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First day of school and I think I fumbled like all the class alreadt. I guess my class dont fw alternative gays. Haha I hope I dont get discriminated against.
Noooo dont kys youre so sexy aha. Yeah thats probably the voices in my head trying to comfort me after today
Wip so bad that I pulled a Zuko on Toby and made the scar on the wrong side.
haha rainbow dash, maybe I should learn my left and right, question is, how the hell does one learn left from right rainbow dash im going to blow up an orphanage to make myself feel better about my dumb dyslexia ok, thanks for understanding dash, i knew i could always count on you
im in a brain dead state atm and school's starting in two days. My school is an all girls one too.............but im super scary ftm simulator.,...................,.......and i like girls too.............theyre really pretty...............but im off putting in public.......................and until now i was in a class full of only guys........................do you see where the problem is...................
My lore aside, I will post art in some upcoming weekend i suppose. It will be around creepypasta au i guess, miauzers goodbye
Kinger and Queenie Charade AU.
awww look at the happily married couple. I sure hope neither of them gets doomed by the plot. Ps: these r like beta designs. Queenie's is my fave tho. She's so whimsical i love my girl (she doesnt even appear in the story)
So, it turns out that "Charades" as a social game throughout eras, has a LOT more wikipedia history than I remember.
The au is still in the making tho (i say to my imaginary audience). Its really got a leash on me.
Until i figure stuff out, here's another drawing of my Digital Charade AU's Jax. Isn't he a sweetheart.
Basic information about this au. In case youre curious about stupid lore.
Game basics:
- The The Amazing Digital Charade was a video game created by the government with the intention of preparing humans for possible apocalyptic scenarios, ex: isolation, mass brainwashing, propaganda, chemical wars, pandemics. All under the facade of games with highly intelligent AI as hosts. These details were never disclosed with the beta testers.
- It is based both on the traditional game of charade and the literary version of it (plus the definition meaning of the word being "absurd facade")
-In it, players have to go on "adventures", interact with npcs and identify which one of them is the "Star of the show". After the npc is identified, a quest will be given by them in the form of a riddle.
- As time went on, the charade started glitching. (wow) Sometimes the riddles given by the "Star of the show" are vague or incomprehensible. Other times they're not even riddles, but unsettling insinuations to events that took place or will take place in the real world. These bugs happen due to player data leak and external hijacking of safety protocols.
- Once joining the Charade, each player gets a new appearance based on their life beforehand. The more dramatic and exaggerated, the better. As in a typical game of charades.
- Though, there's a cruel twist to that concept. The avatars reflect a person's biggest flaws. Similar to the standard au, just with a bit of theatrical touch. (Ten times worse).
- Depending on how grave a person's flaw was back in the real world, the game will make ironies at the playey's expense. Example: Someone who, as a human, was mistrustful of others to the point of paranoia, could get the avatar of an anthropomorphic horse. Due to the "Never look a gift horse in the mouth" proverb.
Another example could be someone who, let's say used their good looks to climb ranks or belittle others. They'd be a frog in the Charade. Following the saying of "To be as ugly as a frog".
Further appearance stuff, justification and facts:
- Jax is based on the philosophical concept of "Momento Mori" (Remember that you must die). This concept has at its root the ideal of detaching one'a self from any sort of entitlement, grandiosity or unfiltered pride.
Yeah the game had a blast roasting Jax, alright.
- If you've noticed, his legs are weird looking. (Double jointed + very fuzzy wire like). It's a metaphor for his tendency to "misstep" or "trip" in relationships with people. Even with those that he truly does care about.
Plus the whole deal with another philosophical far fetched concept. Aesop's stories. In his stories the hare, while faster, often tripped over his own ego.
- His body is actually hell to be in btw, because
1. The bones have heightened sensitivity. Imagine like, lowkey having all your nerves exposed. It doesn't hurt Jax on the daily, but if he bumps into something, he'll be swinging between being angry and crying because it all sucks so bad.
2. Double jointed wire-like legs. (He gets used to them after a while)
3. Huge stupid plushie-like rabbit ears
ok Its 3 am, lately ive been getting crazy little sleep.
I watched Angels of Death when I was like, thirteen. With my teenage angst at its peak, I vividly recall constantly being like "wow this is so deep and stuff, im like destined to become emo".
Angels of Death was my first ever introduction to anime as well. It was so peak.
Cringe or not, I just really love this movie. I love Isaac. He was like, my very first crazy hyperfixation. So strong that even now, I refuse to feel embarrassed about it. I just can't, I love this little guy. He can't even read the alphabet. This poor dude.
Rachel was an interesting character too, I remember her freaking me out more than Zack. She's somewhat like Sunny from Omori. Same vibe.
Now that I think about it, Angels of Death is most likely responsible for my taste in horror nowadays. Aint complaining tho. Peak is peak.
sorry i felt like making fun of my au's jeff and yapping a bit. Hes such a stupid guy.
Because, WHY are you such a two dimensional character. Its YOUR story buddy. I'm tired of dealing with your stupid amnesiac episodes.
Oh boo hoo, you were a human torch for a few minutes so now you think you are the chosen one to save your family from eternal suffering. Cant have traumatic events happen without connecting them to the bible, right.
Me when I'm a so proclaimed raging atheist, but whenever someone mentions religion, I start reciting verses that my mother indoctrinated me with. Always have to show people that you know most about religion yo. Me when I'm winning the "who knows most about religion" competition while still claiming I don't believe any of it and that I see the REAL truth.
But at the end of the day, its okay because youre probably dead and in purgatory, anyway.
Thats like only a fraction of my wallflower au's Jeff. Just, horribly explained.
I have so many written things about this au because I feel very parental about him. Yet, I also get pure joy out of laughing at his failures. Actually, I think thats probably how Jeff's mother thought of him too. Ok im sorry. Low blow ok
Though, I DO love having him be back handedly bullied by literally every other creepypasta. And he sometimes catches on being made fun of. Sometimes being the key word.
Even smile dog has it out for Jeff, brother. That mutt is like, not a dog. I always see people depicting Smile as just a hellhound. Which IS the right way to portray it. But, I wanna have my own little world going on. In the wallflower au thingy, Smile is a demon that's thousands of years old. He probably knows Julius Caesar. So, even if it can't talk, it sure acts entitled. It is also kind of ableist but also not. (it just hates everyone, mostly jeff. Specifically because he perceives Jeff as a cheap human copycat of itself.)
haha can you tell i like smile dog
Mental illness sure damages the way people view themselves.
Beta design of some au im working on. Digital Charade au. Uh huh ok
I drew her from memory of that fever dream ad.
Im gonna post dump in a sec. For now, Just know this is me irl.
Mlp/EG oc ok. Hes a Crimson Crest descendant ok. Yes I made that species up.
Ignore how the first one is kinda fucked looking. I was going for a general horror vibe but then I remembered I have an mlp oc that I havent drawn in months.
Plus in my worldbuilding lore, Crimson Crests (name of the pure kept bloodline), were actual apex predators back in the day. Actually hunting and eating other ponies, yes engaging in a form of cannibalism. With time, the need for pony meat disappeared tho. But their true forms still very much look a bit grotesque.
They used to be an isolated civilization that was pretty...racist to outsiders. Eventually, due to their prejudice towards any other species, even alicorns, their nation became believed to have gone extinct over time due to lack of descendants.
Yadda yadda yadda theyre actually alive but using a new mastered form of magic to hide their city. Smartasses basically.
Imagine the fire nation if they were like quiet and narcissistic at the same time.
dont call me good boy im gangsta ahh dog
ok im done i think my health is declinign, i drew too relatable stuff and now im in physical pain. This is how connected me and jax are, i draw a meme of him and all of a sudden im on my deathbed i guess
And I'M the funny one!
haha so i was drawing something else and i closed the window without saving. I slept like two hours today im kms, do art they said. it will be fun, they said
Im still obsessed with this guy idk.
He's such a human failure. I love the archetype of antagonist that has white hair, red eyes, pale skin and stuck up vocabulary. There's like three of them across all media.
Keep that in mind for, I am working on a meme regarding that.
im playing with colors anddddd. I wanna learn how to draw him all the time. I love his design.