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I was planning to keep you for a long time, having to brace myself to whatever future heartbreaks i sign myself into. Before i even realise it, im starting to put myself second. All my life, I always choose to be the cause of suffering, rather to suffer myself. But not you, god never you. I never meant you any harm. I wish to be your shelter, your home, ones that made you feel loved and secure. But then again, how could you call a place home when you refuse to stay inside?

–17.11 // the day i finally let him go

razcal

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flowerfieldsofelysian-deactivat

She’s a ten but anytime she’s going through a hard time, she automatically reads and listens to music all day because she would rather escape this world and focus on other peoples sorrow and problems than her own.

silvermoonwritings

“Accept that things end.”

I hardly ever fight for anyone. It is always a losing battle between the longing of one self against a guarded heart. You have no idea how many self-regulating rules I bend to make you stay.

—and it still wasnt enough.

amortizing

““Of course I’ll hurt you. Of course you’ll hurt me. Of course we will hurt each other. But this is the very condition of existence. To become spring, means accepting the risk of winter. To become presence, means accepting the risk of absence…””

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unusedable

“but in the end, you’re still everything i want even if i have someone who’s treating me better than you ever will or did.”

— truth.

timid

“Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more. You’re doing just fine.”

—

Charlotte Eriksson

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