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[sciamachyuntold]

Friendzoned

You thought, I didn’t notice.

You think that I am that numb.

Don’t worry, I can feel it,

I just don’t want to lose you,

Co’z I can’t live without you, CHUM! 

[sciamachyuntold]

It''s not his will, so no one could ever heal

talasakitan

[sciamachyuntold]

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Wish that I could still lift my hand,

To grab your trembling head.

Mourning and weeping co’z I failed,

To keep the promise that the gross nailed.

Wish that I could lift my head,

High until my eyes met yours.

But this glass set a limit,

A limit that no one can cross.

Love, could you please fight for me?

Fight, until that someone cannot flee.

Be brave, as what your clenched fist express,

Fight when you feel my caress.

[wachtuiltje]

too weak the bridges

too weak were the bridges

between us

keeping them intact appeared

too hard a job for both of us

I noticed soon enough

other things were more important

new friendships replaced old ones

which suffered from problems

like ‘out of sight out of mind’

to mention just one

too weak were the bridges

which now have disappeared

taken away when irrepairable

not everything can last in life

though I admit

It was something

I regretted indeed

*

@wachtuiltje 2018🗿

[sciamachyuntold]

Broken Vows

Fake words, fake oaths, fake nod and fake smiles,

Fake relations and fake emotions were shown  in your eyes.

As fake as your promises that left me in the aisle,

Due to extensive conflicts that split our promised mile.

What a wonderful story? A wonderful surprise!

Surprise that wasn’t funny and brought tears into my eyes.

Your little joke of bomb, explodes in my heart,

Spreading thorns in my body, like a pointed, sharp dart.

Peculiar goodbyes darken my snowy wedding gown,

A farewell which  caused the mascara in my face to flow down.

Everything was unusual, unusual cries and shouts,

Freeing myself from the aches of the coming fall outs.

This bouquet of flowers were as dull as the body of yours,

My red trembling lips, were as bloody as your coat.

My tears burst out along with my curse,

JUSTICE! to this man that I love, who fought with the selfish UNIVERSE!

[wordsnquotes]

Dear Lord that voice could warm me on the coldest day of the year.

Molly McAdams, Taking Chances | @wordsnquotes (via wordsnquotes)

[sciamachyuntold]

Science tells me God must exist. My mind tells me I will never understand God, and my heart tells me I am not meant to

Dan Brown 

[photolense]

Do Not Enter

I didn’t know when it started

But I wanted to enter

Enter something that I wasn’t sure about

With a deep sigh and great conviction

You came into my life

As a friend whom I can always talk

A friend whom I know I can give my trust

A person who knows who I am

I know I shouldn’t be telling this

But I wanted you to know

Being with you makes me happy

You might not notice because of the mask I am wearing

You’re now in front of me

Shall I enter and step closer into the sign of “Do Not Enter”?

Face the consequences of a forbidden rule

With results divided into two answers “Yes or No”

Now I’ve decided

I’ll face and go through it

I will break the rule “Do Not Enter”

And will make a new sign of “Entering Risks”