thoughts

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i think i'm too much for her, but i don't know if i can change who i am just for the love to be returned

is losing myself worth it?

[screamingsummrr]

do i want a partner??????? do i want a best friend????

i guess we'll never know

[screamingsummrr]

hold my heart in your hand and don't let go

[screamingsummrr]

maybe one day i'll be more than everything im not

[screamingsummrr]

you can't say you love me the way i am

and then hope that i change

[screamingsummrr]

it seems so childish to say that it hurt so much

[screamingsummrr]

I AM SO AFRIAD I WONT BE ENOUGH FOR YOU

BECAUSE YOU ARE ENOUGH FOR ME

[screamingsummrr]

he was good

HE WAS GOOD

[screamingsummrr]

sharing my writing feels like baring my soul

[screamingsummrr]

i don't want to die. i want to be missed

[screamingsummrr]

but i persist

[screamingsummrr]

learning feels like being on fire and loving every second of the burn

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this "born alone die alone" stuff is bullshit.

from the moment you enter this world, someone holds you in their arms

and from that moment on, you always exist in SOMEONE'S mind

their heart.

and if we aren't born alone, exist alone, then how can we die alone?

i refuse to believe that.

[screamingsummrr]

[screamingsummrr]

the collective idea of not knowing what we're doing tells me i'm on the right track

[screamingsummrr]

i miss my brother like the stars miss the moon

[screamingsummrr]

"i will not set fire to myself to keep you warm"