zachmilkovich:
Zach intended on staying home today. All of his friends always wanted to spend time with him and he always liked to go out but he liked staying in, too. Sadly, of course, he chose to stay in when Eli had to go to uni and Zach missed him embarrassingly a lot when he did. He took a little break from all of the treatments, mostly because the healers recommended it since it took a toll on him every week, and even after the treatment, too. Zach decided it was okay. He was rather happy anyway. He was playing with Emilia and Junior when he heard someone call his name outside of the door. Zach frowned, not recognizing the voice whatsoever, and he jumped a little at the knocks. Junior barked and Emilia rolled onto her back. Zach decided to throw caution to the wind and got up, opening the door and seeing… yes, someone he did not recognize whatsoever. He stared blankly at the blond male who smiled like a radiant sun, but it last for only a moment. And then, he was crying. Zach’s eyes widened, as he didn’t know what to do or what he had done to cause this person such unhappiness. “I—sorry?” He offered, furrowing his brows. It seemed a lot of people needed him for a lot of reasons—usually to help give them advice and point them in the right direction, and Zach hadn’t been able to do that as of late for obvious reasons. “Erm… do… do you want… to come in and tell me who you are? Since… you know me… and stuff.”
no, he never meant to be THIS melodramatic but he was breaking apart more and more each day. he escaped for a couple of months but he was back, but nothing had changed. still no one knew and it’s not as if his fucking professor was going anywhere... so everything felt the same but he felt more trapped than ever. seeing zach would be an escape but not even zach was here and in this state.. scorpius didn’t even want to talk to him. he just didn’t want to stand here with zach and tell him about the wonderful boy he used to be, he didn’t want to cry about his problems because zach didn’t care and just... ‘i’m sorry, oh goodness, i’m sorry.’ he frowned, shaking his head as he backed up to the wall. ‘i-i’m scorpius malfoy. i wasn’t always a terrible friend. i gave you that apartment.. and my virginity... and i love you. not like that. like a brother... and you don’t remember me. that’s... all.’












