ScarredFelicity

[thehopefulquotes]

“I hope you fall in love with someone who never lets you fall asleep thinking you’re unwanted.”

— Unknown

[scarredfelicity]

No distance too far, no time too long,

For you are the place where my heart belongs.

[scarredfelicity]

I have loved you in silence, A lone star in the vast night sea, In solitude, I stand, unwavering yet true. A warrior in waiting for a love not yet seen. Adore you in whispers only our souls can hear.

[scarredfelicity]

Amidst the quiet night, emotions flow untamed, A heart wrestles with grief, unspoken, unnamed. Your heart bears burdens no words can tell, Yet in your silence, I hear it well. Your heart, a canvas of emotions deep, I'll honor each tear, each fear you keep. Tears like rain, heavy with unspoken pain, I'll hold your words, the ones you can't explain. His memory, a guiding flame, His love surrounds you, though not the same. If tomorrow's sun brings more tears to your eyes, I'll listen, I'll wait, with no need for disguise. When sleep eludes, haunting the hours, Or tomorrow's weight tests your heart's powers, I stand as a shadow, quiet and true, Not to intrude, but to be there for you. Rest now, dear heart, take your time, let feelings flow, In moments shared or spent alone. I'll tread softly, no haste or stress, Just a friend's warmth in your distress.

[scarredfelicity]

"I pray that through the cold night, you find solace and strength. In moments of solitude, may you seek the Almighty's embrace. May tears carry the weight of love, replacing grief with tender words. I pray for forgiveness of any 'what ifs' and that you find peace."

[scarredfelicity]

In summer's warmth, our paths did meet, An air sign geek, both subtle and sweet. On and off, our talks did sway, I saw the signs, but chose to stay. Her smile, a charm that drew me near, Yet in her eyes, a shadow, a silent tear. Abhorring the worry etched on her face, I danced with doubt in our transient embrace. An input scientist, patterns her game, Yet unclear, inconsistent, passion's elusive flame. Indecisive heart, a paradox untold, In the language of affection, her script was bold. From peace, assurance became the key, Yet our timing faltered, a cruel decree. Perhaps we weren't meant, stars misaligned, Or destiny's jest, our hearts maligned. So I turn away as autumn leaves fall, No alibis linger, no tales to recall. Rather than drown in emotions' bitter squall, I release my heart, let time heal all. May she find the happiness sought, In the tapestry of life, a connection well-fraught. As seasons change, and the winds entwine, I leave our story to fate, a chapter in time.

[scarredfelicity]

All is temporary; you just need to have someone who is certain of you.

[scarredfelicity]

I'd say see you in my dreams, but it appears you've mastered the art of narrowing the distance.

[scarredfelicity]

I crave for you so much. Closer than the inches you are from me—your touch, your scent, your presence. We don't need to do anything or say anything. I just want to be tangled up lying down together, where nothing else matters...

[scarredfelicity]

That ship had already sailed, but Smarty Pants was not just a charmer to the whole crew but a f-ing swimmer.

[scarredfelicity]

Fragments of the past creep into the head like demons in the night. How my faith in thee tried to lure them away, yet the beast of thy lies has broken my wings of hopes and dreams; connecting dots complete each puzzle I had numerously idiotically blinded myself to believe. For the reason I treated you as part of my soul and body. Absolution is a mockery; I don't need your guilt; you've subjected yourself to destroying the genuineness I foolishly had with you the moment you burned me with your enigmatic deceits and so-called advocacies.

[scarredfelicity]

There's no way I'll break free. Tormented, still haunted by the ghost of your lies.

[scarredfelicity]

There's no such thing as rejection. Make peace with what's not meant for you through acceptance. Never allow anything or anyone to cut you short. The past is meant to be a teacher; a lesson. Let it serve its purpose. Regrets from past disappointments prevent you from appreciating what you have and what you could have.

[cherrieblade]

i literally can't just like things. i have to be obsessed. i have to be physically, mentally and emotionally consumed by them.

[nostalgicacademia]

The moon in Romantic paintings

[scarredfelicity]

From the carousel of random ideas, a lingering haze of sleep sat somewhere at the back of my mind—a subtle awareness of who I am under the flow of thoughts with their loose connections regurgitating my suppressed worries of the day,

The worries of tomorrow, the worries of yesteryear.

Eyes that won't close. A heart that won't rest.

This dimly lit room is endless in this spaceless prison.

I wish to drift away into a never-ending dream, but dreams are memories in this hell of reality.

Each time, I simply wish to sleep.

Sleep becomes a fleeting chore.

I wrestle at each instance with the dark and the light, trying to find the right comfort.

Until I lose the fight

I burned all my stubs until my playlist repeated itself again, and I snapped.

Perhaps I have become content with my sleepless routine.

I guess I find comfort in exhausting my muted thoughts and memories of the past.

Sleep still eludes.

It appears it has divorced itself from me.

At a time when rest is all I need to refuel myself to make it through one more day,

[memories-beneath-the-skin-deact]

Lay with me

Pin me down with your leg

Your thigh around my waist

Your body heat radiating into my soul

Hands absently searching my chest

Fingers lightly painting my skin

Delicate explorers looking for something unknown

Mapping surface space to memory

Every contour, texture, divot and curve

Running them through my hair

Every gentle caress sending me below even deeper

Carve words into my flesh with your fingertips

Let me feel every letter drawn out achingly slow

Four insignificant letters that hit like a hammer

'Mine'