offerin' support n' Such ,, Very brave of you to Speak abt your experience <3
i loathe Seein' monika glazers all Over my timeline.
big Ups 2 you dawg
thank you moot !
I hate the glazers too , there’s literal photo’s of my messages with him on someone’s doc that was made abt him , so I don’t know how their denying it T^T
Hi, I don't know you and you don't know me but I'm proud of you for speaking up about the permamonika guy. He is one of the reasons I had to cut off my closest friend because she defended him for a while and even had a private conversation with him about what he did.
I hate him with a burning passion and I always will and I'm proud people are speaking up. I know my experience isn't the same but.
ur experience is just as valid anon, even if its not the same ^^
Offering my support to you for speaking up about permamonika ,, if anything ,, it’s good victims of them are speaking up and spreading more awareness .
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thank you anon, I really appreciate it!
it’s been eating at me since I returned to radqblr , and I knew speaking up could help people see that hey, he actually did this shit! and if they don’t.. I honestly don’t know what to do anymore :/
it has taken a lot for me to post this, the context is a lil traumatic for me as well, so please excuse any misspelling and grammar errors.
TW - talks of grooming & csam
I am one of the individuals Permamonika / Jay has sent CSAM to.
and before anyone asks, no, i'm not being dramatic.
because when people hear "someone sent me csam" they immediately imagine a pop-up, a random link, some unavoidable accident.
it wasn't.
it was a person.
a person who made the choice to send it.
a person who knew i was on the other side of the screen.
a person who listened to me react.
a person who had a name.
jay.
on december 11th, 2025, I was in one of the old servers that Jay owned, along with the other individual involved.
now, i cant remember who exactly made the group chat, but one was made for just the three of us. we were all sitting in the server vc, joking, laughing, etc.
then, the conversation turned sexual. jay started making comments on the other individuals appearance, claiming how 'hot' they were from a private selfie they had sent some other time.
at the time, i did not know the other person in call, was 14yo at the time.
ill admit, I sent my own pictures in the group chat, but im legally an adult, im legally allowed to send nude pictures.
then, jay said, and i quote, 'sharing is caring'. then sent me a photo of a 14yos ass. it was spoilered but i could clearly see what was behind that spoiler.
since jay cant comprehend that this ^^ was harmful, let me break it down for you ;
i was sent CSAM. Child Sexual Abuse Material, meaning that whoever was in said photo, was likely groomed into sending it. THAT IS HARMFUL.
then, he simply said, 'oh thats [redacted] in that'.
after that, i was uncomfortable. I left the vc, deleted my photos, left the group chat, and distanced myself, before making a message to everyone in the server that he had sent me said photo, and left, blocking him on everything i could.
now, months later, im seeing too many posts about him, knowing hes not changed, and continues to harm people.
I felt i needed to add my two cents, seeing as i knew him fairly well at the time.
if anyone would like to speak on this, please dm me
Oh , I definitely know where you’re coming from! The Nervous System IS the most complex driving part of most organisms. It’s incredibly complex && so fun to learn about too! Learning about how the brain gives and receives multiple different inputs && outputs from various sources … so much to go on && on about !! :-))
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ugh i love listening to podcasts about medical stuff to learn too ,
How have you been ? I’ve been drawing anatomy practices ,, haha . I really do love anatomy and the various organs :-)) It’s one of my most favourite things to draw actually !!
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Omg hiiii anon !
I’ve been okay , had a lil fight with my bf this mornin, we resolved it, I ate a sammich- yeah ! :D
anatomy is literally so fascinating !
I personally love the anatomy of the nervous system , all the lil nerve endings are cool >:3
mm mounting . mounting my pup as soon as their through the door , humping into their hole like a starved dog after food .fucking them till their a babbling mess , pumping them full till it bubbles out of them .
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