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[madamshogunassassin]

[scoopsmagee]

Really trying to convince myself that I'm missing her, but I can't lie to myself like that.

[kemetic-dreams]

911

[oldferrari]

[neicachorrao]

[african-erotica]

Black Phoenix Goddess | The Black Gods Of Nubia…

[scoopsmagee]

That jiggle!!!

[scoopsmagee]

I have this associate and we kick it, smoke, drink, and I've even gotten some pussy out of it. I told her my situation and she said wifey probably has a side piece which I wouldn't doubt, it might not be physical and only emotional still the same.

Telling her the last time we were intimate the look on her face was of pity towards me. She said I need to find a "friend" as well. Nothing serious just someone for a fling. The level of honesty behind that answer is incredible.

Man I can't wait to smoke with her and get some more pussy, I'm so glad she is married.

[scoopsmagee]

We've exchanged a few texts over the past few weeks just to keep the communication open about things and so we can work on just something.

Recently I stopped sleeping in our bedroom and started sleeping downstairs due to our lack of intimacy, myself having the desire to want to hold her and being rejected so often over the years.

So I did this because it was tearing me up mentally, emotionally and physically. Essentially I had to get her out of my system sort of speak and it really worked. Past couple nights of laying down beside her and there is minimum desire to want to cuddle. I just turn my back towards her throw on my CPAP and go to sleep. Just out of it. It took years for me to figure out what I needed to do for me, she said at one point I was her safe space. I would say at one point she was a trusted person for me, now I'm basically waiting for her to do or say something to be the final straw and I feel that already happened. Although I know that if I ask I will be looked at as if I'm making accusations and she would be very reluctant to tell me.

[scoopsmagee]

I've decided to no longer sleep in the bed with wifey, tired of wanting to feel close to her and rejection. I've spent several years hugging a body pillow.

Mentioned how I feel and asked a few questions and yet to no avail no answers. Its a must to protect my mental, emotional and physical self.

[scoopsmagee]

We have broken 2 beds, but not from fucking on them. That really pisses me off.

[scoopsmagee]

If she gets a tongue piercing good for her. Won't do shit for, we not fucking and she stopped giving me head long a ago.

[scoopsmagee]

Finally, after 2.5 years I got some pu$$y. It was ok, definitely needed some head to go with it. Abit disappointed I didn't get that. Bust'n 3 nuts at my age. I'll take that.

#pussyigotsum

[kitanaay]

[sandman484]

Kathryn Celestre

[scoopsmagee]

No matter how long ago this was. I can watch this every damn time.

[scoopsmagee]

I tried to open up and it went no where. Going on 17yrs and just not making any additional progress. Time to make a decision for myself and can only hope my son's forgive and one day want to talk to me.

I think I'm done. With this marriage.

[moresmokesblog]

[princesskbaby17]

This is cute I wanna recreate 💖💕

[scoopsmagee]

I don't need some1 to have an affair with. Don't want no love shit but show a brotha some affection. That would do it so much for me.

[scoopsmagee]

Officially decided that I'm not longer sleeping in the same bed as my wife. Done with the disrespect and feeling as if I can be spoken to any kind of way and people don't apologize. It feels as if the end is near.