' I won' be able t' save ya'!" He stammered, hyperventilating. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one newding to be saved, it was Neo! He should be calling Idia right now and demanding doctors!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo pulled back and held Pierce's face. His grip was a bit harsh, his nails digging in a bit, but it was somehow an attempt at a comforting hold. Neo made sure the other was looking him in the eyes before speaking.

"Do you think I'd trust you if I didn't think you could save me? You, Mary, and Idia are the only people in this shithole school I can trust at this point."

[p0megrave-official]

"please don't die please. Please I'll fix it all." He begged, looking right at him. The nails were grounding to him...he didnt care about the small pain thst came with it.

[scalpel-sewist]

"I don't want to die."

The words felt like acid in his mouth. A week ago he would've gagged at the thought of not accepting what was coming to him. Maybe he has gone soft.

"I won't die because I trust you guys. Maybe it can be stopped but I trust you to save me if it happens."

[p0megrave-official]

"I will I will I will I will I will I will...I won't be able to forgive myself if i cant." He sobbed, praying to whatever deity would hear him. Any of them. any deity who could spare him mercy and save Neo.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo pulled Pierce back into a tight hug, holding onto him like he'd disappear if he let go.

"Stay the night..?"

His voice was barely audible. A whisper that wouldn't have been heard had his face not been next to Pierce's.

[scalpel-sewist]

*ding!*

Hey! Vivi! You doing alright? I haven't seen you on as much ^^;

@p0megrave-official

Neo was doomscrolling when he got the notification. He stares at it, waiting for it to go away. One moment passes, then a few more. It takes him a total of seven minutes before he opens the text. It takes him another five to send a response.

im fine pierce.

ive been tired is all.

dont worry.

i think i used too much magic during my bot battle.

ill be back tomorrow.

He's lying and he knows it.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce bit his lip, sitting up in bed and swinging his legs over the bed.

Cant sleep. Mind if I stop by? I'm on campus this month.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo reads the message three, four, five times. Of course his friend would want to stop by. Neo found himself typing before thinking.

sure.

dont let riddle catch you.

[p0megrave-official]

hah! I never get caught!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo chuckles quietly at the message before turning off his phone. He sits up and looks around his room, noting the mess. He sighs before grabbing his pen. He flicks his wrist with a mumble of his unique magic to bring a few of his creations to life. May as well have them clean up a bit while be waits. Neo ignores the small stab of pain in his fingers. It felt like he pricked all his fingers with his needles.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce grabbed some of his essentials: phone, snacks, key, pen. He knew something was wrong with his friend, Idia would most likely let him off for this. Especially if it's Vivi lf all people.

He left the dorm after messaging Idia, not waiting for the ok. It wouldn't be that long of a walk.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo waited patiently in his bed, watching his creations scurry around to clean up. He glanced to his side at Bubby, staring at it as if the other would spring to life without his help. Why couldn't he bring himself to bring her to life as well? The other was built to help him after all.

He opened his phone back up to scroll through his feed. He needed a distraction...

[p0megrave-official]

after at least 10 minutes, a knock was at his door, nice and soft. Pierce had arrived at his door, he brought snacks as well.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo debated on having one of his creations open the door, but he decided against it. He pulled himself out of his bed, letting the blankets fall onto the floor. He didn't even bother fixing himself a bit before opening the door to Pierce.

"Hey..."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce brushed his hair out of his eyes and gave Neo a warm, soft smile. He was right, Neo wasn't doing alright. Luckily he was here to try to fix that!

"hey, vivs. Can I come in?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo let Pierce touch his hair, an action he'd usually sneer at. He nodded slightly and stepped to the side, holding the door open for Pierce to step in. The creations that were activated skittered over to greet him. Neo flicked his wrist and the creations fell limp.

"I forgot they were on."

Liar.

"Just step over them. I'll put them away later."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce came in and sat down, "tell me, spiderlily, what's going on...if its to sensitive and you wish to not tell me, perhaps i can provide a distraction?"

He was good at distractions, he's a streamer, many people watch him for a distraction. But he wanted to focus on Neo right now, he needed Pierce.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo closed the door and clicked on his lights, only then noticing they were even off at all. He stood in place and simply stared at Pierce for a moment. He eventually looked away and began scratching his arm, a nervous habit? He hasn't done it before...

"It's nothing for you to worry about. Just used a bit too much magic."

You're lying. Neo gripped his pen, twisting it so Pierce couldn't see his magestone.

"I'll be okay in a few days. Like nothing happened."

[p0megrave-official]

"dear, lets start with something. Come here, lets clean off your makeup, it'll irritate your skin. Have you eaten today? And don't lie to me, please. I'm sure I can find something if that's the problem. And..." His eyes flickered to the scars as he carefully pried Neos hands from his arm, "lets tend to these, ok?"

[scalpel-sewist]

The moment Pierce touched Neo's hand, he adjusted his hold on his pen to grip the magestone in his fist. His entire body was tense enough that he was shaking. He thought about Pierce's questions, debating on his answer...

"Mary was with me so I had a bit of lunch, but nothing else."

You aren't telling him everything.

"My arms aren't that bad. They're just irritated from my shower."

[p0megrave-official]

"Well, we still can take care of them. I don't want you to keep hurting, my dear. Come, let's clean your makeup off first. " He stood and led him to the bathrooms and took out his makeup remover wipes he always carried. "Close your eyes."

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stared at Pierce for a moment. You don't deserve this. He nodded just slightly and closed his eyes. Selfish. Neo leaned into Pierce's touch as the other cleaned his face.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce finished the left side and gave him a gentle peck on his left temple, then finished the right side and gave him a peck on the right temple. He took a small hand towel and wet it with room tempature water and gently wiped it on bis fave to get rid of the feeling of the remover.

"No makeup tonight...nkw how about some snacks? I know it isn't exactly a meal, but these ones are.. better than usual gas station ones."

In his bag, he had packed some of his homemade pastries and such.

"Have you taken care of your tape yet?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stayed quiet the entire time he was being cleaned up. Even his mind stayed eerily silent. Without the makeup to cover them, his eyebags were fully visible. He wasn't sleeping well. Neo's ears just slightly perked up at the offer of snacks.

"Snacks sound nice. And I still have another day with my tape... I think."

[p0megrave-official]

"lets take off the tape and make sure you stretch." He hummed, leading him back to the main part of his room. "We can turn on a show or movie too, if that helps."

[scalpel-sewist]

"Sure... Oil's in nightstand..."

Neo's voice had fallen to a mumble. He didn't have the energy to properly speak anymore. He fumbled with taking off his shirt so Pierce could get to his trans tape. The edges were peeling and had dirt, indicating they've been worn longer than recommended. How long was he planning on rotting in his room...

[p0megrave-official]

his face fell as he carefully tended to the tape, removing it carefully and applying the oils, "oh, πολυαγαπημένε μου...why didn't you come to me?" He whispered. He should have noticed this. Pierce was a terrible boyfriend...how could he have just...overlooked this?

[scalpel-sewist]

"You didn't need to worry."

Neo looked down at the ground. He tightened his hand around his pen again, a part of him hoping it either broke or hurt him.

"It's not as bad as it looks. You caught me on a bad day."

[p0megrave-official]

his lip quivered as he tried not to tear up. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one hurting. It was Neo in pain. Pierce always was a crybaby at his core.

"My dear...it looks...it looks like its been like this for weeks...love, please, what happened?"

His voice shook and heald so much concern for the other.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo's voice grew stern and he bared his teeth he spoke.

"It's nothing Pierce."

Neo refused to make eye contact with the other. He felt blood in his palm, likely from the jagged ends of his pen. He pulled himself away from Pierce to shove his pen into his nightstand, wiping his hand on his pants.

"Just used too much magic, like I said before."

[p0megrave-official]

the damsel fell silent, looking away. Sevens he was so worried, but if he pushed more, he could ruin everything. Or...or neo would leave him like his past boyfriends. 'God why was he so worked up over some guy?' Might be what that rude part of his brain may be huffing.

He put his hands in his lap and didn't speak until he knew Neo wouldn't snap.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo sighed as he looked down at his bloodied hand. There wasn't much thankfully but it was still dirty. He waited a moment before slightly holding out his hand to Pierce.

"If you want to help me then... can you clean my hand?"

It wasn't said like his usual self, not snarky nor plain. He was almost confused, like he wasn't sure of himself for once. Neo was off. This wasn't like him...

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce looked up and waited for a moment as if it was a trick question. When he was sure there was no catch, he gently took Neos hand and found a clean cloth to wash off the wound and clean it. He did so silently still, feeling as though perhaps Neo didn't want words right now.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched as Pierce cleaned off the dried blood, the injuries having already scabbed over due to being small. His gaze isn't all there, like his mind is somewhere else. Tell him.

"Pierce..? I think... I'm not okay. I'm scared."

[p0megrave-official]

"i....I know...i think youre.... i....we're gonna figure this out. We can see if Idia knows anything that may help. We're gonna figure this bout, Neo...I promise on my life we will figure this out." He whispered, trying to not rush to the worst possibilities. There has to be a way to find a cure to whatever his boyfriend had.

It can't be another blot sickness. Having been sick himself...that was hell on earth...

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo goes to take a step towards his nightstand and almost topples over, holding onto Pierce so he wouldn't fall. He clung to him like his life would depend on it. Neo struggled with balance but he's never almost fallen from it.

"Fucking damnit. Pierce, look at my pen. Since I'm apparently incapable of grabbing it myself."

He attempted to laugh at his self deprecation, but it came out more like a cough.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce took a shakey breath before breaking into loud sobs. He can't lose Neo, he cant. He pulled him into a tight hug. How long had he been suffering before this?

"I-Idia can find you the best doctors. H-hes, like, super rich! He can hire all of them. W-we'll stop it before it gets too bad, ipromise."

He truely believed Neo's life was in hjs hands, that if he blotted he'd surely die. He didn't let go, as if his partner could die right here at any second.

[scalpel-sewist]

"Pierce... Pierce I doubt they can stop it. It's gone way too far by now. It's not your fault."

Neo managed to pull away just enough to open his nightstand and pull his pen back out...

"I mean, I doubt this is fixable. I don't even know why I feel like shit. So much keeps happening and I feel like I'm gonna drop dead at any moment."

[p0megrave-official]

"please don't say that please please don't tell me that please. I'm not gonna give up! I-i got better, there's hopes for you. W-we judt gotta-i-y-" He was gonna throw up. This wasn't happening. This was a terrible terrible nightmare. He was gonna wake up, take Idia and Neo to lunch, they were gonna study together. Then they'd have their weekend movie nights like usual. Neo would be ok.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched Pierce begin to break down right in front of him. He held back his unease at the sight and pulled Pierce into a tight hug. He buried his face into the crook of Pierce's neck, letting himself take in the other comforting scent.

"I accepted it a while ago. I'll survive, I'm sure. I trust you guys to bring me back when it happens. It seems my meds are keeping it back for a bit..."

[p0megrave-official]

"no! No no no! No we can fix it. Y-yer gonn' die an' I won' be able t' save ya'!" He stammered, hyperventilating. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one newding to be saved, it was Neo! He should be calling Idia right now and demanding doctors!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo pulled back and held Pierce's face. His grip was a bit harsh, his nails digging in a bit, but it was somehow an attempt at a comforting hold. Neo made sure the other was looking him in the eyes before speaking.

"Do you think I'd trust you if I didn't think you could save me? You, Mary, and Idia are the only people in this shithole school I can trust at this point."

[p0megrave-official]

"please don't die please. Please I'll fix it all." He begged, looking right at him. The nails were grounding to him...he didnt care about the small pain thst came with it.

[scalpel-sewist]

"I don't want to die."

The words felt like acid in his mouth. A week ago he would've gagged at the thought of not accepting what was coming to him. Maybe he has gone soft.

"I won't die because I trust you guys. Maybe it can be stopped but I trust you to save me if it happens."

[scalpel-sewist]

*ding!*

Hey! Vivi! You doing alright? I haven't seen you on as much ^^;

@p0megrave-official

Neo was doomscrolling when he got the notification. He stares at it, waiting for it to go away. One moment passes, then a few more. It takes him a total of seven minutes before he opens the text. It takes him another five to send a response.

im fine pierce.

ive been tired is all.

dont worry.

i think i used too much magic during my bot battle.

ill be back tomorrow.

He's lying and he knows it.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce bit his lip, sitting up in bed and swinging his legs over the bed.

Cant sleep. Mind if I stop by? I'm on campus this month.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo reads the message three, four, five times. Of course his friend would want to stop by. Neo found himself typing before thinking.

sure.

dont let riddle catch you.

[p0megrave-official]

hah! I never get caught!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo chuckles quietly at the message before turning off his phone. He sits up and looks around his room, noting the mess. He sighs before grabbing his pen. He flicks his wrist with a mumble of his unique magic to bring a few of his creations to life. May as well have them clean up a bit while be waits. Neo ignores the small stab of pain in his fingers. It felt like he pricked all his fingers with his needles.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce grabbed some of his essentials: phone, snacks, key, pen. He knew something was wrong with his friend, Idia would most likely let him off for this. Especially if it's Vivi lf all people.

He left the dorm after messaging Idia, not waiting for the ok. It wouldn't be that long of a walk.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo waited patiently in his bed, watching his creations scurry around to clean up. He glanced to his side at Bubby, staring at it as if the other would spring to life without his help. Why couldn't he bring himself to bring her to life as well? The other was built to help him after all.

He opened his phone back up to scroll through his feed. He needed a distraction...

[p0megrave-official]

after at least 10 minutes, a knock was at his door, nice and soft. Pierce had arrived at his door, he brought snacks as well.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo debated on having one of his creations open the door, but he decided against it. He pulled himself out of his bed, letting the blankets fall onto the floor. He didn't even bother fixing himself a bit before opening the door to Pierce.

"Hey..."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce brushed his hair out of his eyes and gave Neo a warm, soft smile. He was right, Neo wasn't doing alright. Luckily he was here to try to fix that!

"hey, vivs. Can I come in?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo let Pierce touch his hair, an action he'd usually sneer at. He nodded slightly and stepped to the side, holding the door open for Pierce to step in. The creations that were activated skittered over to greet him. Neo flicked his wrist and the creations fell limp.

"I forgot they were on."

Liar.

"Just step over them. I'll put them away later."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce came in and sat down, "tell me, spiderlily, what's going on...if its to sensitive and you wish to not tell me, perhaps i can provide a distraction?"

He was good at distractions, he's a streamer, many people watch him for a distraction. But he wanted to focus on Neo right now, he needed Pierce.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo closed the door and clicked on his lights, only then noticing they were even off at all. He stood in place and simply stared at Pierce for a moment. He eventually looked away and began scratching his arm, a nervous habit? He hasn't done it before...

"It's nothing for you to worry about. Just used a bit too much magic."

You're lying. Neo gripped his pen, twisting it so Pierce couldn't see his magestone.

"I'll be okay in a few days. Like nothing happened."

[p0megrave-official]

"dear, lets start with something. Come here, lets clean off your makeup, it'll irritate your skin. Have you eaten today? And don't lie to me, please. I'm sure I can find something if that's the problem. And..." His eyes flickered to the scars as he carefully pried Neos hands from his arm, "lets tend to these, ok?"

[scalpel-sewist]

The moment Pierce touched Neo's hand, he adjusted his hold on his pen to grip the magestone in his fist. His entire body was tense enough that he was shaking. He thought about Pierce's questions, debating on his answer...

"Mary was with me so I had a bit of lunch, but nothing else."

You aren't telling him everything.

"My arms aren't that bad. They're just irritated from my shower."

[p0megrave-official]

"Well, we still can take care of them. I don't want you to keep hurting, my dear. Come, let's clean your makeup off first. " He stood and led him to the bathrooms and took out his makeup remover wipes he always carried. "Close your eyes."

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stared at Pierce for a moment. You don't deserve this. He nodded just slightly and closed his eyes. Selfish. Neo leaned into Pierce's touch as the other cleaned his face.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce finished the left side and gave him a gentle peck on his left temple, then finished the right side and gave him a peck on the right temple. He took a small hand towel and wet it with room tempature water and gently wiped it on bis fave to get rid of the feeling of the remover.

"No makeup tonight...nkw how about some snacks? I know it isn't exactly a meal, but these ones are.. better than usual gas station ones."

In his bag, he had packed some of his homemade pastries and such.

"Have you taken care of your tape yet?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stayed quiet the entire time he was being cleaned up. Even his mind stayed eerily silent. Without the makeup to cover them, his eyebags were fully visible. He wasn't sleeping well. Neo's ears just slightly perked up at the offer of snacks.

"Snacks sound nice. And I still have another day with my tape... I think."

[p0megrave-official]

"lets take off the tape and make sure you stretch." He hummed, leading him back to the main part of his room. "We can turn on a show or movie too, if that helps."

[scalpel-sewist]

"Sure... Oil's in nightstand..."

Neo's voice had fallen to a mumble. He didn't have the energy to properly speak anymore. He fumbled with taking off his shirt so Pierce could get to his trans tape. The edges were peeling and had dirt, indicating they've been worn longer than recommended. How long was he planning on rotting in his room...

[p0megrave-official]

his face fell as he carefully tended to the tape, removing it carefully and applying the oils, "oh, πολυαγαπημένε μου...why didn't you come to me?" He whispered. He should have noticed this. Pierce was a terrible boyfriend...how could he have just...overlooked this?

[scalpel-sewist]

"You didn't need to worry."

Neo looked down at the ground. He tightened his hand around his pen again, a part of him hoping it either broke or hurt him.

"It's not as bad as it looks. You caught me on a bad day."

[p0megrave-official]

his lip quivered as he tried not to tear up. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one hurting. It was Neo in pain. Pierce always was a crybaby at his core.

"My dear...it looks...it looks like its been like this for weeks...love, please, what happened?"

His voice shook and heald so much concern for the other.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo's voice grew stern and he bared his teeth he spoke.

"It's nothing Pierce."

Neo refused to make eye contact with the other. He felt blood in his palm, likely from the jagged ends of his pen. He pulled himself away from Pierce to shove his pen into his nightstand, wiping his hand on his pants.

"Just used too much magic, like I said before."

[p0megrave-official]

the damsel fell silent, looking away. Sevens he was so worried, but if he pushed more, he could ruin everything. Or...or neo would leave him like his past boyfriends. 'God why was he so worked up over some guy?' Might be what that rude part of his brain may be huffing.

He put his hands in his lap and didn't speak until he knew Neo wouldn't snap.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo sighed as he looked down at his bloodied hand. There wasn't much thankfully but it was still dirty. He waited a moment before slightly holding out his hand to Pierce.

"If you want to help me then... can you clean my hand?"

It wasn't said like his usual self, not snarky nor plain. He was almost confused, like he wasn't sure of himself for once. Neo was off. This wasn't like him...

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce looked up and waited for a moment as if it was a trick question. When he was sure there was no catch, he gently took Neos hand and found a clean cloth to wash off the wound and clean it. He did so silently still, feeling as though perhaps Neo didn't want words right now.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched as Pierce cleaned off the dried blood, the injuries having already scabbed over due to being small. His gaze isn't all there, like his mind is somewhere else. Tell him.

"Pierce..? I think... I'm not okay. I'm scared."

[p0megrave-official]

"i....I know...i think youre.... i....we're gonna figure this out. We can see if Idia knows anything that may help. We're gonna figure this bout, Neo...I promise on my life we will figure this out." He whispered, trying to not rush to the worst possibilities. There has to be a way to find a cure to whatever his boyfriend had.

It can't be another blot sickness. Having been sick himself...that was hell on earth...

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo goes to take a step towards his nightstand and almost topples over, holding onto Pierce so he wouldn't fall. He clung to him like his life would depend on it. Neo struggled with balance but he's never almost fallen from it.

"Fucking damnit. Pierce, look at my pen. Since I'm apparently incapable of grabbing it myself."

He attempted to laugh at his self deprecation, but it came out more like a cough.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce took a shakey breath before breaking into loud sobs. He can't lose Neo, he cant. He pulled him into a tight hug. How long had he been suffering before this?

"I-Idia can find you the best doctors. H-hes, like, super rich! He can hire all of them. W-we'll stop it before it gets too bad, ipromise."

He truely believed Neo's life was in hjs hands, that if he blotted he'd surely die. He didn't let go, as if his partner could die right here at any second.

[scalpel-sewist]

"Pierce... Pierce I doubt they can stop it. It's gone way too far by now. It's not your fault."

Neo managed to pull away just enough to open his nightstand and pull his pen back out...

"I mean, I doubt this is fixable. I don't even know why I feel like shit. So much keeps happening and I feel like I'm gonna drop dead at any moment."

[p0megrave-official]

"please don't say that please please don't tell me that please. I'm not gonna give up! I-i got better, there's hopes for you. W-we judt gotta-i-y-" He was gonna throw up. This wasn't happening. This was a terrible terrible nightmare. He was gonna wake up, take Idia and Neo to lunch, they were gonna study together. Then they'd have their weekend movie nights like usual. Neo would be ok.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched Pierce begin to break down right in front of him. He held back his unease at the sight and pulled Pierce into a tight hug. He buried his face into the crook of Pierce's neck, letting himself take in the other comforting scent.

"I accepted it a while ago. I'll survive, I'm sure. I trust you guys to bring me back when it happens. It seems my meds are keeping it back for a bit..."

[p0megrave-official]

"no! No no no! No we can fix it. Y-yer gonn' die an' I won' be able t' save ya'!" He stammered, hyperventilating. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one newding to be saved, it was Neo! He should be calling Idia right now and demanding doctors!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo pulled back and held Pierce's face. His grip was a bit harsh, his nails digging in a bit, but it was somehow an attempt at a comforting hold. Neo made sure the other was looking him in the eyes before speaking.

"Do you think I'd trust you if I didn't think you could save me? You, Mary, and Idia are the only people in this shithole school I can trust at this point."

[scalpel-sewist]

*ding!*

Hey! Vivi! You doing alright? I haven't seen you on as much ^^;

@p0megrave-official

Neo was doomscrolling when he got the notification. He stares at it, waiting for it to go away. One moment passes, then a few more. It takes him a total of seven minutes before he opens the text. It takes him another five to send a response.

im fine pierce.

ive been tired is all.

dont worry.

i think i used too much magic during my bot battle.

ill be back tomorrow.

He's lying and he knows it.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce bit his lip, sitting up in bed and swinging his legs over the bed.

Cant sleep. Mind if I stop by? I'm on campus this month.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo reads the message three, four, five times. Of course his friend would want to stop by. Neo found himself typing before thinking.

sure.

dont let riddle catch you.

[p0megrave-official]

hah! I never get caught!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo chuckles quietly at the message before turning off his phone. He sits up and looks around his room, noting the mess. He sighs before grabbing his pen. He flicks his wrist with a mumble of his unique magic to bring a few of his creations to life. May as well have them clean up a bit while be waits. Neo ignores the small stab of pain in his fingers. It felt like he pricked all his fingers with his needles.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce grabbed some of his essentials: phone, snacks, key, pen. He knew something was wrong with his friend, Idia would most likely let him off for this. Especially if it's Vivi lf all people.

He left the dorm after messaging Idia, not waiting for the ok. It wouldn't be that long of a walk.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo waited patiently in his bed, watching his creations scurry around to clean up. He glanced to his side at Bubby, staring at it as if the other would spring to life without his help. Why couldn't he bring himself to bring her to life as well? The other was built to help him after all.

He opened his phone back up to scroll through his feed. He needed a distraction...

[p0megrave-official]

after at least 10 minutes, a knock was at his door, nice and soft. Pierce had arrived at his door, he brought snacks as well.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo debated on having one of his creations open the door, but he decided against it. He pulled himself out of his bed, letting the blankets fall onto the floor. He didn't even bother fixing himself a bit before opening the door to Pierce.

"Hey..."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce brushed his hair out of his eyes and gave Neo a warm, soft smile. He was right, Neo wasn't doing alright. Luckily he was here to try to fix that!

"hey, vivs. Can I come in?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo let Pierce touch his hair, an action he'd usually sneer at. He nodded slightly and stepped to the side, holding the door open for Pierce to step in. The creations that were activated skittered over to greet him. Neo flicked his wrist and the creations fell limp.

"I forgot they were on."

Liar.

"Just step over them. I'll put them away later."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce came in and sat down, "tell me, spiderlily, what's going on...if its to sensitive and you wish to not tell me, perhaps i can provide a distraction?"

He was good at distractions, he's a streamer, many people watch him for a distraction. But he wanted to focus on Neo right now, he needed Pierce.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo closed the door and clicked on his lights, only then noticing they were even off at all. He stood in place and simply stared at Pierce for a moment. He eventually looked away and began scratching his arm, a nervous habit? He hasn't done it before...

"It's nothing for you to worry about. Just used a bit too much magic."

You're lying. Neo gripped his pen, twisting it so Pierce couldn't see his magestone.

"I'll be okay in a few days. Like nothing happened."

[p0megrave-official]

"dear, lets start with something. Come here, lets clean off your makeup, it'll irritate your skin. Have you eaten today? And don't lie to me, please. I'm sure I can find something if that's the problem. And..." His eyes flickered to the scars as he carefully pried Neos hands from his arm, "lets tend to these, ok?"

[scalpel-sewist]

The moment Pierce touched Neo's hand, he adjusted his hold on his pen to grip the magestone in his fist. His entire body was tense enough that he was shaking. He thought about Pierce's questions, debating on his answer...

"Mary was with me so I had a bit of lunch, but nothing else."

You aren't telling him everything.

"My arms aren't that bad. They're just irritated from my shower."

[p0megrave-official]

"Well, we still can take care of them. I don't want you to keep hurting, my dear. Come, let's clean your makeup off first. " He stood and led him to the bathrooms and took out his makeup remover wipes he always carried. "Close your eyes."

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stared at Pierce for a moment. You don't deserve this. He nodded just slightly and closed his eyes. Selfish. Neo leaned into Pierce's touch as the other cleaned his face.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce finished the left side and gave him a gentle peck on his left temple, then finished the right side and gave him a peck on the right temple. He took a small hand towel and wet it with room tempature water and gently wiped it on bis fave to get rid of the feeling of the remover.

"No makeup tonight...nkw how about some snacks? I know it isn't exactly a meal, but these ones are.. better than usual gas station ones."

In his bag, he had packed some of his homemade pastries and such.

"Have you taken care of your tape yet?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stayed quiet the entire time he was being cleaned up. Even his mind stayed eerily silent. Without the makeup to cover them, his eyebags were fully visible. He wasn't sleeping well. Neo's ears just slightly perked up at the offer of snacks.

"Snacks sound nice. And I still have another day with my tape... I think."

[p0megrave-official]

"lets take off the tape and make sure you stretch." He hummed, leading him back to the main part of his room. "We can turn on a show or movie too, if that helps."

[scalpel-sewist]

"Sure... Oil's in nightstand..."

Neo's voice had fallen to a mumble. He didn't have the energy to properly speak anymore. He fumbled with taking off his shirt so Pierce could get to his trans tape. The edges were peeling and had dirt, indicating they've been worn longer than recommended. How long was he planning on rotting in his room...

[p0megrave-official]

his face fell as he carefully tended to the tape, removing it carefully and applying the oils, "oh, πολυαγαπημένε μου...why didn't you come to me?" He whispered. He should have noticed this. Pierce was a terrible boyfriend...how could he have just...overlooked this?

[scalpel-sewist]

"You didn't need to worry."

Neo looked down at the ground. He tightened his hand around his pen again, a part of him hoping it either broke or hurt him.

"It's not as bad as it looks. You caught me on a bad day."

[p0megrave-official]

his lip quivered as he tried not to tear up. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one hurting. It was Neo in pain. Pierce always was a crybaby at his core.

"My dear...it looks...it looks like its been like this for weeks...love, please, what happened?"

His voice shook and heald so much concern for the other.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo's voice grew stern and he bared his teeth he spoke.

"It's nothing Pierce."

Neo refused to make eye contact with the other. He felt blood in his palm, likely from the jagged ends of his pen. He pulled himself away from Pierce to shove his pen into his nightstand, wiping his hand on his pants.

"Just used too much magic, like I said before."

[p0megrave-official]

the damsel fell silent, looking away. Sevens he was so worried, but if he pushed more, he could ruin everything. Or...or neo would leave him like his past boyfriends. 'God why was he so worked up over some guy?' Might be what that rude part of his brain may be huffing.

He put his hands in his lap and didn't speak until he knew Neo wouldn't snap.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo sighed as he looked down at his bloodied hand. There wasn't much thankfully but it was still dirty. He waited a moment before slightly holding out his hand to Pierce.

"If you want to help me then... can you clean my hand?"

It wasn't said like his usual self, not snarky nor plain. He was almost confused, like he wasn't sure of himself for once. Neo was off. This wasn't like him...

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce looked up and waited for a moment as if it was a trick question. When he was sure there was no catch, he gently took Neos hand and found a clean cloth to wash off the wound and clean it. He did so silently still, feeling as though perhaps Neo didn't want words right now.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched as Pierce cleaned off the dried blood, the injuries having already scabbed over due to being small. His gaze isn't all there, like his mind is somewhere else. Tell him.

"Pierce..? I think... I'm not okay. I'm scared."

[p0megrave-official]

"i....I know...i think youre.... i....we're gonna figure this out. We can see if Idia knows anything that may help. We're gonna figure this bout, Neo...I promise on my life we will figure this out." He whispered, trying to not rush to the worst possibilities. There has to be a way to find a cure to whatever his boyfriend had.

It can't be another blot sickness. Having been sick himself...that was hell on earth...

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo goes to take a step towards his nightstand and almost topples over, holding onto Pierce so he wouldn't fall. He clung to him like his life would depend on it. Neo struggled with balance but he's never almost fallen from it.

"Fucking damnit. Pierce, look at my pen. Since I'm apparently incapable of grabbing it myself."

He attempted to laugh at his self deprecation, but it came out more like a cough.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce took a shakey breath before breaking into loud sobs. He can't lose Neo, he cant. He pulled him into a tight hug. How long had he been suffering before this?

"I-Idia can find you the best doctors. H-hes, like, super rich! He can hire all of them. W-we'll stop it before it gets too bad, ipromise."

He truely believed Neo's life was in hjs hands, that if he blotted he'd surely die. He didn't let go, as if his partner could die right here at any second.

[scalpel-sewist]

"Pierce... Pierce I doubt they can stop it. It's gone way too far by now. It's not your fault."

Neo managed to pull away just enough to open his nightstand and pull his pen back out...

"I mean, I doubt this is fixable. I don't even know why I feel like shit. So much keeps happening and I feel like I'm gonna drop dead at any moment."

[p0megrave-official]

"please don't say that please please don't tell me that please. I'm not gonna give up! I-i got better, there's hopes for you. W-we judt gotta-i-y-" He was gonna throw up. This wasn't happening. This was a terrible terrible nightmare. He was gonna wake up, take Idia and Neo to lunch, they were gonna study together. Then they'd have their weekend movie nights like usual. Neo would be ok.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched Pierce begin to break down right in front of him. He held back his unease at the sight and pulled Pierce into a tight hug. He buried his face into the crook of Pierce's neck, letting himself take in the other comforting scent.

"I accepted it a while ago. I'll survive, I'm sure. I trust you guys to bring me back when it happens. It seems my meds are keeping it back for a bit..."

[scalpel-sewist]

*ding!*

Hey! Vivi! You doing alright? I haven't seen you on as much ^^;

@p0megrave-official

Neo was doomscrolling when he got the notification. He stares at it, waiting for it to go away. One moment passes, then a few more. It takes him a total of seven minutes before he opens the text. It takes him another five to send a response.

im fine pierce.

ive been tired is all.

dont worry.

i think i used too much magic during my bot battle.

ill be back tomorrow.

He's lying and he knows it.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce bit his lip, sitting up in bed and swinging his legs over the bed.

Cant sleep. Mind if I stop by? I'm on campus this month.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo reads the message three, four, five times. Of course his friend would want to stop by. Neo found himself typing before thinking.

sure.

dont let riddle catch you.

[p0megrave-official]

hah! I never get caught!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo chuckles quietly at the message before turning off his phone. He sits up and looks around his room, noting the mess. He sighs before grabbing his pen. He flicks his wrist with a mumble of his unique magic to bring a few of his creations to life. May as well have them clean up a bit while be waits. Neo ignores the small stab of pain in his fingers. It felt like he pricked all his fingers with his needles.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce grabbed some of his essentials: phone, snacks, key, pen. He knew something was wrong with his friend, Idia would most likely let him off for this. Especially if it's Vivi lf all people.

He left the dorm after messaging Idia, not waiting for the ok. It wouldn't be that long of a walk.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo waited patiently in his bed, watching his creations scurry around to clean up. He glanced to his side at Bubby, staring at it as if the other would spring to life without his help. Why couldn't he bring himself to bring her to life as well? The other was built to help him after all.

He opened his phone back up to scroll through his feed. He needed a distraction...

[p0megrave-official]

after at least 10 minutes, a knock was at his door, nice and soft. Pierce had arrived at his door, he brought snacks as well.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo debated on having one of his creations open the door, but he decided against it. He pulled himself out of his bed, letting the blankets fall onto the floor. He didn't even bother fixing himself a bit before opening the door to Pierce.

"Hey..."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce brushed his hair out of his eyes and gave Neo a warm, soft smile. He was right, Neo wasn't doing alright. Luckily he was here to try to fix that!

"hey, vivs. Can I come in?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo let Pierce touch his hair, an action he'd usually sneer at. He nodded slightly and stepped to the side, holding the door open for Pierce to step in. The creations that were activated skittered over to greet him. Neo flicked his wrist and the creations fell limp.

"I forgot they were on."

Liar.

"Just step over them. I'll put them away later."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce came in and sat down, "tell me, spiderlily, what's going on...if its to sensitive and you wish to not tell me, perhaps i can provide a distraction?"

He was good at distractions, he's a streamer, many people watch him for a distraction. But he wanted to focus on Neo right now, he needed Pierce.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo closed the door and clicked on his lights, only then noticing they were even off at all. He stood in place and simply stared at Pierce for a moment. He eventually looked away and began scratching his arm, a nervous habit? He hasn't done it before...

"It's nothing for you to worry about. Just used a bit too much magic."

You're lying. Neo gripped his pen, twisting it so Pierce couldn't see his magestone.

"I'll be okay in a few days. Like nothing happened."

[p0megrave-official]

"dear, lets start with something. Come here, lets clean off your makeup, it'll irritate your skin. Have you eaten today? And don't lie to me, please. I'm sure I can find something if that's the problem. And..." His eyes flickered to the scars as he carefully pried Neos hands from his arm, "lets tend to these, ok?"

[scalpel-sewist]

The moment Pierce touched Neo's hand, he adjusted his hold on his pen to grip the magestone in his fist. His entire body was tense enough that he was shaking. He thought about Pierce's questions, debating on his answer...

"Mary was with me so I had a bit of lunch, but nothing else."

You aren't telling him everything.

"My arms aren't that bad. They're just irritated from my shower."

[p0megrave-official]

"Well, we still can take care of them. I don't want you to keep hurting, my dear. Come, let's clean your makeup off first. " He stood and led him to the bathrooms and took out his makeup remover wipes he always carried. "Close your eyes."

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stared at Pierce for a moment. You don't deserve this. He nodded just slightly and closed his eyes. Selfish. Neo leaned into Pierce's touch as the other cleaned his face.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce finished the left side and gave him a gentle peck on his left temple, then finished the right side and gave him a peck on the right temple. He took a small hand towel and wet it with room tempature water and gently wiped it on bis fave to get rid of the feeling of the remover.

"No makeup tonight...nkw how about some snacks? I know it isn't exactly a meal, but these ones are.. better than usual gas station ones."

In his bag, he had packed some of his homemade pastries and such.

"Have you taken care of your tape yet?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stayed quiet the entire time he was being cleaned up. Even his mind stayed eerily silent. Without the makeup to cover them, his eyebags were fully visible. He wasn't sleeping well. Neo's ears just slightly perked up at the offer of snacks.

"Snacks sound nice. And I still have another day with my tape... I think."

[p0megrave-official]

"lets take off the tape and make sure you stretch." He hummed, leading him back to the main part of his room. "We can turn on a show or movie too, if that helps."

[scalpel-sewist]

"Sure... Oil's in nightstand..."

Neo's voice had fallen to a mumble. He didn't have the energy to properly speak anymore. He fumbled with taking off his shirt so Pierce could get to his trans tape. The edges were peeling and had dirt, indicating they've been worn longer than recommended. How long was he planning on rotting in his room...

[p0megrave-official]

his face fell as he carefully tended to the tape, removing it carefully and applying the oils, "oh, πολυαγαπημένε μου...why didn't you come to me?" He whispered. He should have noticed this. Pierce was a terrible boyfriend...how could he have just...overlooked this?

[scalpel-sewist]

"You didn't need to worry."

Neo looked down at the ground. He tightened his hand around his pen again, a part of him hoping it either broke or hurt him.

"It's not as bad as it looks. You caught me on a bad day."

[p0megrave-official]

his lip quivered as he tried not to tear up. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one hurting. It was Neo in pain. Pierce always was a crybaby at his core.

"My dear...it looks...it looks like its been like this for weeks...love, please, what happened?"

His voice shook and heald so much concern for the other.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo's voice grew stern and he bared his teeth he spoke.

"It's nothing Pierce."

Neo refused to make eye contact with the other. He felt blood in his palm, likely from the jagged ends of his pen. He pulled himself away from Pierce to shove his pen into his nightstand, wiping his hand on his pants.

"Just used too much magic, like I said before."

[p0megrave-official]

the damsel fell silent, looking away. Sevens he was so worried, but if he pushed more, he could ruin everything. Or...or neo would leave him like his past boyfriends. 'God why was he so worked up over some guy?' Might be what that rude part of his brain may be huffing.

He put his hands in his lap and didn't speak until he knew Neo wouldn't snap.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo sighed as he looked down at his bloodied hand. There wasn't much thankfully but it was still dirty. He waited a moment before slightly holding out his hand to Pierce.

"If you want to help me then... can you clean my hand?"

It wasn't said like his usual self, not snarky nor plain. He was almost confused, like he wasn't sure of himself for once. Neo was off. This wasn't like him...

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce looked up and waited for a moment as if it was a trick question. When he was sure there was no catch, he gently took Neos hand and found a clean cloth to wash off the wound and clean it. He did so silently still, feeling as though perhaps Neo didn't want words right now.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched as Pierce cleaned off the dried blood, the injuries having already scabbed over due to being small. His gaze isn't all there, like his mind is somewhere else. Tell him.

"Pierce..? I think... I'm not okay. I'm scared."

[p0megrave-official]

"i....I know...i think youre.... i....we're gonna figure this out. We can see if Idia knows anything that may help. We're gonna figure this bout, Neo...I promise on my life we will figure this out." He whispered, trying to not rush to the worst possibilities. There has to be a way to find a cure to whatever his boyfriend had.

It can't be another blot sickness. Having been sick himself...that was hell on earth...

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo goes to take a step towards his nightstand and almost topples over, holding onto Pierce so he wouldn't fall. He clung to him like his life would depend on it. Neo struggled with balance but he's never almost fallen from it.

"Fucking damnit. Pierce, look at my pen. Since I'm apparently incapable of grabbing it myself."

He attempted to laugh at his self deprecation, but it came out more like a cough.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce took a shakey breath before breaking into loud sobs. He can't lose Neo, he cant. He pulled him into a tight hug. How long had he been suffering before this?

"I-Idia can find you the best doctors. H-hes, like, super rich! He can hire all of them. W-we'll stop it before it gets too bad, ipromise."

He truely believed Neo's life was in hjs hands, that if he blotted he'd surely die. He didn't let go, as if his partner could die right here at any second.

[scalpel-sewist]

"Pierce... Pierce I doubt they can stop it. It's gone way too far by now. It's not your fault."

Neo managed to pull away just enough to open his nightstand and pull his pen back out...

"I mean, I doubt this is fixable. I don't even know why I feel like shit. So much keeps happening and I feel like I'm gonna drop dead at any moment."

[scalpel-sewist]

*ding!*

Hey! Vivi! You doing alright? I haven't seen you on as much ^^;

@p0megrave-official

Neo was doomscrolling when he got the notification. He stares at it, waiting for it to go away. One moment passes, then a few more. It takes him a total of seven minutes before he opens the text. It takes him another five to send a response.

im fine pierce.

ive been tired is all.

dont worry.

i think i used too much magic during my bot battle.

ill be back tomorrow.

He's lying and he knows it.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce bit his lip, sitting up in bed and swinging his legs over the bed.

Cant sleep. Mind if I stop by? I'm on campus this month.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo reads the message three, four, five times. Of course his friend would want to stop by. Neo found himself typing before thinking.

sure.

dont let riddle catch you.

[p0megrave-official]

hah! I never get caught!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo chuckles quietly at the message before turning off his phone. He sits up and looks around his room, noting the mess. He sighs before grabbing his pen. He flicks his wrist with a mumble of his unique magic to bring a few of his creations to life. May as well have them clean up a bit while be waits. Neo ignores the small stab of pain in his fingers. It felt like he pricked all his fingers with his needles.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce grabbed some of his essentials: phone, snacks, key, pen. He knew something was wrong with his friend, Idia would most likely let him off for this. Especially if it's Vivi lf all people.

He left the dorm after messaging Idia, not waiting for the ok. It wouldn't be that long of a walk.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo waited patiently in his bed, watching his creations scurry around to clean up. He glanced to his side at Bubby, staring at it as if the other would spring to life without his help. Why couldn't he bring himself to bring her to life as well? The other was built to help him after all.

He opened his phone back up to scroll through his feed. He needed a distraction...

[p0megrave-official]

after at least 10 minutes, a knock was at his door, nice and soft. Pierce had arrived at his door, he brought snacks as well.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo debated on having one of his creations open the door, but he decided against it. He pulled himself out of his bed, letting the blankets fall onto the floor. He didn't even bother fixing himself a bit before opening the door to Pierce.

"Hey..."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce brushed his hair out of his eyes and gave Neo a warm, soft smile. He was right, Neo wasn't doing alright. Luckily he was here to try to fix that!

"hey, vivs. Can I come in?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo let Pierce touch his hair, an action he'd usually sneer at. He nodded slightly and stepped to the side, holding the door open for Pierce to step in. The creations that were activated skittered over to greet him. Neo flicked his wrist and the creations fell limp.

"I forgot they were on."

Liar.

"Just step over them. I'll put them away later."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce came in and sat down, "tell me, spiderlily, what's going on...if its to sensitive and you wish to not tell me, perhaps i can provide a distraction?"

He was good at distractions, he's a streamer, many people watch him for a distraction. But he wanted to focus on Neo right now, he needed Pierce.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo closed the door and clicked on his lights, only then noticing they were even off at all. He stood in place and simply stared at Pierce for a moment. He eventually looked away and began scratching his arm, a nervous habit? He hasn't done it before...

"It's nothing for you to worry about. Just used a bit too much magic."

You're lying. Neo gripped his pen, twisting it so Pierce couldn't see his magestone.

"I'll be okay in a few days. Like nothing happened."

[p0megrave-official]

"dear, lets start with something. Come here, lets clean off your makeup, it'll irritate your skin. Have you eaten today? And don't lie to me, please. I'm sure I can find something if that's the problem. And..." His eyes flickered to the scars as he carefully pried Neos hands from his arm, "lets tend to these, ok?"

[scalpel-sewist]

The moment Pierce touched Neo's hand, he adjusted his hold on his pen to grip the magestone in his fist. His entire body was tense enough that he was shaking. He thought about Pierce's questions, debating on his answer...

"Mary was with me so I had a bit of lunch, but nothing else."

You aren't telling him everything.

"My arms aren't that bad. They're just irritated from my shower."

[p0megrave-official]

"Well, we still can take care of them. I don't want you to keep hurting, my dear. Come, let's clean your makeup off first. " He stood and led him to the bathrooms and took out his makeup remover wipes he always carried. "Close your eyes."

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stared at Pierce for a moment. You don't deserve this. He nodded just slightly and closed his eyes. Selfish. Neo leaned into Pierce's touch as the other cleaned his face.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce finished the left side and gave him a gentle peck on his left temple, then finished the right side and gave him a peck on the right temple. He took a small hand towel and wet it with room tempature water and gently wiped it on bis fave to get rid of the feeling of the remover.

"No makeup tonight...nkw how about some snacks? I know it isn't exactly a meal, but these ones are.. better than usual gas station ones."

In his bag, he had packed some of his homemade pastries and such.

"Have you taken care of your tape yet?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stayed quiet the entire time he was being cleaned up. Even his mind stayed eerily silent. Without the makeup to cover them, his eyebags were fully visible. He wasn't sleeping well. Neo's ears just slightly perked up at the offer of snacks.

"Snacks sound nice. And I still have another day with my tape... I think."

[p0megrave-official]

"lets take off the tape and make sure you stretch." He hummed, leading him back to the main part of his room. "We can turn on a show or movie too, if that helps."

[scalpel-sewist]

"Sure... Oil's in nightstand..."

Neo's voice had fallen to a mumble. He didn't have the energy to properly speak anymore. He fumbled with taking off his shirt so Pierce could get to his trans tape. The edges were peeling and had dirt, indicating they've been worn longer than recommended. How long was he planning on rotting in his room...

[p0megrave-official]

his face fell as he carefully tended to the tape, removing it carefully and applying the oils, "oh, πολυαγαπημένε μου...why didn't you come to me?" He whispered. He should have noticed this. Pierce was a terrible boyfriend...how could he have just...overlooked this?

[scalpel-sewist]

"You didn't need to worry."

Neo looked down at the ground. He tightened his hand around his pen again, a part of him hoping it either broke or hurt him.

"It's not as bad as it looks. You caught me on a bad day."

[p0megrave-official]

his lip quivered as he tried not to tear up. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one hurting. It was Neo in pain. Pierce always was a crybaby at his core.

"My dear...it looks...it looks like its been like this for weeks...love, please, what happened?"

His voice shook and heald so much concern for the other.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo's voice grew stern and he bared his teeth he spoke.

"It's nothing Pierce."

Neo refused to make eye contact with the other. He felt blood in his palm, likely from the jagged ends of his pen. He pulled himself away from Pierce to shove his pen into his nightstand, wiping his hand on his pants.

"Just used too much magic, like I said before."

[p0megrave-official]

the damsel fell silent, looking away. Sevens he was so worried, but if he pushed more, he could ruin everything. Or...or neo would leave him like his past boyfriends. 'God why was he so worked up over some guy?' Might be what that rude part of his brain may be huffing.

He put his hands in his lap and didn't speak until he knew Neo wouldn't snap.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo sighed as he looked down at his bloodied hand. There wasn't much thankfully but it was still dirty. He waited a moment before slightly holding out his hand to Pierce.

"If you want to help me then... can you clean my hand?"

It wasn't said like his usual self, not snarky nor plain. He was almost confused, like he wasn't sure of himself for once. Neo was off. This wasn't like him...

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce looked up and waited for a moment as if it was a trick question. When he was sure there was no catch, he gently took Neos hand and found a clean cloth to wash off the wound and clean it. He did so silently still, feeling as though perhaps Neo didn't want words right now.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched as Pierce cleaned off the dried blood, the injuries having already scabbed over due to being small. His gaze isn't all there, like his mind is somewhere else. Tell him.

"Pierce..? I think... I'm not okay. I'm scared."

[p0megrave-official]

"i....I know...i think youre.... i....we're gonna figure this out. We can see if Idia knows anything that may help. We're gonna figure this bout, Neo...I promise on my life we will figure this out." He whispered, trying to not rush to the worst possibilities. There has to be a way to find a cure to whatever his boyfriend had.

It can't be another blot sickness. Having been sick himself...that was hell on earth...

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo goes to take a step towards his nightstand and almost topples over, holding onto Pierce so he wouldn't fall. He clung to him like his life would depend on it. Neo struggled with balance but he's never almost fallen from it.

"Fucking damnit. Pierce, look at my pen. Since I'm apparently incapable of grabbing it myself."

He attempted to laugh at his self deprecation, but it came out more like a cough.

[scalpel-sewist]

*ding!*

Hey! Vivi! You doing alright? I haven't seen you on as much ^^;

@p0megrave-official

Neo was doomscrolling when he got the notification. He stares at it, waiting for it to go away. One moment passes, then a few more. It takes him a total of seven minutes before he opens the text. It takes him another five to send a response.

im fine pierce.

ive been tired is all.

dont worry.

i think i used too much magic during my bot battle.

ill be back tomorrow.

He's lying and he knows it.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce bit his lip, sitting up in bed and swinging his legs over the bed.

Cant sleep. Mind if I stop by? I'm on campus this month.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo reads the message three, four, five times. Of course his friend would want to stop by. Neo found himself typing before thinking.

sure.

dont let riddle catch you.

[p0megrave-official]

hah! I never get caught!

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo chuckles quietly at the message before turning off his phone. He sits up and looks around his room, noting the mess. He sighs before grabbing his pen. He flicks his wrist with a mumble of his unique magic to bring a few of his creations to life. May as well have them clean up a bit while be waits. Neo ignores the small stab of pain in his fingers. It felt like he pricked all his fingers with his needles.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce grabbed some of his essentials: phone, snacks, key, pen. He knew something was wrong with his friend, Idia would most likely let him off for this. Especially if it's Vivi lf all people.

He left the dorm after messaging Idia, not waiting for the ok. It wouldn't be that long of a walk.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo waited patiently in his bed, watching his creations scurry around to clean up. He glanced to his side at Bubby, staring at it as if the other would spring to life without his help. Why couldn't he bring himself to bring her to life as well? The other was built to help him after all.

He opened his phone back up to scroll through his feed. He needed a distraction...

[p0megrave-official]

after at least 10 minutes, a knock was at his door, nice and soft. Pierce had arrived at his door, he brought snacks as well.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo debated on having one of his creations open the door, but he decided against it. He pulled himself out of his bed, letting the blankets fall onto the floor. He didn't even bother fixing himself a bit before opening the door to Pierce.

"Hey..."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce brushed his hair out of his eyes and gave Neo a warm, soft smile. He was right, Neo wasn't doing alright. Luckily he was here to try to fix that!

"hey, vivs. Can I come in?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo let Pierce touch his hair, an action he'd usually sneer at. He nodded slightly and stepped to the side, holding the door open for Pierce to step in. The creations that were activated skittered over to greet him. Neo flicked his wrist and the creations fell limp.

"I forgot they were on."

Liar.

"Just step over them. I'll put them away later."

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce came in and sat down, "tell me, spiderlily, what's going on...if its to sensitive and you wish to not tell me, perhaps i can provide a distraction?"

He was good at distractions, he's a streamer, many people watch him for a distraction. But he wanted to focus on Neo right now, he needed Pierce.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo closed the door and clicked on his lights, only then noticing they were even off at all. He stood in place and simply stared at Pierce for a moment. He eventually looked away and began scratching his arm, a nervous habit? He hasn't done it before...

"It's nothing for you to worry about. Just used a bit too much magic."

You're lying. Neo gripped his pen, twisting it so Pierce couldn't see his magestone.

"I'll be okay in a few days. Like nothing happened."

[p0megrave-official]

"dear, lets start with something. Come here, lets clean off your makeup, it'll irritate your skin. Have you eaten today? And don't lie to me, please. I'm sure I can find something if that's the problem. And..." His eyes flickered to the scars as he carefully pried Neos hands from his arm, "lets tend to these, ok?"

[scalpel-sewist]

The moment Pierce touched Neo's hand, he adjusted his hold on his pen to grip the magestone in his fist. His entire body was tense enough that he was shaking. He thought about Pierce's questions, debating on his answer...

"Mary was with me so I had a bit of lunch, but nothing else."

You aren't telling him everything.

"My arms aren't that bad. They're just irritated from my shower."

[p0megrave-official]

"Well, we still can take care of them. I don't want you to keep hurting, my dear. Come, let's clean your makeup off first. " He stood and led him to the bathrooms and took out his makeup remover wipes he always carried. "Close your eyes."

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stared at Pierce for a moment. You don't deserve this. He nodded just slightly and closed his eyes. Selfish. Neo leaned into Pierce's touch as the other cleaned his face.

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce finished the left side and gave him a gentle peck on his left temple, then finished the right side and gave him a peck on the right temple. He took a small hand towel and wet it with room tempature water and gently wiped it on bis fave to get rid of the feeling of the remover.

"No makeup tonight...nkw how about some snacks? I know it isn't exactly a meal, but these ones are.. better than usual gas station ones."

In his bag, he had packed some of his homemade pastries and such.

"Have you taken care of your tape yet?"

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo stayed quiet the entire time he was being cleaned up. Even his mind stayed eerily silent. Without the makeup to cover them, his eyebags were fully visible. He wasn't sleeping well. Neo's ears just slightly perked up at the offer of snacks.

"Snacks sound nice. And I still have another day with my tape... I think."

[p0megrave-official]

"lets take off the tape and make sure you stretch." He hummed, leading him back to the main part of his room. "We can turn on a show or movie too, if that helps."

[scalpel-sewist]

"Sure... Oil's in nightstand..."

Neo's voice had fallen to a mumble. He didn't have the energy to properly speak anymore. He fumbled with taking off his shirt so Pierce could get to his trans tape. The edges were peeling and had dirt, indicating they've been worn longer than recommended. How long was he planning on rotting in his room...

[p0megrave-official]

his face fell as he carefully tended to the tape, removing it carefully and applying the oils, "oh, πολυαγαπημένε μου...why didn't you come to me?" He whispered. He should have noticed this. Pierce was a terrible boyfriend...how could he have just...overlooked this?

[scalpel-sewist]

"You didn't need to worry."

Neo looked down at the ground. He tightened his hand around his pen again, a part of him hoping it either broke or hurt him.

"It's not as bad as it looks. You caught me on a bad day."

[p0megrave-official]

his lip quivered as he tried not to tear up. Why was he crying? He wasn't the one hurting. It was Neo in pain. Pierce always was a crybaby at his core.

"My dear...it looks...it looks like its been like this for weeks...love, please, what happened?"

His voice shook and heald so much concern for the other.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo's voice grew stern and he bared his teeth he spoke.

"It's nothing Pierce."

Neo refused to make eye contact with the other. He felt blood in his palm, likely from the jagged ends of his pen. He pulled himself away from Pierce to shove his pen into his nightstand, wiping his hand on his pants.

"Just used too much magic, like I said before."

[p0megrave-official]

the damsel fell silent, looking away. Sevens he was so worried, but if he pushed more, he could ruin everything. Or...or neo would leave him like his past boyfriends. 'God why was he so worked up over some guy?' Might be what that rude part of his brain may be huffing.

He put his hands in his lap and didn't speak until he knew Neo wouldn't snap.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo sighed as he looked down at his bloodied hand. There wasn't much thankfully but it was still dirty. He waited a moment before slightly holding out his hand to Pierce.

"If you want to help me then... can you clean my hand?"

It wasn't said like his usual self, not snarky nor plain. He was almost confused, like he wasn't sure of himself for once. Neo was off. This wasn't like him...

[p0megrave-official]

Pierce looked up and waited for a moment as if it was a trick question. When he was sure there was no catch, he gently took Neos hand and found a clean cloth to wash off the wound and clean it. He did so silently still, feeling as though perhaps Neo didn't want words right now.

[scalpel-sewist]

Neo watched as Pierce cleaned off the dried blood, the injuries having already scabbed over due to being small. His gaze isn't all there, like his mind is somewhere else. Tell him.

"Pierce..? I think... I'm not okay. I'm scared."