Writer by day, drinker by night.

[scartissuejay]

😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭

[scartissuejay]

Omg what have I done.

I don’t even know what I said📵

Honestly fuck duck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

I’m done with this world

[scartissuejay]

I asked all the wrong questions

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“A lonely, quiet person has observations and experiences that are at once both more indistinct and more penetrating than those of one more gregarious; his thoughts are weightier, stranger, and never without a tinge of sadness… . Loneliness fosters that which is original, daringly and bewilderingly beautiful, poetic. But loneliness also fosters that which is perverse, incongruous, absurd, forbidden.” - Thomas Mann, Death in Venice

[scartissuejay]

Only a matter of time now.

[scartissuejay]

So I guess I’ll just cry in the corner now.

Awesome.

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“I wish you could live in my brain for a week. It is washed with the most violent waves of emotion.” - Virginia Woolf, Selected Letters

[scartissuejay]

Another night without sleep.

It’s 5 in the morning and I’m wide awake.

[scartissuejay]

What do you think I’m supposed to think ?

Why’s the world showing me to become the heartless guy I used to be?

Is it time to dismantle myself?

[scartissuejay]

This just gets worse and worse.

I’m so not built for this

[destroymylife]

[scartissuejay]

Hurt isn’t the word.

[scartissuejay]

I fucking knew it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

That really didn’t take a lot of time; woah.

😶

[scartissuejay]

Now I’m ill 🤧

Can I just catch a break ?

[scartissuejay]

“Happy or sad?”

“Sad”

“Okay but I’m warning ya, I’ll break your heart”

“Already broken”

[scartissuejay]

Hurt isn’t the word.

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“Finding someone you can really connect with is like winning the lottery — It happens basically never, but if it does, you really shouldn’t blow it.” - Jessica Verdi, What You Left Behind

[scartissuejay]

Unless you’re me, the number one fuck up;