Bizarre Shit @schizosneedlove - Tumblr Blog

this is @sapphireskyutee 's alternate blog for shit. it's an 18+ blog, keep in mind.

25 posts!

Okay.

#25 posts #tumblr milestone

schizosneedlove

should I do that?

hazbinficsandstuff-eyeshadow

Yes

schizosneedlove

I meant suicide but since my depression fit ended im back to normal now :P

hazbinficsandstuff-eyeshadow

Ohhh 😆

schizosneedlove

Thank you everyone who got me to 10 reblogs!

#10 reblogs #tumblr milestone #thank you

schizosneedlove

should I do that?

hazbinficsandstuff-eyeshadow

Yes

schizosneedlove

Thank you @hazbinficsandstuff-eyeshadow and everyone who got me to 5 reblogs!

Tumblr gave you a shout out. Again. Nice job

#5 reblogs #tumblr milestone #thank you

schizosneedlove

should I do that?

hazbinficsandstuff-eyeshadow

Yes

schizosneedlove

I meant suicide but since my depression fit ended im back to normal now :P

should I do that?

maybe heroin will fix me?

Oh wait, how do I even get heroin

i hate myself...

WHY CAN'T I BRING THE KNIFE TO MY CHEST ALREADY

I just gotta write down my 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 now so I'll be gone for fucking ever

Life has been so hard lately...all these goddamn hallucinations are fucking me up.

Don't worry guys. I was only at the doctor a couple days ago for a suicide attempt while I was having a schizophrenic attack,

And I gotta go to the doctor again soon, for all the burns on my arms

I don't really give a fuck about myself

Just be glad that this'll all be over soon, and I'll be out of your lives permanently.

Aren't you happy?

And even though I'll be in hell

I'll be happy too...

sapphireskyutee

are you

a democrat

a Republican

a independent

an anarchist

none of the above

Voting ended onApr 18, 2024

schizosneedlove

Nice!

xoxo-ashur-xoxo

I genuinely don't know what to do with myself anymore.

Really the only thing I want to do right now is walk into my moms kitchen and just kill myself right in front of them.

I can't handle the constant verbal abuse and threats of physical abuse.

They won't use me as a threat to the other side of my family.

They can't use like a fucking slave anymore.

And I won't have to be constantly scared that my mom's husband won't hurt me.

At this point I see no reason not to stab myself in the throat. Friends aren't enough anymore. Family isn't enough.

I can't fucking trust adults anymore. Therapist won't help.

They yell at me constantly and yell at me to go socialize outside of school. But they constantly groan and moan Abt me going out when I have low grades. I have an IEP that only give some two more days to do work. NO ONE IS THERE TO HELP ME.

They expect me to be sooooo smart. They think I'm just lazy because I have a high reading level (they didn't even pass highschool)

Genuinely what do I do

And to any of the polycule that See's this. Take this as I'm sorry for not interacting lately. I think I'm going to just leave the polycule.

theroachking2930

I'm not very good at offering help in situations like these, but I want to let you know that we are here for you and care about you. Please please do not hurt or kill yourself.

Don't feel like you have to interact with anyone if you can't, and if you need to leave the polycule, we'll miss you, but you need to do what is best for you. We love you, okay?

xoxo-ashur-xoxo

Thank you sm I rlly didn't expect some people o go to lengths for me.

I hope you genuinely have a good day dude

sapphireskyutee

Please don't hurt yourself your awesome (◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ)

xoxo-ashur-xoxo

U made me giggle what sorcery are you using.

schizosneedlove

my usual :)

Today's depression rant begins soon

Also my schizo rant

And my autistic ass rant