professor schwarzengold

former artist who is trying to come back to what she loved (drawing)

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hello everyone

I’m trying to be an artist again and I need to write somewhere about that or else I will definitely give it up

and I hope things I’ll draw won’t be ugly

welcome

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I’ve finally colored the thing!

yes, I love them

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hello everyone!

october was as unproductive as I thought but at least I’ve watched frieren (finally) and probably found a new thing to love (I hope so)

hope to finish that later

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hello everyone!

I feel bad that from September I have nothing to show except only one not-really-good sketch

I’m going to trying to change it in October and to fail again

stay in touch

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hello everyone!

I’ve had a Very Busy but productive month but somehow I’ve ended up tired, unmotivated and waiting for my vacation to come (31 day left…). I’m going to try to start drawing again but I’m totally not sure ‘cause all I want every moment of time is 1) not to fail at the job 2) sleep 3) read and nothing more

tried to go back to my comfort zone (traditional art)

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hello everyone!

while I’m trying to successfully live my life and have no time (and strength) to draw, I want to show some silly things I did a while ago!

well……… when I’ve read ssss I’ve gotten a little obsessed (you probably noticed that) and I’ve tried to learn some finnish words and phrases (duolingo, thank you for your existence) AND I’ve got an idea to make some "word cards"… and here we are

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when all is lost, then all is found

hello everyone!! I have finally finished another thing (I’m slow as hell and I know that). there’s no particular story behind that thing, I’ve just accidentally heard "all is found" from "frozen 2" and felt that I need to do Something

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sun and moon!

it’s one of my favorite kind of aesthetic. I’m not sure if it fits these two properly but I feel SOMETHING when I think about it

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while I’m busy with the work and finishing another thing I want to show probably my favorite part of the kind-of-animation-thing I did a while ago (full version is below)

actually I very rarely draw movements and actions so it was hard and interesting for me (and I’m still surprised that it’s not so bad as it could be)

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thank everyone for their reactions! especially @sirenadeillustrationcomics (I always struggle with the composition), @thatmintleaf (please don’t cry) and @traskodjur!

bonuses: some photographs of grass, sea and dandelions from the place where I live (see it below)

also I have an account in twitter again (it’s x now, but for me it always will be twitter), so you’re welcome!

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and I’ve never had to face the world without her at my side

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I’ve colored the thing (finally)!

dedicated to my love for dangelions. I adore these silly spring flowers so much

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little unfinished thing with Reynir and flowers (again)!

there will be a coloured version, I’m struggling with the colours right now

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hello everyone!! I’ve finally finished the Big Thing that was taking away my free time during last… two month (and I hope it worth that)

context: something that could happened in the end of 21st chapter (precisely after page 968)

also that’s my first kind-of-animation EVER so there’s a lot of mistakes and everything is wrong but anyway I glad that I did it

well, hope you enjoy :D

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another little sketch

I love fields and hills

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at the very same time I don’t have a mood to do something and somehow I want to do something

so there is a little landscape ‘cause I want to learn to draw backgrounds (as you see, now my silly pictures have no backgrounds at all)

(original is a photo from pinterest)

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another kind-of-the-fake-screenshot thing! the Big Thing that I’m trying to finish is too big so I’ve got distracted

actually I probably could do better but I’m too tired to finish that and I’m afraid that if I try to finish it properly I won’t finish it at all, ugh