chuck 🦌 @scrawnydeer - Tumblr Blog

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my name is chuck + this is largely an aesthetic/diary blog ^^ some content on here is slightly mature so viewer discretion advised or wtv

my art account is @chuckydeee

18 yrs

transsexual baby butch (she/he)

animation and film student

enjoyer of long walks

#intro post #pinned post

batrachised

love the phrase "but I digress." yes I temporarily got lost in the moors I wander in my mind but don't worry I'm self-aware about it

splatoweentown

i love you butches. i love you transmasc butches. i love you transfem butches. i love you transneutral butches. i love you butches on t. i love you butches on e. i love you butches on any form of hrt. i love you fat butches i love you hairy butches. without you the queer ecosystem is incomplete. to deny your right to be here is both cruel and disconnected. i love you butches.

love-ardour-anarchism

casting a spell to turn a million sad and miserable girls into the happy, fat and hairy men, transmascs and dykes they were always meant to be

“what’s your sexuality/gender?” i don’t knowwww 😿😿😿😿

rainydaymay

Being high has me saying things like “I like friends” as if it’s some profound relization

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and if it was possible i’d kill and cannibalize that picture perfect version of a girl i wanna be but never will be

because im a dirty disgusting version of her but shes perfect

sarinisanta

Today I wish a wonderful "I see you, and I want to hear you" to any trans gal that feels lonely and unheard today.

My asks and DMS are open

gecko-with-a-greatsword

*guy who doesn't know anything about sports and has never cared about sports in his life* hey did you know womens professional baseball is returning after 70 years and the games are going to be streamed for free on youtube and the season starts august 1st

gecko-with-a-greatsword

youtube link

Our time is now. The inaugural season of the WPBL begins August 1st, 2026.

website

#this lowkey means a lot to me #because i loved baseball as a kid but i had to quit bc it was boys only #i will be tuning in :>

androgynealienfemme

"There is a kind of connection that I sometimes have, with certain people, a way of trust that only comes with people who have what I always think of as a butch heart. That's not quite right. Some of them don't identify as butches; some, in fact, hardly identify as anything even in the same zip code. But's it's a very boy way of being bigger than, a sturdy and quiet way, taking care of everyone around you as best you can, always trying to fix it, always stepping up to do the crap job that gets no recognition, and also of being so gentle, so generous, so nonjudgemental of other people, believing that they are doing their best.

Is that sexist? I don't mean it to be. I mean to describe this way of some masculine things, so different in its energy from other ways of caretaking. In Yiddish, this is referred to as being a mensch, which also means a man. There's a part of me thatr wishes I could separate it entirely from gender, and another part which sees it as exactly right that this is gendered, that there are ways of butchness that are composed of the best of masculinity and leave all of its borrish excesses behind.

But I met this butch, a handsome writing with a toughness about him that I recognized as the result of his life for the forty-six years before he and I crossed paths, a toughness that even still showed an underlying playfulness. That he had been able to keep that place alive and tender in the hardness of life made him light up my eyes as someone who would know some of the things I knew, someone who would honor the same places in me, and we started talking. Talking turned into flirting, and flirting turned into intention. We made a date to spend an evening together seeing what our combined toughness and playfulness might mean when we took our clothes off, a kind of old-style faggot good time without a lot of expectation about who might or would do what, to or for whom.''

"Laying Down with A Butch” Butch is a Noun essays by S. Bear Bergman (2006)

#butch