My queen, the war is over

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SCOUT CAPTAIN ALICE LIDELL

"When Alice finally came back to herself, she was absolutely covered in blood. Luckily, none of it was hers."

I am a [recovering] persecutor and isolator. In the past I have made attempts to push people that care about the system away. This blog will help me learn to socialize better.

I'll probably still be quite mean though.

Intro is a wip.

. Alice/Alys/Alex .

. Perma19 // Ageless // Entityage .

. Refer to me using an honourific at all times. Ex: Sir // Ma'am . Scout Capitain . First Li

. He / She / It / Gore / Rage / Shi / Snipe / Snuff / Blood / Corpse / Dirt / Shoot / Red / Necro / H? / Her? / Song / Soldier / Byte / Cyber .

. Butch Lesbian . Stone Top + Dom [unless.....]

. Bigender / Genderqueer / Snipergender / MilitaryK9gender .

TransIDs: Cotard's .

CisIDs: Butch . Soldier . Killer . Harmful . Sharp teeth . Harmed . Malnourished .

TrisIDs: British . Schitzoid .

PermaIDs: Soldier . Bleeding out . Hallucinating . Exhausted . Field hospitalized . Field bloody . Killer . Mind controlled . Dirty . Uniformed . Violent . Biting . Harmful . Narc high .

FauxIDs: Digital .

Other IDs:

I have npd, bpd, and potentially aspd. I will make posts through a disordered lens sometimes . Ex: i am better than everyone else because x. Typically, even if I am splitting, I will not lash out at outsiders however this may not apply if we are extremely close or you insult me etc. Block me if that's an issue I guess.

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What I? look like in headspace. Except there are like no photos on Pinterest that look anything like me?. The face photos are the closest I? found. All credit for the idea goes to @gimps4mascs though

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Fantasies..

Fighting on a planet with an aquatic // merperson type species. I should've known better than to get so close to the water. Mermaid chick surges out of the water and grabs me by my hair. Drags me into the water and holds my mouth, nose and eyes just under the water so I'm choking but still have some semblance of hope to get away. Holds me there until I stop struggling and just lie there choking, then pulls me out so my face is just out of the way of the lapping waves. Her twin cocks slip out of her sheath and fuck into me while I choke on the water still in my lungs. She doesn't even hurt me as she slips in, the combination of the water around us and how fucking wet I am from fighting and near dying, she can just do whatever she wants to me. The tide rises slightly and every time the waves hit the shore it chokes me just a bit more and I finally just go limp in her sharp-clawed grasp. She thinks I'm dead and this invasion and all the fighting has near starved her people so she takes a deep fucking bite out of my stomach. I cum.

This is what I mean by 'I'm a dom... unless..'

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New like... userbox thing.. uhh im so tired im not used to fronting for long periods of time..

It's so big I need to fix the sizing.. I just wanted to show it off lol

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It is better than others because it sees things others can't. Or maybe others just ignore those things because they're too stupid or weak to understand them. This is why it is better than you.