Scattered Helium

Random processing's of a distracted mind Tara. 24. Brisbane born, but Melbourne found. Cupcake maker. Lolita. Destiel OTP. QAF. OUAT. Captain Swan. Doctor Who. Disney. Zenescope. Fairytales. 

[rurounikens]

i can’t stop thinking about the pretty faces cas would make when dean fucks him for the first time

how his eyes would go all wide as dean slides in slowly, swiveling his hips because cas’ rim is so sensitive and it gets his thighs shaking deliciously around dean’s hips

and cas’ lips are all wet and shiny and parted as he stares up at dean in awe, his whole body trembling because dean is inside him

and let’s be honest, dean totally gets off on the look on cas’ face, so he can’t help but try his damnedest to make cas feel so good. so dean starts moving his hips, thrusting deeper into cas’ hole and groaning as it clenches around him in response

and cas moans so beautifully, biting down on his swollen bottom lip as his eyes fall shut, rocking his hips up to meet dean’s.

and then dean angles his own hips to try and find that spot he knows is there and… bingo.

cas’ eyes shoot open and his mouth goes wide as he gasps desperately, hips jerking against dean’s, cock twitching against his stomach as it spurts out precome against his taut stomach… he looks like he’s found god.

and dean totally loses himself after that because cas’ face is fucking gorgeous, and he needs to see what he looks like when he comes all over his stomach.

so dean buries himself inside cas over and over, desperately massaging the head of his dick into cas’ prostate until cas is gasping and grabbing desperately at dean’s shoulders, mouth parting around the most beautiful sound dean’s ever heard and he comes.

cas comes so beautifully, hips jerking and thighs quivering, face flushed and lips so obscenely swollen, his whole body shaking as he cries out… and dean can’t hold on anymore. he lets out a strangled moan as he comes, buried deep inside cas, dick throbbing and thighs trembling as he digs his fingers into cas’ hips and comes until he feels like his entire body has been turned inside out.

[anti-anti-destiel]

“You can’t watch spn for Destiel” — oh, really?

One of many back-handed shaming comments I see about Destiel shippers is that it’s wrong to watch Supernatural for Destiel, Dean and Castiel’s romantic undercurrent story, which is built on, …

[tinkdw]

This article is brilliant

[dimples-of-discontent]

“It may not be consummated or openly confirmed but the amount of canon material that must be outright ignored and dismissed in order to deny the tensions between them of an unrealized romantic need they haven’t acted on is a lot.“ 

^^^ ALL OF THIS ALL THE TIME!!!

[potc]

[x]

[clarkegriffins]

[thetwistedwillow]

This is a Cas You Never Saved

The Angels, they don’t care. I think maybe they just don’t have the equipment to care. Seems like when they try, it just breaks them apart. - Dean Winchester, 7X21

Dean did not realize it here, but he would become: the cause by which Cas would direct his steps, the reason for Cas’ fall, and the love of Cas’ life. (4X21)

This was just after a Cas reprogramming. It had become clear to Heaven that Cas was being swayed by Dean. Oh, this scene just breaks my heart, how dead Cas looked in his eyes. This also reiterated that Cas had been serving/following Dean specifically. (4X20)

Dean was the reason that Cas rebelled, to the point Cas killed his own and was hunted. This speech from Cas was sobering, and a little while later we got blessed with “Free to be You and Me”, one of the most Destiel-heavy episodes. (5x02)

But then Dean was sent to the future and the illusion of happy-Destiel in 5x04 was shattered. It was there that Dean witnessed, with his own eyes, just how slippery the slope was if Cas continued to follow him. Cas’ only reason for staying at Camp Chitaqua was Dean. Cas didn’t agree with Dean’s plan, not one bit. But where Dean would go, Cas would follow. 

And that’s what is meant by, “Me and him, it’s a pretty messed up situation we got going…” in which the camera pans over to focus on Cas. It was to emphasize that the only reason Cas was there was for FutureDean. Their relationship had become warped and unbalanced. Cas was willing to give everything, and FutureDean was willing to take it all because he was blinded with rage and revenge, and that didn’t sit well with our Dean at all. (5x04)

And it was why, when Dean returned to his own timeline, that he implored Cas to not change. What he meant was that he didn’t want Cas to become broken and addicted and suicidal for Dean’s cause. He didn’t want Cas to follow a corrupted Dean who would allow Cas to die for his own revenge. (5x04)

But the wheels were already set in motion. Cas was already changed, so Dean’s remark only served to further Cas’ resolve in following him and continue rebelling against heaven. And Cas’ cause, that he fully served, was Dean. The programming to make him otherwise just wouldn’t stick, no matter how many times the angels tried to change Cas back. (7x21)

Dean  learned that it was when Cas first laid a hand on him, to rescue him from hell, when Cas first became lost. Cas was very unwell at this point. Dean believed that Cas was this broken angel because of him. (7x21)

Even though he saw that Cas was willing to follow him in Endverse, to death, Dean seemed surprised that Cas was still willing to follow him after all they’d gone through since season five. One would think that all of the betrayal, and catastrophe, and the fact that Cas was currently mentally unstable because of the Winchesters, would be enough for Cas to throw up his hands and say, “I’m done with you.” But no matter what happened, Cas would go… and he’d do his best. (7x23)

Purgatory was pure. It gave Dean clarity and this is when he knew, without doubt, that he needed Cas, come what may. He even told Cas this: “I need you”. And not just to fight battles, but because Dean finally had someone in his life who cared for him unconditionally, and that he cared for unconditionally right back. He wanted them to go home, together. (8x07)

Purgatory was also a time that Cas didn’t come when Dean called (”I prayed to you, Cas, every night.” “I know.” “You knew and you..?”). It was also a time when Cas chose to not follow Dean. And it hurt Dean. It hurt him so badly that Dean couldn’t comprehend it. His mind had to compensate for the rejection by creating an alternate scenario for why Cas stayed behind in Purgatory instead of going with him. Cas had stayed because he wanted to serve penance for the terrible things he’d done, things that he had claimed, “I ‘m doing this for you, Dean. I’m doing this because of you.” (quote from 6x20; gif from 8x07)

Heaven continued to be frustrated by Cas’ rebellion in regard to Dean, to the point that Cas was reprogrammed–yet again–and this time he was set to kill. Because they knew that Cas would defer to Dean before Cas listened to them. This is how much Cas served Dean. But even their programming wasn’t enough. Dean’s love confession broke through the mind control. Afterward, Cas would once again disappear and it would seem, to Dean, that Cas was back to serving Heaven (ugh, he wasn’t Dean). (8x17)

But if we fast forward through a lot more misunderstanding, Metatron confirmed that Cas had been under the guise of following Heaven, but all of his choices were for Dean. You know, in case it wasn’t clear enough already because viewers hadn’t been paying attention. (9x23)

Cas continued to lose his grace through season ten, and became possessed by Lucifer through most of season eleven. At the season eleven finale, Dean was on a kamikaze mission to annihilate Amara and Cas offered himself to Dean once again: where Dean would go, Cas would follow, even to death. But Dean finally put his foot down. He couldn’t be the reason Cas died, not like Endverse. Instead, Dean imparted a new cause for Cas to serve, and he asked Cas to watch over Sam. (11X23)

Cas was downright depressed and downtrodden in season twelve. He felt weak and useless. If he couldn’t serve Dean, then he felt Dean would no longer need him. And it was during this time that Dean was reminded, again, just how much Cas had changed, and all because of him. Yes, Cas has never fully done what he was told (Naomi said as much in 8x21), but Dean was the point of no return for Cas. (12x12)

During season twelve, Cas found another cause to serve: Jack. This role was different from his role and relationship with Dean. This would become a parental role. One of the greatest things to happen this season, though, was for the brothers to see what could have been had they not been born, in a sorta “It’s a Wonderful Life” twist. They got to see the world they never saved. (12x23)

So imagine my utter disappointment when we finally meet AUCas and he is quickly ended before Dean gets a chance to see: a Cas that he never saved. 

Both Castiels were right: they are the same. They both didn’t do as they were told, and had to be reset by Heaven again and again. Both of them were different from their angel brethren. But they also differ because AUCas never found his Dean/humanity and so he became corrupted, broken, wingless, twitchy and evil. AUCas didn’t get away from Heaven or Heaven’s control.

Dean could have benefited from seeing AUCas:

to see what becomes of a Cas that is never changed by Dean/humanity

to realize that a changed Cas is not a broken, lost Cas

to let go of the guilt that the things that happen to Cas, as Cas lives his life, aren’t Dean’s fault just because they’re in each other’s lives

and to understand that the moment that Cas saved him from hell was also the moment that Dean, in turn, saved Cas 

No, Cas wasn’t lost when he laid a hand on Dean in hell.

Cas was saved.

May 11, 2018

[rurounikens]

i can’t stop thinking about the pretty faces cas would make when dean fucks him for the first time

how his eyes would go all wide as dean slides in slowly, swiveling his hips because cas’ rim is so sensitive and it gets his thighs shaking deliciously around dean’s hips

and cas’ lips are all wet and shiny and parted as he stares up at dean in awe, his whole body trembling because dean is inside him

and let’s be honest, dean totally gets off on the look on cas’ face, so he can’t help but try his damnedest to make cas feel so good. so dean starts moving his hips, thrusting deeper into cas’ hole and groaning as it clenches around him in response

and cas moans so beautifully, biting down on his swollen bottom lip as his eyes fall shut, rocking his hips up to meet dean’s.

and then dean angles his own hips to try and find that spot he knows is there and… bingo.

cas’ eyes shoot open and his mouth goes wide as he gasps desperately, hips jerking against dean’s, cock twitching against his stomach as it spurts out precome against his taut stomach… he looks like he’s found god.

and dean totally loses himself after that because cas’ face is fucking gorgeous, and he needs to see what he looks like when he comes all over his stomach.

so dean buries himself inside cas over and over, desperately massaging the head of his dick into cas’ prostate until cas is gasping and grabbing desperately at dean’s shoulders, mouth parting around the most beautiful sound dean’s ever heard and he comes.

cas comes so beautifully, hips jerking and thighs quivering, face flushed and lips so obscenely swollen, his whole body shaking as he cries out… and dean can’t hold on anymore. he lets out a strangled moan as he comes, buried deep inside cas, dick throbbing and thighs trembling as he digs his fingers into cas’ hips and comes until he feels like his entire body has been turned inside out.

[deaneatscake]

Okay but the sad thing here is, I fear, that we have to reevaluate all our headcanons on Cas being the grumpy one.

Obviously it’s Dean who can’t get out of bed without half-shooting Cas three times and who won’t even MOVE without Cas making him coffee.

[poolboydivision]

or maybe

[casthegrumpy]

no offense but have i ever been more alive than the moment when dean silently pointed to his coffee and cas understood that he will be waiting until dean is ready

[sleepeatspn-deactivated20250109]

(✿◠‿◠)

[samxdean]

[dogsandnerdythings]

Reblog if you utterly and without hesitation support gay rights

It’ll mean a lot to my friend, who’s having a tough time with bullies lately.

[castiel-left-his-mark-on-me]

🌅

[galaxystiel]

The guilty verdict wasn’t a surprise. Castiel had known the entire time that the trial was just a formality, that he would be found guilty regardless of his plea. He’d been counting on that. None of his family had showed up to the sentencing, but he suspected they were watching it on TV. The whole thing had been televised, after all, the sensational killing of Zachariah Adler by his own nephew.

Imprisoned for the murder of his uncle, Castiel Novak struggles to adapt to a life behind bars. The arrival of his new cellmate stirs up feelings Castiel didn’t even know he he had, and leaves him wondering if he can still get a happy ending after all.

[A/N] I’m finally going to start publishing this on AO3! Let me know if you’d like to be tagged in updates about it! Chapter one will be up within the next week or so!

[scatteredhelium]

Please tag me!

[katteens]

[almaasi]

#LOOK AT DEANS PUPILS DILATE FFS DEAD JENSEN THAT IS SOME NEXT LEVEL SHIT DESTIEL COCKLES WHO THE FUCK KNOWS (via @askewbluetie)

[1940sdeancas]

taste the rainbow

[telarti]

You can’t fake pupil dilation. And you know nobody’s playing with the lighting to make them dilate (what would be the point, from a production point of view?). This is 100% natural reaction. Destiel? Cockles? Both? The world may never know…

[ghuune-deactivated20160412]

MISHA TOO MISHA TOO

Ummm. S'gotta be Cockles. You can’t *act* pupil dilation either. Go try it. I’ll wait.

Signed: A girl with acquired Horner’s syndrome (go Google it) who has spent too much time staring at her pupils and thinking about how they act.

[almaasi]

for anyone who doesn’t already know, if your pupils dilate when you look at someone it’s most likely a sign of interest / attraction / arousal (take your pick).

I’m going to talk about Jensen’s pupil dilation for a second, because it’s incredibly obvious compared to whatever Misha’s eyes are doing.

let’s say controlled pupil dilation was possible. Jensen would probably attempt to conquer that ability for the sake of acting better. he’s all about the subtleties. we know that about his acting.

so if Jensen did indeed have impossible eye-controlling superpowers, I have a question. why would Jensen make a point of using that power to show Dean as attracted to Cas? let me list the reasons. 1. he was consciously playing Dean as bisexual, 2. he was invested in Destiel as a romantic relationship from the get-go, 3. both of the above. (of course, this is assuming that he dilated his pupils ~on purpose~.)

the thing is, though, over the years hundreds of actors and actresses came and went, playing other characters who interact with Dean, and Jensen didn’t bother to use this fantastic pupil-dilating power each time Dean was attracted to someone. so what made Misha different? was it that he’d be sticking around, and it was worth putting in the effort? nope. the writers hadn’t even planned on bringing Cas back after the first three episodes of season 4. Misha was supposed to be on set for a few weeks and then he’d be gone. at the time Jensen and Misha met, not expecting it to last, Jensen couldn’t have been deeply invested in Destiel as a future relationship – certainly not enough to care whether or not his goddamn pupils were dilated. this gifset is from the second episode they had together.

sure, Jensen could’ve been going for “the pushy angel turns Dean on”; end of story. whether he played that consciously or not, that’s what became canon. Dean is totally into Cas, hooray! nobody is surprised.

but c’mon, let’s face it. those aren’t magical eye-controlling superpowers. nothing’s happening to the lights to make Jensen’s pupils expand. it’s definitely not CGI. above all: Jensen’s not dilating his pupils on purpose. what you’re looking at is not singularly Dean’s attraction to Cas. you’re seeing Jensen’s attraction to Misha too. these dorks just met two weeks ago (8 days filming each episode), and Jensen is already hopelessly gone on Misha.

in conclusion, this is straight-up Cockles.

[spnwings1965-deactivated2016022]

Pupillary response is a physiological response that varies the size of the pupil

Natural release of the hormone oxytocin can cause mild to moderate mydriasis. Strong sexual arousal can often lead to very enlarged pupils, rather than the minor dilation observed during sexual affection

[ghuune-deactivated20160412]

Misha’s doing it too, it’s just harder to tell because the angle of the shot’s more oblique.

These pupils are widened but not blown, so I’d call it more sexual interest than all-out arousal, but still, look at that!

[kimmywastaken]

I love how we all as a fandom have deeply analysed the dilation of Jensen’s pupils and manage to uncover the truth about his attraction to Misha.

[mariestrikeout]

In case you wonder what’s going on in Dean Winchester’s head when he looks at Cas. ;)

[amberpeace]

Destiel Fics too Good to Put Down

I am creating a Master List of all the fanfics I have liked and reblogged.  I am trying to put them in some kind of order, but stories tend to span categories. As a heads up, most of these fics are going to be NC-17 and longer than 50k words (Last updated: 8/20/16)

High School/College/Teacher:

Blackboard (76k words):  Castiel Novak is a college English teacher, in a rather inappropriate relationship with Dean Winchester, who happens to be one of his students. But although their arrangement is one that works perfectly for the both of them, Castiel is starting to worry that maybe keeping it impersonal will be harder than he thought.

Hear You Me (82k words):  Castiel is a college graduate stuck in two dead-end, part-time jobs. Oh, and he’s Deaf. Enter Dean Winchester. A chance encounter with the man may have the power to change Castiel’s life.

A Little Patience (288k words): Dean starts up a friends with benefits situation with his best friend Cas. What he finds is Cas is a lot kinkier then he ever expected…and feelings creep up on you when you least expect it.

Timelord Technology (18k words): Dean decides to be a little rebellious and skip school when he gets a tummy ache. Also, punk!cas may see this as the perfect opportunity to come along for the ride.

Smoke in the Mirror (52k words):  It begins with the flier hung in the library: art model needed for thesis project, will pay. Castiel figures it’s an easy way to make some extra money, but modeling for Dean Winchester ends up complicating his life far beyond anything he could have imagined.

The Spirit of Lawrence High (70k words):  Dean Winchester is funny, gorgeous, brave, loyal, and a breath of fresh air in Castiel Shurley’s life. Dean Winchester is also a ghost haunting Castiel’s school, but nobody’s perfect, right?

Strippers/Prostitution/Porn Related Industry:

Cas Erotica, the Dean of Iniquity (55k words): Dean Winchester owns his own business, works on cars, lives in a mansion… and is also a highly successful pornography mogul looking for his next project. Cas Novak is a bookworm that got into porn while trying to pay off student loans, and never left.

Chasing Cars (45k words):  After an awkward accidental encounter at a local strip club, Castiel discovers his college roommate, Dean, has a secret career as a stripper, and their relationship begins to change and a bond begins to form.

Have Love, Will Travel (94k words): Castiel Novak is a reclusive writer with a childhood so tragic it’s left him terrified to leave his home—until his overbearing brother, Gabriel, drags him out for a night on the town full of booze and strip clubs, and he encounters Dean Winchester, a mesmerizing and mysterious stripper with secrets of his own.

Heaven & Hell Escort Service (123k words):  Castiel Novak is a high class escort. Dean Winchester may have accidentally told his father he has a long-term boyfriend to bring along to Sam’s wedding. Desperate times call for desperate measures… an escort service might not be what he wants, but it could be exactly what he needs.

The Prank that Filled the Spank Bank (41k words): Castiel records audio pornography. Not professionally, or anything - he writes it and then reads it out, and uploads it free to the world. It’s not Dean’s usual type of porn - at all - but there’s something about Castiel’s gravelly, yet somehow smooth and beautiful voice that keeps him hooked

Santorum will Pry my Porn from my Cold Dead Hands (41k words):  President Santorum bans all pornography, and Dean decides to start his very own prohibition racket. Unfortunately, the only person he can find to ‘perform’ is Castiel.

Smooth Operator!Verse (18k words): Cas is a phone sex operator and Dean is a first time caller.

Unsolicited (56k words): In which Dean Winchester gets an unsolicited dick pic from an unknown sender which is both totally not disappointing in that it’s a really nice dick pic, and incredibly disappointing in that it’s clearly a downloaded picture of his favorite porn star.  There’s absolutely no way it’s actually this porn star sending it to him, right?  Right?

Dom/Sub/BDSM:

All for One, One for All Verse (116k words): Dean Winchester and the identical twins Castiel and Jimmy Novak have a…rather unique…relationship. Stories in this series trace the development of that relationship at different points in time.

Carry On (148k words): When Sam gets into Stanford, Dean needs a bigger paycheck than Bobby’s garage can give him. Luckily, he knows a guy (It’s no longer online, but message me for a copy if you like) 

A Change in Scene (7k words): When Dean goes over to see his Dom on Christmas Eve, he isn’t expecting Cas to play naughty Santa, and neither of them is expecting how it turns out for them.

I Wanna Get Outside (of Me) (142k words):  Dean is a novice in the dom/sub world and is asked by his employer, as a desperate last resort, to be a sub for his recluse of a brother, Castiel. Castiel is a mess who hasn’t stepped out of his home in literally seven years.  Enter Dean, who’s not a very traditional submissive, to try his hand at subbing for the hermit.

ABO Dynamics:

Arranged (18k words): Dean Winchester is the omega chosen to marry Castiel’s son. The arranged marriage is as awkward and lackluster has Castiel expected it would be.  What he didn’t expect was what would develop between himself and his new son-in-law.

Eden of the Hunterlands Verse (21k words):  Dean Winchester, crown omega prince of the Hunterlands, finds out that his father has arranged for him to mate a stranger. Prince Castiel, Angel of Eden, is everything that Dean hates, until he isn’t at all.

For Science! (21k words):  Selected transcripts and supporting materials from Dr. Castiel Williams and Dean Winchester’s seminal study on physiological and psychological sexual response by gender designation.

Get Knocked Down, Get Back Up (36k words): With an over-sensitive sense of smell, omega Dean Winchester finds the scent of most potential mates to be, frankly, nauseating. Enter alpha Castiel, who smells fracken *perfect* but has problems of his own.

A Hole in the World (293k words): Dean is dealing with the death of his father, the social stigma and objectification of being an out Omega, and the lingering aftermath of a long-ago crime. LOTS OF ANGST IN THIS. BE WARNED.

Limerence (47k words): The Emergency Department is the last place Dean expected to find his mate, but over the stink of blood he picks up something else, something sweet, and it hooks into him. Pulls. Something stirs at the base of his skull as the most primitive part of Dean - the part that’s alpha - wakes up and takes note.

Rainbow Fences (21k words):  Dean identifies as Alpha. With regular therapy sessions and hormone treatments he’s well on his way to being comfortable in his skin now. Castiel, his Alpha mate, has never allowed himself to think there was any alternative than the nuclear family he’d been raised on. Together they meet somewhere in the middle of traditional and perfect.

Real Slick Dean (28k words): There’s a new alpha enhancer drug “Rutter” on the streets that gets used at “exclusive parties” for the worst purposes. Detective Castiel is making a big bust on the drug, when he gets shot up with an overdose of the drug. 

A Story for Every Corner (22k words):  Dean’s a late bloomer. When he presents as an omega, everyone is surprised, and everything changes. Only a few months into omegahood, Dean decides to book it. A couple of truck rides and a state later, Dean’s in Apple Springs, Colorado at a bed & breakfast called The Snoozing Squirrel.

Typecast (75k words): Up-and-coming movie actor Castiel Novak knows he’ll never be taken seriously if all he ever plays is betas, and as an alpha he certainly doesn’t think it’s a wise career choice to play an omega. However, when he’s offered the omega role in a gay romance and learns that the much more famous (and his crush) Dean Winchester is playing the alpha, Cas decides maybe it’s time to take a risk. But when they meet on day one, Cas isn’t sure what to make of Dean’s scent.

Unwritten (76k words): A spontaneous scent bond is the stuff of romance novels: an alpha and an omega meet by chance, and they happen to be so compatible that their pheromones are perfectly aligned, drawing them irresistibly together to mate and bond for life. But when Castiel comes to Dean’s store for a signing, they feel an inexplicable pull toward each other. A bond that shouldn’t even be possible for two alphas.

Royalty/Regency/Historical:

An Assembly Such as This (151k words): Dean and Charlie have a happy marriage under a shared lie, they are best friends who desire another. Dean is lonely for a companion…until he secures an invitation to a monthly mens-only soiree.

The Dreamer and the Mystic (110k words):  When Dean Winchester’s eighteenth birthday arrived, he was expected to choose his Queen-To-Be; instead he found himself falling for a mysterious stranger with eyes like stars. Eleven years later, Dean journeys into ancient lands that have long since faded into legend and lore, to once again find the eyes that had bewitched him.

The Highest Bidder (10k words): Traveling alone was always a danger, but Castiel never dreamed he’d be set upon by bandits, his belongings stolen, his very person in danger of being sold into slavery. A chance rescuer offers Castiel the chance at freedom…but things don’t go anything like Castiel might have hoped as his knight in shining armor proves to be rather on the tarnished side.

Witches/Angels/Creatures:

An Accidental Incubus (40k words):  On a hunt gone wrong, Dean finds himself cursed to be an incubus. While Sam and Charlie rush to find a cure before the change is permanent, Castiel decides to become Dean’s “offering” when the hunter begins to deteriorate under the effects of the change.

Addicted to You (120k words): Dean is a Warlock. A very, very drunk Warlock. Oh, and a horny Warlock. Hey, he knows how to summon a succubus! He should totally do that. Hell yeah! Guaranteed hot sex! Except that spellcasting while drunk is a VERY BAD IDEA. He’s just too drunk to remember that.

Again (14k words): Cas travels back in time and meets a much younger Dean Winchester that doesn’t suffer from as many sexual hang ups as present day!dean.

Amnesia (77k words): In a world where angels face oppression and discrimination from humans, Castiel wakes in a hospital bed with no recollection of the past decade of his life, or why it is he chose to fall in love with, much less marry a human.

Carnival Oasis Verse (36k words…so far): Castiel is a being that feeds on sin. Lucky for him, Dean has plenty of sin to spare. AKA:  The adventures of Dean Winchester and his sin eating boyfriend.

Castiel’s Dragon (38k words):  Born without legs, Castiel was destined to be a dragon rider. He’d always dreamed of how it would be, and when the day for his pairing came, he knew he’d met the perfect dragon.

Clipped and Unbound (50k words):  Castiel is a slave widely regarded as unbreakable and unruly. Dean Winchester is a billionaire ending a five year long search to rescue him. They’ll both learn that peace can be the hardest thing in the world to find.

Come Again? (17k words): The unintended application of an ancient nuptial blessing leaves Cas and Dean at each others’ mercy, having bestowed upon them the ability to both experience and influence the other’s sexual sensations for the space of ten days.

Cursed or Not (115k words):  While experimenting with magic when he was a kid, Sam accidentally cursed Dean into a familiar.  Now he wears an amulet constantly to stop the transformation….until Witch!Cas offers him a deal.

The Grace Archer (31k words): The Grace Archer lives in the stories and myths told to small children or by bards in the village taverns, but Dean knows the truth. He knows that Castiel is a reclusive, disgraced cupid and a freaking badass with a bow….and he must find him, again.

Hardcorewings.com (17k words): When Castiel loses his job, he resorts to making wing fetish videos to make cash. Dean really likes them.

Hunting for Daylight (60k words): Dean is what you would call a late bloomer. Late in his shift, and late in figuring out his sexuality. His body is showing signs of resolving the former and the new boy at school that comes crashing into his life head on is intent on fixing the latter. Also, everyone can turn into animals. 

I Dream of Deanie (71k words): Castiel takes a dose of djinn toxin and gets to experience first hand what he’s desperately wanted. After that, he won’t stop til he gets to have the same experience with the real Dean Winchester.

The Mirror (24k words): When Dean touches a strange mirror, he’s whisked away to one alternate reality after another and it doesn’t take him long to realize the universe is trying to tell him something.

Order 243 (21k words): Dean is a guardian angel. Every generation, he’s assigned a mortal to protect; he does so from the day they are born until the day they die. His latest charge is a baby named Castiel Novak. From the first, Dean knows there is something different about Castiel, but he tries not to think about it too much. After all, he has a duty to perform: protect Castiel when he needs to be protected and otherwise to do nothing to interfere with the course of Castiel’s life.

Our Solid State (17k words): This is the story of Dean Winchester and Castiel’s married life together both before and after the android, Castiel, acquires an upgrade to make him look human.

Out of the Deep (488k words): Stay away from the light-beds. Stay in the deep. It is the first thing hatchlings are taught the moment their fans unfurl and they can swim without their parents to buoy them along. It is the first rule, the first law. Castiel should have listened better.

The Path of Fireflies (63k words):  After his humanity is restored, Dean wakes up in bed with Castiel, a wedding ring, and no memory of the past twelve years.

The Request (36k words): When Sam Winchester prays for his brother, Castiel is finally sent on his very first assignment. But what should be a simple love match turns into much more and Castiel finds himself risking everything to ensure the happiness of his extremely frustrating charge.

Revealed (10k words): When a ritual backfires and Dean ends up with wings, they reveal things that he’d much rather keep hidden.

The Siren and the Sea Monster (15k words):  When Cain moves to Washington State, Dean decides to follow him so that he can keep his job as Cain’s apprentice. The small town near the sea is Cain’s home town, and he has a small beach house that he rents to Dean for dirt cheap, with only a warning to beware of strange neighbors.

The Story of You and Me (54k words):  Dean wakes up in bed next to a very human Castiel, and a journal in his own handwriting that tells him it’s two years in the future. The house looks a lot like Bobby’s, and Sam lives there too… He just can’t remember how they got from angels falling in the sky – to comfortable domesticity.

Unfamiliar (29k words): 19 year old witch Castiel who has spent last 10 years unsuccessfully looking for his familiar and is finally giving up. Without a grounding bond to a familiar, Castiel’s magic will fade away and he’s mentally preparing himself for his fate. Enter the owl shifter familiar Dean.

The World Crashing All Around Us (36k words):  During a storm in September of 1987, Dean and Sam hear something hit their roof. When they brave the backyard to investigate, they find a fledgling angel.

Miscellaneous: 

Aesthetics in Autoerotica (15k words): Dean is a nude photography model and Cas wants to use him for his latest erotica photography display.

Alterations (23k words): Business is tanking, and Cas is facing the very real possibility that he may lose his livelihood as a tailor. Can one client, no matter how attractive, really make a difference?

The Breath of All Things (65k words):  Dean Winchester is in a wheelchair and lives in a care home in Kansas, where he spends his days waiting to die. It’s only when Castiel Novak starts volunteering at the care home that Dean starts to wonder if a changed life always equals a ruined one.

Cooking with Gas (89k words):  Cas’ producer throws a contest to spend a day with Chef Novak, cooking and learning techniques. Castiel wants no part of it, but what he wasn’t expecting was to fall head over heels for the winner.

Forget me not Blues (68k words):  Sam and Jess are getting married and Dean couldn’t be any happier for them.  Except Dean must have done something to epically piss off the universe because Jess’s best man just happens to be Castiel friggin’ Novak. He’s got even hotter since High School, but apparently no friendlier and if Cas wants to spend the week pretending like they’ve never met before? Fine. Two can play at that game

Kiss the Baker (112k words): The donuts are delicious but what has Dean driving to the new bakery is the handsome shop owner.

The Last Great Race (82k words): When writer Castiel Milton is forced to spend two and a half months in Alaska at Winchester Kennels to cover the Iditarod race preparations and the race itself, the only person more dismayed than he is Dean Winchester.

Let Me Please You (18k words): Dean liked to read the casual encounter ads on Craigslist. He really did. Not that he ever intended on answering any of them…until one caught his attention.

Life in Pink (25k words):  At just 33 years old, Dean Winchester is one of the most sought-after wedding planners in the city. He’s on the brink of making partner at his firm and the wedding that’ll make or break his promotion is for his best friend Dr. Castiel Novak. The only problem…he’s hopelessly in love with Cas.

Like the Summer Sunshine (22k words): When Dean jets off to Europe with Cas, he gets a much-needed vacation from hunting – and his insecurities.

Meringue (23k words): Dean and Cas have been dating for six months and couldn’t be happier…except something is missing from their sex life.  Cue a spur of the moment date between Dean and Cas’ identical twin Jimmy.

Muscle Memory (18k words): A 50 First Dates Dean/Cas AU where Castiel wakes up on a day just like any other, except that three years have passed without his knowing, and Dean Winchester is in the kitchen wanting to marry him.

Paint and Ink Verse (22k words):  Castiel needs a model for his new sculpture project, and Dean Winchester sounds perfect for the job.

Painted Angels (105k words):  Author Castiel Novak has finally hit the big time, with a book based on his failed college relationship with a brilliant painter. He’s put all his pain behind him, but at a book signing, he comes face to face with Dean Winchester for the first time in twelve years, and the reunion doesn’t go like Cas hoped.

Past Present (83k words): When a handsome stranger wanders into his bar one warm fall night, Dean Winchester is charmed by the archaeology professor. As their friendship deepens, Dean will discover that there are a few simple truths about love: it can sneak up on you when you least expect it, and it will level you without warning.

Pitchers and Catchers (122k words): Dean/Jimmy/Cas Fic -  In his entire career, from Little League to the pros, Castiel Novak has only ever pitched to his twin brother Jimmy Novak. When circumstances force him to need to find a new catcher, Castiel knows there’s no replacement for his brother…

PWP: Pie without Plot (82k words): What initially looks like a haunting leaves the team in possession of a bakery. Let the fluff begin.

Rock ‘n’ Roll Queer Bar (126k words): The story on how a bar brought together a couple of misfits and their adventures over the years.

Shut Up (Put your Money where your Mouth is) (23k words): Dean’s done some pretty stupid things, but getting drunk-hitched in Vegas to a colleague he barely knows might just take the cake.

Small Town Charmer (81k words):By ten a.m. Dean had seen his dream of expanding the hardware store dashed.By one, his baby had been impounded off the street. And by midnight, Dean’s personal space had been invaded by an angry, wet bookseller with hot blue eyes and an armful of natty first editions.

Unintended (82k words): Castiel is a successful defense attorney beginning to doubt the integrity of the work he does. After winning a date with a firefighter named Dean at a charity auction, Cas decides that he needs to make a change in his life.

[bookkbaby]

Are any of these safe for me to read? 8D

[fewrandomfandoms]

Hummingbirds (Parts 1-3)

Summary: Castiel is rendered mute after being taught a painful lesson, but that enables Dean to learn a few lessons of his own while holding onto something important for him. Elsewhere, someone really loves to count…

Warnings: Hurt/comfort; Castiel!whump; Dean!whump; porn. It’s very gory in places, so please be warned. And it’s also very, very soppy in others, so be warned for that, too…

Part One: (Read Here)

Part Two: (Read Here)

Part Three: (Read Here)