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His love has teeth
You didnât fall in love with Jeonghan all at once.
You sank.
Slowly. Quietly. With both hands open. Before the blood, before the whispers, before you learned his name meant finality, there was just a man who listened to you like your words were holy. He remembered how you took your coffee. He noticed when you were tired before you said anything. When he touched you, it was gentleâreverent, evenâas if you were something fragile heâd waited a lifetime to hold.
You told yourself that men like that couldnât be monsters.
You were wrong.
Now you stand in his penthouse, rain stitching silver lines down the windows. The city glows beneath youâalive because of him, dying because of him. Because of you.
Jeonghan adjusts your coat like heâs done it a hundred times before. His fingers linger at your throat. Not to threaten. Never to threaten. He doesnât need to.
âYouâre shaking,â he murmurs.
You want to say itâs cold. You want to lie. But he presses his forehead to yours, and your breath stutters like a confession.
âYouâve been thinking about leaving,â he says softly.
Your heart breaks at the tenderness in his voice.
You donât deny it.
Jeonghan exhales, slow and patient, like this hurts him. Thatâs the worst partâhe makes it feel like youâre the cruel one.
âI never wanted to cage you,â he whispers. His thumb brushes under your eye, wiping away a tear you didnât notice falling. âI wanted you to stay.â
âI donât know how to live like this anymore,â you say.
He smiles, small and sad. âNeither do I.â
He takes your hand and places it over his heart. It beats steady. Unafraid. The heart of a man who has never doubted his right to exist exactly as he is.
âDo you remember the first night you stayed?â he asks.
The memory comes uninvitedâhis bed, his warmth, the way he held you like you were something worth keeping.
âYou told me you felt safe,â he continues.
You did. God, you did.
âYou still are,â he says. âWith me.â
The room tilts. You think of locked doors you stood beside. Of screams you learned to tune out. Of how he never asked you to do anythingâbut always made sure you understood what would happen if you didnât.
Jeonghan kisses your knuckles, slow, loving. âIf you leave,â he says, almost regretful, âyouâll carry everything alone.â
Your chest tightens.
âIf you stay,â he adds, eyes dark and earnest, âIâll carry it with you.â
Thatâs when you understand. This is his romance. Not escape. Not redemption. Shared guilt. Intertwined ruin.
You let him pull you into his arms. He holds you immediately, securely, like he knew youâd give in. Like he always knew.
Later, you lie beside him, his arm draped possessively around your waist. He sleeps easily. Peacefully. A man content in his love.
You stare at the ceiling, counting the ghosts that press in around you.
You loved him once because he made you feel chosen.
Now you love him because heâs made you unleaveable.
And as the storm fades outside, one truth settles deep in your bones:
Jeonghan didnât destroy you.
He loved you until you were shaped exactly like his shadow.
No Warnings!
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His Muse
He never asked permission to paint me.
The first time I stepped into his studio, the air tasted like oil and smoke and something almost metallic. Canvases leaned against every wall, most of them faceless, unfinished, abandoned like bodies at a crime scene. He stood in the center of it all, tall and ink-stained, dark hair falling into his eyes as if even gravity was drawn to him.
âDonât move,â he said softly.
I frozeânot because he commanded me to, but because the way he looked at me made it feel impossible to do otherwise. His gaze didnât skim my surface. It dissected me. Like he was peeling me open layer by layer, memorizing every fault, every fracture.
âYouâre trembling,â he murmured, fondly. âGood. Fear sharpens the lines.â
That was how it began.
I became his muse the way a candle becomes aflameâslowly, and then all at once. He painted for hours without speaking, only the scratch of bristles against canvas filling the room. Sometimes heâd circle me, head tilted, eyes narrowed, as if deciding which part of me to ruin first.
âYou donât know how beautiful you are when youâre uncertain,â he told me once, fingers holding my wrist, leaving crimson fingerprints like I'm his to claim. âPeople lie when theyâre confident. You donât.â
I should have left. I knew that. Every instinct screamed that something about him was wrongâthat the way his hands shook when he painted my mouth, the way his jaw clenched when anyone else spoke to me, it wasnât love. It was hunger, lust, and possession.
But I stayed.
Because when he painted me, I existed more vividly than I ever had before.
The portraits multiplied. None of them were identical. In one, I was soft, eyes half-lidded, lips parted like a secret. In another, I looked terrifiedâwide-eyed, cornered, preyed upon. My favorite was the one where I looked ruined and radiant all at once, shadows swallowing half my face.
âThat oneâs the truest,â he said, touching the canvas delicately. âThatâs you when you belong to me.â
I laughed, nervous. âI donât belong to anyone.â
He smiled slow. Dangerous.
âYou will.â
The closer we grew, the more possessive his love became. He hated when I wore colors he hadnât chosen. Hated when I was late. Hated when someone else made me smile.
âYour expressions are mine,â he whispered one night, forehead pressed to mine, paint-stained hands framing my face. âIf someone else steals them, how am I supposed to paint you correctly?â
I told myself it was passion. That great artists were always a little mad.
Until I found the locked room.
Inside were older paintingsâdozens of them. Different faces. Different bodies. All with the same eyes.
My eyes.
Or maybe⊠not just mine.
When he found me there, he didnât yell, didnât panic. He simply closed the door behind him and leaned against it, watching me like a predator amused by its own trap.
âThey left,â he said calmly. âMuses never stay. They always want to be real people again.â
My voice shook. âWhat did you do to them?â
He stepped closer. âI immortalized them.â
His hand cupped my cheek, gentle enough to make my breath hitch. âBut youâre different. You see me. You feel what I feel when I paint you. Donât you?â
I should have run.
Instead, I whispered, âWhat happens when the painting is finished?â
His smile was devastatingly tender.
âIâll never finish you,â he said. âAs long as youâre here, Iâll keep repainting you. Loving you. Ruining you.â
And as he led me back into the studio, into the glow of canvas and candlelight, I realized the most terrifying truth of allâ
I didnât want to escape.
I wanted to be his masterpiece.
Chan + đ
Eat! Eat, itâs okay! You eat! YOU EAT! âł 23 / â
+ bonus a cutie eating his fries happily in the background
!No Warnings! For my best friend.
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Red Lights
The first thing you learn about Bang Chan is that silence bends around him.
It curves when he enters a room, warps when he sits behind the console, folds in on itself when his fingers hover over the keys. Sound obeys him. People do tooâeventually.
Youâre new. A solo idol debuting under JYP, a company that loves risk almost as much as it loves perfection. They hand you to him like a confession.
âHeâll make you,â JYP says.
They donât say what heâll make you into.
The studio is dim, lit only by red LED strips and the glow of screens. Chan doesnât look at you when you walk in. He listens insteadâhead tilted, eyes half-lidded, like heâs already sampling your breathing.
âYouâre late,â he says softly.
You check the clock. Youâre not.
âI donât care about time,â he continues, finally turning. His gaze lands heavy, deliberate. âI care about honesty.â
You swallow. âI want to make music.â
A pause. Thenâbarely thereâa smile.
âThatâs not honest,â he murmurs. âTry again.â
Something in his voice peels you open.
âI want to be heard.â
There it is.
Chan builds your debut like a slow-burning confession. He strips your voice raw, layers it with low bass and aching synths, lets silence linger where it shouldnât. Every lyric cuts too close. Every demo sounds like it knows you.
âYou sound prettiest when youâre breaking,â he tells you one night, leaning too close, adjusting your headphones himself. His fingers brush your jawâaccidental, maybe. Intentional, definitely.
Your heart stutters. âIsnât that dangerous?â
He chuckles. âOnly if youâre afraid of being seen.â
You should be. You are.
But you let him push record anyway.
The rumors start before the album drops.
Youâre too emotional. Too intense. Too dependent on your producer. They say Chan stays too late. That he watches you like a possession. That youâd fall apart without him.
Theyâre wrong.
Youâd fall apart with him too.
The night before your debut showcase, you find him alone in the studio, music blaringâyour song, distorted, twisted, almost unrecognizable. He looks exhausted. Haunted.
âWhy does it sound like this?â you ask.
âBecause this is how it feels to want something you shouldnât,â he answers.
You step closer. âThen why make it?â
He meets your eyes, finally unguarded. âBecause I wanted you to survive it.â
Silence stretches. The kind that decides things.
âChan,â you whisper. âWhat are we doing?â
He exhales, shaky. âRuining each other carefully.â
When he kisses you, itâs not gentle. Itâs rough. His hands tremble, then steady, like heâs choosing you over every rule heâs ever followed.
âThis doesnât leave this room,â he says against your lips.
You nod. âNeither do we.â
Your debut explodes.
Critics call it haunting. Intimate. Unsettling. They say your voice sounds like itâs in love with the darkness.
Theyâre right.
Chan watches from the shadows as you take the stage, pride and pain warring in his eyes. He made youâbut youâre not his anymore.
Except⊠every note still leads back to him.
Later, in the quiet aftermath, he texts you one line:
You sounded exactly like yourself.
You smile at the screen, heart aching, music still echoing in your bones.
You were heard.
And somewhere between the silence and the sound,
you and Bang Chan remainâunfinished, unresolved,
a song the world will never fully hear.
!Warnings: Violence, mature scenes, smoking, weapons, blood!
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âBurn the Worldâ
The city learned our name the way people learn the shape of a scar-by touch, by pain, and by screams.
They call them monsters and kings. Yet they are also the reason entire districts go quiet after midnight.
To me, they are mine.
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I knew what they were the first night Hongjoong pressed a gun into my trembling hands and told me softly, âIf you pull the trigger, Iâll burn the rest of the world for you.â
His smile was dangerous, sharp, yet his eyesâŠoh God those eyesâŠthey were gentle despite the violence he commanded. He leads like a man already planning the ashes and I know that as long as his arms are around me, the end will be beautiful.
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Seonghwa watches me the way a priest watches confession-heâs patient, reverent, yet so fucking terrifying. Blood never stains his suits for long; heâs meticulous, graceful, and cruel only when necessary. When my nightmares leave me gasping, he holds me and wipes my face with the same hands that have ended lives.
âSleep,â He murmurs. âIâll keep watch.â And despite the alarms, I believe him. I always do.
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Yunho laughs too loudly for someone who breaks bones so easily. He lifts me like I weigh nothing, spins me through candlelit rooms where men once begged for mercy. His joy is dangerous-he loves too hard, fights too fiercely, and when someone makes me flinch, Yunho doesnât ask questions. He just disappears with them. Silence follows him as he comes back with specks of blood on his cheeks like paint splatters.
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Yeosang is quiet. Thatâs what makes him the scariest. He listens, remembers, and when enemies underestimate him, they never get a second chance. At night, he sits beside me on the balcony, cigarette glowing between his fingers as he gazes at me with desire and love. When his hands find mine, itâs a promise written in the stars: I would erase cities before I let you suffer.
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San is hunger and lust in human form. His devotion is feral, unashamed. He kisses like heâs afraid Iâll vanish, like the world might steal me if he loosens his grip. When I cry, he looks ready to kill God himself for allowing it. âSay the word,â he whispers into my neck. âIâll make it stop.â
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Mingi is thunder. Heâs loud, reckless, and brutally honest. He brags about his crimes like theyâre love letters meant only for me. But when Iâm scared, when my body trembles, he sits on the floor at my feet and talks until the fear dissolves. He would turn the city upside down just to hear me laugh again.
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Wooyoung is chaos wrapped in charm like a beautiful present. He smiles while knives sparkle with a scarlet tint and makes jokes as blood paints the floor. Heâs jealous, dramatic, and possessive. He reminds me constantly that the world is ugly-and that weâre allowed to ruin it back. âThey donât deserve you,â he says sweetly against my lips. âWe do.â
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And JonghoâŠJongho is inevitability. The last thing people hear before everything goes dark. He doesnât raise his voice. He stands behind me, solid and unyielding, I feel untouchable. He is the wall no one gets past.
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I am not innocent, not anymore.
I sit at their table, drink their wine, wear their blood-red promises like jewelry. When the city burns-and it does, often-itâs never power, never for money.
Itâs because someone looked at me wrong.
Touched me without permission.
Tried to take what they decided was theirs.
They donât ask if I want this world saved.
They ask if I want it gone.
And when I say yes, they smile-soft, terrible, yet undeniably devoted- and set it all on fire.
For love, they tell me, as the sirens draw near.
âFor youâ
!Requested by my beautiful best friend. đ€!
Warnings: Subtle mentions of Death, mature themes.
âDevotion is a closed casketâ
They never warned you that loving Jeonghan would feel less like a choice and more like a sentence handed down quietly, with a smile.
You met him before you knew what he was.
Thatâs how he prefers it.
A private club. Soft lighting. His jacket draped over your shoulders when you said you were cold. His fingers brushed your wristâapologetic, lingeringâand something in your chest folded inward. You remember thinking he felt safe. You remember the laugh you shared, the way his eyes stayed on you like nothing else in the room existed.
By the time you learned his name carried blood in its wake, it was already too late.
Jeonghan doesnât court people. He studies them. He learned your habits, your fears, the exact tone your voice takes when you lie to yourself. He never rushed you. He let affection bloom naturallyâlate-night conversations, soft confessions whispered over wine, his hand warm at the small of your back like a promise.
âYouâre different,â he told you once, brushing hair from your face.
And you believed him, because you wanted to.
When he kissed you the first time, it was slow. Careful. Almost reverent. Like he was afraid of breaking something precious.
That was the moment you belonged to him.
You didnât notice when your life began orbiting his. Not when he asked for small favors. Not when your name stopped appearing on certain records. Not when people went quiet around you.
Jeonghan never ordered you to do anything cruel.
He just made sure you were present when cruelty happened.
Tonight, youâre back in his penthouse. The city bleeds neon beneath the rain. He stands closeâtoo closeâadjusting your collar with intimate familiarity. His touch is gentle. Loving. That makes it worse.
âYouâve been restless,â he murmurs.
You donât answer. Your pulse betrays you.
âYouâre thinking about leaving,â he continues softly, thumb brushing your jaw. âI donât blame you.â
You laugh shakily. âYou wouldnât let me.â
His eyes darkenânot angry. Hurt.
âI would,â he says. âIf you truly wanted it.â
The lie is beautiful. You almost fall for it.
He takes your hands, pressing them flat against his chest. You can feel his heartbeatâsteady, calm, certain. He lowers his forehead to yours.
âI love you,â he whispers.
The words settle like a blade between your ribs.
Because he means it.
Jeonghan loves the way you look at him, the way you justify him, the way your silence has become second nature. He loves how you flinch at gunshots now, but never walk away. He loves that youâve learned not to ask questions.
Love, to him, is permanence.
He guides you to the window. The city feels impossibly far away.
âTell me,â he says gently, âif you disappeared tomorrow⊠how many ghosts would follow?â
Your throat tightens. Faces surface uninvited. Names you helped erase. Doors you held closed.
Jeonghan kisses your temple, slow and tender.
âI carry mine with grace,â he says. âYou carry yours for me.â
You realize then that this is his romance. Not flowers or freedomâbut shared damnation. A bond sealed in complicity.
He pulls back just enough to meet your eyes, smiling softly. âIf you leave, youâll drown in what youâve done.â
Your knees weaken.
âIf you stay,â he continues, brushing his thumb beneath your eye, âyouâll never be alone again.â
Outside, thunder rolls.
You cling to him like heâs a lifeline. He holds you immediately, arms strong, familiar. Protective.
Victorious.
Later, when you lie beside him in silk sheets that smell faintly of iron and cologne, you understand the truth with terrifying clarity:
Jeonghan didnât trap you with fear.
He loved you until you became unfit for any world that wasnât his.
And as he sleeps beside you, breathing even and peaceful, you stare at the ceiling and wonderâ
When the guilt finally crushes you,
will he hold your hand
or close the casket himself?
what a man, what a man, what a man what a mighty good man Joshua Hong, 2026 Golden Globes red carpet
Warnings: Psychological Horror
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Thirteen Voices in the Practice Room
You find the flyer folded into your pocket without remembering how it got there.
SEVENTEEN â Auditions Tonight.
No address. Just a time circled in red ink.
By the time you realize how strange that is, youâre already standing in front of an old practice building at the edge of the city. The windows are dark, the kind of dark that swallows reflections. Music seeps through the wallsâsoft at first, then layered, overlapping, thirteen distinct rhythms somehow moving as one.
Inside, the air smells like dust and sweat and something faintly metallic.
Theyâre already waiting.
Thirteen men stand in formation, backs straight, expressions calm but too still. The lights flicker, and when they do, their shadows lag half a second behind them.
âWelcome,â one of them says. His smile is perfect. Practiced. âYouâre just in time.â
The door locks behind you.
They introduce themselvesânames you recognize instantly, though you donât remember learning them. Each voice feels familiar, like a memory borrowed from someone elseâs life. When they move, itâs beautiful. Hypnotic. Their synchronization makes your chest ache.
âWatch closely,â another says. âThis is important."
The music starts.
At first, itâs just choreographyâsharp turns, fluid lines, precision so flawless it doesnât feel human. But as the song builds, something begins to slip. Their smiles strain. Their movements grow jerky, as if pulled by invisible strings. One of them stumbles, and when he looks up, his eyes are wrongâtoo dark, too deep, like a stage with no exit.
You blink.
There are more of them now.
Not physicallyâstill thirteenâbut the room echoes with extra footsteps, phantom breaths, voices singing harmonies that donât exist. The mirrors along the wall show reflections that donât match reality. In one, a member is missing his face. In another, all thirteen turn to stare directly at you, though their real bodies keep dancing.
âDo you hear them?â one whispers as he passes you.
âHear who?â you ask, your voice trembling.
âThe ones who wanted this,â he says. âThe ones who watched us until they disappeared.â
The music cuts abruptly.
Silence crashes down, thick and suffocating.
âYou came because you wanted to belong,â the leader says gently. âEveryone does.â
The lights flicker againâand suddenly youâre standing in the formation with them. Your body moves without permission, joints snapping into place, feet hitting counts you somehow know. The mirrors change. They show you smiling, eyes empty, mouth singing words you donât remember learning.
âDonât stop,â someone murmurs in your ear. âIf you stop, youâll wake up.â
Panic floods you. You try to break formation, but their hands grip yoursâcold, strong, unyielding. Their smiles widen, stretching too far.
âThirteen is never enough,â another says. âWeâre always missing one.â
The room spins. The music crescendos. Your vision fractures into lights, shadows, applause that sounds like screamingâ
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You jolt awake in your bed, gasping.
Morning light spills through your window. Your heart pounds. It was a dream. Just a dream.
You sit upâand freeze.
Your legs ache like youâve been dancing for hours. Your phone buzzes with a notification you donât remember subscribing to.
SEVENTEEN â New Member Announcement Tonight.
Attached is a photo from a practice room you recognize instantly.
In the mirror behind them, you see yourselfâstanding in formation, smiling perfectly, waiting for the music to start.
Warning: psychological horror and obsession
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You notice the silence first.
Not the peaceful kindâthe kind that presses against your ears, waiting for you to acknowledge it. Your room looks normal. Too normal. The light through the window sits at the wrong angle, like itâs been pinned there for hours.
You donât remember falling asleep.
You sit up. Your body feels heavy, as if youâve been awake for days, but your thoughts are sharpâtoo sharp. Every sound feels deliberate. The hum of electricity. The distant drip of a faucet. Your own breathing, slightly out of sync with the room.
Thatâs when you realize youâre not alone.
Itâs not a presence you see. Itâs a certainty. Like knowing someone is standing behind you without turning around.
You wait.
Nothing happens.
You almost convince yourself you imagined itâuntil you notice the door.
Itâs open.
You always close it.
You swing your legs over the side of the bed. The floor is cold in a way that makes your teeth ache. As you stand, a thought slips into your mind uninvited:
Theyâre quiet because theyâre listening.
You donât know who they are, but the word fits too well to question.
The hallway stretches longer than it should. Each step feels rehearsed, like youâve walked this path many times before. The walls are bare, but you canât shake the feeling that something has been removedâframes, warnings, restraints.
You pass a mirror.
Your reflection lags half a second behind.
You stop. It catches up. Smiles when you donât.
You turn away, heart hammering, and thatâs when you hear itâ
Soft voices. Close. Just out of sight.
âTheyâre awake.â
The words are calm. Fond.
You freeze.
Another voice responds, closer this time. âI told you they would be.â
Your pulse roars in your ears. You want to ask whoâs there, but the question feels dangerous, like it would finalize something youâre not ready to accept.
Footsteps approach. Unhurried. Familiar.
Figures emerge from the shadows at the end of the hallâeight silhouettes, indistinct at first, blurring at the edges like your eyes refuse to focus properly. As they come closer, details sharpen in unsettling ways: matching movements, heads tilting in near-perfect unison, expressions that soften the moment they see you.
Relief crosses their faces.
Not surprise.
âYou found your way back,â one of them says gently.
Back from where?
You open your mouth, but another one steps forward, close enough that you can smell something clean and sterile clinging to him, like disinfectant soaked into skin.
âYou donât remember yet,â he murmurs. âThatâs okay. You never do.â
A hand reaches for you. You flinchâbut it stops inches away, trembling, restraining itself.
âWe learned not to rush you,â another says with a small smile. âThey said we didnât understand boundaries.â
âThey were wrong,â someone else adds softly. âWe just understand you.â
Your thoughts begin slipping, like pages turning too fast to read. Memories feel rearranged. You canât remember how long youâve known themâonly that the idea of not knowing them feels wrong.
You step back.
The hallway behind you is gone.
Walls curve inward, seamless and white, lights buzzing faintly overhead. Doors line the corridor now, identical except for one detailâ
Each bears your name.
Written again and again in different handwriting.
Your breath catches.
âThis is where they kept us,â one of them says, voice flat now. Honest. âTold us we were sick because we couldnât let go.â
âThey said we were obsessed,â another whispers, smiling at you like itâs a shared joke.
Your chest tightens. Something inside you screams that this isnât realâbut the floor is solid, the lights are blinding, and their eyes never leave your face.
âYou were the constant,â they continue, circling you slowly. âWhen everything else was taken away.â
âYou dreamed of us first,â someone says reverently. âThat made us real.â
Your vision blurs.
The lights flicker.
You fallâ
â
You gasp and jolt upright in your bed.
Morning light floods the room. Your door is closed. Your heart is racing so hard it hurts. You press a hand to your face, grounding yourself, laughing weakly.
âA dream,â you whisper
Your phone vibrates on the nightstand.
A new notification.
You donât remember unlocking it.
UNKNOWN CONTACT:
âYou woke up too fast.â
Your breath stutters.
The mattress dips beside you.
You donât turn around.
Warm breath brushes your ear as a familiar voiceâgentle, affectionate, realâwhispers:
âItâs okay. We caught you this time and now you get to stayâ
And this time, you donât wake up.